Uploaded October 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
So, here's the thing. I don't know whether or not to call this an original song.
Here's the backstory: The Living Tombstone dropped a small loop of a beat in a duet on tiktok and I was like "aw man that shit slaps", so I showed it to Nicky and he was "I wanna write lyrics to it" and I was like "bet", so I turned the loop into an instrumental and wrote a song about toxic relationships/friendships and trust issues.
I'm genuinely proud of this because I've always wanted to try my hand at making a song so idk ;w;
Original beat made by The Living Tombstone and Matthew Mayer -
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Song by: BrickFilms
Instrumental: The Living Tombstone
Lyrics: BrickFilms
Vocals: BrickFilms
Mixing and Mastering: BrickFilms
Full Instrumental video: youtube.com/watch?v=u7CDKOwtrss&feature=youtu.be
Original tiktok video (TLT and Matthew Mayer): tiktok.com/@tltombstone/video/6880230407581879557?sender_device=pc&sender_web_id=6882001045624079877&is_from_webapp=1
Google Drive link (With Acapella and Instrumental): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1U6QTOizP8Y2u-B5WXV-nFIzwfX7N94dn?usp=sharing
Free Bandcamp Download: brickfilms.bandcamp.com/track/anyway
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I've gotta admit sometimes
I think of you
But not in the way you'd think
It ain't that pleasant...
Broken promises
And trust issues
That's all I have from you
But now, I've had my time to heal so...
I'll just
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a
Faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz'
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I ain't comin' back so...
Enjoy your life
[Verse 2]
So sick and tired,
It's the same thing
Every single day
Creating tension
Among us...
It's not okay
I've lived the cycle before:
The same old story
Now I think it's time I've broken out
So, I'll just
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a
Faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz'
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I ain't comin' back so...
Enjoy your life
[Instrumental break]
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a
Faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz'
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I ain't comin' back so...
Enjoy your life
[Outro]
Play these stupid games,
You're nothing but a fool to me and everyone else
You'll find you're stuck right there
You're nothing but a liar to me now
Day after day, you'll see
No one's gonna wanna be around
I hope you learned your lesson...
Enjoy your life and everything else
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Enjoy!
So, here's the thing. I don't know whether or not to call this an original song.
Here's the backstory: The Living Tombstone dropped a small loop of a beat in a duet on tiktok and I was like "aw man that shit slaps", so I showed it to Nicky and he was "I wanna write lyrics to it" and I was like "bet", so I turned the loop into an instrumental and wrote a song about toxic relationships/friendships and trust issues.
I'm genuinely proud of this because I've always wanted to try my hand at making a song so idk ;w;
Original beat made by The Living Tombstone and Matthew Mayer -
Go subscribe to TLT!!: youtube.com/user/TheLivingTombstone
Song by: BrickFilms
Instrumental: The Living Tombstone
Lyrics: BrickFilms
Vocals: BrickFilms
Mixing and Mastering: BrickFilms
Full Instrumental video: youtube.com/watch?v=u7CDKOwtrss&feature=youtu.be
Original tiktok video (TLT and Matthew Mayer): tiktok.com/@tltombstone/video/6880230407581879557?sender_device=pc&sender_web_id=6882001045624079877&is_from_webapp=1
Google Drive link (With Acapella and Instrumental): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1U6QTOizP8Y2u-B5WXV-nFIzwfX7N94dn?usp=sharing
Free Bandcamp Download: brickfilms.bandcamp.com/track/anyway
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I've gotta admit sometimes
I think of you
But not in the way you'd think
It ain't that pleasant...
Broken promises
And trust issues
That's all I have from you
But now, I've had my time to heal so...
I'll just
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a
Faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz'
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I ain't comin' back so...
Enjoy your life
[Verse 2]
So sick and tired,
It's the same thing
Every single day
Creating tension
Among us...
It's not okay
I've lived the cycle before:
The same old story
Now I think it's time I've broken out
So, I'll just
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a
Faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz'
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I ain't comin' back so...
