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Best-selling Christian author and pastor Max Lucado has inspired millions with his books, sermons, and messages about the grace of Jesus Christ. But behind the success, Lucado faced a private struggle with alcohol during an overwhelming season of ministry. He has shared how stress, burnout, and the pressures of pastoral leadership led him to secretly drive across town, buy beer, and drink alone where he hoped members of his church wouldn't recognize him.
In this Max Lucado testimony, discover how confession, repentance, Christian accountability, prayer, and God's grace became part of his journey out of secrecy. Lucado eventually opened up to his church elders and congregation about what he was facing. His story is a powerful reminder for pastors, ministry leaders, and Christians everywhere: secrecy can keep us trapped, but bringing our struggles into the light can be the beginning of healing. Watch this powerful story of faith, forgiveness, repentance, and restoration.
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My Youth Group called Youth Explosion went from 5 kids to being one the the most recognized youth ministries in the country
Helped Plant a church with a few people which is now one of the fastest growing church in America
⛪Ministry Experience
Several Years as a Youth & College
Pastor Deacon At New Life Fellowship
Worked witt Emotional Healthy Discipleship 5.5 years
Led living waters and cross current which is a program for the sexual broken and the LBGTQ community
A ministry leader in Inner Healing and Deliverance for 8 years
Help lead street ministry team in NYC
Helped Plant House Church Network in NYC
A US and International Chaplain
Currently starting an online church and house of prayer in NYC
😎Torn Curtain is a Word & Spirit, Christian ministry whose aim is to bring reformation and renewal to the church. Torn Curtain promises to bring you the best and latest Christian content. We follow dozens of ministries and are going to bring you the best content as we come across it. Torn Curtain is a Christian You Tube Channel which main focus is Christianity and Jesus. We are going to do devotional content as well as testimonies. I am going to go after the tough and controversial subjects. Many might interpret this is being divisive but my heart is to see the church of Christ be everything it can be!
Best-selling Christian author and pastor Max Lucado has inspired millions with his books, sermons, and messages about the grace of Jesus Christ. But behind the success, Lucado faced a private struggle with alcohol during an overwhelming season of ministry. He has shared how stress, burnout, and the pressures of pastoral leadership led him to secretly drive across town, buy beer, and drink alone where he hoped members of his church wouldn't recognize him.
In this Max Lucado testimony, discover how confession, repentance, Christian accountability, prayer, and God's grace became part of his journey out of secrecy. Lucado eventually opened up to his church elders and congregation about what he was facing. His story is a powerful reminder for pastors, ministry leaders, and Christians everywhere: secrecy can keep us trapped, but bringing our struggles into the light can be the beginning of healing. Watch this powerful story of faith, forgiveness, repentance, and restoration.
WATCH FULL VIDEO: youtu.be/H4xByEJobEE
#maxlucado #christiannews #testimony
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Torn Curtain Corp
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😎BECOME MONTHLY PARTNER
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😎BUY GOLD AND SILVER w/ GENESIS GOLD -Add Gold & Silver TAX FREE to Your 401K or IRA Today -Protect Your Wealth and Retirement Savings
😎GET FREE GOLD INVESTING GUIDE: torncurtaingold.com
😎Want to Learn More about Investing in Gold? My You Tube on Gold & Silver: youtube.com/@InvestInGoldandSilver
📧Join My Newsletter Email List: eepurl.com/hGeh4L
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❤️Ninety Nine Online Church: youtube.com/@Theninetyninechurch
📧Contact for Channel: josh@torncurtain.org
😎About Josh:
🏫Education:
BS Degree from NYU in Counseling
MA Degree Theology Equivalent from Bethel University (Not Bethel Redding) and ORU University
Studied Inner Healing and Deliverance at School of Ministry
Graduate of Goldman Sachs 10,000 Small Business Mini MBA Program
😎Personal Experiences
My earliest memories as a child are seeing the gifts of the spirit in operation
As a child my parents took us to a small storefront African American church which eventually became the largest church in NYC Christian Cultural Center Led By Pastor AR Bernard
My Youth Group called Youth Explosion went from 5 kids to being one the the most recognized youth ministries in the country
Helped Plant a church with a few people which is now one of the fastest growing church in America
⛪Ministry Experience
Several Years as a Youth & College
Pastor Deacon At New Life Fellowship
Worked witt Emotional Healthy Discipleship 5.5 years
Led living waters and cross current which is a program for the sexual broken and the LBGTQ community
A ministry leader in Inner Healing and Deliverance for 8 years
Help lead street ministry team in NYC
Helped Plant House Church Network in NYC
A US and International Chaplain
Currently starting an online church and house of prayer in NYC
😎Torn Curtain is a Word & Spirit, Christian ministry whose aim is to bring reformation and renewal to the church. Torn Curtain promises to bring you the best and latest Christian content. We follow dozens of ministries and are going to bring you the best content as we come across it. Torn Curtain is a Christian You Tube Channel which main focus is Christianity and Jesus. We are going to do devotional content as well as testimonies. I am going to go after the tough and controversial subjects. Many might interpret this is being divisive but my heart is to see the church of Christ be everything it can be!
