blacksquaresParis/Lyon's LYL Radio presents PU$$Y NIGHTMARE hosted by OKO DJ and with a special guest appearance from yours truly. This is actually my first radio interview! Had to get a cut of just my interview questions since full 2 hour radio show is blocked in some regions
The full episode is really worth checking out. I had a lot of fun with this. OKO DJ played an hour of my music (as well as black dresses) and then I play a 1hr DJ mix.
These clips graciously edited together by Sugarpolyp
MY MIX "Tim Robbins" by Edie Sedgwick "That Time" by Regina Spektor "Oceanside" by Bulldog Eyes "Big Stereo" by Tracy + The Plastics "Operate" by Peaches "At the State Fair with a White Trash Sucker Joseph Bishara remix" by Rasputina "LSD" by Trippple Nippples "Garbage Pale Kids" by JPEGMAFIA and Danny Brown "Join My Militia (Nas Gave Me A Perm)" by Mykki Blanco, prod by Arca "PINK - MONDO GROSSO Remix" by Seiko Oomori "MULUNGU" by Backxwash "impossible" by Katie Dey "That's Okay" by Blanche Blanche Blanche "Kids" by Sleigh Bells "Cunty" by Kevin Aviance "Old Orchard Beach" by The Magnetic Fields "Klonopin" by Ah-Mer-Ah-Su "Rich & Famous" by Uncle Outrage "If I Could Hold Your Soul" by Cities Aviv "Crank Heart" by Xiu Xiu
just for the sake of thoroughness.. OKO DJ's MIX OF MY MUSIC
10 CHAINS - Jasper ANARCHY 99 - Plat 1 CATS MILLIONAIRE - Equestria, Act V (end of days) BLACK DRESSES - Express Yourself ANARCHY 99 - Sorry (fucked up shit) DEVI MCCALLION & KATIE DEY - Plant Matter BLACK DRESSES - Bulldozer GIRLS RITUAL - In 2 the Sewer BLACK DRESSES - Slither BLACK DRESSES - Hertz BLACK DRESSES - Try New Things BLACK DRESSES - Let's Be GIRLS RITUALS - Oceanfruits BLACK DRESSES - Dreaming BLACK DRESSES - Peacesign!!!!!!!!!!!! BLACK DRESSES - Thru The Void BLACK DRESSES - Heaven BLACK DRESSES - Bloom BLACK DRESSES - Wiggle
Devi McCallion on PU$$Y NIGHTMARE 06/06/2023 ⚠️Interview clips only⚠️blacksquares2023-06-15 | Paris/Lyon's LYL Radio presents PU$$Y NIGHTMARE hosted by OKO DJ and with a special guest appearance from yours truly. This is actually my first radio interview! Had to get a cut of just my interview questions since full 2 hour radio show is blocked in some regions
The full episode is really worth checking out. I had a lot of fun with this. OKO DJ played an hour of my music (as well as black dresses) and then I play a 1hr DJ mix.
These clips graciously edited together by Sugarpolyp
MY MIX "Tim Robbins" by Edie Sedgwick "That Time" by Regina Spektor "Oceanside" by Bulldog Eyes "Big Stereo" by Tracy + The Plastics "Operate" by Peaches "At the State Fair with a White Trash Sucker Joseph Bishara remix" by Rasputina "LSD" by Trippple Nippples "Garbage Pale Kids" by JPEGMAFIA and Danny Brown "Join My Militia (Nas Gave Me A Perm)" by Mykki Blanco, prod by Arca "PINK - MONDO GROSSO Remix" by Seiko Oomori "MULUNGU" by Backxwash "impossible" by Katie Dey "That's Okay" by Blanche Blanche Blanche "Kids" by Sleigh Bells "Cunty" by Kevin Aviance "Old Orchard Beach" by The Magnetic Fields "Klonopin" by Ah-Mer-Ah-Su "Rich & Famous" by Uncle Outrage "If I Could Hold Your Soul" by Cities Aviv "Crank Heart" by Xiu Xiu
just for the sake of thoroughness.. OKO DJ's MIX OF MY MUSIC
10 CHAINS - Jasper ANARCHY 99 - Plat 1 CATS MILLIONAIRE - Equestria, Act V (end of days) BLACK DRESSES - Express Yourself ANARCHY 99 - Sorry (fucked up shit) DEVI MCCALLION & KATIE DEY - Plant Matter BLACK DRESSES - Bulldozer GIRLS RITUAL - In 2 the Sewer BLACK DRESSES - Slither BLACK DRESSES - Hertz BLACK DRESSES - Try New Things BLACK DRESSES - Let's Be GIRLS RITUALS - Oceanfruits BLACK DRESSES - Dreaming BLACK DRESSES - Peacesign!!!!!!!!!!!! BLACK DRESSES - Thru The Void BLACK DRESSES - Heaven BLACK DRESSES - Bloom BLACK DRESSES - WiggleBreaking my heartblacksquares2024-04-26 | hmm
And oh my head is aching And still my stomachs hurts You heard it all before so my excuses seem absurd.
