Uploaded June 2021 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
DOWNLOAD AND STREAM HOSTAGE!!!
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~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I didn’t see it coming
On the verge of crumbling
You vowed to drag me down
With you
Each day, you caught me stumbling
Found a way of numbing
The pain that stems from what you do
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Verse 2]
I thought I knew the truth but
Turns out you made a deeper cut
Should have known to keep that door shut
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Bridge]
Hostage, it’s obnoxious
Got my brain feeling like garbage
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
Hostage, feelin’ toxic
Got me broken over some gossip
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain (Is this what you desire?)
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Outro]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
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DOWNLOAD AND STREAM HOSTAGE!!!
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~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I didn’t see it coming
On the verge of crumbling
You vowed to drag me down
With you
Each day, you caught me stumbling
Found a way of numbing
The pain that stems from what you do
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Verse 2]
I thought I knew the truth but
Turns out you made a deeper cut
Should have known to keep that door shut
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Bridge]
Hostage, it’s obnoxious
Got my brain feeling like garbage
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
Hostage, feelin’ toxic
Got me broken over some gossip
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain (Is this what you desire?)
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Outro]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
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![Cerussis & Almost Karma - HORIZON - (Official Lyric Video)
Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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HORIZON
Writing - @cerussis_music, @almostkarmaofficial
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music, @almostkarmaofficial
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Got me lost in your eyes like a tidal wave
Got me actin’ out, driving me insane
Never felt this way before
Out here drowning, drag me back to shore
I know you’re mine, now you’re my
HORIZON
Watching you against the colors of the sunset
(Close your eyes, close your eyes)
Light surrounds you and I know my heart’s dead set
(I’m all for you, all for you)
Late night drives and sunny skies
Roll down the window
Baby, wipe your eyes
I know you’re mine
You know you’re mine
Deep down, I know you’re my horizon
[Pre-chorus 1]
When your day seems washed up and blue
You know I’m right behind you
I’ll help shoulder your burdens
When it all feels uncertain
Extend my hand, help you up
I know you don’t give a fuck
But when I’m here with you
There’s nothing that we can’t do
[Chorus 1]
Even when I’m drowning in it
I’ll lift you out of the pit
Hold my hand, look in my eyes and
In my mind, I know you’re my horizon
I’ll take the good with the bad
Prove them wrong with what have
It’s you and me, baby
I hope you’ll listen, maybe
[Verse 2]
Smoke’s swirling in my mind like yesterday
(Yesterday, yesterday)
I’ve been up all night, prayin’ that you’d stay
(It’s all for love, all for love)
Lost track of you, it’s 2am
Got school in the morning, need to get to bed
Close my eyes, think of you
‘Cus in the end I know you’re my horizon
[Pre-chorus 2]
Ask you to see my point of view
You’re always thinking of you
I helped take on your burdens
Now I see behind the curtain
Extend your hand, help me up
But now I don’t give a fuck
Though I’m still here with you
You’re not that person I knew
[Chorus 2]
Even when I’m drowning in it
I’ll lift you out of the pit
Hold my hand, look in my eyes and
In my heart, I know you’re my horizon
Said take the good with the bad
Prove them wrong with what had
It’s you, not me baby
So are you happy, tell me?
[Bridge]
You ask for my help
But you can’t give it back
Tried to be nice
I paid the price (Oh)
Did all you asked, just for you to leave me
Here on my own
Loving you was hard enough, so how
Am I supposed to lose you?
[Chorus 3]
Even when I’m drowning in it
You’d leave me lost in the pit
Hold my breath, I’ll close my eyes and
Was I a fool to think you’re my horizon?
Did you care for what we had?
I think you’re drivin’ me mad
So here’s what I’m decidin’
You’re not my damn horizon
So weigh the bad with the good
I wish that you understood
Welcome to hell, baby
Next time, be careful maybe
Put out the fire and the flames,
I’m sick of playing your games
And through this high I’m ridin’
I’ll make my own horizon
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![Cerussis & Cameronn Fournier - Sleepover - (Official Audio)
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Sleepover
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Stephen]
Dark falls over all of my mind
These halls keep me blind to
Daylight tries to breach through the cracks
My brain isn’t kind to
Bright flash, a new color again
What feeling is it tied to?
These thoughts keep me woke in the night
How long can I push through?
