Uploaded February 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Here I am again. If you missed the note at the beginning, I've written it here as well:
Context:
Set after the Madrigal’s lose their powers. Dolores no longer has super-hearing and is feeling conflicted about it. She’s up late pondering the silence she’s never been able to truly bask in before, while also finding it a bit unsettling, because she had become used to the noise, as burdensome as it felt sometimes. Felix hears her singing and decides to check on her. As boisterous as he is, he’s always been thoughtful with his daughter and her gift, and tries to teach her the importance of silence, and how freeing it can be. Pepa notices her husband is out of bed and finds him and Dolores having a heart-to-heart. The two of them do their best to comfort their daughter.
I ended up changing directions with this song at least 3 times, I've got the Logic files to prove it. I may end up posting my other version, which is admittedly a lot happier sounding. Something in my brain just really doesn't like major chords, huh. Also, I changed fonts because copy and pasting every letter into Photoshop was making me question my sanity. I really hope y'all like this one, I'm not sure how I feel about it, but that happens with like everything I make. The next song I'll post is my demo of "Stage Fright", which was Camilo's Interlude before I made it PG. If y'all haven't questioned my mental state yet, hoo boy, you will. You will.
Notes about this song if you're interested:
The melody at the beginning is very similar to the scrapped melody I had for Camilo's Interlude, which is in my Lyric Breakdown video, if you wanna hear it.
Dolores could very likely hear her own heartbeat with her super-hearing, which is why I included the heartbeat sound throughout this song. The reason she's conflicted about her gift leaving is that it brought her comfort to know what was going on. Nothing surprised her, since she heard everything coming from a mile away. Now she's got to readjust to the unknown.
I used the same music box from On The Inside. My earlier version of the song was going to be with ukulele, then piano, and finally I decided on the music box. I recorded the vocals softer due to Dolores' habit of speaking quietly.
The little instrumental/vocal interlude after Dolores' first verse is when I imagine Felix hearing her, then deciding to go check on her.
My mention of Bruno wasn't entirely due to my crush on the man, but I do believe that he would have a complicated relationship with silence, due to his life in the walls. Had to be lonely. Also I'm proud of my "hourglass" line, hehe.
Pepa and Felix are the best hype couple, so the line "Ask your father/mother here" is meant to allude to their unconditional support of one another.
Dolores saying that Pepa stole Felix's thunder refers to her jumping into the conversation to throw in her motherly two cents, because she tends to take the spotlight in everything she participates in. Felix is 100 percent on board with this. Also, stealing one's thunder is a cute little reference to Pepa's powers. She's still unapologetically herself even after losing her Gift.
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♬♩♪♩
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Dolores:
I can’t sleep
My mind has been endowed
With a curse or a comfort
I don’t know now
Distort the silence
Drown out the static
Who knew the quiet could ring so loud?
Oh
Felix:
Mija, why are you up so late?
(So late)
Dolores:
I’m just mulling over fate again
Felix:
Darling, I’ll wipe your tears for ya
Dolores:
Can I cope with what I can’t hear somehow?
Felix:
Silence can be cruel, abrupt
I bet your uncle understands
Other times it’ll pile up
Like an hourglass of sand
But it adds weight to the music
Right there, do you hear it?
Dolores:
I hear it
Felix:
For once, you can let it hold you
Dolores:
Hold me
Felix:
Let the quiet overtake you
Pepa:
Why are you both awake?
Dolores & Felix:
We’re just mulling over fate
Pepa:
We can let it out now, darling
Dolores:
I just warmed up to the cacophony
Pepa:
No lightning and no stormclouds
Mama’s here, just let it out
Dolores:
Papá, she stole your thunder again
Felix:
Love, why do you think I asked for her hand?
Pepa:
If you raise your voice
Your love’s bound to hear
If you need some help
Ask your father here
Felix:
If you need some help
Ask your mother here
Dolores:
Why are we all awake?