I slide my boat thru the Nile I see St Michael coming down If I could not help it then, I cannot stop it now.
That's my real UFO I'm self-involved as shit: It's not somthin I want to fix so I can't blame you're bored of it.
I'll dump the world for myself That's funny as it gets Two umbrellas overhead...
We could be something or no We got it hot as a stove You think you're breaking my heart You think you're making me go I got these problems I'm so I got these problems I'm so cio path thic, money to solve Pathetic problems, enough!
You think you're tearing me up You think you're telling me "no" I left my com-pu-ter on Don't leave your guns in the car You hear the drugs in my voice Klo-na-pins up in my nose A dozen cameras go up The parking lot is the star
They'll have to dig the rivers up when they're done it They'll have to rip the roads up when they're done with it They'll have to clog the net up when they're done with They'll have to pile their dead up when they're done with it
We live the lives we wanna live We make it four ourselves I know with crystal clarity All those things that I did was because of myself And even if my own memory won't hold me And even if my shallow gravestones only just grind on themselves If you really like it in her with me I could let you rot in my me Make my body your own personal hell
You think its funny or no We got it hot as a stove You think you're breaking my heart You think you're making me go I got these problems I'm so I got these problems I'm so cio path thic, money to solve Pathetic problems, enough!
You think you're tearing me up You think you're telling me "no" I left my doc-u-ments up It's time to kick off the show You hear the phone in my voice Red rivers ready to scroll You know that love is the law They'll still just water the lawnGirls Rituals - Reciever (Music Video)blacksquares2024-04-14 | Receiver leaking brand new colours Closest ER out of range We put our hearts into eachother We lose our selves but still don't change I wanna touch the nothingnesses I only ever had too much My body, numb with all its data Send all my numbers going off
He's got a head like a Like a boy, like a He's got a head just like a boy Look like a boy to me It'll be ok It'll be ok x2
What good is that? What could you ever want from me? What good is that? What good is knowing 'bout it? All you did is nothing about it.
What good is that? What could you ever want from me? What good is that? What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it.
a feather touch wouldn’t take too much for you to fuck my life up and only once did it feel this much like my heart was dying
to leave my cavity and jump back into yours only an idiot would indulge that again i wanna live my life but there’s no time for that never falter hero girl
you’re late to learn what’s what aren’t you ? you’re too sparkly to die with a death flag cough in ur guts and stuff so obvious when you lie
but you’re so damn beautiful when you don’t wanna talk i never met someone who lacks like that before all the mystery is embedded into you never falter hero girl
i’m used to trying to change myself to please someone but you make me wanna be the best girl in the world i just realised it was in me all along
Reciever leaking brand new colours Closest ER out of range We put our hearts into eachother We lose ourSelves but still don't change I wanna touch the nothingnesses I only ever had too much My body: numb with all its data Send all my numbers going off
He's got a head like a- Like a boy- Like a- He's got a head just like a boy Looks like a boy to me It'll be ok It'll be ok x2
What could you ever want from me? What good is that? What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it
00:00 Edie Sedgewick - Michael J. Fox 02:31 Wetcat - Janitor (Suburban Lawns cover) 05:01 Chynna x Hudson Mohawke - MadeInChynna / FEMM - Fxxk Boyz Get Money *original mix* 06:40 Black Dresses - GOOD THINGS HAPPEN 11:39 The Faint - Salt My Doom 13:30 LCD Soundsystem - Daft Punk Is Playing at My House / Ying Yang Twins - Whisper Song *original mix* (censored material available on patreon/soundcloud etc) 14:36 milk:blood - WOMB RAIDER (ft Bark Bark Bark) / Metro Zu - Cokeworld USA *original mix* 17:00 watchusdiedotcom - Hitman / Sami - Marty & Jack *original mix* 20:15 Girls Rituals - Reciever / Cam'ron - Oh Boy 23:35 Shizuo - New Kick ft Naila Chaudry 25:20 katie dey - never falter hero girl *original mix*Girls Rituals - Everythings Gonna Be Cool This Christmas (Eels cover)blacksquares2023-12-25 | It's a real big one this year, more than 30 songs. Thanks to everyone for participating! christmasasaurus.bandcamp.com/album/christmasasaurus-unleashed
0:00 britney cage - dark city 2:19 Girls Rituals - Dogbreath 5:45 fin
Album art by aubrey paige Mastered by ada rookGirls Rituals @ Bar Orwell, July 9 2023blacksquares2023-07-18 | The first girls rituals show in many years! It was very hot up there I almost puked. Miscalculated with my outfit choice. But so much fun!
