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![Cerussis - SACRIFICE - (Official Video)
Stream and download EDEN (REINCARNATED) - Out everywhere now
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SACRIFICE
Vocals - Cerussis
Rhythm Guitar - @kellenetc
Guitar Solo - Joey Schuyler
Writing - Cerussis, Flanitazen, @OliviasChannel, Nenufaerii, @mishaflorian
Production - Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering - Cerussis
Film/Photography - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty
Makeup/Hair/Outfits - Cerussis
Editing - Cerussis
[Lyrics]
Tell me Im still, still an angel to you
Plucked out my feathers and tore out my wings
Ive been exhausting myself meeting all your demands
So now Im letting go of your hand
You know Id sacrifice all that I am
Just to have you in my arms again
Wait to stitch myself up
Its easy to forgive you
Then your hands gripping my throat tight
And Im wondering how Im supposed to make it right
After Id said Id be whoever you want
This isnt love
Did what I could, it wasnt good enough
Thats the price
That you pay when you sacrifice
Turn off the lights
Find a way to dilute
Your way of living into an excuse
Tired of begging
Ive bent over backwards
Im snapping my spine
Wanting all your love and all your time
Ive been killing myself too long to not have drawn the line
Your hands gripping my throat tight
Now I owe it to myself to make it right
After Id said Id be whatever you want
This isnt love
Did what I could, it wasnt good enough
Thats the price
That you pay when you sacrifice
You strung me along
I always thought this wouldnt last too long
Thats the price
That you pay when you sacrifice
I find myself lost in your lies
(This isnt love)
Tangled in cobwebs
Youre leading me straight to my demise
Our loves an oasis
Id crawl to you like a lamb to a slaughter
Was I the jester, just a fool?
From the moment I said
I could be whatever you want me to
I could be whatever you want me to
This isnt love
Did what I could, it wasnt good enough
Thats the price
That you pay when you sacrifice
Your hands gripping my throat tight
But I see that theres no way to make this right
Thats the price
That you pay as the sacrifice
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![Cerussis and MojoKing - Hostage (Deluxe Version) - (Official Audio)
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Hostage
Writing - Cerussis, @mojothemusicking
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis, @mojothemusicking
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Stephen]
I didnāt see it coming
On the verge of crumbling
You vowed to drag me down
With you
Each day, you caught me stumbling
Found a way of numbing
The pain that stems from what you do
[Pre-chorus - Stephen]
I know it aināt healthy
I know it aināt wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now Iām a
[Chorus - Stephen]
Hostage, Iām exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
Iām locked inside my brain
Hostage, better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long Iāll last
When Iām a hostage to myself
[Verse 2 - Mojo]
Endorphins high on dopamine
Feeling like Im in a movie scene
(Am I locked inside a screen?)
(Reliving things Ive already seen?)
Give me just one chance to think
Just some time for my brain to sync
(Keep my head far from the brink)
(I cant see, I cant even blink)
[Chorus - Mojo]
When Iām a Hostage, Iām exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
Iām locked inside my brain
Hostage, better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long Iāll last
When Iām a hostage to myself
[Bridge - Stephen]
Hostage, itās obnoxious
Got my brain feeling like garbage
Made me think itās my fault
But itās not
Hostage, feelinā toxic
Got me broken over some gossip
Made me think itās my fault
But itās not
[Chorus - Stephen & Mojo]
Hostage, Iām exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
Iām locked inside my brain (Is this what you desire?)
Hostage, better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long Iāll last
When Iām a hostage to myself
[Outro - Stephen & Mojo]
Hostage, Iām exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
Iām locked inside my brain
Hostage, better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long Iāll last
When Iām a hostage to myself...
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![Anyway ~ (Official Lyric Video)
So, heres the thing. I dont know whether or not to call this an original song.
Heres the backstory: The Living Tombstone dropped a small loop of a beat in a duet on tiktok and I was like aw man that shit slaps, so I showed it to Nicky and he was I wanna write lyrics to it and I was like bet, so I turned the loop into an instrumental and wrote a song about toxic relationships/friendships and trust issues.
Im genuinely proud of this because Ive always wanted to try my hand at making a song so idk ;w;
Original beat made by The Living Tombstone and Matthew Mayer -
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Song by: BrickFilms
Instrumental: The Living Tombstone
Lyrics: BrickFilms
Vocals: BrickFilms
Mixing and Mastering: BrickFilms
Full Instrumental video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7CDKOwtrss&feature=youtu.be
Original tiktok video (TLT and Matthew Mayer): https://www.tiktok.com/@tltombstone/video/6880230407581879557?sender_device=pc&sender_web_id=6882001045624079877&is_from_webapp=1
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~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Ive gotta admit sometimes
I think of you
But not in the way youd think
It aint that pleasant...
Broken promises
And trust issues
Thats all I have from you
But now, Ive had my time to heal so...
Ill just
[Chorus]
Move on
Youre nothin to me anyway
Youre just a
Faded memory
Ill forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I aint comin back so...
Enjoy your life
[Verse 2]
So sick and tired,
Its the same thing
Every single day
Creating tension
Among us...
