![[IO2M] 20. Diabarha - Crazy Beauties II @Diabarha](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r4QRmmz8_eo/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2024 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
=== _CRAZY BEAUTIES II ===
First date for Ilda. She tries to remain calm, but keeps shaking, waiting for the guy to show up.
They ordered a tea. It reminds Ilda a tea party with her plushies and dolls when she was a kid. She was doing that pretty often.
Guy notices that his date is quite nervous and observes him all the time, so he asks a standard question, "what do you plan to do in future". No answer, Ilda keeps her hands below the table and still shakes. She said she's okay before...
Maybe she feels insecure. "Would you like to tell me what are your dreams", the guy asked. The cup of tea fell from the table and broke loudly, gathering attention of everyone in the cafe.
Ilda didn't even look at the shattered glass on the floor, but kept staring at her date instead.
"See, this is what would make your chest beautiful", she said with a wide smile, uncontrollably shaking.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Crazy Beauties youtube.com/watch?v=w-qsXZeZTBw
~~~
Title: Crazy Beauties II
Track number: 20/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 700 BPM
Used scale(s): F Minor H/C Phrygian/G Locrian
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.
=== _CRAZY BEAUTIES II ===
First date for Ilda. She tries to remain calm, but keeps shaking, waiting for the guy to show up.
They ordered a tea. It reminds Ilda a tea party with her plushies and dolls when she was a kid. She was doing that pretty often.
Guy notices that his date is quite nervous and observes him all the time, so he asks a standard question, "what do you plan to do in future". No answer, Ilda keeps her hands below the table and still shakes. She said she's okay before...
Maybe she feels insecure. "Would you like to tell me what are your dreams", the guy asked. The cup of tea fell from the table and broke loudly, gathering attention of everyone in the cafe.
Ilda didn't even look at the shattered glass on the floor, but kept staring at her date instead.
"See, this is what would make your chest beautiful", she said with a wide smile, uncontrollably shaking.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Crazy Beauties youtube.com/watch?v=w-qsXZeZTBw
~~~
Title: Crazy Beauties II
Track number: 20/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 700 BPM
Used scale(s): F Minor H/C Phrygian/G Locrian
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.
![[IO2M] 20. Diabarha - Crazy Beauties II](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r4QRmmz8_eo/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 20. Diabarha - Crazy Beauties II
_CRAZY BEAUTIES II
First date for Ilda. She tries to remain calm, but keeps shaking, waiting for the guy to show up.
They ordered a tea. It reminds Ilda a tea party with her plushies and dolls when she was a kid. She was doing that pretty often.
Guy notices that his date is quite nervous and observes him all the time, so he asks a standard question, what do you plan to do in future. No answer, Ilda keeps her hands below the table and still shakes. She said shes okay before...
Maybe she feels insecure. Would you like to tell me what are your dreams, the guy asked. The cup of tea fell from the table and broke loudly, gathering attention of everyone in the cafe.
Ilda didnt even look at the shattered glass on the floor, but kept staring at her date instead.
See, this is what would make your chest beautiful, she said with a wide smile, uncontrollably shaking.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Relation to IOTM: Crazy Beauties https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-qsXZeZTBw
~~~
Title: Crazy Beauties II
Track number: 20/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 700 BPM
Used scale(s): F Minor H/C Phrygian/G Locrian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Dark Techno] 03. Diabarha - Feed Me Master](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r9gfIxz0uSE/mqdefault.jpg "[Dark Techno] 03. Diabarha - Feed Me Master
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
CRIMINAL RECORD 19.06.2022
Male, 37, arrested for alleged abduction. The victim is 21 years old female, alive.
The suspect was arrested at home as a result of investigation of missing person reported on 07.04.2022 by victims boyfriend, 21. The suspect did not resist the Police and called the victim a big-eyed cat.
Further investigation found a numerous amount of child/teenager accesories in a suspects house, mostly clothing and visual decorations; large amount of magazines and books about domestic animals. All found electronic devices of suspect are currently examined by Police officers.
During interrogation of the victim, she said that she has been held in a small room without daylight access for unknown period; the room was equipped with a mattress, few animal toys and a litter box. She testified that suspect was feeding her with cat food in the bowl, water and even milk, made her to wear various dresses and cat ears, forced her verbally and physically to participate in different activities that resembled dancing, learning tricks, sleeping on lap and petting, pillow hugging. Despite conditions, victim said she was treated rather good or acceptable.
