Uploaded May 2010 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago

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pretty angsty and dark video; slightly AU with lots of puppy-eyed Dean and a dash of Cas/Dean. xD

So how would you feel if your [best friend/guardian angel/soulmate/maybe lover ^^] told you that he lost faith in you and then goes off on a suicide mission never to return. You would feel pretty bad, wouldn't you? So does Dean, believe me... (LOL - I really DO suck at writing summaries, don't I?)

I wanna dedicate this little video to lightneverfades for writing the most hilarious comments in YouTube history. She commented on every single one of my videos (even on my really old and crappy one's on my old account) and I'm really, really grateful for that! Cheers Anna.

This is my entry for aJoyxx3's 'Happily Never After Contest' (HNAC).
Oh, by the way. I started vidding 11/Amy. But I'll still need some time to get used to it.

Anyway - I hope you'll enjoy it.

Take care
Andrea
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@ a22lotti und Spiegelwelt
Na, kommt das euch beiden irgendwie bekannt vor? *grins* Ich weiß nicht, wie sich das Video so drastisch verändern konnte, aber irgendwie ist es einfach so passiert... Ich hab halt mal wieder festgestellt, dass ich instrumentale Songs einfach besser schneiden kann als welche mit Lyrics. Ich hoffe, aber, dass es jetzt deswegen nicht schlechter sondern nur etwas anders is wie die ursprüngliche Version... ^^