Uploaded May 2009 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
First of all...
A HUGE thank you to everyone and anyone who commented, rated or favourited the preview for this, that I wasn't going to finish. You guys kept me going, and I love you all so much. =3
To the judges;;
Hey there. ;D
Just a little plea; I don't know what happened to two of the masks in this. [Namely the first, with the Doctor in the spring while Yuna dances behind him, and the second some way through, when Yuna is inside the TARDIS] My computer is old and cranky, and obviously thought it would be a heck of a lot of fun to mock me by destroying two of my best masks in this thing. ¬.¬ So, please, when you're judjing, don't think "Oh, she's messed up her masking throughout." DD: Like I probably would, being the picky paranoid person I happen to be...
Other than that, enjoy the video, I guess. And I'm sorry if I'm wasting your time. xDD
I entered both my DW/FF crossovers instead of other videos because I think they're vaguely original. xD Unlike some of my more recent stuff... Problem is, they ARE kind of depressing.
S t o r y;;
How could I let this happen...?
I don't know why, but I ripped my heart in two, all over again. First... with Rose... and now...
Humans are fragile. They wither, and they die.
I know that. I've seen it happen, too many times.
But the only thing worse, is knowing that, had I never met them, some of my companions could have lived so much longer...
And Yuna.
Oh, Yuna.
I thought I was ensuring your safety by telling you I didn't love you. I thought you'd move on, find another after the boy you lost... I didn't believe you when you told me I was the only thing keeping you alive, stopping you from sinking further into your depression; but now I understand.
I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry.
You always reminded me of Rose, just like you used to laugh and tell me I could act just as happy and goofy as him. You never did tell me his name.
I never asked. Not once. Not even when you asked about Rose. I told you her name then, remember?
I still feel you here, Yuna. In my dreams. In my arms.
You cried then. I wonder if, when you were dying, you were crying, too.
Or, were you happy? You could see him again. That would be enough to make you happy, I'm sure.
I tried not to hurt you, tried not to hurt myself...
But I only tore us both apart in the end.
I miss you.
Yuna...
I love you. I'm sorry, I could never tell you. But I do.
Goodnight.
First of all...
A HUGE thank you to everyone and anyone who commented, rated or favourited the preview for this, that I wasn't going to finish. You guys kept me going, and I love you all so much. =3
To the judges;;
Hey there. ;D
Just a little plea; I don't know what happened to two of the masks in this. [Namely the first, with the Doctor in the spring while Yuna dances behind him, and the second some way through, when Yuna is inside the TARDIS] My computer is old and cranky, and obviously thought it would be a heck of a lot of fun to mock me by destroying two of my best masks in this thing. ¬.¬ So, please, when you're judjing, don't think "Oh, she's messed up her masking throughout." DD: Like I probably would, being the picky paranoid person I happen to be...
Other than that, enjoy the video, I guess. And I'm sorry if I'm wasting your time. xDD
I entered both my DW/FF crossovers instead of other videos because I think they're vaguely original. xD Unlike some of my more recent stuff... Problem is, they ARE kind of depressing.
S t o r y;;
How could I let this happen...?
I don't know why, but I ripped my heart in two, all over again. First... with Rose... and now...
Humans are fragile. They wither, and they die.
I know that. I've seen it happen, too many times.
But the only thing worse, is knowing that, had I never met them, some of my companions could have lived so much longer...
And Yuna.
Oh, Yuna.
I thought I was ensuring your safety by telling you I didn't love you. I thought you'd move on, find another after the boy you lost... I didn't believe you when you told me I was the only thing keeping you alive, stopping you from sinking further into your depression; but now I understand.
I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry.
You always reminded me of Rose, just like you used to laugh and tell me I could act just as happy and goofy as him. You never did tell me his name.
I never asked. Not once. Not even when you asked about Rose. I told you her name then, remember?
I still feel you here, Yuna. In my dreams. In my arms.
You cried then. I wonder if, when you were dying, you were crying, too.
Or, were you happy? You could see him again. That would be enough to make you happy, I'm sure.
I tried not to hurt you, tried not to hurt myself...
But I only tore us both apart in the end.
I miss you.
Yuna...
I love you. I'm sorry, I could never tell you. But I do.
Goodnight.
