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Diabarha
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![[LOVECORE 4] Diabarha - Brotherhood](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/sKLzbCyKdos/mqdefault.jpg "[LOVECORE 4] Diabarha - Brotherhood
...But now, we shall introduce some rules.
Maybe not we shall and some. Maybe its we have to, and all of.
Discipline, which not many people like, and much more simply hate, because they feel it hits, impacts their freedom. They hate it, which is also fine, because army-alike relation is only for chosen ones. Or, rather - specific people.
Not only a relationship, not even a friendship; it is an ascended pact between two or more people, where everyone follows the leader, and the leader cares about the people. Rejecting carnality, bound by soul.
I could list all the requirements and internal laws they follow, but you wouldnt remember them. In fact, there are so many of them that I dont remember them either. But these people do, they live by these rules.
Very hard to establish such relation; but once you do, you will really love each other, not necessarily in romantic way, but surely in spiritual.
Because it is so complex and demanding kind of love, thats another reason there arent many people living like that. Still, this is the strongest binding possible, and not always as pleasant:
...You dont have time for a meeting? Well, that wasnt a question; that was an order.
Is this what we need? Havent we forgot anything?
Answer is yours.
~~~
Genre/BPM: Speedcore/Splittercore/Extratone 505/757.5/1010/1515 BPM (root 252.5)
Scale(s): G Minor H/D Phrygian Dominant/F# Superlocrian bb7
Release: Lovecore 4
Download link: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 137.zip
Background image: https://wallpx.com/image/2021/06/hacker-silver-hair-night-in-a-car-anime-girl.jpg")
![[Core Mix] Glitch Obsession #020 (Tatiana) @ Stare Śmieci 3, 24.04.2026 @ Poznań, PL](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/szTWg7R1IyY/mqdefault.jpg "[Core Mix] Glitch Obsession #020 (Tatiana) @ Stare Śmieci 3, 24.04.2026 @ Poznań, PL
First time in Poznań, I had not much opportunity to see around the city but at least weve marked our presence as SKRD.
Now - a summer break, trying to relax, and not to finish the alphabet too quickly.
Event name: Stare Śmieci 3
Event date: 24 April 2026
Location: Poznań, Poland
Background image: own drawing
Tracklist
00:00 [IO2M] Take Me with You
02:24 [CoL] Scattered Remains
04:52 [IOTM] Schizophrenia Inferno
06:14 [Rupture] First Doll x [CoL] The Court Of Two Faces
08:08 [WC] Belfast Hakken
09:06 [CoL] Alien
10:35 [WC] Belfast Hakken x [Rupture] Once We Met
11:48 [Rupture] Senpai (Speedcore Arrangement)
13:24 [HP] Flowers and Flames
15:10 [HP] Faces of Existence
16:06 [CoL] Parasite
18:01 [IO2M] Schizoid Alice
19:16 [IO2M] Black Rose
20:44 [Rupture] Eerie Feeling
21:15 [Rupture] Eerie Feeling x [OB] Skyline
24:16 [HP] Anima Divina
25:52 [-] Uranoid
27:03 [IO2M] Crazy Beauties II
29:00 [IOTM] Postwar Trauma
30:52 [-] I Love My Uncle
33:41 [IOTM] Alice (Speedcore Wonderland)
34:44 [DtA] ERROR
36:04 [IO2M] At Night 06A
37:00 [IO2M] Ilda Owns Two Masters
39:14 [CoL] Enclosure
41:28 [Rupture] Romantic Story of the Prodigal Daughter
43:24 [IO2M] Gonna Be Slim
45:50 (freeplay)")
![[Portrait] 03. Diabarha - Dirge for The Mankind](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/szfPZk26qJk/mqdefault.jpg "[Portrait] 03. Diabarha - Dirge for The Mankind
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Whatever makes me better in others eyes, makes me worse as a human. And of course its my own pride that is a source of every wish I want to fulfill.
The mankind is broken since beginning; for how long it will continue...
Once again, why do I need that? Or maybe it comes from my wish to survive - what for, to sit down and enjoy other peoples death?
I can afford giving everything in terms of my pocket, but not in terms of soul, which needs solid renovation, but even that might be insufficient. Let it collapse, and something new, better, will grow in that place. Or, simply, accept the unacceptable and live the death.
