Uploaded June 2024 | Updated September 2026, 4 hours ago
Listen to Exhausted With the Realities of Life here: ffm.to/ewtrol
ID: Tarquin, a thin brunette woman wearing a yellow dress, lies on the floor right up until the end of the video, at which point she gets up and brings her cat into the frame. Text over video says:
This song is about having an invisible illness. When the symptoms first start appearing and you think it's a fluke, or just a bad day. You keep telling yourself that this will pass but "I'll do it tomorrow" turns into "this time next year I'll be fine." I wrote this song when I didn't know I was ill and I didn't know what else to do.
It's called 'Exhausted With the Realities of Life' and it's out now! You can search Tarquin Alexandra on your streaming platform of choice, or you can find it through the link in my bio! Thanks for watching this far, here's some cat content :)
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For reflections on invisible illness, songwriting musings, and tricks up my sleeve... you might like to sign up to my email list: tarquinalexandra.com/email
Find me on your social media platform of choice: tarquinalexandra.com/links
Listen to Exhausted With the Realities of Life here: ffm.to/ewtrol
ID: Tarquin, a thin brunette woman wearing a yellow dress, lies on the floor right up until the end of the video, at which point she gets up and brings her cat into the frame. Text over video says:
This song is about having an invisible illness. When the symptoms first start appearing and you think it's a fluke, or just a bad day. You keep telling yourself that this will pass but "I'll do it tomorrow" turns into "this time next year I'll be fine." I wrote this song when I didn't know I was ill and I didn't know what else to do.
It's called 'Exhausted With the Realities of Life' and it's out now! You can search Tarquin Alexandra on your streaming platform of choice, or you can find it through the link in my bio! Thanks for watching this far, here's some cat content :)
✨
For reflections on invisible illness, songwriting musings, and tricks up my sleeve... you might like to sign up to my email list: tarquinalexandra.com/email
Find me on your social media platform of choice: tarquinalexandra.com/links
![Remember - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]
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Lyrics:
Why do I always end up the enemy in my mind?
Racing with fear and jealousy
How are you laughing and smiling so easily?
Every day playing pretend takes it out of me
I just want to feel that thrill
For the first time I dont wanna die
Still Im never satisfied
Cant see eye to eye for the life of me
And Ill tell you how I feel inside
But your mind is occupied
Theres more important things to do than pity me
Sometimes I dont even give them the time of day
Im just passing time until I can say what I wanna say
Its a state of mind
I feed off of you and I need it to breathe
For the first time I dont wanna die
Still Im never satisfied
Cant see eye to eye for the life of me
And Ill tell you how I feel inside
But your mind is occupied
Theres more important things to do than pity me
Never have I lived so hard
Never have I loved so much
Never have I crashed so low
Never has my heart just thud
Never have I hurt so much
Never have I cried so long
Never have I felt so high
Never was my trust so strong
Remember
Do you remember what you started?
Remember how you tore me apart when we parted?
Remember
Remember singing out my name
Thought Id never feel like that
Thought Id never love again
Remember
The promises they said youd break
Warnings I ignored cause you didnt make me feel insane
Remember
I couldnt bring myself to breathe
The years I went without cause I thought that I had everything
Remember
Remember
Remember
Remember
Remember
Remember Remember - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/EzpiR_a7olw/mqdefault.jpg)







![Serpentine - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]
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Lyrics:
High
A goddess in my twisted mind
Never fears
Never follows in time
Mine
Not for long, just an inch in a mile
Watch your gaze going out with the tide
Strung tight
Hung up
Im so in love
Holding on, every word that you say, babe
Serpentine
Snuck your way into my mind
Im hooked, you are my Aphrodite
Left me hanging
Serpentine
Holding onto memories I made up in my head
Wont sleep a wink without my serpentine
Wait
Now Im guilt ridden
Running away
Never said what I wanted to say
Wrong
I know Im coming on too strong
But you set quite the precedent, early on
Strung tight
Hung up
Im so in love
Holding on, every word that you say, babe
Strung tight
Hung up
Im so in love
Holding on, every word that you say, babe
Serpentine
Snuck your way into my mind
Im hooked, you are my Aphrodite
Left me hanging
Serpentine
Holding onto memories I made up in my head
Wont sleep a wink without my serpentine
Ahhh
Ah-ah-ah
Ahhh
Ah-ah-ah
Holding onto memories I made up in my head
You are my favourite lullaby and I will love you till youre dead
Wont sleep a wink without my
Serpentine
Snuck your way into my mind
Im hooked, you are my Aphrodite
Left me hanging
Serpentine
Holding onto memories I made up in my head
Wont sleep a wink without my serpentine Serpentine - Tarquin Alexandra [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/J4c3FGF9kqg/mqdefault.jpg)

