![[IO2M] 32. Diabarha - Brain Damage II (stroke mix) @Diabarha](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tHvqjz4HsfY/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2024 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
=== _BRAIN DAMAGE II (STROKE MIX) ===
Ilda had a friend: Sandra. They don't speak anymore, probably because Sandra has found another friends, and changed her phone. Or maybe she just dropped Ilda, like everyone else have abandoned her.
Sandra didn't pick up her phone. And now is "out of reach".
Ilda had a friend.
~~~
Update 11.05.2025
Check out "The Spiral", a novel about Sandra.
[EN] wattpad.com/story/393122095-the-spiral-english-translation
[PL] wattpad.com/story/393119414-the-spiral-spirala-original-polish-version
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Brain Damage II (stroke mix)
Track number: 32/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 4500 BPM
Used scale(s): C -16c Minor H (+various transpositions)
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background drawing is one of my OCs.
=== _BRAIN DAMAGE II (STROKE MIX) ===
Ilda had a friend: Sandra. They don't speak anymore, probably because Sandra has found another friends, and changed her phone. Or maybe she just dropped Ilda, like everyone else have abandoned her.
Sandra didn't pick up her phone. And now is "out of reach".
Ilda had a friend.
~~~
Update 11.05.2025
Check out "The Spiral", a novel about Sandra.
[EN] wattpad.com/story/393122095-the-spiral-english-translation
[PL] wattpad.com/story/393119414-the-spiral-spirala-original-polish-version
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Brain Damage II (stroke mix)
Track number: 32/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 4500 BPM
Used scale(s): C -16c Minor H (+various transpositions)
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background drawing is one of my OCs.
![[IO2M] 32. Diabarha - Brain Damage II (stroke mix)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tHvqjz4HsfY/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 32. Diabarha - Brain Damage II (stroke mix)
_BRAIN DAMAGE II (STROKE MIX)
Ilda had a friend: Sandra. They dont speak anymore, probably because Sandra has found another friends, and changed her phone. Or maybe she just dropped Ilda, like everyone else have abandoned her.
Sandra didnt pick up her phone. And now is out of reach.
Ilda had a friend.
~~~
Update 11.05.2025
Check out The Spiral, a novel about Sandra.
[EN] https://www.wattpad.com/story/393122095-the-spiral-english-translation
[PL] https://www.wattpad.com/story/393119414-the-spiral-spirala-original-polish-version
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Brain Damage II (stroke mix)
Track number: 32/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 4500 BPM
Used scale(s): C -16c Minor H (+various transpositions)
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background drawing is one of my OCs.")
![[CoL] 30. Diabarha - Imperial Mastermind](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/trtFTzzZQm4/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 30. Diabarha - Imperial Mastermind
Daydreaming
Dreams, dreams - we all dream, and so far nobody prohibited it.
1984? Or, maybe rather 2084?
When I was 11, I had fantasy just as usual kid. I got one friend back then, turned out we both liked playing games, drawing battle scenes, and... imagining stuff.
One day I proposed an overall scenario for long-time play, space-alike parallel universe, where we could develop our ideas, drive our empires, make wars, construct social and ideological traits and many, many more... whatever we could think of. Time in such universe passed 10 times faster than in real world, starting from year around 2068, so we could make out more ideas.
Later, our ways have splitted apart, so I followed the idea on my own. Over years, it grew to enormous point, and I must admit its still growing further and further. Five nuclear wars, political domination and world conquer, multiple complex projects for human bioindustrialization, where I still remember the short nicknames, crazy political and economic ideas, semi-apocalyptic incidents involving nanotechnology, molecular physics and chemistry - also nuclear fuel, controlled asteroid impact as weapon of mass destruction (Impactation in 2129), second Cold War in 2130-2145, humankind expansion in the Solar System, tachyon communicators (Overnet project around 2160), aliens, travel to Proxima Centauri, self-conscious robots (F.A.R. project around 2180), giant energy miners as sattelite belt, gathering energy directly from the Suns surface and sending it via light beams to power particular planets or ships (RaySat project around 2190), timespace bending and black hole scanning, multidimensional researches... much, much more of it exists in my head, and it went too far ages ago.
