Uploaded February 2021 | Updated September 2026, 9 hours ago
So, here i am up dating on how im travelling with my cancer journey.
Not terribly happy one but one good thing is im still stable.
Sorry if this may come across as dramatic and maybe there are those of you out there watching that will say suck it up but since this will be a record of my cancer journey I've posted where im at emotionally.
the last few months havent been the greatest emotionally and im beginning to wonder how much stress i can endure. I have no money coming in, I have a car the is going to cost me thousands to fix. I cant get a job because if I do then I cant claim a benefit that I will need for when the cancer starts up again and then I will have no energy to try and fight to get benefits when Im sick. I feel stuck right now and its the pits.
I know how Im feeling will pass but man!, i don't see it atm.
Having "terminal" tagged on yourself is a bit of a headf...
As I've said these update health videos will be my own personal record to record the different stages of this gawjuss journey Im on.
Im doing this now for me bare bones and all.
I look like sh!t and feel like it too.
It's all smiles and sunshine that gets projected but do people actually really see whats bubbling and tearing you apart inside.
If you have watched this, thank you.
I will be posting more abandoned explores in the near future.
Heres my instagram if you'd like to follow me instagram.com/mkuebler5
Paypalme: paypal.me/mkuebler5
Instagram @mkuebler5
#cancer #cancerjourney #cancerbattle
So, here i am up dating on how im travelling with my cancer journey.
Not terribly happy one but one good thing is im still stable.
Sorry if this may come across as dramatic and maybe there are those of you out there watching that will say suck it up but since this will be a record of my cancer journey I've posted where im at emotionally.
the last few months havent been the greatest emotionally and im beginning to wonder how much stress i can endure. I have no money coming in, I have a car the is going to cost me thousands to fix. I cant get a job because if I do then I cant claim a benefit that I will need for when the cancer starts up again and then I will have no energy to try and fight to get benefits when Im sick. I feel stuck right now and its the pits.
I know how Im feeling will pass but man!, i don't see it atm.
Having "terminal" tagged on yourself is a bit of a headf...
As I've said these update health videos will be my own personal record to record the different stages of this gawjuss journey Im on.
Im doing this now for me bare bones and all.
I look like sh!t and feel like it too.
It's all smiles and sunshine that gets projected but do people actually really see whats bubbling and tearing you apart inside.
If you have watched this, thank you.
I will be posting more abandoned explores in the near future.
Heres my instagram if you'd like to follow me instagram.com/mkuebler5
Paypalme: paypal.me/mkuebler5
Instagram @mkuebler5
#cancer #cancerjourney #cancerbattle