Tracklist 0:00:00 "EMERGENCY!" 0:03:41 "We have fun" ft Georgie from Bulldog Eyes 0:05:42 "Dogbreath" 0:10:15 "Joyfulthought" 0:13:02 "Crystal eye" 0:15:17 "Girl's voice in a rotting mouth" 0:18:05 "I know" 0:20:50 "Pixar" 0:22:57 "Play" ft Georgie from Bulldog Eyes 0:25:30 "La la la" 0:26:57 "Black crow"
girls rituals / mom / devi mccallion / blacksquares media etc etc blacksquares.bandcamp.comMobile Suit Gundam The Witch from Mercuryblacksquares2023-07-04 | ...20230526_192432blacksquares2023-06-16 | STREAM ANARCHY99 "HALF-BLESSED " distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anarchy99/half-blessedDevi McCallion on PU$$Y NIGHTMARE 06/06/2023 (FULL SHOW)blacksquares2023-06-15 | Paris/Lyon's LYL Radio presents PU$$Y NIGHTMARE hosted by OKO DJ and with a special guest appearance from yours truly. I had a lot of fun with this!! OKO DJ played an hour of my music (as well as black dresses) and then I play a 1hr DJ mix.
MY MIX "Tim Robbins" by Edie Sedgwick "That Time" by Regina Spektor "Oceanside" by Bulldog Eyes "Big Stereo" by Tracy + The Plastics "Operate" by Peaches "At the State Fair with a White Trash Sucker Joseph Bishara remix" by Rasputina "LSD" by Trippple Nippples "Garbage Pale Kids" by JPEGMAFIA and Danny Brown "Join My Militia (Nas Gave Me A Perm)" by Mykki Blanco, prod by Arca "PINK - MONDO GROSSO Remix" by Seiko Oomori "MULUNGU" by Backxwash "impossible" by Katie Dey "That's Okay" by Blanche Blanche Blanche "Kids" by Sleigh Bells "Cunty" by Kevin Aviance "Old Orchard Beach" by The Magnetic Fields "Klonopin" by Ah-Mer-Ah-Su "Rich & Famous" by Uncle Outrage "If I Could Hold Your Soul" by Cities Aviv "Crank Heart" by Xiu XiuGirls Rituals - HRT (Official Video) Censored Re-uploadblacksquares2023-05-31 | Health issues were ongoing and major themes this record, Mom "3" before it, and "EMERGENCY!" after it. The original edit of this video featured some images of surgical scar after removing a tumor. A few years ago, some jerk report-trolled this video as "glorifying s/h" and as a consequence this video became lost media. Luckily someone was able to archive the video and send it to me. Hopefully this edit is enough to be ok to stay online.
