Uploaded February 2010 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
...No, it's not meant to spoil BBS. -.-
And can whatever jerkass who is continually downrating every video I upload please remove the incredibly large pole up their backside and LEAVE MY VIDEOS ALONE?
Whoever you are, you're effing UNPLEASABLE.
You rate me down when it's a preview or a beta, fair enough. It's not finished. But every time you do so you drastically reduce my chance of finishing it because I don't think it's good enough. And MEP and WORM parts, they get downrated too, because they're not "full". Well, sor-ee, but I work just as hard on them as I do full videos, because I don't want to let the project down!
Those two, I can understand- but now?
All of a sudden, I upload an anime video 'cause I'm searching for other things to edit? Down the rating goes. I put up a video with spoilers in- AND MENTION IT LIKE FIFTY TIMES IN THE DESCRIPTION- oh, look, that person who I can't identify rates it down.
...Are you just being deliberately difficult, and hiding behind your ratings 'cause you're a cowardly little ass?
-heavy breathing-
...Sorry. I should be uploading a few MEP parts over the next few days (the Haiti one is next) and I'm just having a rant before the downrater of doom (or maybe there's more than one D:) arrives with their pitchfork. I'd like to point out I've done a few longish videos recently, and to compensate I now have to catch up with all my parts and such. I upload them 'cause II want you guys to see them 'cause I do work on them pretty hard! T-T
Download for my part;
filefront.com/15477949/Valentine%27s%20Day%20MEP.wmv
And I tried not to use any significant spoilers. There ARE clips from BBS in this, but they give away nothing unless you play the game, I expect. ^^;;
I had the PERFECT Ven scene from his ending thing for one of the lines. But I refrained from sing it because I didn't want to be a bitch and make the whole MEP get spoiler tagged. No Vanitas, no showing of the endings really- just Ven/Terra fluff with mostly the opening because of fracking spoilers.
...No, it's not meant to spoil BBS. -.-
And can whatever jerkass who is continually downrating every video I upload please remove the incredibly large pole up their backside and LEAVE MY VIDEOS ALONE?
Whoever you are, you're effing UNPLEASABLE.
You rate me down when it's a preview or a beta, fair enough. It's not finished. But every time you do so you drastically reduce my chance of finishing it because I don't think it's good enough. And MEP and WORM parts, they get downrated too, because they're not "full". Well, sor-ee, but I work just as hard on them as I do full videos, because I don't want to let the project down!
Those two, I can understand- but now?
All of a sudden, I upload an anime video 'cause I'm searching for other things to edit? Down the rating goes. I put up a video with spoilers in- AND MENTION IT LIKE FIFTY TIMES IN THE DESCRIPTION- oh, look, that person who I can't identify rates it down.
...Are you just being deliberately difficult, and hiding behind your ratings 'cause you're a cowardly little ass?
-heavy breathing-
...Sorry. I should be uploading a few MEP parts over the next few days (the Haiti one is next) and I'm just having a rant before the downrater of doom (or maybe there's more than one D:) arrives with their pitchfork. I'd like to point out I've done a few longish videos recently, and to compensate I now have to catch up with all my parts and such. I upload them 'cause II want you guys to see them 'cause I do work on them pretty hard! T-T
Download for my part;
filefront.com/15477949/Valentine%27s%20Day%20MEP.wmv
And I tried not to use any significant spoilers. There ARE clips from BBS in this, but they give away nothing unless you play the game, I expect. ^^;;
I had the PERFECT Ven scene from his ending thing for one of the lines. But I refrained from sing it because I didn't want to be a bitch and make the whole MEP get spoiler tagged. No Vanitas, no showing of the endings really- just Ven/Terra fluff with mostly the opening because of fracking spoilers.
![Shut Up! [Hacked]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/_x7SwpWyu4o/mqdefault.jpg "Shut Up! [Hacked]
:D Oh, Rosie, now youre just damaged goods.
... And Im really surprised at myself that I did something that has nothing to do with Psychic. Man, Im awesome sometimes. I even avoided VeNami and ZeNami!")
