Uploaded April 2024 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
"Ceiling Fan"
Composition, Lyrics, Vocals - @LilyPichu / @comfibeats
Music Production - Farhan Sarasin
Art and Video - @akairosu
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"Ceiling Fan (Cerussis Remix)"
Vocals - @lucystearnss
Music Production - @cerussis_music
Animation - @akairosu (from original Ceiling Fan video)
Lyric Video - @cerussis_music
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"Ceiling Fan"
Composition, Lyrics, Vocals - @LilyPichu / @comfibeats
Music Production - Farhan Sarasin
Art and Video - @akairosu
Listen to the original track here - youtube.com/watch?v=ZFLz_XNnVU8
"Ceiling Fan (Cerussis Remix)"
Vocals - @lucystearnss
Music Production - @cerussis_music
Animation - @akairosu (from original Ceiling Fan video)
Lyric Video - @cerussis_music
Listen to the remix! - youtube.com/watch?v=5CD8yJIKcWw
DOWNLOAD THE REMIX FOR FREE HERE!!!
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![Cerussis & Liam McCafferty - PEONIES - (Official Video)
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PEONIES
Vocals - Cerussis
Piano and Strings - Liam McCafferty
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty
Mixing and Mastering - Cerussis
Film/Photography - Liam McCafferty
Makeup/Hair/Outfits - Cerussis
Editing - Cerussis
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[Lyrics]
Quell the noise, please
Seal the walls
Im done answering calls
Leave you in the past, the first but not the last
To be loved, to be mine
But I know that its gonna take me time
Forgive, I wont forget
That you left me high and
Taught me that Im capable of growth
Through the ashes and the smoke, Ill be okay if Im alone
I thought that was it; Make it work, that youd commit
Never once did I imagine youd destroy me bit by bit
My hands tremble now cus Im scared of being hurt
In the depths of all your kindness, couldnt love me at my worst
But Ill carry on, shed my skin and set me free
Might have hurt awhile but now Ill walk the path of peonies
No longer searching for truths with eager eyes
Itd drive me crazy to see between the lines
You thought youd buried, changed and left to carry
Weighing on my heart, my god, its tearing me apart
I just couldnt hate you for all you put me through
Changing with friends into people I never knew
Did what I thought I had to do
This time Ill turn my back as you disappear from my view
Quell the noise, please
Seal the walls
Im done answering calls
If youre not coming back
Thats okay
Taught me that Im capable of growth
Through the ashes and the smoke, Ill be okay if Im alone
I thought that was it; Make it work, that youd commit
Never once did I imagine youd destroy me bit by bit
My hands tremble now cus Im scared of being hurt
In the depths of all your kindness, couldnt love me at my worst
But Ill carry on, shed my skin and set me free
Knowing if you came around again, Id be able to see
Right through all the lies
Through the mist and through your eyes
Though it pains for me to do this
Now Im severing my ties
For us, this is it
Wish you well, but Ill admit
Even if it hurts for now, Ill walk the path of peonies...
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![Cerussis - What Do I Say? - (Official Audio)
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What Do I Say?
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Guitar - Satine (https://www.youtube.com/@musicbysatine)
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wish that feelings couldnât touch me
They burn me like fire
I lock myself behind a wall of glass and cower
I know youâre just a liar
Ah, I put my heart out, only to get knocked back down
Didnât want any trouble
Ah, I know that if I say word, I risk our seperation
Canât handle confrontation
[Pre-chorus]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
Keep me hostage, whatâs the cost in
You and the words that you say
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down âcus Iâm still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now youâre out here whining
Thatâs just how it is
Yeah, itâs true I tried my best
But Iâm locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I know that I can be a little stubborn
But, you keep making this harder
If you want to show you care,
Show that youâre there (That youâre there)
Donât make this a problem
âCus what am I supposed to do
When you wonât back off?
You say you do this âcus you love me
But I know I know thatâs bullshit
Please tell me (tell me, tell me)
Show you fucking care (Ah!)
Thereâs only so much that I can take
Before I break
[Pre-Chorus]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
Keep me hostage, whatâs the cost in
You and the words that you say
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down âcus Iâm still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now youâre out here whining
Thatâs just how it is
Yeah, itâs true I tried my best
But Iâm locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Bridge]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
Iâll find a way (What I do I say?)
Iâll hide awayâŚ
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down âcus Iâm still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now youâre out here whining
Thatâs just how it is
Yeah, itâs true I tried my best
But Iâm locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Chorus 2]
Tell me how have I fucked it up?
Hold me back, punches out here flying
If itâs wrong, whyâd you call it love?
Said that you care, youâre not even trying!
Thatâs just how it is
Yeah, itâs true I tried my best
But Iâm locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
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![Cerussis - Carry On - (Official Audio)
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Carry On
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
Have your way
Not like youâll hear what I say
Go on and play
Your twisted head games
So, youâre all alone
Hey, whyâs that my problem?
True colors shown
Still think nobody saw emâ
And now ya gotta be like that
After all weâve been through
Youâre always on the attack
Canât see through my point of view
You say you love me
And I hate to disagree
But you got your cards on the table
Thought that I wouldnât see
[Pre-chorus]
You think youâre clever
But I see what youâre doinâ
Your words hold light as a feather
Still, itâs me your pursuing
So why donât you take a step back?