![Americas Suitehearts [Thank you for 75 subs! x3]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/b3eKbbs4oRw/mqdefault.jpg "Americas Suitehearts [Thank you for 75 subs! x3]
Thank you all so much. x
So, I downloaded the Sony Vegas Pro 8 Trial to see if masking was worth it.
And poo, crap, bugger, it most certainly is. XD Ive been playing around masking stuff all week, so this was thrown together over three days or so, in between other stuff.")
![blood in the cut. [death undone]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bSNaDjiFvrI/mqdefault.jpg "blood in the cut. [death undone]
Because Im an obnoxious overachiever, this is a backup character audition for Death Undone. Just to like... throw another concept/character out there to give Blue some options.
You can find the audition video/concept video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-YhiycpjSY
Noel Kreiss is a legend in his home city of Nikeah. In the heart of Karnak, he consistently comes out on top in fighting tournaments. Despite his mother Arecia running the tournaments, including the annual celebration for the Feast of the Bride, there is no nepotism at play here; Noel wins on his own merit.
Unfortunately, the adoration of his peers and his name being known across his home country has gone to his head. Noel thinks hes gods gift, essentially, and is fixated on his fame spreading to the rest of the continent. Hes convinced he is above the tournaments and wants to take things further, demanding his mother try to petition their leaders to arrange matches that cover other countries too. She isnt so easily swayed, and his father Auron doesnt believe that Noel is as strong as he thinks - he still cant beat him in a fair fight, after all.
Auron makes it clear that unless Noel can best him, the tournaments and Noel arent leaving Karnak. Noel tries multiple times, but fails. When the Feast of the Bride comes around, he walks out of the arena after finishing the title match, feeling oddly uneasy, and Auron follows him out.
When a ghost appears before them, while Noel is still worn out from hours of rising through the tournament ranks, Auron orders him to run and assist with evacuating the arena. For once, Noel does as hes told. And likely wishes he hadnt, because that ghost kills Auron.
With him dead, Noel cant beat his father to prove hes worthy - but he can do something else. Hell, he knows hell probably have this dumb ghost problem fixed with no trouble at all, and then his mother HAS to petition for more varied tournaments, right?
I knowww the story is all in the description, but when I tried to add dialogue it went by far too quickly to really be legible! Noels just an example of a spare character I have lying around for this thing, because Im THAT much of a nerd.
Also you can literally see my graphics card trying not to cry with the ending transition...
Song: Blood in the Cut - K.Flay
Colouring: Lean")
![when the sun sets. [zenoswol]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bkuimYZEvjk/mqdefault.jpg "when the sun sets. [zenoswol]
no spoilers beyond 6.0 here! (I havent started 6.2 MSQ and wont see it until this weekend)
so @Blue24601 is an angel because she slogged through new game plus for forever just to get me THE PUNCH SCENE (along with the rest of the footage here where she is endlessly patient with me)
my brainrot continues - I actually had a mockup for this video back in like. december where I was considering doing a reincarnation gone wrong kind of approach to zenosfucking (where he was a hot Ancient woman called Patroclus pre-Sundering) before the uh. descent into it being a thing in canon happened.
as a little background context, my OC Astra was forced to murder her tempered mother when she was a teenager... and shes part of a multi-wol verse where shes vibing as a WoL who is not Azem. the rest of the gang are VERY BRIEFLY here because I am bad at including them :(((
song: beautiful crime - tamer
colouring: @starstruckbromance")
![Its Magic; MEP Signups [FILLED UP ;D]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/c1q8F1e4ql0/mqdefault.jpg "Its Magic; MEP Signups [FILLED UP ;D]
...I wanted to give arranging an MEP a go.
:3 So I picked the cheesiest, Disney-ist song I have on my new laptop (meet Sebastian Ezekiel Zachary Garrick Hope Johnson II. Yes, I really named it that. He was a somewhat eccentric character in my NaNoWriMo novel for 2009. I might put him in the next one, he was awesome.)
And I want this to be HAPPY. -waves tinsel-
Like, all I seem to do that gets attention around here is the sappy, sad stuff. And I dont want to produce something really short on my own but this song would get REALLY annoying.
There are 7 spots open cause I tried to cut the song evenly and so that I didnt chop words in two, meaning every part except for mine is around 20 seconds. Mine is longer ;cause otherwise somebody would have a five second part.
