KiwiiChann | humanity. [surrealism #6] @KiwiiChann | Uploaded 6 years ago | Updated 2 hours ago
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this is actually very gay??? but I'm not surprised???
I had planned on doing something like this for a while but I didn't think it would come out like this at first, though it's probably something that I'll have to carry on in several videos to fully grasp the concept; but this definitely belongs to the series of surrealism videos I've been making, too.

I just really hope that you know that it's okay if you're queer, your identity is valid, your feelings are valid, we hear you and your voice matters to us.
This video is kind of born from my need to express that, even though it's not the first time. But I've been struggling with this for a while and I hope that this will help.

"[...] I feel like I need to 'let go' even though it's so hard. Take my surrealist videos, they're probably the ones where I break the fourth wall the most, but there's always something that stops me from doing it all the way down, you know? [I want to do something] with the same spirit, and it wouldn't actually be that different, it'd just be more explicit instead of letting everything in the air, on the edge -- of course there would still be this kind of secret and mystery behind it, but it would be part of the actual process of editing, of the message of the video itself." This was a conversation I had with Emma some weeks ago that helped me put these thoughts into words, and reading this again, I feel like it's still not exactly that.
I just feel like I'm in a period when I want to go beyond the limit I usually underline but never use afterwards.


so yeah, very gay, very violent as well, related to these harsh feelings I've had lately, and very passionate.

I think we can divide my time on youtube in different 'eras,' and ever since I came back from my vidding break... it's not the one where I have the most views but it's the one where I'm genuine and that's all that matters to me.


I just feel like, despite some days being harder than others, I'm on my way to somewhere incredible;


→ surrealism #1/2/3/4/5:
youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJns4dB2oUgndW7IReBqjaFWUn2rQkim4



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