If you wanted to make a book out of these and further ideas, expand every single one of them into different story and cover every point, it is possible we could fill at least half of Harvard Library before they run out. Because right now I turned 26, and such an autistic project continued throughout 15 years is not a single book.
Im not amazed by it; Im pretty scared. Of this worlds size, and of that I can rather say what happened in particular years, in particular place of the Solar System...
...and any of these memories is just too big to compress it into 10 minutes.
Welcome to my world. You dont want to be a part of it.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/30
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Fisher
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/350
Used scales: B Phrygian Dominant
Background image: https://wallpaperaccess.com/full/462718.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[CoL] 22. Diabarha - Richter 42](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uBEsVxNCK_8/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 22. Diabarha - Richter 42
Frustration
The strongest quake registered in human history was in Chile, 1960 - about 9.5M, when the strongest comparable was alleged to take place about 65mil years ago, of approx. 13M, when the asteroid hit the Earth; that makes it +/- 3000 times stronger than in Chile. Mentioned 42M could annihilate whole planet within a second, having an impact on whole Solar System, and possibly reaching the other side of galaxy (maybe nearby galaxies?). Physically it isnt possible, but... what happens inside us?
Have you ever felt that unidentified emotion of an unknown source (or target), that was tearing and ripping the inner you and shattering your heart? Something that I compare to giant earthquake, and after several evenings of thinking, I guess its just a kind of frustration.
It screams inside you, bouncing from side to side like that demolition concrete ball, destroying every wall of your empty cave where the heart should be, when the brain is no longer boiling but it just... sublimes all together with skull and eventually hair, your ceiling, home, and maybe whole district, as you could feel - everything in order to leave you crying on a floor broken, shaking in despair and shitting yourself like an epileptic. Yes, thats the image of endless pain and torment of frustration.
So many things I didnt request but received, and so few things I want and cant have.
And Ive got no power to reach them - even just this one time.
You can do whatever you like is the biggest truth and the biggest lie at the same time in this world.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/22
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Depth
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore/950
Used scales: G# Locrian
Background image: https://smashboards.com/attachments/horror_anime_girl-wallpaper-10424756-jpg.77188/
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[Cold LP] 10. Diabarha - Palliation B](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uGmcxbmpvK0/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 10. Diabarha - Palliation B
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
The thing Im afraid the most: time.
Not because we know barely anything about the nature.
Not because we leave everything here, and nothing has really a true value.
Not because of the ending itself; but whats next.
All has its beginning and ending. So we do.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 2/10
Terror (emotional): 10/10
Creepiness: 2/10
Info
Title: Palliation B
Track number: 10/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 2775 BPM (Root 100 BPM)
Used scale(s): F# Minor H
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[PURGE EP] 06. Diabarha - Dont Sm✱le (Extratone)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uH6UiU8T-Zk/mqdefault.jpg "[PURGE EP] 06. Diabarha - Dont Sm✱le (Extratone)
Disclaimer
The audio & video in the above publication are predicted entirely for education, research and/or entertainment purposes, and must not be considered as a manifestation or promotion of any views, ideas or any immoral behaviors and actions.
Increase audio volume
For better listening experience, download the release from link below; YouTube normalizes audio automatically, which results in a very quiet sound. Unfortunately, this cant be disabled from my side.
If youre using Chrome, consider installing the following addon (verified): https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/volume-booster/ejkiikneibegknkgimmihdpcbcedgmpo
Allows you to increase the overall loudness of active tab, around 25-33% of slider fixes the normalization issue, be careful with more than 50% - its strong.
~~~~~~
What are you doing? You think it is... amusing? *ugh*
I wont repeat what you said. The forbidden word, that shouldnt be expressed anymore. I wont act as you do now.
And no more cry.
No more harm.
No more death. This shall be the final.
~~~~~~
Title: Dont Sm✱le
Track number: 06/08
Cat. no/release title: SAR-011 PURGE
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 2100BPM
Used scale(s): D# Harmonic Minor
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCxzKu3PV3xRYUd-VXsuqvq
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=11")
![[Splittercore] 12. Diabarha - Envelope](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uxpPU7rwNTM/mqdefault.jpg "[Splittercore] 12. Diabarha - Envelope
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Male, 19; notes found in personal diary at clinic of mental health:
13.01.2022
Ive got a crazy plan there is this cute girl three doors on the left
she has beautiful dark hair and such a soothing voice
Id love to stay in touch with her after we leave this place
14.01.2022
asked mom for a small bouquet of flowers, shes brought them here and fortunately didnt ask why
! windowsill in room !
