Uploaded August 2020 | Updated September 2026, 7 hours ago
"you had to kill me but it killed you just the same"
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ITS DONE.
ever since tswift dropped this song, im pretty sure i saw countless people yell that this was the new darkling/alina song. and you know what - they're RIGHT. i spent a long time just shouting the lyrics at @Bells on twitter, in which we both agreed this had to happen. i mean, c'mon "YOU HAD TO KILL ME BUT IT KILLED YOU JUST THE SAME?" bury me.
[throws confetti] so enjoy some modern au
some shout outs are in due order!
first off, dedicating this video to lili (@Bellsilili ). she was an absolute ANGEL who stuck with me when i was all but dying trying to do this (tswift 3 min vids are not my forte). not only did her constant cheerleading, comments and ideas encourage this to get done but made me love you. so much more. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
secondly, HUGE shoutout to madi (maddiekayray on twt) for doing the ADR for alina's lines. i cannot get over you did this and it literally made everything for me. you can all thank her for the epic "you can't control the shadowfold" and "aleksander" lines.
thirdly, thank you to becca (@triggerhappyzombiex) for always being my ride or die, and for @MedicineForNormality for being a superstar and helping me with footage. and ofc to all my grishaverse pals all in this dumpster with me.
s/o to ben barnes for literally having incredible quotes to choose from lol
ps. i got maybe 4 hours or sleep from trying to render this? godspeed
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PAIRING: alina/darkling
FANDOM: grishaverse/grisha trilogy/shadow and bone
SONG: my tears ricochet; taylor swift
COLOURING: maryxstuart
TWITTER: thatbluebox
TUMBLER: thatbluebox
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#fanvidfeed #darklina #benbarnes #alarking #jessiemeili #shadowandbone #grishaverse #thedarkling #alinastarkov
"you had to kill me but it killed you just the same"
*
ITS DONE.
ever since tswift dropped this song, im pretty sure i saw countless people yell that this was the new darkling/alina song. and you know what - they're RIGHT. i spent a long time just shouting the lyrics at @Bells on twitter, in which we both agreed this had to happen. i mean, c'mon "YOU HAD TO KILL ME BUT IT KILLED YOU JUST THE SAME?" bury me.
[throws confetti] so enjoy some modern au
some shout outs are in due order!
first off, dedicating this video to lili (@Bellsilili ). she was an absolute ANGEL who stuck with me when i was all but dying trying to do this (tswift 3 min vids are not my forte). not only did her constant cheerleading, comments and ideas encourage this to get done but made me love you. so much more. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
secondly, HUGE shoutout to madi (maddiekayray on twt) for doing the ADR for alina's lines. i cannot get over you did this and it literally made everything for me. you can all thank her for the epic "you can't control the shadowfold" and "aleksander" lines.
thirdly, thank you to becca (@triggerhappyzombiex) for always being my ride or die, and for @MedicineForNormality for being a superstar and helping me with footage. and ofc to all my grishaverse pals all in this dumpster with me.
s/o to ben barnes for literally having incredible quotes to choose from lol
ps. i got maybe 4 hours or sleep from trying to render this? godspeed
*
PAIRING: alina/darkling
FANDOM: grishaverse/grisha trilogy/shadow and bone
SONG: my tears ricochet; taylor swift
COLOURING: maryxstuart
TWITTER: thatbluebox
TUMBLER: thatbluebox
*
#fanvidfeed #darklina #benbarnes #alarking #jessiemeili #shadowandbone #grishaverse #thedarkling #alinastarkov
![Last Christmas:: [Wishlist]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/EXmgiS-3oHE/mqdefault.jpg "Last Christmas:: [Wishlist]
Step One
#Make a video like this one. The video description should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related (Id love an icon thats just for me) to medium (I wish for on DVD) to really big (All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.) The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
# If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether its your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
# Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in the video description so that the holiday joy will spread.
Step Two
# Surf around Youtube to see who has posted their list. And now heres the important part:
# If you see a wish you can grant, and its in your heart to do so, make someones wish come true.
- You neednt spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point its to provide everyone a chance to be someone elses holiday elf to spread the joy.
- There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Give, and you might receive. And youll have the joy of knowing you made someones holiday special.
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I finally gave in and made a vid. Aha. And in the spirit of Christmas.. :D And I wanted to make a mulit-fandom vid too. xD
WISHES:: :3
1. To meet all my besties online [and to actually make that DVD extra, lmao]
2. A wallpaper background for my channel. :D
3. A vid about Jace & Clary to Howl By the Florence And The Machine. [If you want the song, just pm me and Ill send it to you.] Cant go wrong with some good ole J&C. ;]
4. A Doctor Who tribute to our lovely Doctor. It can be dark, humorous, intense, etc. Choose a song you feels fit! :D ... Mmm, David Tennant.. I mean, whut? Who said that...
5. Subscribe to my backup! http://www.youtube.com/user/xHeartPhantomx
I dont want to loose any of you guys. Seriously. You guys are too amazing.
6. Send me a playlist with some of your favourite songs! I love music! :DD
7. A Alice & Hatter vid. OR, if you havent watched the series Alice, check it out! http://www.youtube.com/user/NxOxRxMxL you can watch it here! :D
8. A vid to the song Aint Nothing Wrong with That to any fandom I like. :D This is what it sounds like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0XtZubK94Q
Ill of course Ill send you the song, :) ...+starts dancing to it+
9. Point me in the way of some good New Moon links? Ones you know are good. Yes, I might just vid it. Taylor Launtner... my goodness. Boy, take youre shirt off more often +sounds like a complete fangirl+...
10. ALL OF YOU HAVE AN AMAZING CHRISTMAS/HOLIDAYS. Eats lots, Laugh lots, Hug Lots & have a great time. :D
Thanks guys. (: MERRY CHRISTMAS.
And yes. Its GLEE. It makes my life.")
