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"Now that I think about it, I don't keep up with people. I don't really hold onto relationships and that might make me cold-hearted."

(contains spoilers for episode 10 of Adachi to Shimamura)

Does something classify as a vent edit, even if it was made almost 24 hours after feeling vent-y? Who knows!! But that's basically what it is. Deteriorating mental health go brr, but I think we're all feeling it with lockdown and the stress of everything else piling up.

I was thinking about this project idea last night too and I still felt like doing it now, so that must count for something. The way I feel about Shimamura is really complex honestly, because I FEEL her, but at the same time I don't? I suppose the best way to put it is that we share similar struggles with similar consequences, yet different reasons for those things. I don't really agree with her attitude, but some of her flaws were uncomfortably familiar... It's something I've felt insecure about for a while too, so seeing it presented on screen even to some extend was an interesting experience.

Other than me being edgy, I really like how this turned out despite the easy-going raw. ngl most of it gets carried by the song because I'm in love with it sdgjsjdghsdkg but yeah, lesbian rights!!


Song: Empty - Chase Atlantic
Footage: Adachi to Shimamura