Uploaded January 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Hello, if you've been wondering what I've been up to since the new year started, well... this is it. One edit a day and I'm so exhausted now :))
They aren't great, but I put too much time into them to not share them here as well so here you go I guess! All you need to know is that I would die for this fictional character ♥ Happy birthday king, you mean the WORLD to me
0:00 Video Games - The Young Professionals
0:25 Cold Cold Man - Saint Motel
0:45 Die For You - The Weeknd
1:18 Brooklyn In The Summer - Aloe Blacc
1:57 Lil Love Song - Tash Palmer
2:25 Every Time Around - Vansire
3:00 Sweet Tooth - Cavetown
grey_arisu (twitter account deleted)
pixiv.net/en/artworks/79654137
twitter.com/anat0micalm0del
pixiv.net/en/artworks/79663181
twitter.com/mankai_uniuni
pixiv.net/en/artworks/84438643
twitter.com/bright_251
pixiv.net/en/artworks/77691786
3:27 Emotional Machine - Marina
3:48 Heartburn - Wafia
4:06 3:00 AM - Finding Hope
4:31 Gasoline (LA live version 2021) - Halsey
twitter.com/miyaimo3/media
twitter.com/kakao88p
twitter.com/be28shi
5:02 In My Mind - Lyn Lapid
5:25 For Your Journey ~ The Bar's Secret ~ - Guy (A3!)
okay that was it from me, now I'll disappear into the void again for the next five weeks :)
Hello, if you've been wondering what I've been up to since the new year started, well... this is it. One edit a day and I'm so exhausted now :))
They aren't great, but I put too much time into them to not share them here as well so here you go I guess! All you need to know is that I would die for this fictional character ♥ Happy birthday king, you mean the WORLD to me
0:00 Video Games - The Young Professionals
0:25 Cold Cold Man - Saint Motel
0:45 Die For You - The Weeknd
1:18 Brooklyn In The Summer - Aloe Blacc
1:57 Lil Love Song - Tash Palmer
2:25 Every Time Around - Vansire
3:00 Sweet Tooth - Cavetown
grey_arisu (twitter account deleted)
pixiv.net/en/artworks/79654137
twitter.com/anat0micalm0del
pixiv.net/en/artworks/79663181
twitter.com/mankai_uniuni
pixiv.net/en/artworks/84438643
twitter.com/bright_251
pixiv.net/en/artworks/77691786
3:27 Emotional Machine - Marina
3:48 Heartburn - Wafia
4:06 3:00 AM - Finding Hope
4:31 Gasoline (LA live version 2021) - Halsey
twitter.com/miyaimo3/media
twitter.com/kakao88p
twitter.com/be28shi
5:02 In My Mind - Lyn Lapid
5:25 For Your Journey ~ The Bar's Secret ~ - Guy (A3!)
okay that was it from me, now I'll disappear into the void again for the next five weeks :)

![[AMV] empty.
Now that I think about it, I dont keep up with people. I dont really hold onto relationships and that might make me cold-hearted.
(contains spoilers for episode 10 of Adachi to Shimamura)
Does something classify as a vent edit, even if it was made almost 24 hours after feeling vent-y? Who knows!! But thats basically what it is. Deteriorating mental health go brr, but I think were all feeling it with lockdown and the stress of everything else piling up.
I was thinking about this project idea last night too and I still felt like doing it now, so that must count for something. The way I feel about Shimamura is really complex honestly, because I FEEL her, but at the same time I dont? I suppose the best way to put it is that we share similar struggles with similar consequences, yet different reasons for those things. I dont really agree with her attitude, but some of her flaws were uncomfortably familiar... Its something Ive felt insecure about for a while too, so seeing it presented on screen even to some extend was an interesting experience.
Other than me being edgy, I really like how this turned out despite the easy-going raw. ngl most of it gets carried by the song because Im in love with it sdgjsjdghsdkg but yeah, lesbian rights!!
Song: Empty - Chase Atlantic
Footage: Adachi to Shimamura [AMV] empty.](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/chgrNMzyc6Y/mqdefault.jpg)
![hurts like hell. || Ineffable Husbands
[uuuh spoilers I guess]
GUESS WHICH BITCH FINISHED ALL THEIR EXAMS AND PROBABLY WONT EDIT DURING SUMMER BREAK ANYWAYS BECAUSE THEY ARE A LAZY FUCK? This bitch right here.
I dont have much to say except I am in LOVE with these two and anyone who kinda knows me and knows them probably saw this coming a mile away because Im predictable like that. Dear god these two will be the death of me, its such a quality love story that my lowkey romance repulsed ass can handle because its not a romantic story and there is nothing sexual about it and its just amazing. You have no idea how much my aro heart needed a story like this.
Anyways yay for more raw?? I love doing raw so much and I am actually really proud of how this looks because I think Im getting better? The colouring may be a bit too much this time, but its not too bad so whatever!
Also I know this song is is such a classic and definitely THE angst song tbh, but I still love how emo it makes me.
