Uploaded April 2009 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago
"To love is to destroy."
Please read the story here; pureenglishrosiex.deviantart.com/art/Being-A-L-I-V-E-117800767
I know it's long. I'm sorry. xD
This gave me hell.
HELLLLLLLLLL.
Vegas is a douchebag, I swear. It seems to enjoy causing me and my dinosau- I mean, computer, as much pain and agony as physically possible.
Fifteen parts, I had to render this in. FIFTEEN PARTS.
I mean, that's gotta be a little out of hand, right?
The start is out of sync. Grrrr.
And if the audio skips or whatever... blame Vegas, not me. 'Cause I'm pretty sure I put it together right.
DDDD: I over abused the Final Fantasy rule, I knowww...
But I managed not to use Cloud. Which is an achievement in itself, after all.
The only problem is... ha, this is retarded. But I made it like Riku, probably my favourite character from KH, never existed at all, and killed him off anyway. xDDD Whoops.
The texture is prettyyyyyyyy... *Spazz*
That's it! Just let the pretty colours distract you when things start to go wrong. xDD
Grrrrr, Vegas, I see what you did to my Namine-in-secret-place scene, you sneaky bastard. That outline was NOT in the project! T-T
Anywho, I'm done here.
Damn, I need to make a 100 subs vid, but I have no ideas now. My brain is mush from the slow, agonising practically, like, 20 hours I wasted trying to save this. Repeatedly.
[ S O N G : Alexithymia ]
[ A R T I S T : Anberlin ]
~First part of audition for SYTYCV~
I'm not gonna get anywhere in this, with people like Clover entering. xD But this is probably my best video using an attempt at timing, sooooooo...
"Empty conversations filled with empty words", I believe. =D
"To love is to destroy."
Please read the story here; pureenglishrosiex.deviantart.com/art/Being-A-L-I-V-E-117800767
I know it's long. I'm sorry. xD
This gave me hell.
HELLLLLLLLLL.
Vegas is a douchebag, I swear. It seems to enjoy causing me and my dinosau- I mean, computer, as much pain and agony as physically possible.
Fifteen parts, I had to render this in. FIFTEEN PARTS.
I mean, that's gotta be a little out of hand, right?
The start is out of sync. Grrrr.
And if the audio skips or whatever... blame Vegas, not me. 'Cause I'm pretty sure I put it together right.
DDDD: I over abused the Final Fantasy rule, I knowww...
But I managed not to use Cloud. Which is an achievement in itself, after all.
The only problem is... ha, this is retarded. But I made it like Riku, probably my favourite character from KH, never existed at all, and killed him off anyway. xDDD Whoops.
The texture is prettyyyyyyyy... *Spazz*
That's it! Just let the pretty colours distract you when things start to go wrong. xDD
Grrrrr, Vegas, I see what you did to my Namine-in-secret-place scene, you sneaky bastard. That outline was NOT in the project! T-T
Anywho, I'm done here.
Damn, I need to make a 100 subs vid, but I have no ideas now. My brain is mush from the slow, agonising practically, like, 20 hours I wasted trying to save this. Repeatedly.
[ S O N G : Alexithymia ]
[ A R T I S T : Anberlin ]
~First part of audition for SYTYCV~
I'm not gonna get anywhere in this, with people like Clover entering. xD But this is probably my best video using an attempt at timing, sooooooo...
"Empty conversations filled with empty words", I believe. =D
![I Lost Myself, And You Along The Way [Psy!Preview]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Qit1UOaalt4/mqdefault.jpg "I Lost Myself, And You Along The Way [Psy!Preview]
I had to remake a whole half a minute of this, after my new virgin Vegas decided that even it didnt like a particular FFXIII clip of mine, and once I put a dead Hope scene... refused to open the file.
I know hes adorable, but thats just plain rude.
For all the people out there that cringed at the Namiku in Psychic- here you go. Not Namiku. Well, the end might be, just to bring things round again. Instead, its Hope/Riku as friends (*cough*with benefits*cough*). Seriously, its not my fault! Hope seemed like the type to need a lot of consoling! (And Blue, what happened last night is NOT leaking into this, I swear. ...I think.)
Zexion is kind of popping up in this one whenever Hope isnt clinging to Riku... I guess thats cause I havent used him much before and I thought it would be right for the brothers to have a bit more talk/argue time. Marluxia is just there as a general organisation type dude, the one who picks Riku and Zexy up to take them away.
Uh, the walking bit. Where Rikus facing away from Hope, who looks down, and then says something a bit nasty by the look on his face and walks away? THAT was him saying goodbye and not telling Hope where hes going.
And, to tie things together a little more, Demyx is being genuinely nice to Riku, unlike Zexy and Vexen, who are just mocking him. I thought it would be sweet to link Demyx in there with Riku a bit more, and also would help to explain why Riku would recognise him as the enemy and try and fight him when he turns up to take Nami back...