From Girls Rituals' 2015 album "Reddishness". Sequenced and recorded in Fruity Loops 12 and Cool Edit Pro, using an Acer Aspire 57352 laptop and a Roland MC-505. blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness
LYRICS
i’ll do my best to be softer i’ll be tap water slipping through unknown claws i’ll get strong and i’ll get better or at the very least the days will keep moving on but in all the awful days ahead if our wounds won’t heal over if we can make the world our bed we can crawl beneath the covers we can hold ourselves instead while its peeking thru the mirrors while it gets nearer overhead we’ll hold ourselves together
im gonna paint my nails grey im gonna paint my nails grey the only thing i did was sleep out on the couch today im gonna paint my nails grey
Thanks for watchingDOGBREATH TYPE BEATblacksquares2023-04-22 | this is actually harder than it looks but i sat too still and made it look like i was doing nothing.Ah-Mer-Ah-Su - Carry (Black Dresses remix)blacksquares2022-12-20 | rare mp3s and more patreon.com/blackdresses rainbow painting by cia psychic spy ingo swann (1978)TYTYblacksquares2022-12-17 | trying to break in the fancy 707 with a lil ominous party beat.. check out the hot new mbd video on "modestycore" featuring a song of yours truly (me)! youtu.be/oOCkjTsLXtIGirls Rituals - Illusion (VNV Nation cover)blacksquares2022-11-10 | Original song by VNV Nation Camera 1: Ada Rook / Camera 2 & edit: Devi McCallion
LYRICS I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel Hoping what you need is behind every door Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes wishing you were someone else Feeling as though you never belonged This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy I truly understand, please don't cry now
Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel The world is just illusion trying to change you
Being like you are, well, this is something else Who would comprehend? But some that do lay claim Divine purpose blesses them, well that's not what I believe And it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul ties you to the next world Or maybe to the last but I'm still not sure But what I do know is, to us the world is different To we are, to the world... I guess you would know that
Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you, please, oh please don't leave here I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel This world is just illusion always trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel This world is just illusion, trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you, please, oh please don't leave here I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel This world is just illusion always trying to change youGirls Rituals - Everybodys In Their Own Worlds [MUSIC VIDEO]blacksquares2022-09-11 | I remember being stuck to these pink stripes, looking around. Seeing other people stuck to them as well. Some were awake and looking terrified, and others were asleep. Still, I graciously turn my back on the hollow promise of nihilism.
Everybody's in their own worlds Their own worlds Everybody's in their own worlds
So so sorry you couldn't be what you wanted So so sorry that I couldn't be anything at all So so sorry your life couldn't be what you dreamed it So so sorry you dreamed anything at all
Everybody's in their own worlds Their own worlds Everybody's in their own worlds Torn apart by t[____]re and disorder All we do is listen to each other scream Everybody's in their own worlds Everybody's in their own worlds Nobody can imagine a future All we do is listen to each other scream
Sorry a body couldn't be what you wanted Sorry a body had to be anything at all So so sorry your life couldn't be what you dreamed it would be So so sorry you had to dream anything at all
Everybody's in their own worlds Their own worlds Everybody's in their own worlds
We can't look out for each other All we can do is listen to each other screamGirls Rituals - COULDA BEEN [Music Video]blacksquares2022-09-04 | Was it all worth it? camera - ada rook music & edit - devi mccallion
Her heart is hot and melty My heart is cold as stone Did you know? Can you tell? Did you know?
I'm not that type of 'girl' who can't say what's on her mind I want to take you apart and see how you were designed
Babe of the abyss Blow the void a kiss Keep an emo bitch on a leash
I don't want to please you I just want to reach you I just wanna pull you down with me I just wanna show you some suffering if you wanna suffer with me?
EE2E Can't barely breathe Feel it up your spine Feel it in your teeth
make it work for me. make it work for me
Her heart is hot and melty My heart is hard as rocks Always been a selfish lover, wont pretend that I'm not
I sort of think it's funny This is just what she wants I wanna mess her up I just wanna watch
Babe of the abyss Blow the void a kiss Keep an emo bitch on a leash
I don't want to please you I just want to reach you I just wanna pull you down with me
Uhoh I just wanna show you some suffering if you wanna suffer with me?Anarchy 99 - Angel Wing Paradise [MUSIC VIDEO]blacksquares2022-02-10 | From the album Rockstar Super Heat. Animated by Serotines (show more for info) blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/rockstar-super-heat
Check out the incredible @serotinesart on twitter and instagram. Thank you so much Serotines instagram.com/serotinesart
Everything you say is wrong Everything you say is wrong Everything you say is wrong Everything I say is right Everything you say is wrong Everything you say is wrong Hello Hellfire Angelwing paradise
I don't know what you want But you're not gonna get it, oh I don't think that it's funny I'm just trying to warn you Cos if you move without thinking I think you'll regret it I just want what's best for you But sh*t is not going too smooth But for me it's never been smooth Just be careful how the f*ck you move, yo.
Everything I say is wrong Everything I say is wrong Everything I say is wrong Everything you say is right Everything I say is wrong Everything you say is wrong Hello Hellfire Angelwing paradise
I don't wanna be right, yea I don't wanna be right...
