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★ WATCH ALL OF THE GLOW UP DIARIES: bit.ly/37O0bX6
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ABOUT THE GLOW UP DIARIES: At rock bottom I picked up a camera and began documenting my physical and mental pain that seemingly existed without meaning. From age 17 to 22 years old I recorded the “Glow Up Diaries” which is a raw docu-series of my deepest, most painful moments in an effort to find a newer, brighter existence. I openly share my difficulties despite the insistence of the media that such “shameful” feelings be kept in a closet.
♡ LET'S BE FRIENDS ♡
Instagram: @aliviadandrea
Twitter: @aliviadandrea
TIKTOK: @aliviadandrea
Pinterest: @aliviadandrea
BUSINESS INQUIRIES: workwithalivia@gmail.com
MUSIC
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★ WATCH ALL OF THE GLOW UP DIARIES: bit.ly/37O0bX6
♡ glow up discord community: discord.gg/HvCfRBGKAN
ABOUT THE GLOW UP DIARIES: At rock bottom I picked up a camera and began documenting my physical and mental pain that seemingly existed without meaning. From age 17 to 22 years old I recorded the “Glow Up Diaries” which is a raw docu-series of my deepest, most painful moments in an effort to find a newer, brighter existence. I openly share my difficulties despite the insistence of the media that such “shameful” feelings be kept in a closet.
♡ LET'S BE FRIENDS ♡
Instagram: @aliviadandrea
Twitter: @aliviadandrea
TIKTOK: @aliviadandrea
Pinterest: @aliviadandrea
BUSINESS INQUIRIES: workwithalivia@gmail.com
MUSIC
youtube.com/watch?v=1R7utXKO9uA
⚑ FTC This video is not sponsored!









![How glowing up ruined my life
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Throughout the earlier glow up diaries episodes, I didn’t have the emotional awareness to understand what I was going through. I’m so grateful to return now — with clarity, growth, and self-awareness — to finally share the full story with you. Closing this chapter of my life. Goodbye Glow up Diaries. Grateful for all your support♥
FYI: Being a social media creator didn’t cause my body image issues or eating disorder. My struggles came from much deeper societal standards and expectations — ones we’re all exposed to. This is about how beauty ideals are wired into us from such a young age. The comments I got on YouTube weren’t just random opinions — they were echoing the expectations and ideals many of us were taught to believe in.
➳ instagram: @aliviadandrea
➳ glow up discord community: https://discord.gg/HvCfRBGKAN
0:00 how glowing up ruined my life
14:16 the problem
16:19 the solution
21:35 the results
25:19 special announcement♥
BUSINESS INQUIRIES: workwithalivia@gmail.com
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