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Music and hangout! Welcome to Tortuga Tavern: Piano, Lounge, & Bakery! A place that you can sail to and leave the real world, leave all your stresses and anxieties behind for just a little bit, revel with your fellow pirates, and gather up some positive, magic fairy dust to take back with you into the real world until the next time that we meet again. I appreciate each and everyone of you, and thank you for being you. đź’–
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âž” Streams will be available for replay in the "Past Youtube Live Streams" playlist section on the bottom of my main YouTube channel home page.
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More About Me: https://linktr.ee/janelnabong
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YouTube Live Stream schedule:
- Mondays @ 9pm-11pm Pacific Time
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- Sundays @ 1pm-3pm Pacific Time
- Thursdays @ 8:30pm-10:30pm Pacific Time
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Music and hangout! Welcome to Tortuga Tavern: Piano, Lounge, & Bakery! A place that you can sail to and leave the real world, leave all your stresses and anxieties behind for just a little bit, revel with your fellow pirates, and gather up some positive, magic fairy dust to take back with you into the real world until the next time that we meet again. I appreciate each and everyone of you, and thank you for being you. đź’–
âž” Clips from streams are posted to my Stream Highlights Channel: bit.ly/JanelNabongStreamHighlights
âž” Streams will be available for replay in the "Past Youtube Live Streams" playlist section on the bottom of my main YouTube channel home page.
~
My Original Music: li.sten.to/JanelNabongMusic
Merch: janelnabongofficial.com
My Socials: li.sten.to/JanelNabongSocials
More About Me: https://linktr.ee/janelnabong
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YouTube Live Stream schedule:
- Mondays @ 9pm-11pm Pacific Time
Twitch Live Stream Schedule:
twitch.tv/nelnellynel
- Sundays @ 1pm-3pm Pacific Time
- Thursdays @ 8:30pm-10:30pm Pacific Time
- Fridays @ 9pm-11pm Pacific Time
#janelnabong #janelnabongstream
![SEE ME by Janel Nabong [Official Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZHS1A_ULlIQ/mqdefault.jpg "SEE ME by Janel Nabong [Official Lyric Video]
We all know those moments when the world feels heavy, like we’re carrying the weight of the world on our shoulders and trying to find our place. My song “See Me” is for those who’ve danced with loneliness, grappled with not belonging, and fought against the weight of depression, while still finding the strength to carry on. 💖 Hope you enjoy 🙏🏼~
~ Video background by David Miesbauer ~
Thank you SO much to David Miesbauer for your gorgeous videography and for sharing such beautiful artistic visions and for allowing me to use it here. Im truly thankful for you! 🙏🏼
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My Story: https://janelnabongofficial.com/pages/about-janel-nabong
My Music: https://li.sten.to/JanelNabongMusic
My Merch: https://janelnabongofficial.com/collections
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/janelnabong_
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/nelnellynel
TikTok: https://bit.ly/TikTokJanelNabong
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JanelNabong
More About Me: https://linktr.ee/janelnabong
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Twitch Live Stream Schedule:
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- Thursdays at 7:30pm Pacific
- Fridays at 8:30pm Pacific
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LYRICS:
Colors of emotionÂ
Spilling all over the edgesÂ
I try not to letÂ
My pain go to wasteÂ
Instead I try toÂ
Utilize the ache insideÂ
So that I can make useÂ
Of every ugly mistake
So I fill,Â
My lungs upÂ
I paint the words with fireÂ
So the smoke will climb up higherÂ
A beacon in the sky sayin’Â
I’m right here, I’m alive!Â
I write it in blood redÂ
As a way to voice my screams
A burning silhouetteÂ
So someone might see….
See me…
See me…
Fragments of the past
Like broken glass still cutting me
With constant flashbacks
I just want to escape
Mind and body drained
Pale in the face, I’m left
With nothing but adrenaline
Shooting through my veins
So I fill,Â
My lungs upÂ
I paint the words with fireÂ
So the smoke will climb up higherÂ
A beacon in the sky sayin’Â
I’m right here, I’m alive!Â
I write it in blood redÂ
As a way to voice my screams
A burning silhouetteÂ
So someone might see….