I don't wanna be the head of the local DSA chapter I just wanna be on the Digimon The Movie soundtrack Blegh Everything Everything that you do Is going to get ppl more vulnerable than you k*lled by the FBI
Everything you do Everything you say you do Everything you say Everything you Everything we say we do
Everything we say we do Everything we say we do Everything we say we do Everything we say is right Everything we say we do Everything we say we do Hello Hellfire Angelwing paradise
Tears, tears, tears dropping out of the sky Tear gas cans dropping out of the sky YEA
Happy new Lunar new years Year of the cow We got some milk to wash out our eyes
Everything you say is wrong Everything you say is wrong Everything you say is wrong Everything I say is right Everything you say is wrong Everything you say is wrong Hello Hellfire Angelwing paradise
The world doesn't someone like me-e-e-e-e-e I'm not bitter about it, it's not something you should nee-e-e-e-ed
Everything we say is wrong Everything we say is wrong Everything we say is wrong Everything we say is right Everything we say is wrong Everything we say is wrong Hello Hellfire Angelwing paradise
Everything you say is wrong Everything we say is wrong Everything I say is wrong Everything we say is right Everything you say is wrong Everything you say is wrong Hello Hellfire Angelwing paradiseBlack Dresses - DAMAGE SUPPRESSOR [MUSIC VIDEO]blacksquares2022-02-01 | Video for our song from the album "Peaceful as Hell". Hi we are important and popular underground alternative rock n roll brands with a P*treon. Find out more: blackdresses.bandcamp.com patreon.com/blackdresses ~ Our individual web pages adarook.bandcamp.com blacksquares.bandcamp.com
LYRICS (devi) its just rock and roll, it's not that serious.
worthless praying keep the music playing can you keep on singing with me as the hours stretch on so evil? hopeless loving sh*tty beat keeps thumping lets get one more song in I can't stand the endless silence dragging on
(rook) fragile survival falling thru the cracks of what's left
everything ends but i got 60% left battle-damage purgatory hell-world princess somehow everything's still unfolding somehow we're both still holding on
(devi) die die for real burn in hell die right now kissed by fire in the night burn in hell stay alive hell is life
stay... please. please stay.
(devi) can u be as safe as u can? (rook) i know its not that easy (devi) can u stay alive if u can? (rook) i know its barely up to us
(devi) there's a part of me that wants to keep destroying me there's a part of me that wants to keep destroying me there's a part of me that wants to keep destroying me I'll keep coming back together again
I don't wanna be alone
worthless dreaming in a dying world that I already love so I can't give it up yet AAAA!!!!
(rook) everything ends but i got 60% left battle-damage purgatory hell-world princess somehow everything's still unfolding somehow we're both still holding on
(devi) worthless praying keep the music playing can you keep on singing with me as the hours stretch on so endless
Thanks so much for the love and support that allows us to continue doing super cool projects like this! Jacob Ciocci is an internet art legend and I've always wanted to work together with him on something! not to mention eddy and everyone else involved. My heart is swollen so big in my chest, I promise I am grateful every day for your support and stuff like that! patreon.com/blacksquares
LYRICS Like I'm floating thru air Like I'm phasing thru time Give my body such a druglike feeling But I know that it's mine It comes from inside me I need you beside me My mind and body seem to lag behind me So, how I know I have a soul
I Barely speak I can barely speak My mouth won't make the right moves All I can really do is just stare at you If that's OK I hope it's OK I want I wanna say what I really mean But I know better than that Yeah I know better than that
I know better than that Yeah I know better than that I know better than that Yeah I know better than that Yeah
All I really want to do is prove to you I could be sort of alright I don't think that it will ever happen At least not in this life My mind and body seem to lag behind me Is that how I know I have a soul Even in death my pain will still find me I'm scared I'll just know what I know
I Barely speak I can barely speak My mouth won't make the right moves All I can really do is just stare at you If that's OK I hope it's OK I want I wanna say what I really mean But I know better than that Yeah I know better than thatGirls RItuals - Yea Im Strezzed! [MUSIC VIDEO]blacksquares2022-01-14 | ..
camera by esper99 edited by ada rook
Women can tell im stressed so they try to fuck me I don't mind being stressed but yea u can fuck me I don't even wanna fucking say what... it's like everything we do is just everything we do And it flows like a river it moves like a stream It kills everything in it's path. Yea I know it...
Yea why the fuck would you be s******* In a culture that worships an idol of death?
Yea I know it's true Yea I fucking live it, how about you? Every fucking day since 2002 Couldn't get help at a hospital, never could too but...
