Uploaded October 2011 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago

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WARNING: MASSIVE SPOILERS FOR SEASON 7! Slightly AU.
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This is my entry for the next round of "So You Think You Can Vid". I had to portray three different emotions:

LOVE -- I decided to focus on the (more or less) brotherly love Dean and Cas share

REGRET -- Castiel is ashamed that he betrayed Dean and Sam. He regrets his actions even though he is aware that he didn't have another choice. Dean should definitely regret that he wasn't there for his best friend when he needed Dean's support and understanding the most. (Could be the cause of Dean's nighmares imho...)

FEAR -- I tried to show Dean's fear of losing someone he loves. His fear of telling someone (in this case Bobby) about his struggles because he doesn't want to seem vulnerable. Dean's fear of letting the people he loves go.


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Song: They move on tracks of never-ending light by This Will Destroy You
Programs used. Pinnacle Studio 12 Ultimate HD; Magic Bullet Looks
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Here's a transcript of the audio in case you can't understand everything:
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Dean: Next to Sam you're the closest thing I have to a family. You are like a brother to me.
Castiel: I want you to understand.
Dean: Believe me, I get it.
Castiel: I'm gonna find some way to redeem myself to you
Dean: Okay
Castiel: I feel regret. I just wanted to make amends before I die.
Dean: Does it make you feel better?
Castiel: No. You?
Dean: Not a bit.
Castiel: I'm sorry, Dean.
Dean: I'm sorry, too then.
Castiel:What's the point if you don't mean it?
Dean: Cas, I would have died for you. Please, I've lost Lisa. Don't make me loose you, too.

Bobby. He's gone, Dean.

Balthazar: Sorry, ahm, you have me confused with the other Angel. You know, the one in the dirty trenchcoat, who's in love with you.

Dean: Gone. He's gone.

Bobby: How are you doing?
Dean: Who cares? I'm fine.
Bobby: Right...
Dean: I'm fine. Really.
Bobby. Of course. Now just lost one of the best friends you've ever had. But yeah, yeah I get it. Right. You're fine.

Castiel: I did it, all of it, for you.