15.01.2022
H̶i̶,̶ Good day! Im Andrew from room 2̶3̶1̶ 237B. Ive seen your drawings, they are really nice! Are you interested in painting too? Maybe we can talk about s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶a̶r̶t̶s̶ your arts a̶n̶d̶ ̶s̶t̶y̶l̶e̶ and some TV or online shows, I can listen s̶i̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶h̶e̶a̶r̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶v̶o̶i̶c̶e̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶w̶e̶l̶l̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶s̶o̶u̶n̶d̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶f̶e̶s̶s̶i̶o̶n̶a̶l̶ ̶s̶i̶n̶g̶e̶r̶ and we can have a cup of tea or coffee, whichever you like. Please reach out to me or leave a note in my room.
Thanks!
Andrew
*unknown date*
It was so fucking beautiful why
my heart needs to jump off and I feel pain in lungs
I want to die
~~~
Title: Envelope
Track number: 12/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 700BPM
Used scale(s): C# Minor H/E Ionian #5
Module: Depressing/Evening
Background image: https://www.peakpx.com/en/hd-wallpaper-desktop-anabo
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[Steampunk Machine] 12. Diabarha - The ADAM and EVE](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vCGIvmFPJW4/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 12. Diabarha - The ADAM and EVE
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: The ADAM and EVE
Track number: 12/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 848 BPM
Used scale(s): G# Phrygian (beginning F# Dorian)
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://c.wallhere.com/photos/c8/ff/BioShock_BioShock_Infinite_video_games-14429.jpg!d")
![[WaifuCore] 04. Diabarha - Belfast Hakken](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vaYAFYqpE-0/mqdefault.jpg "[WaifuCore] 04. Diabarha - Belfast Hakken
No deep description this time. Waifu/shipfu is HMS Belfast.
~~~
Release/year: Waifu Core/2022
Genre/BPM: Gabber/Uptempo/240BPM
Used scale: D Minor Harmonic
Download link: https://archive.org/details/2022-diabarha-waifu-core-unaffiliated.-7z
Background image: https://files.yande.re/image/a4095fe568ec7ad5cd06bf901532452b/yande.re%20493577%20azur_lane%20belfast_%28azur_lane%29%20cleavage%20huanghyy%20maid%20wallpaper.jpg
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbD0m4MXyuqewR0cinuCOia-
Disclaimer
Background fanart images are not my property, and I do not own any of characters in the pictures. All personas belong to Azur Lane game and their designers/creators.
~~~
Audio tracks licensed as CC0/CC3 (pick one).")
![[Speedcore] Random Mashup VII - DeepWeeb Edition](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vpxZnSNcskU/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore] Random Mashup VII - DeepWeeb Edition
Im currently noclipping through the quantum foam dont ask me-
The Folder of Found and Received Content I Would Reconsider Sharing (aka main sauces)
Kasaneteku https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZ3TL2yCmoU
Rabbit hole (ref) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMwIiclrj0w
Some hololive animation https://youtu.be/vLMDdgQkkfQ?si=no6X-UvGUtcnT_h2&t=99
Miku samples https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOy9SuAFkgY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEwCB_ci7nE
Fast biker https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ViXSzU8UjbI
uoh https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=erzedwZhJCs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmD8I7Wd6LA
Blue Archive OST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7ZRQ0BxtMM
Hawk Tuah Skibidi Brainrot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1FTjmfacSg
Frying pan ASMR https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrbOiYrMSPk
Cat Nuke https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lulr-IrAhKg
Chat Music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EORnweFFFGM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6QUw1LOgHuk
Numbers https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAQMrUnWJXg
Peace peace https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8XWRxN8ZsQ
Shikanoko OP https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bv 9O5CZok x Rap God https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XbGs_qK2PQA
Cute cat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UW3Aw7uCBzk
Piao Piao acapella https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0RGGwflM0g
Rockefeller Street Nightcore https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjGZLnja1o8
Short standard disclaimer (mostly for YT staff etc., just in case)
This video is for educational and entertainment purposes; all the samples and song fragments are on YouTube (at least they were at time of making this), so they are considered okay with social guidelines, I think? Sources are listed above.