Its not okay
Ive lived the cycle before:
The same old story
Now I think its time Ive broken out
So, Ill just
[Chorus]
Move on
Youre nothin to me anyway
Youre just a
Faded memory
Ill forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I aint comin back so...
Enjoy your life
[Instrumental break]
[Chorus]
Move on
Youre nothin to me anyway
Youre just a
Faded memory
Ill forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I aint comin back so...
Enjoy your life
[Outro]
Play these stupid games,
Youre nothing but a fool to me and everyone else
Youll find youre stuck right there
Youre nothing but a liar to me now
Day after day, youll see
No ones gonna wanna be around
I hope you learned your lesson...
Enjoy your life and everything else
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![Cerussis - MIDAS - (Official Lyric Video)
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Produced by Cerussis
Written and recorded by Cerussis
Co-written with NIC
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Guess I was wrong
It played it out for too long
Slipped through my fingers
Now itās out of my control
Thought I wanted this
And I payed for it
Now the consequences linger
Corruption in my soul (And Iā¦)
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I messed it up
Ran out of luck
Played all the wrong cards
Why Iād make it so hard
My time is up
Pour another cup
Pursued a vision that I had
And now Iām golden clad
[Chorus]
I wanted everything
The cravings of a king
Now Iām a slave to my own desires
One wish was paid
Now Iām afraid
Of myself and my gilded powers
I laid the seeds of my own disaster
I screwed it up, now Iām drowning faster
And Iād know that my greed
Was unnecessary
But I seized the opportunity
[Verse 2]
Covered in gold
Though I was told
āBe careful what you wish forā (Yet Iā¦)
Was obsessed
So I made a mess
Do I even have the tools to fix what I have broken?
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I messed it up
Forever stuck
Said all the wrong words
Now Iām sinkinā farther
My time is up
Bodyās corrupt
Wanted a throne so bad
And now Iām golden clad
[Bridge]
(Golden, I wanted everything goldenā¦)
(Golden, I wanted everything goldenā¦)
(Golden, I wanted everything goldenā¦)
(Golden, I wanted everything goldenā¦)
[Chorus]
I wanted everything
The cravings of a king
Now Iām a slave to my own desires
One wish was paid
Now Iām betrayed
By myself and my gilded powers
I laid the seeds of my own disaster
Itās all my fault, now Iām sinking faster
And Iād know that my greed
Was unnecessary
But I seized the opportunity
[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything goldenā¦)
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![Cerussis - Count To Ten (Deluxe Version) - (Official Audio)
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Count To Ten
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Part 1]
When I count to ten
Iāll never be the same again
Is that good or bad?
Only one to find out
When I count to ten
Everything will disappear
And Iāll start new again
After I count to ten
When I count to ten
Iāll fix the things that I broke
And all the words I spoke
Come tumbling to the ground
When I count to ten
Everything gets brighter, clearer
āCause when I count to ten
Iāll be better
When I count to ten
Itāll all be better again
Causeā when I open my eyes
The sun starts to arise
And when I count to ten
I wonāt need to see you again
āCause when I count to ten
Itāll all be over then...
(I hope youāre happy now!)
(When I count to ten, woahā¦)
[Part 2]
When I count to ten
It brings me back to when you
Said your last goodbye
Then you left me here to die
Thought of you again
Everything comes flooding back
Vision fades to black
Thatās when I count to ten
When I count to ten
Iāll mend the damage Iāve done
Iāve got nowhere to run
Shot down by a loaded gun
When I count to ten
I can feel my heart is tethered
But when I count to ten
All will be better
So, Ill count to ten
It can all be better again
If you donāt open your eyes
How can you see through the lies?
But when I count to ten
I might have to see you again
āCus when I count to ten
Itāll all be over then!
(I hope youāre happy now!)
(When I count to ten, oh!)
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![Cerussis - Over It [Extended] - (Official Audio)
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![Hostage (Official Audio) - Cerussis
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~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I didnāt see it coming
On the verge of crumbling
You vowed to drag me down
With you
Each day, you caught me stumbling
Found a way of numbing
The pain that stems from what you do
[Pre-chorus]
I know it aināt healthy
I know it aināt wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now Iām a
[Chorus]
Hostage, Iām exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
Iām locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long Iāll last
When Iām a hostage to myself
[Verse 2]
I thought I knew the truth but
Turns out you made a deeper cut
Should have known to keep that door shut
[Pre-chorus]
I know it aināt healthy
I know it aināt wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now Iām a
[Chorus]
Hostage, Iām exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
Iām locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long Iāll last
When Iām a hostage to myself
[Bridge]
Hostage, itās obnoxious
Got my brain feeling like garbage
Made me think itās my fault
But itās not
Hostage, feelinā toxic
Got me broken over some gossip
Made me think itās my fault
But itās not
[Chorus]
Hostage, Iām exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
Iām locked inside my brain (Is this what you desire?)
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long Iāll last
When Iām a hostage to myself
[Outro]
Hostage, Iām exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
Iām locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long Iāll last
When Iām a hostage to myself
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