Uploaded July 2024 | Updated September 2026, 51 minutes ago
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![Remember - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/EzpiR_a7olw/mqdefault.jpg "Remember - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]
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Lyrics:
Why do I always end up the enemy in my mind?
Racing with fear and jealousy
How are you laughing and smiling so easily?
Every day playing pretend takes it out of me
I just want to feel that thrill
For the first time I dont wanna die
Still Im never satisfied
Cant see eye to eye for the life of me
And Ill tell you how I feel inside
But your mind is occupied
Theres more important things to do than pity me
Sometimes I dont even give them the time of day
Im just passing time until I can say what I wanna say
Its a state of mind
I feed off of you and I need it to breathe
For the first time I dont wanna die
Still Im never satisfied
Cant see eye to eye for the life of me
And Ill tell you how I feel inside
But your mind is occupied
Theres more important things to do than pity me
Never have I lived so hard
Never have I loved so much
Never have I crashed so low
Never has my heart just thud
Never have I hurt so much
Never have I cried so long
Never have I felt so high
Never was my trust so strong
Remember
Do you remember what you started?
Remember how you tore me apart when we parted?
Remember
Remember singing out my name
Thought Id never feel like that
Thought Id never love again
Remember
The promises they said youd break
Warnings I ignored cause you didnt make me feel insane
Remember
I couldnt bring myself to breathe
The years I went without cause I thought that I had everything
Remember
Remember
Remember
Remember
Remember
Remember")