![Last to Know [Psychic]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/agcLNm-8DUg/mqdefault.jpg "Last to Know [Psychic]
Bet you didnt think Id post THIS today, huh? xD
After all my babbling and ranting about having no internet after last night... my dad took pity on me and salvaged the router, so Ive been able to run back to my laptop in between packing and attempting to help the moving guys and work on this.
I loved how it turned out...
Then the problems began.
My computer would not, and I mean would NOT render this. It would get to 1% and freeze or shut down, and I still dont know why. Eventually, I opened the project file in an empty Vegas (dragged it onto the timeline instead of fully opening it) and tried to render the compressed version- it got all the way to 5%.
T-T I then eventually rendered that compressed file into two second sections. Some of which didnt work and I had to re-find the clips and texture and urghhhh... Its finally rendered and although there are still glitches its nowhere near as bad as before.
Blue, thank you for all the countless inspiration Namis story gave me. -phew-
And I brought Zexion back in! And Larxene! xDD Though not in the same scene.
Story (should hopefully be a little clear, but this is just to be certain and because it gave me something to do during the many, many rendering processes.)
Before he knew it, before he could even start to comprehend what had just happened Namine was gone. Riku didnt want to believe it- it took days of wandering around all the places hed usually found her for it to finally sink in. Hed been able to tell that she was thinking about something, something she struggled to put into words Hed even told her about Hope. It hadnt stopped her. He spent countless hours mulling over that last conversation, wishing hed noticed the signs Riku didnt WANT it to be real, to sink in.
When it did, he wasnt angry with her- more with himself, for not seeing it coming and stopping her- even if it meant physically holding her there against her will. He made no attempt to talk to or explain what had happened to any of the other psychics- if they came and asked, hed give his answers, but in such a short and harsh way not many got much from their rather one-sided conversations. Riku isolated himself for a while, shutting himself away with Namines drawings and trying to figure out the future shed seen.
He snapped himself out of it in the end- sitting around moping wasnt going to get her back, so he left without telling anybody what he was going to do. They probably wouldnt notice, anyway- hed barely left his room since Namine had gone. Larxene found him soon afterwards, and teased him about Namine, distracting him enough to attack him without resistance. She mocked him one last time, then left, claiming taking him into the hunters was Zexions job and she didnt want to steal all the fun.
Riku wasnt just going to sit around and wait to be caught- so he tried to disguise himself as a hunter, like he had before hed found Namine and Zack in the first place. Most of the hunters around were fooled- except Zexion, whod know his brother anywhere. At first, he pretended to be grateful, offering Riku the chance to join the hunters again. The younger brother refused, but tried to make a deal- if they fought and he lost, hed willingly join the hunters again, but if he won, they had to make Namine leave Zexion was up for the deal. He attacked Riku, breaking the illusion, and they fought. After Riku slipped up and was knocked unconscious, Zexion picked him up and took him back to the hunters- but not to join them like hed promised he would.
Riku woke up, alone and helpless, in a room he recognised too well from his time with the hunters- one of the experimentation labs. Zexion had tricked him, all over again.
Oh, and I wasnt going to use this song at first... but I kept listening to it and I fell even more in love with it...
Poor, poor Riku. T-T I do love torturing him, and becoming an experimnt was probably the thing hed have dreaded most...
And, being the jerkass he was, and not telling anybody where he was headed... Hes pretty screwed.
The song is Last to Know by Three Days Grace.
And the editing in this is totally lazy but I cant do anything better in all of, well, today...
See you guys in about two weeks.
x")
![Americas Suitehearts [Thank you for 75 subs! x3]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/b3eKbbs4oRw/mqdefault.jpg "Americas Suitehearts [Thank you for 75 subs! x3]
Thank you all so much. x
So, I downloaded the Sony Vegas Pro 8 Trial to see if masking was worth it.
And poo, crap, bugger, it most certainly is. XD Ive been playing around masking stuff all week, so this was thrown together over three days or so, in between other stuff.")
