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Stream and download EDEN (REINCARNATED) - Out everywhere now
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"CHOKEHOLD"
Vocals - Cerussis
Electric Guitar - Joey Schuyler
Electric Bass - Cerussis
Writing - Cerussis, Dhiraaj Naidu
Production - Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering - Cerussis
Directing - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty, Dhiraaj Naidu
Film/Photography - Liam McCafferty
Makeup/Hair/Outfits - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty
Editing - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty
Thumbnail - Cerusiss, Liam McCafferty
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[Lyrics]
Choked up
Got nothing to say
Messed up
Swear to god
I hope I didn't mean it that way
I guess I'd rather just push you away
Thought I saw you in the hallway
Did you see me too?
I don't know
Pull me
Pull me back to those years ago
That night, it rings out in echoes
I say I'm moving on
I say I'm just fine
I bite my tongue as I'm about to overflow
What would you even say?
Would you just laugh me off?
Tell me why your hands are around my throat?
Choked up
Got nothing to say
Messed up
Swear to god
I hope I didn't mean it that way
I guess I'd rather just push you away
What do
What do I say to prove to you
That I have found my path on my own?
Does it even matter anymore
If you cheer or just leave me alone?
I say I'm moving on
I say I'm just fine
It doesn't matter if my heart's still threatening to break
It's never good enough
Not to breathe easier
How long before my lungs give out?
Choked up
Got nothing to say
Messed up
Swear to god
I hope I didn't mean it that way
I guess I'd rather just push you away
I've made up so many versions of myself
'Cus if I can get it right
Maybe you'll come running back
I'm missing you the same way I'd miss an old friend
You got my heart choked up 'till the bitter end
Choked up
Got nothing to say
Hope I didn't mean it that way
I guess I'd rather just push you away...
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Stream and download EDEN (REINCARNATED) - Out everywhere now
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"CHOKEHOLD"
Vocals - Cerussis
Electric Guitar - Joey Schuyler
Electric Bass - Cerussis
Writing - Cerussis, Dhiraaj Naidu
Production - Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering - Cerussis
Directing - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty, Dhiraaj Naidu
Film/Photography - Liam McCafferty
Makeup/Hair/Outfits - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty
Editing - Cerussis, Liam McCafferty
Thumbnail - Cerusiss, Liam McCafferty
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[Lyrics]
Choked up
Got nothing to say
Messed up
Swear to god
I hope I didn't mean it that way
I guess I'd rather just push you away
Thought I saw you in the hallway
Did you see me too?
I don't know
Pull me
Pull me back to those years ago
That night, it rings out in echoes
I say I'm moving on
I say I'm just fine
I bite my tongue as I'm about to overflow
What would you even say?
Would you just laugh me off?
Tell me why your hands are around my throat?
Choked up
Got nothing to say
Messed up
Swear to god
I hope I didn't mean it that way
I guess I'd rather just push you away
What do
What do I say to prove to you
That I have found my path on my own?
Does it even matter anymore
If you cheer or just leave me alone?
I say I'm moving on
I say I'm just fine
It doesn't matter if my heart's still threatening to break
It's never good enough
Not to breathe easier
How long before my lungs give out?
Choked up
Got nothing to say
Messed up
Swear to god
I hope I didn't mean it that way
I guess I'd rather just push you away
I've made up so many versions of myself
'Cus if I can get it right
Maybe you'll come running back
I'm missing you the same way I'd miss an old friend
You got my heart choked up 'till the bitter end
Choked up
Got nothing to say
Hope I didn't mean it that way
I guess I'd rather just push you away...
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![Cerussis & DENI - Fangs - (Official Audio)
Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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Fangs
Writing - @cerussis_music, DENI
Production - @cerussis_music
Guitar and Bass - @SVTINEmusic
Violin - Kaidan Larson
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music, DENI
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Intro - Steph]
I care too much about what people say
Tell me it’s better to be safe than sorry
Who gives a fuck about them anyway?
Why live a life where you’re the one not in
Control yourself
(They say!)
But I’m done with takin’ punches
Straight to my brain
So I won’t run away
I’ll bare my fangs
So you best stay away
[Verse 1 - Steph]
I make problems for myself
Then never ask for help
Always keep it locked in, can’t win
Crawling under my skin
Walls so tall
Though they’re breakable
I can hear them tapping
Cracking, ruining what coulda’ been
Shards of glass, cuttin’ right through my mask
Hearing everyone ask?
“When are you gonna get it together?”
Lost my grip on reality
It’s all a fantasy
Nothing can be that easy
[Pre-chorus - Steph and Deni]
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Everyone’s tellin me I should be stronger
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
But I can’t take it!
[Chorus - Steph]
I care too much about what people say
Tell me it’s better to be safe than sorry
Who gives a fuck about them anyway?
Why live a life where you’re the one not in
Control yourself
(They say!)
But I’m done with takin’ punches
Straight to my brain
So I won’t run away
I’ll bare my fangs
So you best stay away
[Verse 2 - Deni]
I’ve been down, hands around my throat
I never thought that I would find myself here
I’m sick of doing everything you say
I won’t apologize for breaking out of your cage
Heart of stone
Got me feelin’ so cold
Yeah, this shit is getting old
I won’t be controlled
I’ll paint the green flags
With the blood on my hands
Run while you have the chance
Sick of the pressure you’re putting on me
[Pre-chorus - Steph and Deni]
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Everyone’s tellin me I should be stronger
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
But I can’t take it!