Song: Hurts Like Hell - Fleurie
Footage: Good Omens hurts like hell. || Ineffable Husbands](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eHNj83P3FIY/mqdefault.jpg)
![[collab] thats so us. || Happy Broversary! ♥
It wouldnt be us if we werent late with something!! (you could even say... thats so us, HA. haha....) So here we are, a day late with this little celebratory collab that we wanted to do for weeks but only planned out two days ago like the human disasters we are :)
Im still close to bawling my eyes out over this actually, I love these two disaster homos so much and they will never hit the same again! awesome kinnie moment unlocked and its probably here to stay because I am unstable like that ♥
Bro...... my lovely Hisoka kin...... my ace of hearts............. we already shared our lovemail on the actual anniversary, but I can never say enough how much I love you and how glad I am to be your friend, you funky little homosexual. I cant believe its really been three years since you invaded my skype dms, it feels so much longer but also like no time at all?? Kinda like 2020 tbh, riiiip,,, Even so you mean the world to me... I will hold you gently in my arms while you nap (again)......
Everyone else, go look at his talented little self (if you havent already and if you did then just go and look again), you wont regret it!!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVtXnLwh-KCbaBdIR3WrnKQ
Song: Thats So Us - Allie X
Footage: A3!
Art credit: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1YvRSK7K6IZlxc1UgPWibpW349c7LBs5SXLBb3CDZNOM/edit?usp=sharing [collab] thats so us. || Happy Broversary! ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/er5JaL3Zl9Y/mqdefault.jpg)
![[GMV] eternal happiness tonight. || Amber Day ♥
This is kinda bad but Im on time and thats really what matters with my track record...
But the most important thing is wishing Amber a happy birthday!! Youre so sweet and energetic and lovely and I would trust you with my life ♥ I never thought I would grow so attached to you (both play-style wise and in general), but when I was a baby player I hit a point where I was like screw it, I want to learn how to aim a bow and that was the beginning of the end. Being an Amber main isnt most peoples goal, but by god, someone has to do it and I shall.
I love going pew pew with her so much and I wouldnt trade my level 90 Amber for any, and I truly mean ANY, 5* in the game if offered. She is in my pocket where she belongs for all the other players benching her :) I will not put this game down until she is as amazing as I can get her as a mostly f2p player. -squints at my artifacts drops-
So yeah, PLEASE wish her a happy birthday because she deserve it and so so much more.
Song: Attracted To You - Pinkpantheress
art credits:
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/83774567
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/85843178
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/85155926 [GMV] eternal happiness tonight. || Amber Day ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f3dASfIPHzU/mqdefault.jpg)
![the flora of my heart. | MEP Collection #27
[Please turn on subtitles via CC for the full experience!]
After many months, it is once again that time of the year! Its been ten whole months since the last one... this really shows how little I am editing lately tbh. If I keep this up then these really will turn into a once-a-year occasion. You probably havent seen the last of me yet though, how else am I supposed to crash out about my toxic doomed yaoi after all?
As usual I have not much to say about these parts editing wise, Im honestly just vibing at this point. Some are nice, a lot of them are meh - it is what it is! Anything to ignore the dread of an unknown future thats waiting for me post graduation in four months... god, help. Absolutely insane to think about that when I post the next of these collections I might be (hopefully) employed, someone get me out of here please-
(also for some reason some of these parts rendered kind of crusty, I dont know why and I dont have the energy to render this again so lets just all pretend we Do Not See)
Information: https://docs.google.com/document/d/14dYIbxYV1inC01soLINBpbZxbzJbst9Uv4c9_GK3QNE/edit?usp=sharing
Art credits: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1h-359qbS-pZqqI-oOIIPzQpROouutjWwbSJpDlOSAMg/edit?usp=sharing
MEP List:
01: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oA-D3hOMVrI
02: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v ua60css0f0
03: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ri5JH3SxjoE
04: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nc9496ulNFE
05: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpNN7XM72zw
06: N/A
07: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esrj4KC3q4U
08: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JPB9RXbvXo
09: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JPB9RXbvXo
10: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFptHvIp-4o
11: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QIc71GjhVnE
12: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1RdpoXLczEM
13: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJ7siIrswis
14: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vuhug4lnxw
15: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Q1dEr2hA6o
16: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ewj06AZibjU
17: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1grUZDLYYlg
18: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QinYrx_AbqE
19: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhg_jfH-z1I
20: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmd410J3gms
21: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YIBfRn9Qzh8
22: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ueEoad3V4-U
23: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8pLPY2Gnd0
24: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIYnFeeARo8
25: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gyzztx7clts
26: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUw58hwDXjc
27: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1OGBzLKyDs the flora of my heart. | MEP Collection #27](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f761uT17RiI/mqdefault.jpg)
![[AMV] world class piece of art. || Makoto Kikuchi
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BBY!~
This is actually only a wip but I have no time because of school so yeah.
Im so gay for her man, end me.
Souces: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1mA-7Exz60KguaxO8x3ba1QPkNl54EDrkRSj6NlhTSZY/edit?usp=sharing [AMV] world class piece of art. || Makoto Kikuchi](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fOH7eH1H6uo/mqdefault.jpg)
![[AMV] right here. || Happy Birthday Maou!