Medical report of victim found severe dehydration and lack of nutrients in diet; multiple wounds and scabs on neck, possibly caused by prolonged wearing a kind of metal collar; few bruises/bedsores on body; not found explicit signs of sexual abuse. The victim is depressed, asking multiple times what will happen to suspect; hospital has provided psychological assistance.
~~~
Title: Feed Me Master
Track number: 03/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark Techno 132.5BPM
Used scale(s): E +40c Ultraphrygian
Module: Delusional/Night
Background image: https://images.anime-pictures.net/a32/a32873c055310dddd3c00b4ad5ebb2a9.jpg?if=ANIME-PICTURES.NET 569218-1984x1240-azur+lane-hammann+%28azur+lane%29-commander+%28azur+lane%29-yukineko-long+hair-looking+at+viewer.jpg
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[TRAILER] Light is Over / horror indie game](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/rTSA7sPzGY8/mqdefault.jpg "[TRAILER] Light is Over / horror indie game
Download game: https://splitterdev.itch.io/light-is-over
Quick summary
You were visited by a creature from another dimension, where light is not welcomed. And now she will follow you everywhere, so the only way out is to get rid of her. Set a trap using found materials, then leave the place. Dont forget she may chase and kill you whenever she heard your steps, or saw the beam of your flashlight...
Support the project
If you want to help this project grow (aka to help me, obviously), please consider buying me a coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/diabarha or donate on Itch via link above. Any and every support is highly appreciated!")
![[Speedcore] 21. Diabarha - Terminalis Cantata](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/s24bu8haAOs/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore] 21. Diabarha - Terminalis Cantata
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Female, 31; observation notes from 04.09.2020
Patient was hospitalized on 25.07.2020 around 6PM with signs of isolation, overall long-term apathy and anxiety symptoms reported by patients parents.
Patient is quiet and spends most time of the day in bed with a teddy bear. Recorded heavy breath and mumbling while asleep, can have recurring nightmares. Notable fear of darkness; frequently gets up and turns the light on during night. Regular appetite, but tends to eat slowly and overly careful. Usually maintains poor hygiene, avoids help from nurses, but does not react with aggression.
Lowered reaction upon calling by name, rather afraid of physical contact. Reduced facial expression and mimic, but observable nervous look on eye contact. Does not show interest in conversation with doctors, does not talk or reply; seems to be indifferent to shorter, and disturbed by longer interviews.
Noticed stronger reaction: disturbance and alarm (concern?) on showing photos and/or playing pre-recorded voice of close family members. The reaction may be used for communication with patient.
Suggested to stay under observation.
~~~
Title: Terminalis Cantata
Track number: 21/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/Splittercore 410/820BPM
Used scale(s): D Minor H/Multiple harmonic minor modes
Module: Anxious/Morning
Background image: https://browsecat.art/sites/default/files/sci-fi-anime-wallpapers-119648-982351-7141142.png
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[LOVECORE 4] Diabarha - Brotherhood](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/sKLzbCyKdos/mqdefault.jpg "[LOVECORE 4] Diabarha - Brotherhood
...But now, we shall introduce some rules.
Maybe not we shall and some. Maybe its we have to, and all of.
Discipline, which not many people like, and much more simply hate, because they feel it hits, impacts their freedom. They hate it, which is also fine, because army-alike relation is only for chosen ones. Or, rather - specific people.
Not only a relationship, not even a friendship; it is an ascended pact between two or more people, where everyone follows the leader, and the leader cares about the people. Rejecting carnality, bound by soul.
I could list all the requirements and internal laws they follow, but you wouldnt remember them. In fact, there are so many of them that I dont remember them either. But these people do, they live by these rules.
Very hard to establish such relation; but once you do, you will really love each other, not necessarily in romantic way, but surely in spiritual.
Because it is so complex and demanding kind of love, thats another reason there arent many people living like that. Still, this is the strongest binding possible, and not always as pleasant:
...You dont have time for a meeting? Well, that wasnt a question; that was an order.
Is this what we need? Havent we forgot anything?
Answer is yours.
