Uploaded March 2011 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
"Every single day that I can breathe, you change my philosophy."
Yeah, there is an awkward cut to the song. I don't really care. I wasn't going to edit this anymore- it's been stuck as a half-empty project for a couple months now. I'm just... ugh. I don't know. Stuck. Maybe that's it. There are people I love to bits and people I hate, honestly hate- and the people that are stuck in between.
I felt kind of guilty today, thought about an old friend for a moment. A really old friend- before high school old. Kind of makes me wonder why I shut them out; if I'm any better off now. I can't even count how many vents I've tried to edit, and never finished or got anywhere with- and yet, across them, people stay the same. My Aerith is always Aerith. Riku is always Riku.
So, yeah. I'm an idiot.
"Every single day that I can breathe, you change my philosophy."
Yeah, there is an awkward cut to the song. I don't really care. I wasn't going to edit this anymore- it's been stuck as a half-empty project for a couple months now. I'm just... ugh. I don't know. Stuck. Maybe that's it. There are people I love to bits and people I hate, honestly hate- and the people that are stuck in between.
I felt kind of guilty today, thought about an old friend for a moment. A really old friend- before high school old. Kind of makes me wonder why I shut them out; if I'm any better off now. I can't even count how many vents I've tried to edit, and never finished or got anywhere with- and yet, across them, people stay the same. My Aerith is always Aerith. Riku is always Riku.
So, yeah. I'm an idiot.
![See in Way Too Much Safety [1]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Ul8mhEl_pNo/mqdefault.jpg "See in Way Too Much Safety [1]
So stay awake, and Ill stay
I try and go, but your game
It waits for me and you, love
So cover up for the rain.
I have to apologise for the atrocious quality of this video, since I threw it together in about two days, which I spent very little of actually editing. So, this is pretty slapdash and messy and crap.
Yeahhhh, Reapers Edit, again. Sorry for everyone who doesnt follow/like it. Although Ive at least switched characters. Okay, first, a huuuuuuuuge sorry to Priscy for sucking and not putting in ANYTHING about partners or a pact and stuff.
Basically, story wise, since RE is AU and I can get away with it, Hope is Noctis younger brother. Hes on his... fourth or fifth game, ish, maybe more than that. His first game didnt go well, since not only was he frustratingly young (as his entry fee was his age/appearence, since he values his pride and his status) but he was partnered with Alyssa, who turned rogue and attempted to sabotage other Players, but was caught. Hope, in all the trauma (because hes a snivelling weakling there) faints, and instead of erasing him the rescue squad sort of take pity on him, since he wasnt aware he was doing anything wrong, and he ends up working for them.
His entry fee doesnt change for all of that time, until he runs into his brother in the last game. Their parents didnt get along with Noct, and he left home after long while arguing and fighting, and since Noctis always lied, Hope assumes hes rogue and trying to ruin the game when he isnt. Biased as fuck, basically.
Serah takes over from the old Composer, and suddenly Hope is out of a job, no longer favouritised and lent a hand all the time- she doesnt want him around trying to suck up to her, and now hes just an ordinary Player. Before his death, Hope had just finished the training and become a lawyer, the type of well-payed, steady job his parents tried to bring him up to want. Unfortunately, Hope stood against the wrong person on one of his first cases, and was murdered. I think. I might change that later, who knows.
As for other things, its 5 in the bloody morning and I need to pack, so Ill edit them in later.
x")
![ﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠ[Psychic Crack]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UzZsETU5Vno/mqdefault.jpg "ﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠ[Psychic Crack]
Because my characters are just too fun to mess with, and, of course, lovingly parodise.
Zexion admits his issues, Hope finally gets his revenge, Terra attempts to bond with his youngest son, and... well...
Lip syncing some of this was hellish. Particularly the Terra and Riku father-son time.")
![M o c k i n g b i r d [100+ Subs]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Vtvj4GDBYzs/mqdefault.jpg "M o c k i n g b i r d [100+ Subs]
People often underestimate the intelligence of children.
Im sorry.
I promise never, never ever, never ever EVER to ever again churn out something this diabolical and call it a video.
Its both an audition and a dedication; but I feel so bad. It looks so quickly done, when its not. ;_;
I hate this video.
There, I said it.
Feel free to also hate it.
ANYWAY.
