Uploaded December 2022 | Updated September 2026, 4 hours ago
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![Hostess Of Memory - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZU2zg6ffFKs/mqdefault.jpg "Hostess Of Memory - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]
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Lyrics:
Hug me and tell me you dont wanna go
Your skin is thin ice but Ive seen through your soul
I wouldnt go back after all that Ive learned
But I cant ignore the heart shattering yearn
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Toxic, but I miss the thrill you overthrew
Safer, but Im looking for something to do
Cant say I miss you now all these years passed
Ive got better things for my heart to combat
Ohhhhh
Ohhhhh
Oh, I dont want to admit that Im better off
Happier without the heartache
I cant stand being told that I was wrong
Lessons better learned by partake
Ignoring better friends cause they
Dont make stories to be told during old age
Just a poor excuse, covered tracks, that Im bored of mundane
And I cant make good friends stay
Took another subway line just to see you
Walking home alone at night, over the moon
Took me seven years, but Id got a clear view
Just for you to shatter it
What did I do?
Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Walking through the cars at all hours of the night
Life Id always wanted in front of my eyes
Just like in the movies, but nothing good stays
I hope you took a piece of me just to replay
Ahhhhh
Ahhhhh
Oh, I dont want to admit that Im better off
Happier without the heartache
I cant stand being told that I was wrong
Lessons better learned by partake
Ignoring better friends cause they
Dont make stories to be told during old age
Just a poor excuse, covered tracks, that Im bored of mundane
And I cant make good friends stay
The life that I want
Just on the precipice
Go back and then forth
No space for residents to stay too long
Im just a hostess for memories to fester until theyre gone")
![Finale - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bbr0pecbNpY/mqdefault.jpg "Finale - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]
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Lyrics:
You
Took a photo
And then
You threw it away
I
Ill always remember
The memories you dont wanna save
You
Took a shot of my soul
You took it away
I turned into a monster
And a monster that I stayed")