Background image: https://www.zerochan.net/3934744
Download louder version (temporarily on Google Drive): https://drive.google.com/file/d/1UXIFc04E9Fcy79TWic6q6aymYh3uN5lL/view")
![[Hardcore Mix] Glitch Obsession #015 (Oddveig) @ ŁR2 15.02.2025 LIVE](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/w622eHKaIho/mqdefault.jpg "[Hardcore Mix] Glitch Obsession #015 (Oddveig) @ ŁR2 15.02.2025 LIVE
Slower doesnt always mean worse; here, with reaching from 200 up to 450 BPM - except the very end - a completely new short set for home party. Whenever youre a gabberman, corehead or oldschool lover - you can always enjoy the vibe.
Thanks to LDK (from SKRD4EVER/EUS/Afterownia) for technical inspiration with live set construction!
Event name: SKRD4EVER X AFTEROWNIA / Łódzki Romantyzm 2
Event date: 15 February 2025
Location: Łódź, Poland
Background image: https://www.wallpaperflare.com/anime-anime-girls-original-characters-gothic-red-eyes-wallpaper-zqnyy
Intro song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2T5X04RqEI
Tracklist (leading tracks indicators only)
0:00 intro Kill For You + [IO2M] Take Me With You
2:02 [SM] Stigma
4:16 [IO2M] Witch
7:30 [CM] Voice Of The Past
8:31 [Rupture] Trigger of Liberation
11:06 [CM] Recharge
13:04 [CoL] Alien
16:45 [Rupture] Ice Temple
19:23 [CoL] Fragile String
20:23 [SsS] Antidote
22:44 [IO2M] Hold The Imagination
24:48 [CM] Not My Planet
26:23 [HP] Stage IV
27:35 [IO2M] Rot
29:21 [IO2M] Shutter
31:19 [SM] The Creation Has Became the Creator
32:55 [CoL] Dragon Princess
35:40 [CM] Archangel
36:26 [CoL] Lo-fi Terror
38:40 [-] Random Mashup VII (DeepWeeb Edition)
42:46 [IO2M] Crazy Beauties II
45:34 [IO2M] Obedient Junk
47:28 [-] Uranoid")
![[Speedcore] 25. Diabarha - More Than Your Life](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/wPZ0CUCoMQU/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore] 25. Diabarha - More Than Your Life
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Male, 18; observation notes from 21.05.2021
Patient was moved from ICU on 17.05.2021 around 12PM due to impossible logical communication despite the patient was being awake and conscious. Earlier at 25.04.2021, the patient has been transported to ICU after home accident; patient was unconscious at time of hospitalization, initially recognized with brain concussion.
Handicapped mobility and frequent salivation are suggesting brain damage. Patient has troubles with holding objects and walking - observed chaotic movement, lack of verbal communication persists.
Patient is fed by nurses, appetite seems to be at normal level. Sleeps at irregular time, duration varies from 5 to 14 hours a day - risk of sudden coma. Hygiene is maintained by nurses.
Patient tends to behave aggressively, including attempts of pushing people and breaking objects on purpose. Few times was caught on attempting to break out the table leg. Due to restricted mobility, does not need to be isolated from hospital personnel.
Patient often creates different structures from paper towels, placing them on floor or bed. The structures resemble triangles, houses and people, but are not clear or understandable.
Needs further observation; physical treatment and/or rehabilitation can be necessary.
~~~
Title: More Than Your Life
Track number: 25/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 450BPM
Used scale(s): C Minor H/F Ukrainian Dorian
Module: Anxious/Morning
Background image: https://www.peakpx.com/en/hd-wallpaper-desktop-akltu
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[Steampunk Machine] 07. Diabarha - Naval Memento](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/y5Czv6Y-dTE/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 07. Diabarha - Naval Memento
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: Naval Memento
Track number: 07/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Uptempo 282 BPM
Used scale(s): A Minor, E Phrygian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=438934")