But we got our lives But we got our jobs But we got our wi-fi password And i'm living with a weed store on every block While the homeless ppl in the neighborhood get shotGirls Rituals Cow (FULL ALBUM) 2021blacksquares2021-12-25 | blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/cow ---- Lyrics and download at link I wanted to make a breathy close-mic'd ASMR album this year since it seems in fashion. Lorde and Billie both did one this year so...
THE LATEST INSTALLMENT IN THE INTERNET'S LONGEST RUNNING BIZZARO HOLIDAY MUSIC COMPILATION (probably) FOR COOL DINOSAURS (definitely)!! CHRISTMASASAURUS X2 !! CHECK IT OUT !! GET FESTIVE !!
We are children, children of the Light We are shining in the darkness of the night Hope for this world, joy throughout the land. Touch the hearts of everyone, take everybody’s hand.
Come and gather round the flame, share the light in his name We the children of the light As the wind blows where it will, spread the news to everyone There’s still plenty of time, for we have just begun.
Join the song of all the earth, we’ve a dream a dream to share And a promise of re-birth Let the earth feel the warmth of his love here in our hearts We’ve still many a dream and promises to keep
Words & Music by Eugene O’ReillyGirls Rituals - Relax and Borrow a Human Body (Music Video)blacksquares2021-10-26 | its a song that i made. camera by rookBlack Dresses - Forever In Your Heart (Album Visualizer)blacksquares2021-02-15 | Forever In Your Heart (2021) is the newest Black Dresses album. Get it here: blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/forever-in-your-heart
Video has optional Closed Captioned lyrics those that require them or prefer to see. The tracklist and lyrics are also available to read on the bandcamp page.
0:00 PEACESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3:30 Concrete Bubble 7:03 Bulldozer 10:02 Heaven 13:10 Tiny Ball 15:26 Silver Bells 18:36 Ragequitted 21:33 Waiting42moro 25:08 Gone In An Instant 28:06 We'll Figure It Out 31:04 Understanding 36:00 Perfect Teeth 39:06 Zero Ultra 42:35 Mistake 44:41 (Can't) Keep It Together
Video directed, designed and edited by Ada Rook, with the participation of Devi.
First run of cassette pre-orders sold out quickly but we will release 2 more runs of tapes on bandcamp when we can. Sorry for the inconvenience we're doing the best we can! Get other merch: teespring.com/stores/black-dresses-merch-storeGirls Rituals - Hole / The Usedblacksquares2021-02-07 | Weird adult contemporary song named after my 2 favorite rock n roll bands "hole" and "the used". great bands. since this music is adult contemporary it is for adults only thank you. it is available on streaming. no download yet, might come out on a future record but I wanted to share a fun thing so lets have some fun
Sorry just to waste your time Sorry I couldn't do it right Sorry that I couldn't I think I will I think I might
In my heart I wanted something true I wanted hope I made a hole
I needed something true I needed to see the truth I needed to see right thru I needed hope I made a hole
All these things I couldn't be All these possibilities Fill up the sky like shooting stars
All these things I couldn't be All these possibilities...
I'm all used up So used up.
I shouldn't be myself I shouldn't need myself I shouldn't want what I want what I
Just keep fucking me 'til my ego is destroyed Wanted to be something but I filled that empty space with a void Haha Bleh Sorry so gross
Everything, everything matters Everything, every little thing matters
All these things I couldn't be All these possibilities Fill up the sky like a shooting star
All these things I couldn't be All these possibilities... I'm so used up I'm so used upGirls Rituals - Black Cloud (ESPer99 Remix) Music Videoblacksquares2021-01-29 | "Black Cloud 2021" remix cd is out now pwyw or free. download and enjoy this special artifact blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/black-cloud-2021
Thank you everyone who made this remix cd so special; Backxwash, Ada Rook, ESPer99, gravedream, crisis sigil and katie dey. I'm so excited to finally share everyones hard work!!
LYRICS (CLOSED CAPTIONS INCLUDED ON VIDEO)
If you've ever noticed how the color of the grass seems more vivid Right before the sky cracks into rain
In that final moment everything might taste like ash But it'll never burn again
But if we sit in the magic cave and wait for the beast it'll consume us But It'll consume us anyway
I feel a black cloud I feel a black cloud I feel a black cloud over me
Even when the light shines down on us and illuminates us too In cold, in cold, in strange cold blue
I don't know, I don't know, I can't see to the end of the day I don't know, I don't know, I can see to the end
Ooh oh oh-oh-oh
I feel a black cloud I feel a black cloud I feel a black cloud over me
Even when the light shines down on us and illuminates us too In the cold, cold, cold blueMagic Fire Brain - Official Trailerblacksquares2021-01-01 | Magic Fire Brain by Devi McCallion and Katie Dey out now blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/magic-fire-brain
Me and Katie's album was originally supposed to open with narration to explain part of the story, but it was hard to fit over the first song without ruining the song part of the song. I always said we could use the narration later for a trailer to promote the album, since we couldn't find a way to fit it on the actual record. It turns out that "Later" is today. Please enjoy.