~~~
Genre/BPM: Speedcore/Splittercore/Extratone 505/757.5/1010/1515 BPM (root 252.5)
Scale(s): G Minor H/D Phrygian Dominant/F# Superlocrian bb7
Release: Lovecore 4
Download link: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 137.zip
Background image: https://wallpx.com/image/2021/06/hacker-silver-hair-night-in-a-car-anime-girl.jpg")
![[Core Mix] Glitch Obsession #020 (Tatiana) @ Stare Śmieci 3, 24.04.2026 @ Poznań, PL](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/szTWg7R1IyY/mqdefault.jpg "[Core Mix] Glitch Obsession #020 (Tatiana) @ Stare Śmieci 3, 24.04.2026 @ Poznań, PL
First time in Poznań, I had not much opportunity to see around the city but at least weve marked our presence as SKRD.
Now - a summer break, trying to relax, and not to finish the alphabet too quickly.
Event name: Stare Śmieci 3
Event date: 24 April 2026
Location: Poznań, Poland
Background image: own drawing
Tracklist
00:00 [IO2M] Take Me with You
02:24 [CoL] Scattered Remains
04:52 [IOTM] Schizophrenia Inferno
06:14 [Rupture] First Doll x [CoL] The Court Of Two Faces
08:08 [WC] Belfast Hakken
09:06 [CoL] Alien
10:35 [WC] Belfast Hakken x [Rupture] Once We Met
11:48 [Rupture] Senpai (Speedcore Arrangement)
13:24 [HP] Flowers and Flames
15:10 [HP] Faces of Existence
16:06 [CoL] Parasite
18:01 [IO2M] Schizoid Alice
19:16 [IO2M] Black Rose
20:44 [Rupture] Eerie Feeling
21:15 [Rupture] Eerie Feeling x [OB] Skyline
24:16 [HP] Anima Divina
25:52 [-] Uranoid
27:03 [IO2M] Crazy Beauties II
29:00 [IOTM] Postwar Trauma
30:52 [-] I Love My Uncle
33:41 [IOTM] Alice (Speedcore Wonderland)
34:44 [DtA] ERROR
36:04 [IO2M] At Night 06A
37:00 [IO2M] Ilda Owns Two Masters
39:14 [CoL] Enclosure
41:28 [Rupture] Romantic Story of the Prodigal Daughter
43:24 [IO2M] Gonna Be Slim
45:50 (freeplay)")
![[Portrait] 03. Diabarha - Dirge for The Mankind](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/szfPZk26qJk/mqdefault.jpg "[Portrait] 03. Diabarha - Dirge for The Mankind
Note: available also on https://www.bitchute.com/channel/aWL793okjPc8/ if you wanted to leave a dislike thats visible to others.
Whatever makes me better in others eyes, makes me worse as a human. And of course its my own pride that is a source of every wish I want to fulfill.
The mankind is broken since beginning; for how long it will continue...
Once again, why do I need that? Or maybe it comes from my wish to survive - what for, to sit down and enjoy other peoples death?
I can afford giving everything in terms of my pocket, but not in terms of soul, which needs solid renovation, but even that might be insufficient. Let it collapse, and something new, better, will grow in that place. Or, simply, accept the unacceptable and live the death.
Release name: SKRD!!!-134 Portrait
Release date: 1 Dec 2021
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCKhXYBQAb3IyquyoRmy6yz
Genre(s): Splittercore, 600 BPM
Scale: B Hungarian/Gypsy Minor
Background image: https://mocah.org/mocahbig/88535-anime-girl-anime-artist-artwork-digital-art-hd.jpg
Discogs release: https://www.discogs.com/release/21192799-Diabarha-Portrait?fbclid=IwAR2iZP4jytstonvMe0pJcX24nT413zKAvzzkm7ppCDGlX2owRwWDJOcLjYw
SKRD!!! webpage: https://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php
Download: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 134.zip
Licenced as: CC3 / CC0 (pick one)")
![[IO2M] 32. Diabarha - Brain Damage II (stroke mix)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tHvqjz4HsfY/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 32. Diabarha - Brain Damage II (stroke mix)
_BRAIN DAMAGE II (STROKE MIX)
Ilda had a friend: Sandra. They dont speak anymore, probably because Sandra has found another friends, and changed her phone. Or maybe she just dropped Ilda, like everyone else have abandoned her.