Quick synopsis;
Cloud and Stella are Namine and Rikkus parents. Zack is Clouds best friend, who died while Cloud was still growing up, and Shotgun, who I called Skye (dont know his real name... have they even released it yet?) is Clouds brother. Pretend Tidus and Shuyin are Shotgun/Skye.
Basically follow the lyrics. Stella isnt there for any of them (it was supposed to be her at the start, apologising to Cloud via the phone. xDD Its Namines voice from Re;Com, deepened a little.) and Cloud and Rikku are never around to look after Namine (pretend shes like 8, or 10, somewhere before 14. Cmon, she looks it.)
Cloud is trying to protect Namine from having to see anything that might hurt her, like how he was scarred from losing Zack, but hes not there enough to stop her seeing everything.
Stella crops up on the news, and Cloud runs in just in time to turn it off, already knowing why. After all, he had to send her body to the lifestream after her murder...
He tries to keep it a secret from both the girls, but while hes gone again, their uncle comes to look after them, and is shot right in front of Namine.
Soooo... Big emo finish, Cloud returns home, not knowing Namine SAW Skye/Shotgun die, and tries to cheer her up.
But... Namine knows everything. She was old enough to guess why Cloud was always so upset, why Rikku was always gone with her boyfriend.
So, um, yeah. Longer version comin soon.
-Is shot-
I should be working on my WORM part and such right now...
Eh heh heh.
-Shot again-")
![Crossed The Line [ CLS MEP Part ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/VyMXlfChSX0/mqdefault.jpg "Crossed The Line [ CLS MEP Part ]
...Meh. I dont like this.
D:
Uploading to filefront as we speak, I promise.
http://www.filefront.com/14701737/All%20The%20Things%20She%20Said.wmv
This is soooooooooooooooooo rushed, but my grounding wasnt exactly planned for when I was procrastinati- I mean, planning this.
Hopefully I didnt stray too much from the Garnet side of things, but my clips were... Just ick. I couldnt find any that worked with that I wanted to do with the characters, so I went off to download more, and-
Yup. I couldnt.
Gahhhhhhhh.
On the other hand, hopefully the actual MEPll be up soon, so you can watch the other (much better) parts and recover from the eyesore this will give you. :3")
![Stand So Tall [Just the Way Im Supposed To Be];](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/W3yZLKKw9LU/mqdefault.jpg "Stand So Tall [Just the Way Im Supposed To Be];
Shipping Wars final round and stuff, I guess. Way within the limits- worryingly shorter than everyone elses so far this round, guess I kind of copped out a little.
Cut of the song is deliberately abrupt- it ends in the middle of the line because something awful happens to them, things get cut short.
I kind of tried to show a little of how I thought their relationship dynamic would work (Zacks cheery personality contrasting with Nocts shy, a little-bit-sarky one) before quickly descending into angst. Ended up going for a sort of basic Zack is a soldier in Nocts army plot that seems to be a cliche whenever Zacks paired with a character whos supposedly royalty/of a higher class.
And uh the happily ever after would probably be neither of them ending up dead and escaping whatever horrible situation I put them in to go live somewhere secluded in the country and so on. Boring, I know.")
![B r e a t h e Again. [ 175+ Subs. ily you guys. ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WXsaXa22S1g/mqdefault.jpg "B r e a t h e Again. [ 175+ Subs. ily you guys. ]
Caaaaaaaaaaaake time. xD SPOILER cake time.
Uh, yeah, if youre not weak-willed like me and are trying to avoid spoilers, click the back button on your browser THIS INSTANT. I spoil the ending of 358/2 days! SERIOUSLY! DX
...But theyre so cute together. Can you blame me? :3
Sort of a rushed, simple project. As usual.
Its just, my SYTYCV entry is only 8 seconds long at the moment... and I have less than a week. D:
So I took a break (from my eight second project, I know...) and made this. Since I was leaning so heavily on effects for SYTYCV, I completely simplified this to the point where Ive only used two effects; (and the masking is v. fast) the glow effect, and a tiny weeny little bit of pancropping and masking. But not much.