Felix & Pepa:
We should be asleep already
You’ll feel better in the morning
Dolores:
Goodnight
Felix & Pepa:
We should be asleep already
You’ll feel better in the morning
ALL:
Goodnight
Goodnight
Here I am again. If you missed the note at the beginning, I've written it here as well:
Context:
Set after the Madrigal’s lose their powers. Dolores no longer has super-hearing and is feeling conflicted about it. She’s up late pondering the silence she’s never been able to truly bask in before, while also finding it a bit unsettling, because she had become used to the noise, as burdensome as it felt sometimes. Felix hears her singing and decides to check on her. As boisterous as he is, he’s always been thoughtful with his daughter and her gift, and tries to teach her the importance of silence, and how freeing it can be. Pepa notices her husband is out of bed and finds him and Dolores having a heart-to-heart. The two of them do their best to comfort their daughter.
I ended up changing directions with this song at least 3 times, I've got the Logic files to prove it. I may end up posting my other version, which is admittedly a lot happier sounding. Something in my brain just really doesn't like major chords, huh. Also, I changed fonts because copy and pasting every letter into Photoshop was making me question my sanity. I really hope y'all like this one, I'm not sure how I feel about it, but that happens with like everything I make. The next song I'll post is my demo of "Stage Fright", which was Camilo's Interlude before I made it PG. If y'all haven't questioned my mental state yet, hoo boy, you will. You will.
Notes about this song if you're interested:
The melody at the beginning is very similar to the scrapped melody I had for Camilo's Interlude, which is in my Lyric Breakdown video, if you wanna hear it.
Dolores could very likely hear her own heartbeat with her super-hearing, which is why I included the heartbeat sound throughout this song. The reason she's conflicted about her gift leaving is that it brought her comfort to know what was going on. Nothing surprised her, since she heard everything coming from a mile away. Now she's got to readjust to the unknown.
I used the same music box from On The Inside. My earlier version of the song was going to be with ukulele, then piano, and finally I decided on the music box. I recorded the vocals softer due to Dolores' habit of speaking quietly.
The little instrumental/vocal interlude after Dolores' first verse is when I imagine Felix hearing her, then deciding to go check on her.
My mention of Bruno wasn't entirely due to my crush on the man, but I do believe that he would have a complicated relationship with silence, due to his life in the walls. Had to be lonely. Also I'm proud of my "hourglass" line, hehe.
Pepa and Felix are the best hype couple, so the line "Ask your father/mother here" is meant to allude to their unconditional support of one another.
Dolores saying that Pepa stole Felix's thunder refers to her jumping into the conversation to throw in her motherly two cents, because she tends to take the spotlight in everything she participates in. Felix is 100 percent on board with this. Also, stealing one's thunder is a cute little reference to Pepa's powers. She's still unapologetically herself even after losing her Gift.
PIANO SHEETS: drive.google.com/file/d/1qrcGptWBCXjar4Lf8uC73gG4WO5go_Zf/view?usp=sharing
♬♩♪♩
MY PATREON:
patreon.com/laureliamadeus
BUY ME A COFFEE:
ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus
MY SOCIAL MEDIA:
solo.to/laureliamadeus
GOOGLE DRIVE W/SHEET MUSIC: https://drive.google.com/drive/folder...
♬♩♪♩
Dolores:
I can’t sleep
My mind has been endowed
With a curse or a comfort
I don’t know now
Distort the silence
Drown out the static
Who knew the quiet could ring so loud?
Oh
Felix:
Mija, why are you up so late?
(So late)
Dolores:
I’m just mulling over fate again
Felix:
Darling, I’ll wipe your tears for ya
Dolores:
Can I cope with what I can’t hear somehow?
Felix:
Silence can be cruel, abrupt
I bet your uncle understands
Other times it’ll pile up
Like an hourglass of sand
But it adds weight to the music
Right there, do you hear it?
Dolores:
I hear it
Felix:
For once, you can let it hold you
Dolores:
Hold me
Felix:
Let the quiet overtake you
Pepa:
Why are you both awake?