Release name: SKRD!!!-134 Portrait
Release date: 1 Dec 2021
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCKhXYBQAb3IyquyoRmy6yz
Genre(s): Splittercore, 600 BPM
Scale: B Hungarian/Gypsy Minor
Background image: https://mocah.org/mocahbig/88535-anime-girl-anime-artist-artwork-digital-art-hd.jpg
Discogs release: https://www.discogs.com/release/21192799-Diabarha-Portrait?fbclid=IwAR2iZP4jytstonvMe0pJcX24nT413zKAvzzkm7ppCDGlX2owRwWDJOcLjYw
SKRD!!! webpage: https://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php
Download: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 134.zip
Licenced as: CC3 / CC0 (pick one)")
![[IO2M] 32. Diabarha - Brain Damage II (stroke mix)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tHvqjz4HsfY/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 32. Diabarha - Brain Damage II (stroke mix)
_BRAIN DAMAGE II (STROKE MIX)
Ilda had a friend: Sandra. They dont speak anymore, probably because Sandra has found another friends, and changed her phone. Or maybe she just dropped Ilda, like everyone else have abandoned her.
Sandra didnt pick up her phone. And now is out of reach.
Ilda had a friend.
~~~
Update 11.05.2025
Check out The Spiral, a novel about Sandra.
[EN] https://www.wattpad.com/story/393122095-the-spiral-english-translation
[PL] https://www.wattpad.com/story/393119414-the-spiral-spirala-original-polish-version
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Brain Damage II (stroke mix)
Track number: 32/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 4500 BPM
Used scale(s): C -16c Minor H (+various transpositions)
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background drawing is one of my OCs.")
![[CoL] 30. Diabarha - Imperial Mastermind](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/trtFTzzZQm4/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 30. Diabarha - Imperial Mastermind
Daydreaming
Dreams, dreams - we all dream, and so far nobody prohibited it.
1984? Or, maybe rather 2084?
When I was 11, I had fantasy just as usual kid. I got one friend back then, turned out we both liked playing games, drawing battle scenes, and... imagining stuff.
One day I proposed an overall scenario for long-time play, space-alike parallel universe, where we could develop our ideas, drive our empires, make wars, construct social and ideological traits and many, many more... whatever we could think of. Time in such universe passed 10 times faster than in real world, starting from year around 2068, so we could make out more ideas.
Later, our ways have splitted apart, so I followed the idea on my own. Over years, it grew to enormous point, and I must admit its still growing further and further. Five nuclear wars, political domination and world conquer, multiple complex projects for human bioindustrialization, where I still remember the short nicknames, crazy political and economic ideas, semi-apocalyptic incidents involving nanotechnology, molecular physics and chemistry - also nuclear fuel, controlled asteroid impact as weapon of mass destruction (Impactation in 2129), second Cold War in 2130-2145, humankind expansion in the Solar System, tachyon communicators (Overnet project around 2160), aliens, travel to Proxima Centauri, self-conscious robots (F.A.R. project around 2180), giant energy miners as sattelite belt, gathering energy directly from the Suns surface and sending it via light beams to power particular planets or ships (RaySat project around 2190), timespace bending and black hole scanning, multidimensional researches... much, much more of it exists in my head, and it went too far ages ago.
If you wanted to make a book out of these and further ideas, expand every single one of them into different story and cover every point, it is possible we could fill at least half of Harvard Library before they run out. Because right now I turned 26, and such an autistic project continued throughout 15 years is not a single book.
Im not amazed by it; Im pretty scared. Of this worlds size, and of that I can rather say what happened in particular years, in particular place of the Solar System...
...and any of these memories is just too big to compress it into 10 minutes.
Welcome to my world. You dont want to be a part of it.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/30
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Fisher
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/350
Used scales: B Phrygian Dominant
Background image: https://wallpaperaccess.com/full/462718.jpg
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[CoL] 22. Diabarha - Richter 42](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uBEsVxNCK_8/mqdefault.jpg "[CoL] 22. Diabarha - Richter 42
Frustration
The strongest quake registered in human history was in Chile, 1960 - about 9.5M, when the strongest comparable was alleged to take place about 65mil years ago, of approx. 13M, when the asteroid hit the Earth; that makes it +/- 3000 times stronger than in Chile. Mentioned 42M could annihilate whole planet within a second, having an impact on whole Solar System, and possibly reaching the other side of galaxy (maybe nearby galaxies?). Physically it isnt possible, but... what happens inside us?
Have you ever felt that unidentified emotion of an unknown source (or target), that was tearing and ripping the inner you and shattering your heart? Something that I compare to giant earthquake, and after several evenings of thinking, I guess its just a kind of frustration.
