Uploaded September 2011 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
This video follows the events that lead to the episode „The End".
What if Dean never talked to Sam again after they decided they should go on different ways? What if Sam - broken and alone - finally said yes to the devil? Cas becomes mortal and can't bare it and drowns his anger and depression in drugs and Dean can't help him. In a last suicidal mission they try to kill the devil with the Colt but can destiny really be changed?
I tried to keep it as close to the episode 5X04 („The End") as I could.
Please don't kill me for the ending. ;P
Dedicated to the lovely Tina (aka LonesomeMultiAngel)! Thanks a lot for helping me go through this video when I was stuck. Without your encouragement and feedback I probably would never have finished it.
You love DrugAddict!Castiel? Hehe, go here: nyah86.deviantart.com/art/Castiel-The-Hunter-198905841
Song and footage info in the credits of the video.
Programs used: Pinnacle Studio Ultimate & Adobe After Effects CS4
This video follows the events that lead to the episode „The End".
What if Dean never talked to Sam again after they decided they should go on different ways? What if Sam - broken and alone - finally said yes to the devil? Cas becomes mortal and can't bare it and drowns his anger and depression in drugs and Dean can't help him. In a last suicidal mission they try to kill the devil with the Colt but can destiny really be changed?
I tried to keep it as close to the episode 5X04 („The End") as I could.
Please don't kill me for the ending. ;P
Dedicated to the lovely Tina (aka LonesomeMultiAngel)! Thanks a lot for helping me go through this video when I was stuck. Without your encouragement and feedback I probably would never have finished it.
You love DrugAddict!Castiel? Hehe, go here: nyah86.deviantart.com/art/Castiel-The-Hunter-198905841
Song and footage info in the credits of the video.
Programs used: Pinnacle Studio Ultimate & Adobe After Effects CS4









![I let down the people I love • Dean & Castiel
pretty angsty and dark video; slightly AU with lots of puppy-eyed Dean and a dash of Cas/Dean. xD
So how would you feel if your [best friend/guardian angel/soulmate/maybe lover ^^] told you that he lost faith in you and then goes off on a suicide mission never to return. You would feel pretty bad, wouldnt you? So does Dean, believe me... (LOL - I really DO suck at writing summaries, dont I?)
I wanna dedicate this little video to lightneverfades for writing the most hilarious comments in YouTube history. She commented on every single one of my videos (even on my really old and crappy ones on my old account) and Im really, really grateful for that! Cheers Anna.
This is my entry for aJoyxx3s Happily Never After Contest (HNAC).
Oh, by the way. I started vidding 11/Amy. But Ill still need some time to get used to it.
Anyway - I hope youll enjoy it.
Take care
Andrea
xxx
@ a22lotti und Spiegelwelt
Na, kommt das euch beiden irgendwie bekannt vor? *grins* Ich weiß nicht, wie sich das Video so drastisch verändern konnte, aber irgendwie ist es einfach so passiert... Ich hab halt mal wieder festgestellt, dass ich instrumentale Songs einfach besser schneiden kann als welche mit Lyrics. Ich hoffe, aber, dass es jetzt deswegen nicht schlechter sondern nur etwas anders is wie die ursprüngliche Version... ^^ I let down the people I love • Dean & Castiel](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/q-MV1AIas4w/mqdefault.jpg)
![BBC Sherlock • How many times do we die?
How many lives do we live? How many times do we die? They say we all lose 21 grams... at the exact moment of our death.
This video starts right after Sherlock killed Magnussen and before he goes on the suicide mission.
Im so sorry that it took me so long to upload a new video. The only excuse that I have is that I taught myself a new editing program. I think I overdid it a bit with the colour grading and the [Vintage] effects but nevertheless its not THAT bad for my first try, right?
This was hugely inspired by the movie 21 grams. Its here on Youtube! Check it out: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXMo3Oq-vG8
This video on tumblr: http://nyah86.tumblr.com/post/120085890244/bbc-sherlock-how-many-times-do-we-die-how-many#notes
Footage:
BBC Sherlock
Delicious
21 Grams (audio)
Programs used:
Adobe Premiere CS4
Adobe After Effects CS4 BBC Sherlock • How many times do we die?](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qVw8ubCvz_c/mqdefault.jpg)