Uploaded December 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
A single off of my first album KNOTS - Full album coming 2021
This is a song I wrote about feeling like no one takes you seriously, so you bottle up how you feel.
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Written and produced by: Cerussis
Lyrics:
Oh, isn’t it funny?
No matter the day
I can turn on a dime
With all things I say
With the texting
The talking
It’s all that we do it
Make it so hard to reason
So hard to see through
Do you like me
or hate me
Can’t make up my mind
Cause I’ve been hurt alot
To the point where I can’t
Make decisions like this
It really makes me miss
All the times before this one
The times as a kid
We were happy
And blissfully ignorant of
All the bad in the world
That’s hitting us now
It’s a circus of laughter
And I’m at the center
Being mocked, whipped, and beat
By myself in the mirror
And I want to reach out
And ask my friends for help
But I’m scared I’m a burden
So I’ll lock right up
Is it funny to you?
Watch me break down and cry?
On the floor of my bedroom?
For the one hundredth time?
Is it funny to you?
Watch my sanity break
As I watch my heart crack
To this song that I sing
That’s cliche, yeah I know
But that’s just how I feel
I’ve walked miles this way
And there’s no turning back
Can you please just be honest
Tell me how you feel
Cause I’m left in the darkness
Isn’t that funny...?
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A single off of my first album KNOTS - Full album coming 2021
This is a song I wrote about feeling like no one takes you seriously, so you bottle up how you feel.
STREAM/BUY NOW!!!:
- Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/funny-single/1543542633?ls=1
- Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/0Bg5rnX7Gmf1ScfBgefP33
Written and produced by: Cerussis
Lyrics:
Oh, isn’t it funny?
No matter the day
I can turn on a dime
With all things I say
With the texting
The talking
It’s all that we do it
Make it so hard to reason
So hard to see through
Do you like me
or hate me
Can’t make up my mind
Cause I’ve been hurt alot
To the point where I can’t
Make decisions like this
It really makes me miss
All the times before this one
The times as a kid
We were happy
And blissfully ignorant of
All the bad in the world
That’s hitting us now
It’s a circus of laughter
And I’m at the center
Being mocked, whipped, and beat
By myself in the mirror
And I want to reach out
And ask my friends for help
But I’m scared I’m a burden
So I’ll lock right up
Is it funny to you?
Watch me break down and cry?
On the floor of my bedroom?
For the one hundredth time?
Is it funny to you?
Watch my sanity break
As I watch my heart crack
To this song that I sing
That’s cliche, yeah I know
But that’s just how I feel
I’ve walked miles this way
And there’s no turning back
Can you please just be honest
Tell me how you feel
Cause I’m left in the darkness
Isn’t that funny...?
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Enjoy!
![Fly Home [Reloaded Mashup] - (Cerussis X Rule The World)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fhngwIUJwvQ/mqdefault.jpg "Fly Home [Reloaded Mashup] - (Cerussis X Rule The World)
Fly Home [Reloaded Mashup] - (Cerussis X Rule The World)")
![Here We Go Again - (A Re-written and remastered version of Anyway) - [Official Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/g7soWrM5MOw/mqdefault.jpg "Here We Go Again - (A Re-written and remastered version of Anyway) - [Official Lyric Video]
I wanted to take a crack at rewriting Anyway because I feel like it could have been a lot better than it originally was.
So, heres the new (and frankly better version in my opinion); Here We Go Again!
AVAILABLE FOR FREE DOWNLOAD ON BANDCAMP AND GOOGLE DRIVE (WITH ACAPELLA AND INSTRUMENTAL)
BANDCAMP: https://brickfilms.bandcamp.com/album/here-we-go-again-single
GOOGLE DRIVE: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/15ckRm46bpsvTVgpdkLL6-gtHD660Gw0_?usp=sharing
Original beat and instrumental by The Living Tombstone and Matthew Meyer!: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJHpjAxV/
TLT: https://www.youtube.com/user/TheLivingTombstone
Matthew Meyer: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJHpmuqT/
[Lyrics]
[Verse 1]
Here we are again
I somehow always find myself here
Where the situation’s dire
And I feel like my heart’s on fire
They are my friend
I tell that to myself, but deep down I know
The constant mockery and drama that they put us through
It’s gone us for way too long
[Chorus 1]
My eyes are open
Now I see quite clearer
To make the choice
Oh, how it seems to much to bear
To wanna fight
And make it all the easier
(Woah)
One wrong move
And I might be sent spiraling
I don’t wanna be the one alone in the end
Close your eyes
And take a leap of faith
There’s no turning back
So here we go, I’ll jump right in
[Verse 2]
So, here we are again
I somehow always wind up right here
Where the tension’s always growing
And I’m sick of always knowing
Of what’s to come
Oh, it’s not fair
To me and them
To always be caught up in this
In situations we aren’t part of
“Can’t we all just get along”
Is that way too much to ask?