It screams inside you, bouncing from side to side like that demolition concrete ball, destroying every wall of your empty cave where the heart should be, when the brain is no longer boiling but it just... sublimes all together with skull and eventually hair, your ceiling, home, and maybe whole district, as you could feel - everything in order to leave you crying on a floor broken, shaking in despair and shitting yourself like an epileptic. Yes, thats the image of endless pain and torment of frustration.
So many things I didnt request but received, and so few things I want and cant have.
And Ive got no power to reach them - even just this one time.
You can do whatever you like is the biggest truth and the biggest lie at the same time in this world.
~~~
Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/22
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide https://archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Depth
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore/950
Used scales: G# Locrian
Background image: https://smashboards.com/attachments/horror_anime_girl-wallpaper-10424756-jpg.77188/
YouTube playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbBxTjo1PKSdUT709zAhyoaa
Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Diabarha/100063559593503/
Speedcore worldwide FB page: https://www.facebook.com/SpeedcoreWorldwide/
Licensed as CC0 / no rights reserved. Dont mention CC3 below.")
![[Cold LP] 10. Diabarha - Palliation B](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uGmcxbmpvK0/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 10. Diabarha - Palliation B
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
The thing Im afraid the most: time.
Not because we know barely anything about the nature.
Not because we leave everything here, and nothing has really a true value.
Not because of the ending itself; but whats next.
All has its beginning and ending. So we do.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 2/10
Terror (emotional): 10/10
Creepiness: 2/10
Info
Title: Palliation B
Track number: 10/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 2775 BPM (Root 100 BPM)
Used scale(s): F# Minor H
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[PURGE EP] 06. Diabarha - Dont Sm✱le (Extratone)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uH6UiU8T-Zk/mqdefault.jpg "[PURGE EP] 06. Diabarha - Dont Sm✱le (Extratone)
Disclaimer
The audio & video in the above publication are predicted entirely for education, research and/or entertainment purposes, and must not be considered as a manifestation or promotion of any views, ideas or any immoral behaviors and actions.
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Allows you to increase the overall loudness of active tab, around 25-33% of slider fixes the normalization issue, be careful with more than 50% - its strong.
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What are you doing? You think it is... amusing? *ugh*
I wont repeat what you said. The forbidden word, that shouldnt be expressed anymore. I wont act as you do now.
And no more cry.
No more harm.
No more death. This shall be the final.
~~~~~~
Title: Dont Sm✱le
Track number: 06/08
Cat. no/release title: SAR-011 PURGE
Genre(s)/BPM: Extratone 2100BPM
Used scale(s): D# Harmonic Minor
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCxzKu3PV3xRYUd-VXsuqvq
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=11")
![[Splittercore] 12. Diabarha - Envelope](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uxpPU7rwNTM/mqdefault.jpg "[Splittercore] 12. Diabarha - Envelope
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Male, 19; notes found in personal diary at clinic of mental health:
13.01.2022
Ive got a crazy plan there is this cute girl three doors on the left
she has beautiful dark hair and such a soothing voice
Id love to stay in touch with her after we leave this place
14.01.2022
asked mom for a small bouquet of flowers, shes brought them here and fortunately didnt ask why
! windowsill in room !
15.01.2022
H̶i̶,̶ Good day! Im Andrew from room 2̶3̶1̶ 237B. Ive seen your drawings, they are really nice! Are you interested in painting too? Maybe we can talk about s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶a̶r̶t̶s̶ your arts a̶n̶d̶ ̶s̶t̶y̶l̶e̶ and some TV or online shows, I can listen s̶i̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶h̶e̶a̶r̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶v̶o̶i̶c̶e̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶w̶e̶l̶l̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶s̶o̶u̶n̶d̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶f̶e̶s̶s̶i̶o̶n̶a̶l̶ ̶s̶i̶n̶g̶e̶r̶ and we can have a cup of tea or coffee, whichever you like. Please reach out to me or leave a note in my room.
Thanks!
Andrew
*unknown date*
It was so fucking beautiful why
my heart needs to jump off and I feel pain in lungs
I want to die
~~~
Title: Envelope
Track number: 12/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 700BPM
Used scale(s): C# Minor H/E Ionian #5
Module: Depressing/Evening
Background image: https://www.peakpx.com/en/hd-wallpaper-desktop-anabo
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[Steampunk Machine] 12. Diabarha - The ADAM and EVE](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vCGIvmFPJW4/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 12. Diabarha - The ADAM and EVE
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: The ADAM and EVE
Track number: 12/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 848 BPM
Used scale(s): G# Phrygian (beginning F# Dorian)
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://c.wallhere.com/photos/c8/ff/BioShock_BioShock_Infinite_video_games-14429.jpg!d")