Enjoy your life
[Instrumental break]
[Chorus]
Move on
You're nothin' to me anyway
You're just a
Faded memory
I'll forgot you tomorrow anyway cuz'
I am through
With being nothing but a puppet
Play your games
Do what you like
I ain't comin' back so...
Enjoy your life
[Outro]
Play these stupid games,
You're nothing but a fool to me and everyone else
You'll find you're stuck right there
You're nothing but a liar to me now
Day after day, you'll see
No one's gonna wanna be around
I hope you learned your lesson...
Enjoy your life and everything else
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Enjoy!

![Cerussis - MIDAS - (Official Lyric Video)
DOWNLOAD AND STREAM MIDAS
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Produced by Cerussis
Written and recorded by Cerussis
Co-written with NIC
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Guess I was wrong
It played it out for too long
Slipped through my fingers
Now it’s out of my control
Thought I wanted this
And I payed for it
Now the consequences linger
Corruption in my soul (And I…)
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I messed it up
Ran out of luck
Played all the wrong cards
Why I’d make it so hard
My time is up
Pour another cup
Pursued a vision that I had
And now I’m golden clad
[Chorus]
I wanted everything
The cravings of a king
Now I’m a slave to my own desires
One wish was paid
Now I’m afraid
Of myself and my gilded powers
I laid the seeds of my own disaster
I screwed it up, now I’m drowning faster
And I’d know that my greed
Was unnecessary
But I seized the opportunity
[Verse 2]
Covered in gold
Though I was told
“Be careful what you wish for” (Yet I…)
Was obsessed
So I made a mess
Do I even have the tools to fix what I have broken?
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I messed it up
Forever stuck
Said all the wrong words
Now I’m sinkin’ farther
My time is up
Body’s corrupt
Wanted a throne so bad
And now I’m golden clad
[Bridge]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)
[Chorus]
I wanted everything
The cravings of a king
Now I’m a slave to my own desires
One wish was paid
Now I’m betrayed
By myself and my gilded powers
I laid the seeds of my own disaster
It’s all my fault, now I’m sinking faster
And I’d know that my greed
Was unnecessary
But I seized the opportunity
[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)
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![Cerussis - Count To Ten (Deluxe Version) - (Official Audio)
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Count To Ten
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Part 1]
When I count to ten
I’ll never be the same again
Is that good or bad?
Only one to find out
When I count to ten
Everything will disappear
And I’ll start new again
After I count to ten
When I count to ten
I’ll fix the things that I broke
And all the words I spoke
Come tumbling to the ground
When I count to ten
Everything gets brighter, clearer
‘Cause when I count to ten
I’ll be better
When I count to ten
It’ll all be better again
Cause’ when I open my eyes
The sun starts to arise
And when I count to ten
I won’t need to see you again
‘Cause when I count to ten
It’ll all be over then...
(I hope you’re happy now!)
(When I count to ten, woah…)
[Part 2]
When I count to ten
It brings me back to when you
Said your last goodbye
Then you left me here to die
Thought of you again
Everything comes flooding back
Vision fades to black
That’s when I count to ten
When I count to ten
I’ll mend the damage I’ve done
I’ve got nowhere to run
Shot down by a loaded gun
When I count to ten
I can feel my heart is tethered
But when I count to ten
All will be better
So, Ill count to ten
It can all be better again
If you don’t open your eyes
How can you see through the lies?
But when I count to ten
I might have to see you again
‘Cus when I count to ten
It’ll all be over then!
(I hope you’re happy now!)
(When I count to ten, oh!)
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![Cerussis - Over It [Extended] - (Official Audio)
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![Hostage (Official Audio) - Cerussis
DOWNLOAD AND STREAM HOSTAGE!!!
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~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I didn’t see it coming
On the verge of crumbling
You vowed to drag me down
With you
Each day, you caught me stumbling
Found a way of numbing
The pain that stems from what you do
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Verse 2]
I thought I knew the truth but
Turns out you made a deeper cut
Should have known to keep that door shut
[Pre-chorus]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Bridge]
Hostage, it’s obnoxious
Got my brain feeling like garbage
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
Hostage, feelin’ toxic
Got me broken over some gossip
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not
[Chorus]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain (Is this what you desire?)