1. KanaTsurai (Yuna) Zack/Yuna
2. crisiscorezack12 (Roxas) Roxas/Kairi
3. MetalChickCrisis2040 (Rinoa) Squall/Rinoa
4. IchigoKinomoto (Ven) Axel/Roxas
5. xXTiamaXx (Yuuki) Yuuki/Amu
6. Shvonzy (Malik) ?Beatrice/Malik
7. PriscyIchigo (???) Vanille/Snow
8. Meeee~! (Terra) And I dont know yet.
If you wanna join in (please! T-T) just post a comment asking for the part you want and the pairing/friendship thing you want to use. I just want a note of things; it doesnt matter if you change your mind about the content of your part as long as you get it in for when I ask! D:
Uhm, oh, yeah- also just give a character you want to be represented by, cause Ill be making an intro, too.
Oh, and please dont hurt me for using Selena Gomez. Im a Wizards of Waverly Place lover. T-T
PS, the picture? I was wondering this, too- and am ashamed to say the idea wasnt unappealing- what about Zac Efron voicing Terra? xDD I think hed fit, if Im honest. -shotd-
...And, as for Aqua, I just want somebody who can really voiceact. xD
To be fair, all of the main trio in BBS roles would be hard- theyre very emotional...
Its just after seeing 17 Again I dont mind Zac Efron. In fact...
...I think he can act pretty well.
I think he could pull off Light...
Or Terra.
DONT KILL MEHHHHH~ T-T")
![Dont Let Me Go [ Because Youre All Ive Got ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cUNs0DnzFRU/mqdefault.jpg "Dont Let Me Go [ Because Youre All Ive Got ]
I finished this a week ago. That was shortly before I got in the hugest trouble Ive ever BEEN in, and basically ended up making my home life a living hell.
But Im (hopefully) now back.
And nows not the time for moaning or angsting over whats happened; its the time for babbling about this.
I can kind of recall most of the crap I had to say on this one.
Well, it was originally just a Psy!Riku and Hope... thing. It wasnt going anywhere, but I watched Blues baggage thingy and kind of very quickly got it stuck in my head that Terra and Aqua were Riku and Zexys parents.
I kind of had to ask around a bit for this one. ^^;
Terra is Terra here (eeeee, if anyone notices a connection other than TK or Blue you get cookies. :3) and is Rikus dad- because Riku was an accident, and Terra never really meant for anything to happen between him and Rikus mom. I couldnt get around using Aqua, because Aqua as a character was already bagsied, and TK had used Azure in Kairis past.
So I changed her hair and eye colour (also explaining away where Zexy and Rikus silvery hair came from) and decided she was Devia. She and Terra were drunk and made a promise... and Riku, both thinking the other was someone else at the time. Kind of awkward when Riku popped into existance and they had to act like a happy couple for him when Terra came to see his younger son.
Zexys dad remains an enigma at this point. xD And, oop, Yuna isnt Yuna. Shes just a random hunter chick who kills poor Nero. (whos being Hopes brother because I didnt want another clashing character, and they both have silvery-whitish hair xD)
I put a little of Nami in there during the past section... but bear in mind that Riku would only catch a glimpse, so he clearly wouldnt recognise her when he found her later on.
Kairis in this one quite a bit, but I was trying to align with TKs story so I dont think I did anything icky or stupid without permission. xDD
I HAVE got a more explain-y version of the past written up, but if I cop and paste it YT will delete all the punctuation... and I use a LOT of punctuation. xD
So go here;
http://pureenglishrose.livejournal.com/1448.html
Please excuse the bad blood editing (I was desperately running out of time) and the lazy ending... and the bad timing towards the end, when Hope reappears.
That icky timing is because my computer is a douchebag, and I tried to get clever and render this in foty second chunks as I worked on it- so Id do 40 seconds, then render that part, delete all the clips and audio and replace it with the rendered chunk. Wash, rinse, repeat...
But I got to the end, and tried to leave the very last part as a minute. It crashed, and after copy and pasting that bit of the project throough seven different newly opened projects, I managed to render it... with no audio. And it wouldnt fit quite right when I plonked it back in and pieced all the parts together again.
I cut the song quite a bit, and it was hard to match it all up just right. D:
Anyway, enjoy.