*sweats nervously* okay so as everyone can probably see this is a rushed 2 hour edit because Im terrible at time management and I got home kinda late, but I just had to something for this special day!!
Again happy birthday same soul even though the day is pretty much over now :)) I just love you so much and you video for me made me so happy so I really wanted to return the favor even though you said its alright if I dont.
Its definitely not my proudest edit, but it was kinda cathartic to make something without sweating too much about making it complex and just doing something simple and atmospheric again. I really hope you like it too even though its so simple and rushed! You deserve so much better, you deserve the world actually, but this is all I can give for now.
I know we already said a lot of these things on my birthday, but I am so happy to be your friend even though we dont get to talk that much anymore because uni is a little bitch. I am so glad we actually could talk recently because every conversation with you is so fun and special! You are really such a sweet person and being around you is always delightful and knowing you makes me really blessed. Thank you for being here for me, I really appreciate all you ever did for me and everything you might end up doing for me in the future. Imy so much naked man ♥
SUB THE BIRTHDAY GIRL BECAUSE SHE IS A GODDESS:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCazmM_T1oWkaUQXymkt1yCg
Song: Right Here - Betty Who
Footage: NDRV3, Tales of Zestiria, SDR2
(I love this song so freaking much, its my favourite song of Bettys and Im so glad I could edit it for you!)
Sources: https://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=62098604 [AMV] right here. || Happy Birthday Maou!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fVyJ0eVi46M/mqdefault.jpg)

![[AMV] with you for the night. || Happy Birthday Kooth!
EYOOO KOUHAI DID YOU EXPECT THIS?? probably not 8)))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE. I hope you had an amazing day with lots of gay owls and presents, sorry Im kinda late actually? But Im pretty busy/tired lately which is also why this thing is rather short. I hope you still like it tho and hopefully its not too lazy! Anyways I hope the gays make up for any flaws in this thing.
Im actually really really bad at birthday messages if you cant tell?? Im so awkward save me. Im so glad to have met you tho and I hope we can talk more soon again. ~ Oh god this is awful #senpout
SUB THE BIRTHDAY OWL, SHE DESERVES IT:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2fDqOfYoQkdqyTVBq63LlQ
Song;; My Kind - Hilary Duff (I hope you like it?? I had no idea what to use)
Footage;; Inazuma Eleven Go Ga(y)laxy
Shipping;; Minaho x Manabe [AMV] with you for the night. || Happy Birthday Kooth!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fyA9G1FpbPk/mqdefault.jpg)
![[AMV] the ground beneath your feet. || for Toshi ♥~
❝I would run through an African desert to meet you at midnight
or dawn or whenever you need. Nothing is to much to ask of me.❞
I KNOW THAT ITS ALREADY THE NEXT DAY IN YOUR TIMEZONE (its not here, I hate time zones) AND THIS ISNT EVEN A SURPRISE ANYMORE BUT I HOPE YOU STILL LIKE IT EVEN THOUGH YOU SAID I DONT HAVE TO MAKE VIDEOS FOR YOU. WELL DAMN, I FUCKING LIKE MAKING VIDEOS FOR YOU SO HECK YEAH IMMA DO IT. Im sorry for the laziness but I said sorry for this plenty of times already, didnt I? Oh well.
ANYWAYS BBY. I know now that you have troubles with all the birthday wishes so I wont say those two words. See they arent even in the title? But it doesnt matter if Im saying this because of this day or just because its true because I should say it everyday again and again but Im not good with words. Thats also one of the reasons I like to do videos instead because the lyrics can express what I feel better than I can. Omg, just how sad is that? xDD
I love you so much and I wish nothing but the purest luck and happiness for you. I know that Octobers been heavy (sorrynotsorry) and not only last month but the months in general and Im sorry that I cant make it better. I know that you always say that I am helpful and all but I just wish I could make it stop. I dont want to see you sad and your happy mood gave me so much hope and spirit, I was so relieved and just happy myself. I want to stay with you for as long as I can and I wont just give up, so yeah, Im still not going anywhere. cx Annoyed yet? ;D Well too bad then because you wont get rid of me anytime soon.
GDI IM GETTING EMOTIONAL AGAIN I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MYSELF JF C
Anyways, again sorry for this lazy thing but I hope the baes and gays make up for it because Serena is a freaking princess and gays are always amazing. Not as amazing as you though, because you are the number one princess for me~
SO YOU ALL GIVE MY BBY SOME LOVE AND SUB TO HER OKAY
https://www.youtube.com/user/mijumaruchan
-insert huge hug and all of the beans precious emojis-
Stay great, hun. ♥
Song: Just Fall by Anthem Lights
Footage: Pokemon, Akatsuki no Yona, Servamp
Characters: Serena, Jae-ha x Kija, Lawlicht [AMV] the ground beneath your feet. || for Toshi ♥~](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fyvLbCNfqlA/mqdefault.jpg)