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
[Outro]
Hostage, I’m exhasted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain
Hostage. better be catious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself
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![Cerussis & Almost Karma - HORIZON - (Official Lyric Video)
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HORIZON
Writing - @cerussis_music, @almostkarmaofficial
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music, @almostkarmaofficial
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Got me lost in your eyes like a tidal wave
Got me actin’ out, driving me insane
Never felt this way before
Out here drowning, drag me back to shore
I know you’re mine, now you’re my
HORIZON
Watching you against the colors of the sunset
(Close your eyes, close your eyes)
Light surrounds you and I know my heart’s dead set
(I’m all for you, all for you)
Late night drives and sunny skies
Roll down the window
Baby, wipe your eyes
I know you’re mine
You know you’re mine
Deep down, I know you’re my horizon
[Pre-chorus 1]
When your day seems washed up and blue
You know I’m right behind you
I’ll help shoulder your burdens
When it all feels uncertain
Extend my hand, help you up
I know you don’t give a fuck
But when I’m here with you
There’s nothing that we can’t do
[Chorus 1]
Even when I’m drowning in it
I’ll lift you out of the pit
Hold my hand, look in my eyes and
In my mind, I know you’re my horizon
I’ll take the good with the bad
Prove them wrong with what have
It’s you and me, baby
I hope you’ll listen, maybe
[Verse 2]
Smoke’s swirling in my mind like yesterday
(Yesterday, yesterday)
I’ve been up all night, prayin’ that you’d stay
(It’s all for love, all for love)
Lost track of you, it’s 2am
Got school in the morning, need to get to bed
Close my eyes, think of you
‘Cus in the end I know you’re my horizon
[Pre-chorus 2]
Ask you to see my point of view
You’re always thinking of you
I helped take on your burdens
Now I see behind the curtain
Extend your hand, help me up
But now I don’t give a fuck
Though I’m still here with you
You’re not that person I knew
[Chorus 2]
Even when I’m drowning in it
I’ll lift you out of the pit
Hold my hand, look in my eyes and
In my heart, I know you’re my horizon
Said take the good with the bad
Prove them wrong with what had
It’s you, not me baby
So are you happy, tell me?
[Bridge]
You ask for my help
But you can’t give it back
Tried to be nice
I paid the price (Oh)
Did all you asked, just for you to leave me
Here on my own
Loving you was hard enough, so how
Am I supposed to lose you?
[Chorus 3]
Even when I’m drowning in it
You’d leave me lost in the pit
Hold my breath, I’ll close my eyes and
Was I a fool to think you’re my horizon?
Did you care for what we had?
I think you’re drivin’ me mad
So here’s what I’m decidin’
You’re not my damn horizon
So weigh the bad with the good
I wish that you understood
Welcome to hell, baby
Next time, be careful maybe
Put out the fire and the flames,
I’m sick of playing your games
And through this high I’m ridin’
I’ll make my own horizon
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![Cerussis & Cameronn Fournier - Sleepover - (Official Audio)
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Sleepover
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Stephen]
Dark falls over all of my mind
These halls keep me blind to
Daylight tries to breach through the cracks
My brain isn’t kind to
Bright flash, a new color again
What feeling is it tied to?
These thoughts keep me woke in the night
How long can I push through?
[Chorus - Stephen & Cameronn]
It’s just me and my thoughts
A sleepover, me and myself
Got myself tied up in knots
A sleepover with me and (myself)
[Verse 2 - Cameronn]
Dark falls over my body and now
I can’t seem to find you
Too loud inside the depths of my head
The light doesn’t get to
Dark thoughts find their way through my veins
Sometimes they leave scars
You don’t know what’s haunting me but
I see it’s behind you
[Chorus - Stephen & Cameronn]
It’s just me and my thoughts
A sleepover, me and myself
Got myself tied up in knots
A sleepover with me and (myself)
[Outro - Stephen & Cameronn]
It’s just me and my thoughts
A sleepover, me and myself
Got myself tied up in knots
A sleepover with me and (myself)
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