Check you boarding pass
Sure youâre on the right track
[Chorus]
Sorry for getting emotional (I canât help it)
That my minds all out of control (I canât stop it)
Sorry that I couldnât please you, do what you asked me to do
Now Iâm just your carry on
Have fun, enjoy your flight
[Verse 2]
Well, I guess
This is how things will be
Backed in a corner
Makin me rethink this over
Made me crazy
âCus I didnât the fit image
Of what a friend was to you
See through your visage
[Pre-chorus]
You think youâre clever
But I know what youâre playinâ
Got my best interest in mind?
Still blind to all youâre sayin
So why donât you take a step back?
Think about your actions
Not your one-way ticket pass
[Bridge]
My apologies for being such an inconvenience
Sit up on your throne and call yourself a genius
Thinking that thereâs nothing that can prove you wrong
Well really youâve been dead inside all along
Saying that Iâm paranoid or overreacting
You hide behind a smile, youâve been masking
Hope that soon, you take a look inside
And find yourself to be your own demise
[Chorus]
Sorry for getting emotional (I canât help it)
That my minds all out of control (I canât stop it)
Sorry that I couldnât please you, do what you asked me to do
Now Iâm just your carry on
Have fun, enjoy your flight
Sorry for getting emotional (I canât help it)
That my minds all out of control (I canât stop it)
Sorry that I couldnât please you, do what you asked me to do
Now Iâm just your carry on
Have fun, enjoy your flight
[Outro]
(Have fun, enjoy your flightâŚ)
(Have fun, enjoy your flightâŚ)
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![Love Me (Stripped) - [Official Audio]
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Production, Mixing, and Mastering by: Cerussis
Written by: Cerussis
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[Verse 1]
I say Iâm fine
With how things have been
Youâve treated me well
And I treat you the same
Iâm alright, donât worry
Itâs of no concern to you
And you say it again
Makes my sanity bend
I donât know if youâre faking, I know I just want you to
[Chorus 1]
Love me, love me
Love me you will
You wonât see the darker side
Lurking beneath me
Youâll love me, love me
Wish that will
Caught up in all these thoughts
Wish they would kill me
Iâd just say that itâs fine youâd listen
Deep down, Iâll kill all that is mine
To make sure you
Love me, love me
I wish that youâd love me
I wish thatâd you love me for me
[Verse 2]
Know that Iâve tried
I mean what I say here
Though sometimes I feel like my help isnât worth it
Donât get me wrong, Iâm still here for you
Iâm sorry I canât help you more
(Just know that I try)
I promise that Iâll be here for you
Iâll listen as long as you need me to
Know that I love you
Please wonât you open the door for me
Please donât push me away
You wonât ruin my day
Know I like that I have you around
(And Iâve crossed that line for the last time!)
[Chorus 2]
Love you, love you
Love you I do
You donât have to do this
Iâll help you get through this
I love you, love you
Wish that would
Let down your guard
And your words pierce right through me
Youâd just say that itâs fine and Iâd listen
Deep down, it tears me up inside
But I promise
I love you, love you
Please know that I love you
I wish that youâd love yourself too...
[Chorus 3]
Love me
Love you
Wish that you would
(Know that I do!)
Things would be better off
Leaving me out of it
Love you
Love me
Wish that you would
(Donât waste your time...)
So many people would miss you
Donât give into it
Iâll just push it deep down and ignore it
Itâs better to know that someone cares about you
Who loves you
Loves you
Please know I love you
I wish I could love myself too...
(I wish you would love yourself too...)
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![Cerussis - Start Again (Deluxe Version) - (Official Music Video)
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Start Again (Deluxe Version)
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Filming and Editing - @cerussis_music
Vocals
- @cerussis_music
- @mirachrista1238
- @LuciusMeyers
- @Violaroo
- Grace Sandoval
- @NCon-to5wn
- @quentinmarcus8850
- @RandomEditsOnline
- @D.Na_Music
- @kingpagie
- @dheusta
- @mojothemusicking
- @sloofvif
- @BlueSoulProductionsBSP
- @ZyraZesty
- Cameronn Fournier
- Almost Karma
[Intro]
When I count to ten
I promise that I wonât let this happen again
Iâll learn from my mistakes
And no matter what it takes
Iâll rise from the ashes
As the world around me crashes
Iâll build a new world from those broken pieces
Tomorrow is another day
I know my friends are here to stay
I know that everything will be okay
Because after everything that Iâve been through
Itâs time to change and start anew
Iâll take back whatâs been stolen
And make my future golden
[Chorus]
Golden, now everythingâs golden
Golden, now everythingâs golden (No!)
Golden, now everythingâs golden
Golden, now everythingâs golden
[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden)
(Golden, I wanted everything goldenâŚ)
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![Cerussis - MIDAS (Stripped) - (Official Audio)
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MIDAS
Writing - Cerussis, N.Con
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Intro]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden)
(And IâŚ)
[Verse 1]
I messed it up
Ran out of luck
Played all the wrong cards
Why Iâd make it so hard
My time is up
Pour another cup
Pursued a vision that I had
And now Iâm golden clad
[Interlude]
Covered in gold
Though I was told
âBe careful what you wish forâ (Yet IâŚ)
Was obsessed
So I made a mess
Do I even have the tools to fix what I have broken?
[Verse 2]
I messed it up
Forever stuck
Said all the wrong words
Now Iâm sinkinâ farther
My time is up
Bodyâs corrupt
Wanted a throne so bad
And now Iâm golden clad
[Chorus]
I wanted everything
The cravings of a king
Now Iâm a slave to my own desires
One wish was paid
Now Iâm afraid
Of myself and my gilded powers
I laid the seeds of my own disaster
I screwed it up, now Iâm drowning faster
And Iâd know that my greed
Was unnecessary
But I seized the opportunity
[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything goldenâŚ)
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