Dolores & Felix:
We’re just mulling over fate
Pepa:
We can let it out now, darling
Dolores:
I just warmed up to the cacophony
Pepa:
No lightning and no stormclouds
Mama’s here, just let it out
Dolores:
Papá, she stole your thunder again
Felix:
Love, why do you think I asked for her hand?
Pepa:
If you raise your voice
Your love’s bound to hear
If you need some help
Ask your father here
Felix:
If you need some help
Ask your mother here
Dolores:
Why are we all awake?
Felix & Pepa:
We should be asleep already
You’ll feel better in the morning
Dolores:
Goodnight
Felix & Pepa:
We should be asleep already
You’ll feel better in the morning
ALL:
Goodnight
Goodnight







![Im Alive, Arent I? (Sometimes, Karma Isnt a Bitch Richie Branson remix)
So a while back I heard this song at the end of the episode The Forest of Camp Camp and I just loved the mellow, melancholic vibe and wanted to write my own lyrics and melodies. Richie Branson, who writes all the ending music for the show on Rooster Teeth, is super talented and hes got some great stuff, give him a look!
Richie Bransons Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV7eKepD9v4IeU99ndTV14Q
& Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/richiebranson
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ITUNES/APPLE MUSIC: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/juvenescence/1450328437
BANDCAMP: https://laureliamadeus.bandcamp.com/
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/user-272629114
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[Verse]
Grinding my teeth even when I’m awake
What do I gotta do to extinguish the ache
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down
Rip the air from my lungs
Even half-dead I’ll be tryna run
But what am I looking for?
What am I looking for?
Just one of my friendly shadows
That way I’m not alone
They’re crawling through my dreams
But when I wake up, it’s all floating downstream
Just take me back to right before all the hurt
So I can take a breath, roll up the sleeves of my shirt
Cause I been missing my friends ever since we tore apart
[Chorus]
It’s all right, I’m doing fine
Out here in the forest with nobody but my mind
Don’t think, just move
I been living for myself too, myself too
I’m alive, aren’t I, what more I gotta prove?
[Outro]
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down
In my legs, they’re shaking, heart is breaking
Down, down, down, down Im Alive, Arent I? (Sometimes, Karma Isnt a Bitch Richie Branson remix)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZKLizEEOEeg/mqdefault.jpg)


![Lament
not to kill the mood but whenever I see this painting all I can think of is that is he...you know meme
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ITUNES/APPLE MUSIC: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/juvenescence/1450328437
BANDCAMP: https://laureliamadeus.bandcamp.com/
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/user-272629114
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INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/laureli.amadeus/
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My blood so bright on Your creation
This sure ain’t what I envisioned
I’ve been chased out of Your temples
By those who claim they’re Yours
God, there’s so many like me
When will they act how they preach
I didn’t think my heart could sink any lower
My heart could sink even lower still
I see things I can’t identify
I can’t breathe, these words are flying by
This heat has got its own rhythm
Now when will I get big and strong like You?
Big and strong like You?
Darkest pitch in September
My fingers going black
The days are getting colder
Days I can’t play back
The curtains plaid; blue and yellow
Eleven beds, all ramshackle
They say they want me here
Which parts do they desire?
Should I go back to the party?
Hide behind my phone?
Watch as they’re all singing
And yearn to sing along
This ain’t my place
These aren’t my people
You’d think we’re the same
But I know these streets
And here they stumble
Bring in the cavalry
Bring in the cavalry
Bring in the cavalry
To call back summer
Bring in the cavalry
Bring in the cavalry
Bring in the cavalry
To call back summer
Cause those right there are my people
I count them all by hand
Spread across the nation
We share Your holy land
All I wanted was some peace
Oh, brother
All I wanted was some peace of mine
Oh, brother
[Outro]
Dont wanna say I wanna stay
Dont wanna say I wanna go
Disappointment reigns
Even in the gentlest snow
It never stops, it never ceases
Stop...
Im falling in, Im falling in, Im falling in
Youre rushing in, youre rushing in, youre rushing in
God these arent my people
Theyre quite close by in fact
Spread across the nation
And I just want em back Lament](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZmCfTGY3dyQ/mqdefault.jpg)