Uploaded February 2021 | Updated September 2026, 23 hours ago
we weren't perfect, but i've never felt this way before
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i am so incredibly happy to share with you guys @Bellsilili and i first collab together, to the grishaverse no less! ✨ i've been absolutely obsessed with lili's work since, well, forever, and the fact that we've finally done a collab together is so special to me. she's been an absolute inspiration for us book editors with her world building and manip skills. collabing with her was a dream!
lili was gracious enough to indulge me as this was a bit of a spontaneous request - mostly since it was stuck in my head - and it came out so INCREDIBLE! 🖤 we managed to get in nearly all of our favourite grishaverse couples - can you spot them all - which is probably the most ambitious couples vid for them yet. with actual casting too! ✨ (ALSO i think we've both fallen in love with vidding darkling&nikolai - they were so much fun to vid, honestly. prayer circle for ROW that we get some good banter/scenes from these two). ...also lowkey in love with our modern fancast for nikolai...👀
did i mention how much i love luke joining the cast? well i'm saying it again.
@Bellsilili is one of the kindest, sweetest, talented and skillful editors i know - if you haven't already checked her out or subscribed, do it:
youtube.com/c/Bellsilili/channels
youtube.com/c/Bellsilili/channels
we are also not the first to do something grishaverse related to this song! so i also wanted to give a shoutout to picasso30dali who also has done a fab darkiling & alina video to this song!
FANCAST:
aleksander morozova/the darkling — ben barnes
kaz brekker — freddy carter
jesper fahey — kit young
inej ghafa — amita suman
alina starkov — jessie mei li
wylan van eck — leo dicaprio
nikolai lanstov — evan roderick
mattias helvar — calahan skogan
nina zenik — danielle galligan
david koystk — luke pasqualino
genya safin — daisy head
zoya nazyalensky — sujaya dasgupta
FANDOM: GRISHAVERSE
SONG: TITLE
COLOURING: @maryxstuart
TWITTER: THATBLUEBOX
ps. since real life, catch me on twitter where i'm more active and post things here and there ❤️
#fanvidfeed #shadowandbone #benbarnes #thedarkling #kazbrekker #alinastarkov #inejghafa #darklina #kanej #wesper #helnik #davidgenya #nikolina #zoyalai #grishaverse
we weren't perfect, but i've never felt this way before
*
i am so incredibly happy to share with you guys @Bellsilili and i first collab together, to the grishaverse no less! ✨ i've been absolutely obsessed with lili's work since, well, forever, and the fact that we've finally done a collab together is so special to me. she's been an absolute inspiration for us book editors with her world building and manip skills. collabing with her was a dream!
lili was gracious enough to indulge me as this was a bit of a spontaneous request - mostly since it was stuck in my head - and it came out so INCREDIBLE! 🖤 we managed to get in nearly all of our favourite grishaverse couples - can you spot them all - which is probably the most ambitious couples vid for them yet. with actual casting too! ✨ (ALSO i think we've both fallen in love with vidding darkling&nikolai - they were so much fun to vid, honestly. prayer circle for ROW that we get some good banter/scenes from these two). ...also lowkey in love with our modern fancast for nikolai...👀
did i mention how much i love luke joining the cast? well i'm saying it again.
@Bellsilili is one of the kindest, sweetest, talented and skillful editors i know - if you haven't already checked her out or subscribed, do it:
youtube.com/c/Bellsilili/channels
youtube.com/c/Bellsilili/channels
we are also not the first to do something grishaverse related to this song! so i also wanted to give a shoutout to picasso30dali who also has done a fab darkiling & alina video to this song!
FANCAST:
aleksander morozova/the darkling — ben barnes
kaz brekker — freddy carter
jesper fahey — kit young
inej ghafa — amita suman
alina starkov — jessie mei li
wylan van eck — leo dicaprio
nikolai lanstov — evan roderick
mattias helvar — calahan skogan
nina zenik — danielle galligan
david koystk — luke pasqualino
genya safin — daisy head
zoya nazyalensky — sujaya dasgupta
FANDOM: GRISHAVERSE
SONG: TITLE
COLOURING: @maryxstuart
TWITTER: THATBLUEBOX
ps. since real life, catch me on twitter where i'm more active and post things here and there ❤️
#fanvidfeed #shadowandbone #benbarnes #thedarkling #kazbrekker #alinastarkov #inejghafa #darklina #kanej #wesper #helnik #davidgenya #nikolina #zoyalai #grishaverse
![Last Christmas:: [Wishlist]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/EXmgiS-3oHE/mqdefault.jpg "Last Christmas:: [Wishlist]
Step One
#Make a video like this one. The video description should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related (Id love an icon thats just for me) to medium (I wish for on DVD) to really big (All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.) The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
# If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether its your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
# Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in the video description so that the holiday joy will spread.
Step Two
# Surf around Youtube to see who has posted their list. And now heres the important part:
# If you see a wish you can grant, and its in your heart to do so, make someones wish come true.
- You neednt spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point its to provide everyone a chance to be someone elses holiday elf to spread the joy.
- There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Give, and you might receive. And youll have the joy of knowing you made someones holiday special.
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I finally gave in and made a vid. Aha. And in the spirit of Christmas.. :D And I wanted to make a mulit-fandom vid too. xD
WISHES:: :3
1. To meet all my besties online [and to actually make that DVD extra, lmao]
2. A wallpaper background for my channel. :D
3. A vid about Jace & Clary to Howl By the Florence And The Machine. [If you want the song, just pm me and Ill send it to you.] Cant go wrong with some good ole J&C. ;]
4. A Doctor Who tribute to our lovely Doctor. It can be dark, humorous, intense, etc. Choose a song you feels fit! :D ... Mmm, David Tennant.. I mean, whut? Who said that...
5. Subscribe to my backup! http://www.youtube.com/user/xHeartPhantomx
I dont want to loose any of you guys. Seriously. You guys are too amazing.
6. Send me a playlist with some of your favourite songs! I love music! :DD
7. A Alice & Hatter vid. OR, if you havent watched the series Alice, check it out! http://www.youtube.com/user/NxOxRxMxL you can watch it here! :D
8. A vid to the song Aint Nothing Wrong with That to any fandom I like. :D This is what it sounds like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0XtZubK94Q
Ill of course Ill send you the song, :) ...+starts dancing to it+
9. Point me in the way of some good New Moon links? Ones you know are good. Yes, I might just vid it. Taylor Launtner... my goodness. Boy, take youre shirt off more often +sounds like a complete fangirl+...
10. ALL OF YOU HAVE AN AMAZING CHRISTMAS/HOLIDAYS. Eats lots, Laugh lots, Hug Lots & have a great time. :D
Thanks guys. (: MERRY CHRISTMAS.
And yes. Its GLEE. It makes my life.")
