Uploaded November 2020 | Updated September 2026, 17 hours ago
I'm excited to announce that I'm helping host with ClariGal the Fanedits Advent Calendar for 2020! We're really excited to get this into motion!
For more information on how to join, please check out the official channel video:
youtu.be/Hc0BuGSpR20
Also, if anyone wants to collab for this, I'd be so excited to do that!
I'm excited to announce that I'm helping host with ClariGal the Fanedits Advent Calendar for 2020! We're really excited to get this into motion!
For more information on how to join, please check out the official channel video:
youtu.be/Hc0BuGSpR20
Also, if anyone wants to collab for this, I'd be so excited to do that!
![Human - Sad Multicouples[REUPLOAD]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/j7jVaYrB36A/mqdefault.jpg "Human - Sad Multicouples[REUPLOAD]
Hello again! You get two uploads from me this week!
This is yet another fill-in day for the Fan Editors Advent Calendar.
Im sorry Im uploading a sad video. But, I really do love how this video turned out. I had so much fun editing this, expressing my mixed up thoughts on everything about love. Love hurts sometimes.
Sometimes its okay to just not be okay, especially when hard things happen. I feel like the last two years has been one bad thing after the next. But, you know what, Im still here! And if youre reading this, youre still here too! And you know what, were going to get through all of our hard times! Were going to do it because sometimes, thats all you can do! Keep moving forward, one step at a time.
If youre reading this, know that you are not alone - especially if youre going through hard stuff. As Winston Churchill put it, If youre going through hell, keep going.
(warning, if you dont want to read this next part, you can skip to the bottom where it says End Emotional Spiel to read details about the video)
Emotional Spiel
I made this video in response to my moms husband walking out on my mom and me. It was hard to make this video at the time, because I had so many confused and hurt feelings about the whole thing.
I wish I could say that Im doing better and that things worked out for the better, that Im not so freaking confused and lost right now.... Unfortunately, I cant say that... yet.
I hope one day I can get there.
Lifes funny, it likes to throw lots of curve balls. Not only did my Mom get divorced this year, but my Dad and Stepmom, who had been married for 19 years, also got divorced this year. I feel like with my moms husband, I didnt really know him very well(to be honest, I didnt really trust him to begin with). It hurt, but I could step back and say you know that sucked, but I can be strong through this. But my stepmom.... It just hurts so bad. Its sad to see a 19 year relationship just disappear. I feel like I lost one of my best friends. I lost the person I would call in the middle of the night because I was having problems. I lost the person I would sit and chat with about boys and school and silly things. I lost my other mom. I miss her and its so hard knowing that shes happy with a new family now...
Anyway...
Summary of everything. Im one hot mess of a person and I still dont understand anything about love and families.
Where there is great darkness, there is also greater light.
I know that there is still goodness amidst all the bad, sometimes you just have to battle through the swarm of dementors and their fog and darkness before you can see it. My good things include my religious beliefs, really loving friends and family, my cat(because hes a snugly attention seeker, especially when Im having a cry session - he knows when I need him the most), good music, Harry Potter(its my go to fandom, though its not in this video...), and playing my flute.
End Emotional Spiel
If you read all that, I love you.
#fanvidfeed #Multicouples #Multifandom #SadMulticouples #Human #PiccoloPhoenix #faneditsadventcalendar #Christmas2019
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RP9cySFxQvg
Clips: Many fandoms, too many to list. Questions? Just ask away.
Coloring: PiccoloPhoenix
No Copyright Infringement Intended")
![HUSHH - Dark!Multicrossover [Halloween Collab 2]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r8RnIIQfE3s/mqdefault.jpg "HUSHH - Dark!Multicrossover [Halloween Collab 2]
Happy Halloween! I hope everyone was able to stay safe and enjoy the Halloween Spirit. I got to watch some Halloween Movies this year, so that was super fun.
I was going to upload this last year, but it sort of fell through and I was uber stressed about the collab I was hosting(which will be up soon). But then I remembered, I hadnt reuploaded this collab. I remember being really proud of this one - everyone took the theme really well, of doing a Dark!Multicrossover. Im still really happy with this collab. Its really good and I figured it deserved to return for everyone to be able to enjoy it.
Everyone should go subscribe to these wonderful editors! Theyre awesome and deserve the love for their hard work on this collab.
Ruby https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJXaoenG5etDd98Kpidzepg
rika99120 https://www.youtube.com/user/rika99120
laurenmcquilty https://www.youtube.com/c/laurenmcquilty
Infinite Myth https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6BrYBe4ofbIQNNhzAde8qg/videos
ClariGal https://www.youtube.com/user/ClariGal
Im really sorry I havent really been active lately.... Honestly, even posting these Halloween collabs is taking all of my courage. Ive been really struggling. I dont really want to go into details, those who know know, and if you really want to know you can ask.
#fanvidfeed #Dark!MultiCrossover #MultiCrossover #Crossover #PiccoloPhoenix #HalloweenCollab #Collab #MultiFandom
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4KCrnQq92Q
Clips: A Lot.
Coloring: Mine
No Copyright Infringement Intended.")
