Uploaded October 2021 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
i didn't really try too hard to snazz this one up, just adjusted volumes. someone's been bugging me for a few days, and i just finally broke down. i recorded a video responding to them that only they'd see because youtube has been deleting my replies to them where i'm trying to explain something to them, but after crying and screaming in the recording for an hour and forty minutes, i just deleted the whole thing and thought, "do i expect them to suddenly change their ways after explaining all this shit?" they definitely need to hear what i have to say, but my therapist told me that i need to focus on ME. besides, my emotions may be more unstable today because of my period... "hello, pack of oreos... get into my mouth..."
i didn't really try too hard to snazz this one up, just adjusted volumes. someone's been bugging me for a few days, and i just finally broke down. i recorded a video responding to them that only they'd see because youtube has been deleting my replies to them where i'm trying to explain something to them, but after crying and screaming in the recording for an hour and forty minutes, i just deleted the whole thing and thought, "do i expect them to suddenly change their ways after explaining all this shit?" they definitely need to hear what i have to say, but my therapist told me that i need to focus on ME. besides, my emotions may be more unstable today because of my period... "hello, pack of oreos... get into my mouth..."