And I might actually finish a Psychic video that actually, you know, CONTRIBUTES TO THE PLOT soon. T~T This was kind of a breather from attempting the thousands of moving-on videos.
I think I might have found a song that makes no sense given Rikus situation but allows me to be lazy and do a character montage toward the end. :3
So expect something plotty and in-the-present soon.
I want to make a bigger deal about Hope and Zexion, though, or else what I might have happen to poor Riku (I love torturing him so~! :3) would be a bit uncalled for.")
![Voice Actors Wanted! [ RESULTS UP ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cWtvST950xo/mqdefault.jpg "Voice Actors Wanted! [ RESULTS UP ]
I DONT KNOW WHY THIS IS OUT OF SYNC.
Youtube does this every time I try and put anything to do with this song up.
EDIT1: Some extra characters added, I realised Id forgotten to add them before my parents dragged me out. xD
EDIT2: Two more minor characters added; the project itself is going to be in a few parts. Also, the first due date is set; my dads birthday, stupidly enough, but I go on holiday a few days after that- so, bearing in mind any late entries, I would have the results out by the 25th, and have sent out the scripts and such by the 26th, the day before I set off for St Ives... -fangirl squeeing- Eeeee, theyre filming Pirates of the Carribean there soon! If I didnt have work experience Id hang around just to get a chance to see Johnny Depp!
Well, I wanted to get the story for this one to be a bit clearer by using dialogue, and realised... not a lot of the english cutscenes I have of most of my FF games actually would help in any way.
So I really wanted to hold an audition for a bit of voiceacting. I WOULD credit you, and all that, too. xD There are quite a few parts going, so please send this around as much as you can- I really appreciate (and need) the help!
Im not releasing the plot just yet, but the people who end up getting the characters will get to know much earlier than everyone else, so they can understand the emotions and such behind the lines. :]
Okay, now, people who do want to audition;
First off, if you decide to try out, upload your stuff and post it as a video response to this video.
Second, Id prefer it if you try out with the lines Ive made up. But, if you want to give a few original lines as the character too, thats fine by me. Just convince me, thats all Im asking!
Now for the audition lines;
NOCTIS-
(sarcastic) Nice of you to show up.
(sad, pensive) I guess... he was always going to die, someday. I just didnt think it would be so soon.
(angry) What, youre turning back now? Youre the reason were in this mess!
LIGHTNING-
(pissed off) Stop being so high and mighty.
(sarcastic) Im sorry if I offended you and your delicate little feelings, PRINCE Noctis. Now can we get going already?
(calm, almost kind) Just relax. No ones getting hurt, I promise.
SHOTGUN (BLONDE GUY)-
(cheery, excitable) Hey, Noct, look at that!
(slightly whiny) Aww, MAN! I was just getting started!
(angry, upset) What the hell do you think youre doing?!
NAMINE-
(normal, maybe a little embarrased) Thank you for helping him out. Rikus too stubborn to ask for help with stuff like this.
(desperate) Riku, run!
(dark) Were just toys to him. Dont you understand that yet?
RIKU-
(angry) What have you done with her? Wheres Namine?
(angsty) I should have known. There was something about you from the beginning, I just couldnt put my finger on it.
(REALLY angry now) Give her back, you self-centered bastard!
SERAH-
(irritated) I just wish youd tell me what you were up to, thats all. But you wont, will you?
(stunned/upset) Sis... how could you...?
(typically sweet Serah) Hey, Light? I love you, you know.
RIKKU-
(peppy) Awww, you guys are SO adorable!
(cheeky) If you werent always such a grumpy-guts, youd be a total hottie, you know?
(angry/upset) You have a sister too, I thought youd understand! But youre more of a monster than he is!
YUNA- (you dont have to sound like her, go with the flow!)
(calm) If you feel that strongly about her, then why not just tell her?
(gentle) Noctis. Please dont feel like you have to hide away like this.
(giggly) Rikku, dont run off so much!")
![I loved her so much. [Life is Strange]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dWeLJ0xqhoM/mqdefault.jpg "I loved her so much. [Life is Strange]
MAJOR SPOILERS FOR LIFE IS STRANGE EPISODE 4. PLEASE DONT WATCH THIS IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE SPOILED.
I cried like a baby multiple times while playing through this episode. That about covers it.")
