Uploaded March 2016 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
I'm paralyzed
where are my feelings? I No longer feel things, I know I should,
Coloring: Silverbloodstream (edited)
Wow I just discovered all of his music and it's so good and people edit it all the time and I never knew and it's just so good! Happy spring break. Expect to see more of these soon.
I'm paralyzed
where are my feelings? I No longer feel things, I know I should,
Coloring: Silverbloodstream (edited)
Wow I just discovered all of his music and it's so good and people edit it all the time and I never knew and it's just so good! Happy spring break. Expect to see more of these soon.
![No Happy Ending || Merry Christmas [+dedications]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/K10elOzr_SQ/mqdefault.jpg "No Happy Ending || Merry Christmas [+dedications]
HD+Headphones
Coloring: Mine (edit of Frostdaze)
First off Merry Christmas. I know for a lot of you its already Christmas day, for me its mid christmas eve. I get christmas and new years last in PST time zone.
Secondly I never saved the video to my playlist so I dont know who Im subbed to that made a wishlist asking for a video with this song, but here it is. Merry Christmas!
Third, dedications
Lena x : youve been a really cool person to talk to and watch videos evolve and everything. I really love how close weve gotten and I hope we get closer through the next year!
Pradadevil15 : Youve been with me since my first videos and youre always so kind. I hope you see this and I hope you have a great new year
takemeback2tv: You did my first promo and I am so proud of that! Thank you for thinking my videos were so good as I got back into the groove of things. Youre one of the reasons I have 81 subs and I am so happy.
81 subs: thank you for existing! I know you dont always comment on my videos, but I do see the likes and the view counts and I know youre there and thank you.
Id also like to say that this year, I made mistakes. I tried to remedy them. I had a falling out on ask.fm. Im always cautious, and things go south quick. Id like to try again to get closer to the editing community but steer clear of cliques. Im leaving high school in 2016, I dont need to rejoin it online.
I hope everyone stays with me through my year next year, I will be moving at some point, hopefully to the college I want to, hopefully to a dream school.
Merry Christmas, happy (late) Hanukkah, and happy holidays for whatever you celebrate.")
![Earth: Wild Horses [OYMC #1]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/La2tM_HGDT4/mqdefault.jpg "Earth: Wild Horses [OYMC #1]
My first entry in the Open Your Mind Contest!
The challenge here was to choose an element, and naturally my first idea was to do something with water and drowning because I have so many good clips for that and it would have been another meredith grey video. But then I thought about the real goal of the contest and its to open your mind to bend what you know as your editing style so I chose Earth instead. I view earth as earthy and brought in elements of my horoscope, taurus. I focused on the fluidity of the shots and did add some fx but overall felt despite the song being dubstep I didnt really need to overplay it.
I also used some weird footage.
Footage:
Style- taylor swift
nature fashion shoot
ootp (bc ginnys my bae and I love her horse patronus so much)
wild horses fighting (only horse clip that wasnt an hour long)
releasing horses into the wild
Tempest Free Running- into the wild
marie claire GB photoshoot (w/ Bonnie Wright)
Separate We Come Separate We Go (dir Bonnie Wright)
Song: Wild horses by bishop")
![Alex&Izzie [IWYW] {Wish1}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PFgRtqA63zs/mqdefault.jpg "Alex&Izzie [IWYW] {Wish1}
Wish #1 for Oliibiis
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoGijfQK5ciWMPyx9xpjYtQ
I love your videos and I know how much you love Izzie and Alex so I made this for you! Happy Holidays!
I know its short, Vegas wouldnt render the longer version so I hope you enjoy it!
Also I picked this song because I know its been said it is about a TV couple and ever since I heard it, I knew it was Izzie and Alex")
![Greys Anatomy| [Loneliness] [CSC]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PQ9B8OsL5hY/mqdefault.jpg "Greys Anatomy| [Loneliness] [CSC]
Entry for [CSC] Loneliness
Ok so I was going around and I knew I didnt want to do a typical voice over, instrumental and I kinda wanted to use So Cold by Ben cooks or whatever but I also felt it was overused. So I found this lovely piece of satan used in 11x21- Dereks death episode.
I also didnt just use clips of them crying or death, I used cause and effect. Why does Izzie feel alone and like everythings in slow motion? Denny died. why did meredith stop fighting? Who was she fighting for, what was she fighting? I dont have season 11 so I represented Derek and Meredith fighting with other clips. I found there to be a parallel between Denny and Teddy and scott foleys character. OH also I tried to line up the huge meredith part with the part she sang in the musical episode because im a nerd.
to me loneliness happens in a crowded room, the weight of knowing you could prevent how you feel, etc.
Song: How to Save a Life by Nilu
Coloring: My own
quotes: I feel like im going to fade in slow motion. like im moving in slow motion and everything around me is moving so fast and I just want to go back (Izzie mumbles so it may not be fully correct)
Why didnt you stay and fight for us, why didnt you try harder, you just left (meredith to Thatcher)
why am I alone? Wheres denny (izzie)
I was swimming, I was fighting and then I thought just for a second, whats the point and I let go, I stopped fighting (meredith)
I feel like one of those people whos so freaking miserable they cant be around normal people, like ill infect the happy people like some dirty diseased exmistress (meredith)
and everything else is crying or screaming so")
