Uploaded December 2021 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago
christmas isn't over until 12 days after christmas let me sing my silly little christmas tunes good tidings to you
I'm an independent musician! Listen to my music and follow me on your social media of choice: tarquinalexandra.com/links
christmas isn't over until 12 days after christmas let me sing my silly little christmas tunes good tidings to you
I'm an independent musician! Listen to my music and follow me on your social media of choice: tarquinalexandra.com/links
![Hostess Of Memory - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZU2zg6ffFKs/mqdefault.jpg "Hostess Of Memory - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]
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Lyrics:
Hug me and tell me you dont wanna go
Your skin is thin ice but Ive seen through your soul
I wouldnt go back after all that Ive learned
But I cant ignore the heart shattering yearn
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Toxic, but I miss the thrill you overthrew
Safer, but Im looking for something to do
Cant say I miss you now all these years passed
Ive got better things for my heart to combat
Ohhhhh
Ohhhhh
Oh, I dont want to admit that Im better off
Happier without the heartache
I cant stand being told that I was wrong
Lessons better learned by partake
Ignoring better friends cause they
Dont make stories to be told during old age
Just a poor excuse, covered tracks, that Im bored of mundane
And I cant make good friends stay
Took another subway line just to see you
Walking home alone at night, over the moon
Took me seven years, but Id got a clear view
Just for you to shatter it
What did I do?
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Walking through the cars at all hours of the night
Life Id always wanted in front of my eyes
Just like in the movies, but nothing good stays
I hope you took a piece of me just to replay
Ahhhhh
Ahhhhh
Oh, I dont want to admit that Im better off
Happier without the heartache
I cant stand being told that I was wrong
Lessons better learned by partake
Ignoring better friends cause they
Dont make stories to be told during old age
Just a poor excuse, covered tracks, that Im bored of mundane
And I cant make good friends stay
The life that I want
Just on the precipice
Go back and then forth
No space for residents to stay too long
Im just a hostess for memories to fester until theyre gone")