![blood in the cut. [death undone]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bSNaDjiFvrI/mqdefault.jpg "blood in the cut. [death undone]
Because Im an obnoxious overachiever, this is a backup character audition for Death Undone. Just to like... throw another concept/character out there to give Blue some options.
You can find the audition video/concept video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-YhiycpjSY
Noel Kreiss is a legend in his home city of Nikeah. In the heart of Karnak, he consistently comes out on top in fighting tournaments. Despite his mother Arecia running the tournaments, including the annual celebration for the Feast of the Bride, there is no nepotism at play here; Noel wins on his own merit.
Unfortunately, the adoration of his peers and his name being known across his home country has gone to his head. Noel thinks hes gods gift, essentially, and is fixated on his fame spreading to the rest of the continent. Hes convinced he is above the tournaments and wants to take things further, demanding his mother try to petition their leaders to arrange matches that cover other countries too. She isnt so easily swayed, and his father Auron doesnt believe that Noel is as strong as he thinks - he still cant beat him in a fair fight, after all.
Auron makes it clear that unless Noel can best him, the tournaments and Noel arent leaving Karnak. Noel tries multiple times, but fails. When the Feast of the Bride comes around, he walks out of the arena after finishing the title match, feeling oddly uneasy, and Auron follows him out.
When a ghost appears before them, while Noel is still worn out from hours of rising through the tournament ranks, Auron orders him to run and assist with evacuating the arena. For once, Noel does as hes told. And likely wishes he hadnt, because that ghost kills Auron.
With him dead, Noel cant beat his father to prove hes worthy - but he can do something else. Hell, he knows hell probably have this dumb ghost problem fixed with no trouble at all, and then his mother HAS to petition for more varied tournaments, right?
I knowww the story is all in the description, but when I tried to add dialogue it went by far too quickly to really be legible! Noels just an example of a spare character I have lying around for this thing, because Im THAT much of a nerd.
Also you can literally see my graphics card trying not to cry with the ending transition...
Song: Blood in the Cut - K.Flay
Colouring: Lean")
![when the sun sets. [zenoswol]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bkuimYZEvjk/mqdefault.jpg "when the sun sets. [zenoswol]
no spoilers beyond 6.0 here! (I havent started 6.2 MSQ and wont see it until this weekend)
so @Blue24601 is an angel because she slogged through new game plus for forever just to get me THE PUNCH SCENE (along with the rest of the footage here where she is endlessly patient with me)
my brainrot continues - I actually had a mockup for this video back in like. december where I was considering doing a reincarnation gone wrong kind of approach to zenosfucking (where he was a hot Ancient woman called Patroclus pre-Sundering) before the uh. descent into it being a thing in canon happened.
as a little background context, my OC Astra was forced to murder her tempered mother when she was a teenager... and shes part of a multi-wol verse where shes vibing as a WoL who is not Azem. the rest of the gang are VERY BRIEFLY here because I am bad at including them :(((
song: beautiful crime - tamer
colouring: @starstruckbromance")
![Its Magic; MEP Signups [FILLED UP ;D]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/c1q8F1e4ql0/mqdefault.jpg "Its Magic; MEP Signups [FILLED UP ;D]
...I wanted to give arranging an MEP a go.
:3 So I picked the cheesiest, Disney-ist song I have on my new laptop (meet Sebastian Ezekiel Zachary Garrick Hope Johnson II. Yes, I really named it that. He was a somewhat eccentric character in my NaNoWriMo novel for 2009. I might put him in the next one, he was awesome.)
And I want this to be HAPPY. -waves tinsel-
Like, all I seem to do that gets attention around here is the sappy, sad stuff. And I dont want to produce something really short on my own but this song would get REALLY annoying.
There are 7 spots open cause I tried to cut the song evenly and so that I didnt chop words in two, meaning every part except for mine is around 20 seconds. Mine is longer ;cause otherwise somebody would have a five second part.