Sorry my rambling is a bit hard to make out. Please remember there are closed captions available.
Listen to more of Devi's music here blacksquares.bandcamp.comBlack Dresses - WORLD PEACE ft. ESPer99 (Music Video)blacksquares2020-12-21 | Download, description, explanation, lyrics and various information folds out below.
It seems impossible to have peace between eachother in our small divided communities. It even seems impossible to find peace within ourselves. It's hard to feel at peace with the band "Black Dresses", something that was very loved and which was our life's work every day until it no longer could be. We believe that one human cannot survive alone, and we like the sound of the word "peace", but should we really look to find "peace"?
This song was composed and recorded in November 2019, a time of great turmoil for everyone involved. ESPer99, having been coerced out of their LA sublet by repeat SWATings, joined us for a month in our new Hamilton apartment. While ESPer99 & Rook finished the album rook&nomie – me&you, this triune collaboration took shape as well.
Black Dresses "WASTEISOLATION" came into the world on Easter weekend 2018, which is when Christ was Crucified and burned in Hell for three days. Black Dresses was Born Into "Death".
Now under The Great Conjunction of Saturn and Jupiter on the Winter Solstice of 2020, where the two planets allign in our view and appear as one, creating a rare event called "The Christmas Star" or "The Star of Bethlhem" in reference to the astrological event that guided wise men to the newborn Son Of G*d.
Black Dresses has completed the cycle and travelled from "Death" and into "Birth".
Thank you for joining us. Forgive us for our transgressions in this extremely turbulent time. Please at least find forgiveness for yourselves. Please enjoy this singing dancing colorful light and darkness.
Sincerely, Black Dresses
video edited & art directed by ada rook
LYRICS (CLOSED CAPTION ALSO AVAILABLE)
(devi) World peace
(rook + devi) World peace world peace world peace
(devi) What do we do? When it's this hard to go on Grinded down to the bone Grinding further than bone All the way to the soul Never had that much soul These wounds that won't heal When I'm all out of hope
(all) What do we do? (devi) When it's this hard to go on Grinded down to the bone Grinded further than bone All the way to the soul Never had that much soul All these wounds that won't heal When I'm all out of hope (rook) Hope
(ESPer99) I'm center stage Dead Jesus age Just turn the page I'm gone This doleful clown Is breaking down So serious It hurts This regimen We're taking in Of vapor trails And tv meals It's all the same We're not to blame I want peace world peace motherfucker
(rook) Okay Black Dresses
(???) ESPer99
(rook) 20 20 20 20 I dream Of something more than what's here Of something bigger than this Of something bigger than fear There's nothing bigger than fear The purgatorial conditions Of the steps we take to live (To live) What gives? (What gives?) What's wrong? [Stop it] (What's wrong?) What's real? [Stop it] (What's real?) Too much [Stop it] (Too much) Too fast [Stop it] (Too fast) [Stop it] To deal with it (Deal with it) Deal with it (It's cool,) Deal with it (I don't really mean it) Deal with it World peace (World peace) World peace motherfucker
(devi) What do we do When it's this hard to go on? (devi + rook) Grinded down to the bone Grinding further than bone (devi) All the way to the soul (devi + rook) Never had that much soul (devi) These wounds that won't heal (devi + rook) When I'm all out of hope
World peace World world world world world world world peace (devi) World peace World World peace (rook) Sorry,
(devi) World World peace (rook) World peace ...worldpeaceMom - Noneworld (Music Video)blacksquares2020-11-23 | From "Mom 2" available on streaming and download blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/2
yes this song is six years old but its still good i wanted to make a video camera by ada rook
i don't really care what we do all i want to do is hang out all i want to do is spend some time with my friends i don't really care about anything luckily everything is super duper ok but you know
if you had your own car your car might growl like a lover and you'll ache to be outside maybe this year things will be a bit better in the summer sunshine but you still have to put each brick on each brick in the summer sunshine but you still have to put each brick on each brick
get on you know all i can do is keep your body warm get on you know my powers are weak in this form
its rooted deep like a wart it runs a bit long in your skin but you can never grow to be a part of it although you might want to wear it on you like a lovers kiss i know it's sort of hard to tell it's hard to figure out your own self it has to be you to give a shit it's your own heavy arms that you gotta lift
get on you know all i can do is keep your body warm get on you know my powers are weak in this formGirls Rituals - Semi Charmed Life (Third Eye Blind cover) prod. Jon Gallagherblacksquares2020-10-05 | "Semi-Charmed Life" is a song by American rock band Third Eye Blind from their eponymous debut studio album, Third Eye Blind (1997). It was released as the lead single from the album on May 10, 1997, by Elektra Records. According to frontman Stephan Jenkins, the song is about crystal meth addiction and the feeling that "your life is always about to change and never be reliable".