I like this style. So whatever. xD
You know the funny thing, though? I actually really like Xion now that I know shes not some cheap copy of Kairi for Riku. xDDD I think shes pretty cute and tragic, actually. T-T
And Roxion/Xioxas is adorable, and despite trying to hide it Im a serious canon sucker. Although I still love Clack and Rikora and stuff like that. And obviously hate Cloti and Neyrie. xD
Although to be fair, I dont mind watching other peoples amazing videos with those couples. Just cause I seriously dont like a pairing doesnt mean I cant appreiciate a fantastic video.
...And, I might just choke before I finish this sentence, but...
.........Im working on a video with cloti in it.
-holds back bile- xDDD
BUT I save myself with some Zack/Yuna.
So there we are.
Speech over.
Thank you guys soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for the 175+ subs, though! I would personally track you all down and hug you, but, you know, that would make me a stalker. Which would be a little awkward.
And pretty expensive.
xP Love you! ...In a hug-through-the-computer kinda way.
Gahhhh. I just dont know when to stop.
;D")
![come home with me. [happy birthday, blue!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WsCAU8_wUx4/mqdefault.jpg "come home with me. [happy birthday, blue!]
Its Blues birthday! What do you know! I actually edited something public for it this year!
After some time spent tormenting her with Hadestown angst, I resisted the urge to edit one of the tragic songs (which was VERY big of me, its low hanging fruit).
But weve both fallen into a Hadestown hole lately! Its an adaptation of the Greek myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, and it SLAPS. Like the whole cast recording is brilliant.
So here Zack is Orpheus (because himbo energy), Leanne is Eurydice, Auron is Hermes (who looks after Orpheus as his charge) - and the brief glimpses of Regis and Agni are Hades and Persephone.
Blue -
So youre like. The ultimate friend. You bring so much happiness into my life and youve put up with me talking your ear off for nearly every day of the 10+ years weve known each other. That takes some patience! You are incredibly lovely, talented and Im so, so happy to know you. Youre the BADDEST BICTH and I love you to pieces. Thank you for picking up an annoying baby way back when Psychic first started. If I wasnt dirt poor and, you know, all the flights werent grounded right now, Id be racing over to bug you in person. But ONE DAY! One day well manage it!
I know the flower in the show is a carnation not a rose but shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.")
![Broken F A I T H. [Trailer]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XM5ISGROpXE/mqdefault.jpg "Broken F A I T H. [Trailer]
So much masking. So so much bad masking. T-T
I havent got the hang of moving masking yet... STILL.
So some of this sucks, where I get desperate and turn to the chroma keyer to neaten up my crappy masking.
Ehheh.
Anyway...
Since I got Vegas Pro, I was thinking about remaking my last (and, um, only xD) Yuna/Zack video, which was my last video of 2008...
But thatd be boring. And I decided it was fairly pretty to begin with, and Id only ruin it with a remake...
And so, this was born.
Well, at the moment the actual video is only ten seconds of random dying scenes. And I used them here in the trailer. xDDD
The actual video might be a while, so I decided against a preview, no matter how proud I might be of some of the masking in the video xD, and made a trail instead.
FYI, Cloud is one of four summons who are vital for the plot and ending... =P
I think the others are gonna end up being Noctis (def.) Tidus/Shuyin (maybe) and Sora/Roxas/Riku. (Maybe.... I might use one as the third summon, too.)
Im writing the story now. xD Theres a specific reason Im using four boys/men/whatevers, too. =D Its an old rhyme, and I think it MIGHT be vaguely religious... but I dont listen in RE (or any other lesson for that matter) so I cant really be certain.
S o n g;; Shattered
A r t i s t;; Trading Yesterday
Copyright shit goes here, but Im too lazy to put it up as I think this song is safe from youtube doom. ;D")
![I Dont Deserve You [IC with France ♥]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XTSR7zA9qrE/mqdefault.jpg "I Dont Deserve You [IC with France ♥]
...France is so going to win, because hers is gorgeous and mine is boring and depressing.
Check it out; :3 Good luck, France~
(Even though you really dont need it. xD)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjyMWh1UM60&feature=channel
The gorgeous swirly thing I got from Blue. xDD
Its a vent, which is why I pushed out so much in an hour.
(And I swear, I didnt want to be the one who had to live without you. Thats why I ran away- so I could break my own heart before the cancer broke you. But now... I think Im ready to stop being so selfish. Im not saying Ill be less bitchy or insecure. But know where I want to be, and thats right beside you. Even if the worst happens, I want to be able to say I was there for you, right until the end.)")