1. KanaTsurai (Yuna) Zack/Yuna
2. crisiscorezack12 (Roxas) Roxas/Kairi
3. MetalChickCrisis2040 (Rinoa) Squall/Rinoa
4. IchigoKinomoto (Ven) Axel/Roxas
5. xXTiamaXx (Yuuki) Yuuki/Amu
6. Shvonzy (Malik) ?Beatrice/Malik
7. PriscyIchigo (???) Vanille/Snow
8. Meeee~! (Terra) And I dont know yet.
If you wanna join in (please! T-T) just post a comment asking for the part you want and the pairing/friendship thing you want to use. I just want a note of things; it doesnt matter if you change your mind about the content of your part as long as you get it in for when I ask! D:
Uhm, oh, yeah- also just give a character you want to be represented by, cause Ill be making an intro, too.
Oh, and please dont hurt me for using Selena Gomez. Im a Wizards of Waverly Place lover. T-T
PS, the picture? I was wondering this, too- and am ashamed to say the idea wasnt unappealing- what about Zac Efron voicing Terra? xDD I think hed fit, if Im honest. -shotd-
...And, as for Aqua, I just want somebody who can really voiceact. xD
To be fair, all of the main trio in BBS roles would be hard- theyre very emotional...
Its just after seeing 17 Again I dont mind Zac Efron. In fact...
...I think he can act pretty well.
I think he could pull off Light...
Or Terra.
DONT KILL MEHHHHH~ T-T")
![Dont Let Me Go [ Because Youre All Ive Got ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cUNs0DnzFRU/mqdefault.jpg "Dont Let Me Go [ Because Youre All Ive Got ]
I finished this a week ago. That was shortly before I got in the hugest trouble Ive ever BEEN in, and basically ended up making my home life a living hell.
But Im (hopefully) now back.
And nows not the time for moaning or angsting over whats happened; its the time for babbling about this.
I can kind of recall most of the crap I had to say on this one.
Well, it was originally just a Psy!Riku and Hope... thing. It wasnt going anywhere, but I watched Blues baggage thingy and kind of very quickly got it stuck in my head that Terra and Aqua were Riku and Zexys parents.
I kind of had to ask around a bit for this one. ^^;
Terra is Terra here (eeeee, if anyone notices a connection other than TK or Blue you get cookies. :3) and is Rikus dad- because Riku was an accident, and Terra never really meant for anything to happen between him and Rikus mom. I couldnt get around using Aqua, because Aqua as a character was already bagsied, and TK had used Azure in Kairis past.
So I changed her hair and eye colour (also explaining away where Zexy and Rikus silvery hair came from) and decided she was Devia. She and Terra were drunk and made a promise... and Riku, both thinking the other was someone else at the time. Kind of awkward when Riku popped into existance and they had to act like a happy couple for him when Terra came to see his younger son.
Zexys dad remains an enigma at this point. xD And, oop, Yuna isnt Yuna. Shes just a random hunter chick who kills poor Nero. (whos being Hopes brother because I didnt want another clashing character, and they both have silvery-whitish hair xD)
I put a little of Nami in there during the past section... but bear in mind that Riku would only catch a glimpse, so he clearly wouldnt recognise her when he found her later on.
Kairis in this one quite a bit, but I was trying to align with TKs story so I dont think I did anything icky or stupid without permission. xDD
I HAVE got a more explain-y version of the past written up, but if I cop and paste it YT will delete all the punctuation... and I use a LOT of punctuation. xD
So go here;
http://pureenglishrose.livejournal.com/1448.html
Please excuse the bad blood editing (I was desperately running out of time) and the lazy ending... and the bad timing towards the end, when Hope reappears.
That icky timing is because my computer is a douchebag, and I tried to get clever and render this in foty second chunks as I worked on it- so Id do 40 seconds, then render that part, delete all the clips and audio and replace it with the rendered chunk. Wash, rinse, repeat...
But I got to the end, and tried to leave the very last part as a minute. It crashed, and after copy and pasting that bit of the project throough seven different newly opened projects, I managed to render it... with no audio. And it wouldnt fit quite right when I plonked it back in and pieced all the parts together again.