[Bridge - Steph and Deni]
Heart’s on fire
Walkin’ on a wire
Watch me drown
Won’t let my tears fall
Down I crumble
Trip and stumble
Running from a spotlight
Never wanted a fight!
[Chorus - Steph and Deni]
I care too much about what people say
Tell me it’s better to be safe than sorry
Who gives a fuck about them anyway?
Why live a life where you’re the one not in
Control yourself
(They say!)
But I’m done with takin’ punches
Straight to my brain
So I won’t run away
I’ll bare my fangs
So you best stay away
[Outro - Steph and Deni]
Heart’s ice cold
Got you in a chokehold
Let’s see when you’re gonna fold
I’m the one in control…
I’ll bare my fangs
So, you best stay away…
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![Cerussis - Stars - (Official Audio)
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Stars
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis
~Lyrics~
[Chorus]
Can we sit and watch the stars?
Though they may look so far
This world we made it ours
(And you’re shining bright tonight)
Can we see the Earth from Mars?
On a tower built from scars
Can we sit and watch the stars?
(Just you and I, just you and I)
[Verse 1]
Your eyes keep shining bright
Under the moon’s pale light
Oh, such a pretty sight
With you right here tonight
Your hand intwined with mine
With you, I know that I’ll be fine
No fear to cross the line
So glad to call you mine
[Chorus]
Can we sit and watch the stars?
Though they may look so far
This world we made it ours
(And you’re shining bright tonight)
Can we see the Earth from Mars?
On a tower built from scars
Can we sit and watch the stars?
(Just you and I, just you and I)
Can we sit and watch the stars?
Look how happy that we are
That we made built this world ours
(You’re my home, my heart)
Though it seems quite bizzare
To keep memories in a jar
Can we sit and watch the stars?
[Verse 2]
That twinkle in your eyes
Reminds me of those sunny skies
Oh, won’t hold you hold me tight
Under the shining lights
Our hearts beat, both as one
As we sit and watch the setting sun
And though it’s just begun
I’m lucky that it’s your heart I won
[Bridge]
Can we sit and watch the stars?
Though they may look so far
This world we made it ours
(And you’re shining bright tonight)
Can we see the Earth from Mars?
On a tower built from scars
Can we sit and watch the stars?
(Just you and I, just you and I)
[Outro]
Can we sit and watch the stars?
Though they may look so far
This world we made it ours
(And you’re shining bright tonight)
Can we see the Earth from Mars?
On a tower built from scars
Can we sit and watch the stars?
(Just you and I, just you and I...)
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![Cerussis - sick of me - (Official Lyric Video)
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sick of me
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Drums - Cameronn Fournier
Keys - Dean Guida
Violins - Kaidan Larson, Jessica Li
Cello - Kylie Hechinger
Bass - Liam Oulton
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
I’ll fall away
Into my head
Ill let you go
I wont force you to stay
‘Cus after all
It’s only temporary
If I were you
I’d be sick of me too
Don’t look my way
I’ll only end up hurting you
With what I say
It’s best I keep it inside
Things never go my way
But it’s fine
If I were you
I’d be sick of me too
[Verse 2]
It’s hard to show
How much you mean
You’ll never know
Can’t even try to describe
You say that you
You say you love me somehow
I thought by now
That you’d be sick of me too
It’s hard to feel
Like I’ll ever be enough
To make you stay
When the going gets tough
Things never go my way
But it’s okay
If I were you
I’d be sick of me too
[Outro]
I’ll fall away
Into my head
ill let you go
i wont force you to stay
‘Cus after all
It’s only temporary
If I were you
I’d be sick of me too
‘Cus at the end
I know you’ll end up leaving me
As just a friend
So I’ll just keep to myself
It’s better off this way
Yeah, it’s okay
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![Cerussis - Love Me [Stripped] - (Official Audio)
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![Cerussis - What Do I Say? - (Official Lyric Video)
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This song is about not being able to speak up, either out of fear of confrontation or being backed into a corner and forced into silence.
What Do I Say?
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music, @SVTINEmusic
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wish that feelings couldn’t touch me
They burn me like fire
I lock myself behind a wall of glass and cower
I know you’re just a liar
Ah, I put my heart out, only to get knocked back down
Didn’t want any trouble
Ah, I know that if I say word, I risk our seperation
Can’t handle confrontation
[Pre-chorus]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
Keep me hostage, what’s the cost in
You and the words that you say
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I know that I can be a little stubborn
But, you keep making this harder
If you want to show you care,
Show that you’re there (That you’re there)
Don’t make this a problem
‘Cus what am I supposed to do
When you won’t back off?
You say you do this ‘cus you love me
But I know I know that’s bullshit
Please tell me (tell me, tell me)
Show you fucking care (Ah!)
There’s only so much that I can take
Before I break
[Pre-Chorus]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
Keep me hostage, what’s the cost in
You and the words that you say
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Bridge]
Cell of holding, no one knowing
Finding ways to numb the pain
I’ll find a way (What I do I say?)
I’ll hide away…
[Chorus 1]
You tell me that I fucked it up
Hold me down ‘cus I’m still here crying
Was it wrong when you called it love?
Said that you care, now you’re out here whining
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
[Chorus 2]
Tell me how have I fucked it up?
Hold me back, punches out here flying
If it’s wrong, why’d you call it love?
Said that you care, you’re not even trying!
That’s just how it is
Yeah, it’s true I tried my best
But I’m locked up in my brain
Got a gun aimed straight at my chest
So I sit here now
Oh, tell me
What do I?
What do I?
What do I?
What do I say?
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