See me…Â
I don’t have the optionÂ
To close my eyes
Cause if I do, it
Might be the final timeÂ
The final time,Â
I don’t knowÂ
If anything I say will be heard or not
So what’s the point of me fighting to hold onÂ
Either way,Â
I’ll still tryÂ
I paint the words with fireÂ
So the smoke will climb up higherÂ
A beacon in the sky sayin’Â
I’m right here, I’m alive!Â
I write it in blood redÂ
As a way to voice my screams
A burning silhouetteÂ
So someone might see….
See me…
See me…
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#janelnabong #seemejanelnabong #lyricvideo")
![BACKBONE - Janel Nabong [Official Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/alWEyw09yHU/mqdefault.jpg "BACKBONE - Janel Nabong [Official Lyric Video]
My song Backbone is now available on all major platforms!
Listen to audio here - https://li.sten.to/backbonejanelnabong
Backbone Merch - https://janelnabongofficial.com/collections/backbone
Sometimes when we face our monsters and inner demons, it’s a journey through ups and downs, where we learn to stand tall and find strength even when things are crumbling all around us. To dance with our deepest fears and to come out on the other side and emerge stronger than before. 💖 Hope you enjoy 🙏🏼~
HUGE Thanks to Arsacre for the video art and animation! Youre absolutely amazing!!
Check out Arsacres channel: @Arsacre
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Check out Janels:
Story: https://janelnabongofficial.com/pages/about-janel-nabong
Music: https://li.sten.to/JanelNabongMusic
Merch: https://janelnabongofficial.com/collections
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/janelnabong_
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/nelnellynel
TikTok: https://bit.ly/TikTokJanelNabong
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JanelNabong
Linktree: https://linktr.ee/janelnabong
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Come hang with me on Twitch! đź’–
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Twitch Live Stream Schedule:
- Sundays at 1pm Pacific
- Thursdays at 7:30pm Pacific
- Fridays at 8:30pm Pacific
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LYRICS:
I will not hide
This side of my mind
Sometimes, it goes
Up, down, hurled to the ground, now
Choke out all my sounds
Out, and watch me drown, now
Bleeding from my mouth, howd
I get into this, somehow
Cut me up
And silence me but Ill
Give everything
Wipe off the blood and grit my teeth
Armor up and watch me swing
Under my nerves below
I’ll grow, grow a backbone
Oh no, oh no, oh no what did just happen
Fell out of my skin
See my whole world shaking
Ground underneath is breaking
My nightmares are now waking
Fear now seeping in
Pause everything
Keep on moving, don’t cave in
Don’t listen to these voices
Block out all these screams
Keep on moving forward
Stronger I will be
Though my world is spinning
Up, down, hurled to the ground, now
Choke out all my sounds
Out, and watch me drown, now
Bleeding from my mouth, howd
I get into this, somehow
Cut me up
And silence me but Ill
Give everything
Wipe off the blood and grit my teeth
Armor up and watch me swing
Under my nerves below
I’ll grow, grow a backbone
Oh why, oh why, oh why, why did this happen
Never should have been
Don’t think I deserve this
Just making me feel worthless
Cracking at the surface
Fear now seeping in
Pause everything
Keep on moving, don’t cave in
Don’t listen to these voices
Block out all these screams
Keep on moving forward
Stronger I will be
Though my world is spinning
Turn off, the lights
The brightness stings and burns my eyes
Just want to go away, tonight but I
Jolt up, see myself go down a deep and downward spiral
But things won’t be the same
Wont be the same this time
Up, down, hurled to the ground, now
Choke out all my sounds
Out, and watch me drown, now
Bleeding from my mouth, howd
I get into this, somehow
Cut me up
And silence me but Ill
Give everything
Wipe off the blood and grit my teeth
Armor up and watch me swing
Under my nerves below
I’ll grow, grow a backbone
Up, down, hurled to the ground, now
Choke out all my sounds
Out, and watch me drown, now
Bleeding from my mouth, howd
I get into this, somehow
Cut me up
And silence me but Ill
Give everything
Wipe off the blood and grit my teeth
Armor up and watch me swing
Under my nerves below
I’ll grow, grow a backbone
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#janelnabong #backbonejanelnabong #backbone")