[Chorus 2]
It’s always harder than it looks in fiction
It’s life or death
A no win situation
Holding on
Don’t wanna lose my grip on you
(No)
And I keep fighting
Although you still hurt me
It sounds screwed up
But what else can I even do?
Close your eyes
And take a leap of faith
There’s no turning back
So here we go, I’ll jump right in
[Bridge]
My eyes are open
Yet I still can’t see you
Your truths and lies
I can’t distinguish between the two
I wanna fight
But I still think you’re my friend
One wrong move
And I might be sent spiraling
With all these guilt trips
Causin’ all my mood slips
I’ll close my eyes
and take a leap of faith
I could maybe be wrong
But oh, to hell with all this
[Chorus 3]
My eyes are open
I can see the truth now
I’ll make the choice
Even if it’s too much to bear
To cut you off
Even if it hurts me
(Woah)
It’s always harder than it looks in fiction
It’s life or death
Inside this situation
Close your eyes
And take one last deep breath
I’m going down
So listen up
I’ll jump right-
[Outro]
You’re always blind to every single conflict
You turn away and find we’re all astonished
Maybe try figure out who’s wrong
(Oh)
One wrong move
And now we’re all sent spiraling
So, now we’re here
And we all feel like dying
Close your eyes
And take a look around
I hope you’re happy
With what you’ve done
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Enjoy!")
![Tug Of War - [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gvpu4iPTJzs/mqdefault.jpg "Tug Of War - [Official Audio]
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Production, Mixing, and Mastering by: Cerussis
Co-written with: Nic
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KNOTS coming late 2021
[Verse 1]
Right or wrong
Cant tell the difference
Am I weak or strong
I’m moving along
Paths of disaster
And here I’m thinking
Should I be going faster
Such a chore
I’m contemplating as I’m pacing the floor
I do not even know what to do anymore
I’m in a tug of war
I’m in a
I’m in a
Im in a
[Chorus]
Tug of war but I feel my grip slippin’
Feet on the ground but I feel myself trippin’
Pulling Harder
(Knees are bout to buckle in)
Need to be smarter
(Cos I never seem to win)
Tug of war but I feel my chest burnin’
Made my mistakes, you’d think by now That I’d be learnin’
How to do this
(But I cannot overcome)
Can I get through this?
(Am I right or am I wrong..?)
[Verse 2]
Left or right
Which way to go
I’m spiralin’ every night
Fight or flight
Something you allow (to happen)
And here I’m wondering
Think this is still a game now?
On the floor
My head is filled with stuff I should ignore
What’s the solution when I’m crying on the floor
I’m in a tug of war
I’m in a
I’m in a
Im in a
[Bridge]
This ain’t a battle I’ll win
That doesn’t I won’t try
Pick up the pieces of what
I think is right
Hard to distinguish
Between the blurred lines
So I’ll take it in strides
Cause this is
[Chorus]
Tug of war but I feel my grip slippin’
Feet on the ground but I feel myself trippin’
Pulling Harder
(Knees are bout to buckle in)
Need to be smarter
(Cos I never seem to win)
Tug of war but I feel my chest burnin’
Made my mistakes, you’d think by now That I’d be learnin’
How to do this
(But I cannot overcome)
Can I get through this?
(Am I right or am I wrong..?)
[Outro]
Tug of war but I feel my head spinnin’
Paid for my faults, I thought this time that I’d be winnin’
But I lose it
(‘Cause it always goes to shit)
When I go through this
(Is this my path to bliss..?)
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Enjoy!")