I cut the song quite a bit, and it was hard to match it all up just right. D:
Anyway, enjoy.
And I might actually finish a Psychic video that actually, you know, CONTRIBUTES TO THE PLOT soon. T~T This was kind of a breather from attempting the thousands of moving-on videos.
I think I might have found a song that makes no sense given Rikus situation but allows me to be lazy and do a character montage toward the end. :3
So expect something plotty and in-the-present soon.
I want to make a bigger deal about Hope and Zexion, though, or else what I might have happen to poor Riku (I love torturing him so~! :3) would be a bit uncalled for.")
![Voice Actors Wanted! [ RESULTS UP ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cWtvST950xo/mqdefault.jpg "Voice Actors Wanted! [ RESULTS UP ]
I DONT KNOW WHY THIS IS OUT OF SYNC.
Youtube does this every time I try and put anything to do with this song up.
EDIT1: Some extra characters added, I realised Id forgotten to add them before my parents dragged me out. xD
EDIT2: Two more minor characters added; the project itself is going to be in a few parts. Also, the first due date is set; my dads birthday, stupidly enough, but I go on holiday a few days after that- so, bearing in mind any late entries, I would have the results out by the 25th, and have sent out the scripts and such by the 26th, the day before I set off for St Ives... -fangirl squeeing- Eeeee, theyre filming Pirates of the Carribean there soon! If I didnt have work experience Id hang around just to get a chance to see Johnny Depp!
Well, I wanted to get the story for this one to be a bit clearer by using dialogue, and realised... not a lot of the english cutscenes I have of most of my FF games actually would help in any way.
So I really wanted to hold an audition for a bit of voiceacting. I WOULD credit you, and all that, too. xD There are quite a few parts going, so please send this around as much as you can- I really appreciate (and need) the help!
Im not releasing the plot just yet, but the people who end up getting the characters will get to know much earlier than everyone else, so they can understand the emotions and such behind the lines. :]
Okay, now, people who do want to audition;
First off, if you decide to try out, upload your stuff and post it as a video response to this video.
Second, Id prefer it if you try out with the lines Ive made up. But, if you want to give a few original lines as the character too, thats fine by me. Just convince me, thats all Im asking!
Now for the audition lines;
NOCTIS-
(sarcastic) Nice of you to show up.
(sad, pensive) I guess... he was always going to die, someday. I just didnt think it would be so soon.
(angry) What, youre turning back now? Youre the reason were in this mess!
LIGHTNING-
(pissed off) Stop being so high and mighty.
(sarcastic) Im sorry if I offended you and your delicate little feelings, PRINCE Noctis. Now can we get going already?
(calm, almost kind) Just relax. No ones getting hurt, I promise.
SHOTGUN (BLONDE GUY)-
(cheery, excitable) Hey, Noct, look at that!
(slightly whiny) Aww, MAN! I was just getting started!
(angry, upset) What the hell do you think youre doing?!
NAMINE-
(normal, maybe a little embarrased) Thank you for helping him out. Rikus too stubborn to ask for help with stuff like this.
(desperate) Riku, run!
(dark) Were just toys to him. Dont you understand that yet?
RIKU-
(angry) What have you done with her? Wheres Namine?
(angsty) I should have known. There was something about you from the beginning, I just couldnt put my finger on it.
(REALLY angry now) Give her back, you self-centered bastard!
SERAH-
(irritated) I just wish youd tell me what you were up to, thats all. But you wont, will you?
(stunned/upset) Sis... how could you...?
(typically sweet Serah) Hey, Light? I love you, you know.
RIKKU-
(peppy) Awww, you guys are SO adorable!
(cheeky) If you werent always such a grumpy-guts, youd be a total hottie, you know?
(angry/upset) You have a sister too, I thought youd understand! But youre more of a monster than he is!
YUNA- (you dont have to sound like her, go with the flow!)
(calm) If you feel that strongly about her, then why not just tell her?
(gentle) Noctis. Please dont feel like you have to hide away like this.
(giggly) Rikku, dont run off so much!")