[Chorus - Stephen & Cameronn]
It’s just me and my thoughts
A sleepover, me and myself
Got myself tied up in knots
A sleepover with me and (myself)
[Verse 2 - Cameronn]
Dark falls over my body and now
I can’t seem to find you
Too loud inside the depths of my head
The light doesn’t get to
Dark thoughts find their way through my veins
Sometimes they leave scars
You don’t know what’s haunting me but
I see it’s behind you
[Chorus - Stephen & Cameronn]
It’s just me and my thoughts
A sleepover, me and myself
Got myself tied up in knots
A sleepover with me and (myself)
[Outro - Stephen & Cameronn]
It’s just me and my thoughts
A sleepover, me and myself
Got myself tied up in knots
A sleepover with me and (myself)
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![LilyPichu - Ceiling Fan [Cerussis Remix] - (Instrumental)
Ceiling Fan
Composition, Lyrics, Vocals - @LilyPichu / @comfibeats
Music Production - Farhan Sarasin
Art and Video - @akairosu
Listen to the original track here - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFLz_XNnVU8
Ceiling Fan (Cerussis Remix)
Vocals - @lucystearnss
Music Production - @cerussis_music
Animation - @akairosu (from original Ceiling Fan video)
Lyric Video - @cerussis_music
Listen to the remix! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5CD8yJIKcWw
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![Cerussis & Liam McCafferty - PEONIES - (Official Video)
Stream and download EDEN (REINCARNATED) - Out everywhere now
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PEONIES
Vocals - Cerussis
Piano and Strings - Liam McCafferty
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty
Mixing and Mastering - Cerussis
Film/Photography - Liam McCafferty
Makeup/Hair/Outfits - Cerussis
Editing - Cerussis
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[Lyrics]
Quell the noise, please
Seal the walls
Im done answering calls
Leave you in the past, the first but not the last
To be loved, to be mine
But I know that its gonna take me time
Forgive, I wont forget
That you left me high and
Taught me that Im capable of growth
Through the ashes and the smoke, Ill be okay if Im alone
I thought that was it; Make it work, that youd commit
Never once did I imagine youd destroy me bit by bit
My hands tremble now cus Im scared of being hurt
In the depths of all your kindness, couldnt love me at my worst
But Ill carry on, shed my skin and set me free
Might have hurt awhile but now Ill walk the path of peonies
No longer searching for truths with eager eyes
Itd drive me crazy to see between the lines
You thought youd buried, changed and left to carry
Weighing on my heart, my god, its tearing me apart
I just couldnt hate you for all you put me through
Changing with friends into people I never knew
Did what I thought I had to do
This time Ill turn my back as you disappear from my view
Quell the noise, please
Seal the walls
Im done answering calls
If youre not coming back
Thats okay
Taught me that Im capable of growth
Through the ashes and the smoke, Ill be okay if Im alone
I thought that was it; Make it work, that youd commit
Never once did I imagine youd destroy me bit by bit
My hands tremble now cus Im scared of being hurt
In the depths of all your kindness, couldnt love me at my worst
But Ill carry on, shed my skin and set me free
Knowing if you came around again, Id be able to see
Right through all the lies
Through the mist and through your eyes
Though it pains for me to do this
Now Im severing my ties
For us, this is it
Wish you well, but Ill admit
Even if it hurts for now, Ill walk the path of peonies...
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![Cerussis - What Do I Say? - (Official Audio)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD WHAT DO I SAY NOW!!
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What Do I Say?
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Guitar - Satine (https://www.youtube.com/@musicbysatine)
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wish that feelings couldn’t touch me
They burn me like fire
I lock myself behind a wall of glass and cower
I know you’re just a liar
Ah, I put my heart out, only to get knocked back down
Didn’t want any trouble
Ah, I know that if I say word, I risk our seperation
Can’t handle confrontation
[Pre-chorus]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
Keep me hostage, what’s the cost in
You and the words that you say
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I know that I can be a little stubborn
But, you keep making this harder
If you want to show you care,
Show that you’re there (That you’re there)
Don’t make this a problem
‘Cus what am I supposed to do
When you won’t back off?
You say you do this ‘cus you love me
But I know I know that’s bullshit
Please tell me (tell me, tell me)
Show you fucking care (Ah!)
There’s only so much that I can take
Before I break
[Pre-Chorus]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
Keep me hostage, what’s the cost in
You and the words that you say
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Bridge]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
I’ll find a way (What I do I say?)
I’ll hide away…
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Chorus 2]
Tell me how have I fucked it up?
Hold me back, punches out here flying
If it’s wrong, why’d you call it love?
Said that you care, you’re not even trying!
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
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