...I dont know whether or not to kill Hope yet, though. I dont have many clips, Im slowly downloading them one by one. But it seems over for him way too fast! T-T *angsty anguished wailing*")
![whered you go? [Life is Strange AU]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/RJKft0uZP5E/mqdefault.jpg "whered you go? [Life is Strange AU]
So! This isnt something Im all that proud of, but its been sitting in Sony Vegas for weeks and I might as well upload what Ive done.
I know the quality is pretty crap on some of the clips, but I cant use torrents easily here in the UK and my old Glee clips had to be converted to mp4 to work on my new laptop.
So yeah, its a live action Life is Strange thing? Chloe is Dianna Agron and Rachels Willa Fitzgerald. Masking all that hair took quite a while.")
![True Love In The Purest Form [A Riku/Hope preview]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Sb6OiSx8OFo/mqdefault.jpg "True Love In The Purest Form [A Riku/Hope preview]
OMG DEY R IN LYK TRUU LUVVVV 4EVAAAAAA.
...Co-starring Willy, AKA Bubbles the Nerdfighting Puppy.
And hopefully when finished featuring most of teh cast of phfygsshic1!11!
THIS COUPLE IS NOW DIAMONDS.
(If only they would stop rejecting each other...)
Ha, this has had it coming since I finished Stay In My Memory.
Ripe, at last!")
![[ Through The Fire And Flames; MEP Part ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/SgR79wG1rfw/mqdefault.jpg "[ Through The Fire And Flames; MEP Part ]
11 seconds of pure hell. My computer crashed fully twice, and Vegas crashed eight times on its own. D: HD settings suck, seriously. That would have taken me at the most half a minute to render in normal settings, but for Youtubes box size, it took TWENTY MINUTES. ¬.¬ For ten odd seconds of clips.
*RANT OVER*
Basically? My part for kingdomkey1121s TTFAF MEP. If you use Vegas, Pinnacle or something like that, there are a few spots left, and it would be worth checking out, at least... Ill have a download link up soon.
I picked Crisis Core, because I /finally/ got a PSP, and Crisis Core, for christmas. Im ready for Birth by Sleep now!! *Waves arms around* Its pretty easy, actually... Ive just finished the chapter where you meet Cloud.
xD")
![I Can Show You... [Vaniku Day]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Tdj7BQDqKVA/mqdefault.jpg "I Can Show You... [Vaniku Day]
Its Vaniku day.
D: But I suck and I only got this much done.
Hopefully Ill make this much longer, but for now enjoy the... the bleh.
Nobody cares about spoilers anymore. If you do, I hate you. And now youve seen Vanis face, so I expect the feeling is mutual.
:D I love Hollywood Undead sometimes.")
![See in Way Too Much Safety [1]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Ul8mhEl_pNo/mqdefault.jpg "See in Way Too Much Safety [1]
So stay awake, and Ill stay
I try and go, but your game
It waits for me and you, love
So cover up for the rain.
I have to apologise for the atrocious quality of this video, since I threw it together in about two days, which I spent very little of actually editing. So, this is pretty slapdash and messy and crap.
Yeahhhh, Reapers Edit, again. Sorry for everyone who doesnt follow/like it. Although Ive at least switched characters. Okay, first, a huuuuuuuuge sorry to Priscy for sucking and not putting in ANYTHING about partners or a pact and stuff.
Basically, story wise, since RE is AU and I can get away with it, Hope is Noctis younger brother. Hes on his... fourth or fifth game, ish, maybe more than that. His first game didnt go well, since not only was he frustratingly young (as his entry fee was his age/appearence, since he values his pride and his status) but he was partnered with Alyssa, who turned rogue and attempted to sabotage other Players, but was caught. Hope, in all the trauma (because hes a snivelling weakling there) faints, and instead of erasing him the rescue squad sort of take pity on him, since he wasnt aware he was doing anything wrong, and he ends up working for them.
His entry fee doesnt change for all of that time, until he runs into his brother in the last game. Their parents didnt get along with Noct, and he left home after long while arguing and fighting, and since Noctis always lied, Hope assumes hes rogue and trying to ruin the game when he isnt. Biased as fuck, basically.
Serah takes over from the old Composer, and suddenly Hope is out of a job, no longer favouritised and lent a hand all the time- she doesnt want him around trying to suck up to her, and now hes just an ordinary Player. Before his death, Hope had just finished the training and become a lawyer, the type of well-payed, steady job his parents tried to bring him up to want. Unfortunately, Hope stood against the wrong person on one of his first cases, and was murdered. I think. I might change that later, who knows.
As for other things, its 5 in the bloody morning and I need to pack, so Ill edit them in later.
x")
![ﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠ[Psychic Crack]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UzZsETU5Vno/mqdefault.jpg "ﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠﾠ[Psychic Crack]
Because my characters are just too fun to mess with, and, of course, lovingly parodise.
Zexion admits his issues, Hope finally gets his revenge, Terra attempts to bond with his youngest son, and... well...
Lip syncing some of this was hellish. Particularly the Terra and Riku father-son time.")