Sandra didnt pick up her phone. And now is out of reach.
Ilda had a friend.
~~~
Update 11.05.2025
Check out The Spiral, a novel about Sandra.
[EN] https://www.wattpad.com/story/393122095-the-spiral-english-translation
[PL] https://www.wattpad.com/story/393119414-the-spiral-spirala-original-polish-version
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Brain Damage II (stroke mix)
Track number: 32/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 4500 BPM
Used scale(s): C -16c Minor H (+various transpositions)
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background drawing is one of my OCs.")
![[CoL] 30. Diabarha - Imperial Mastermind](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/trtFTzzZQm4/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 30. Diabarha - Imperial Mastermind
Daydreaming
Dreams, dreams - we all dream, and so far nobody prohibited it.
1984? Or, maybe rather 2084?
When I was 11, I had fantasy just as usual kid. I got one friend back then, turned out we both liked playing games, drawing battle scenes, and... imagining stuff.
One day I proposed an overall scenario for long-time play, space-alike parallel universe, where we could develop our ideas, drive our empires, make wars, construct social and ideological traits and many, many more... whatever we could think of. Time in such universe passed 10 times faster than in real world, starting from year around 2068, so we could make out more ideas.
Later, our ways have splitted apart, so I followed the idea on my own. Over years, it grew to enormous point, and I must admit its still growing further and further. Five nuclear wars, political domination and world conquer, multiple complex projects for human bioindustrialization, where I still remember the short nicknames, crazy political and economic ideas, semi-apocalyptic incidents involving nanotechnology, molecular physics and chemistry - also nuclear fuel, controlled asteroid impact as weapon of mass destruction (Impactation in 2129), second Cold War in 2130-2145, humankind expansion in the Solar System, tachyon communicators (Overnet project around 2160), aliens, travel to Proxima Centauri, self-conscious robots (F.A.R. project around 2180), giant energy miners as sattelite belt, gathering energy directly from the Suns surface and sending it via light beams to power particular planets or ships (RaySat project around 2190), timespace bending and black hole scanning, multidimensional researches... much, much more of it exists in my head, and it went too far ages ago.
If you wanted to make a book out of these and further ideas, expand every single one of them into different story and cover every point, it is possible we could fill at least half of Harvard Library before they run out. Because right now I turned 26, and such an autistic project continued throughout 15 years is not a single book.
Im not amazed by it; Im pretty scared. Of this worlds size, and of that I can rather say what happened in particular years, in particular place of the Solar System...
...and any of these memories is just too big to compress it into 10 minutes.
Welcome to my world. You dont want to be a part of it.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/30
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Fisher
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/350
Used scales: B Phrygian Dominant
Background image: https://wallpaperaccess.com/full/462718.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[CoL] 22. Diabarha - Richter 42](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uBEsVxNCK_8/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 22. Diabarha - Richter 42
Frustration
The strongest quake registered in human history was in Chile, 1960 - about 9.5M, when the strongest comparable was alleged to take place about 65mil years ago, of approx. 13M, when the asteroid hit the Earth; that makes it +/- 3000 times stronger than in Chile. Mentioned 42M could annihilate whole planet within a second, having an impact on whole Solar System, and possibly reaching the other side of galaxy (maybe nearby galaxies?). Physically it isnt possible, but... what happens inside us?
Have you ever felt that unidentified emotion of an unknown source (or target), that was tearing and ripping the inner you and shattering your heart? Something that I compare to giant earthquake, and after several evenings of thinking, I guess its just a kind of frustration.
It screams inside you, bouncing from side to side like that demolition concrete ball, destroying every wall of your empty cave where the heart should be, when the brain is no longer boiling but it just... sublimes all together with skull and eventually hair, your ceiling, home, and maybe whole district, as you could feel - everything in order to leave you crying on a floor broken, shaking in despair and shitting yourself like an epileptic. Yes, thats the image of endless pain and torment of frustration.
So many things I didnt request but received, and so few things I want and cant have.
And Ive got no power to reach them - even just this one time.
You can do whatever you like is the biggest truth and the biggest lie at the same time in this world.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/22
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Depth
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore/950
Used scales: G# Locrian
Background image: https://smashboards.com/attachments/horror_anime_girl-wallpaper-10424756-jpg.77188/
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