in the mirror my reflection looks so weird and strange today but it’s always the same it’s always the same it’s always the same in the mirror (when i look into my eyes) my reflection looks so weird and strange today (no matter how hard i try) it’s always the same thing it’s always the same thing
when i look into my eyes no mattered how hard i try
if you really knew what all the fuss was for if you opened up your heart would there really be room for more ?
in the mirror my reflection looks so weird and strange today it’s always the same thing it’s always the same thing
if you opened up your heart could you imagine something different than we are ? if you needed something else something beautiful and loving could you make it up yourself ?Black Dresses - SCARED 2 DEATH / 666 (Music Video)blacksquares2020-08-25 | A double music video for two of the songs from our album "Peaceful as Hell" blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell
SCARED 2 DEATH (LYRICS) (devi) scared to death, death scared to death, death
bloody worm goddess you look so pretty when you're scared to death it'll never change burning bright with fear and hopelessness
tearing thru me again tearing thru me again trapped in amber again
(rook+devi) scared to death of the hole scared to death of the whole world it's all true it's all true scared to death of the dream scared to death of the seams that you try to ignore it's all true it's all true
(devi) IT'S ALL TRUE!!!
(rook) trapped inside it again i don't sleep anymore i don't have any dreams i don't have a true form
(rook+devi) trapped inside it again i don't sleep anymore i don't have any dreams i don't have a true form
(devi) we're gonna find out what it's gonna be about
(devi+rook) we're gonna find out what it's gonna be about
(rook) we're gonna see its true form true form true form
(devi) i always hoped for the best in people
666 (LYRICS)
(devi) even in hell sound spirals down alone in our torment our songs can reach to each other
(rook) even in the void words bounce around echoes compound into another world that we can escape to
(devi) that we can escape to at least i hope there's somewhere left to go and that we can all make it thru my heart always ached for a thing and I never even knew what it was my broken heart my broken soul my broken songs people made fun of the songs but...
(rook+devi) and its true we're broken (rook) but we blend in with all of this debris so as long as were together hell's the safest place on earth for us to be
LYRIC I once hoped that I could be strong I once hoped we could all get along I was wrong, wrong, wrong I'll always be wrong, wrong, wrong
She's a weakling Caught between things Always sleeping Nightmare dreaming She's a weakling Pain increasing Soul depleting Constant grieving
I just wanted I just wanted to let you know I just wanted to let you know that I know that I let you down
But I once hoped that I could be big I once dreamed like stupid little kid It was so fun for a while All the times that I didn't die Someone else took care of me I was lucky I was lucky I was lucky🎤🎶 The Song of The Canada Goose🎶 🔊blacksquares2020-06-08 | Can I call you back , im watching a black dresses live "stream"..
Seeming so peace-ful with a deadly mouthful of teeth-fullDevi McCallion - Blue Skies prod. Ash Nerve and Riley Rossi (Music Video)blacksquares2020-06-01 | Keep on loving music! The rest of you go eat a peach Download EP blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/blue-skies
I really wish I wouldn't die on top Making music is embarassing enough I already did everything I can And I know It will never be Enough
I know it'll never be enough.
Let's go Let's go To the party now
Music gets me thru the day Hell yeah bet that shit does not fucking pay It doesn't matter anyway Blue skies Blue skies Blue skies
Music just gets me thru the day Hell yeah bet that shit does not fucking pay I could do it anyway, anyway I could fucking do it anyway
Blue skies Hell yeah reall cool shit
Real cool shit Real cool
No color void Lost inside my head I wished I could be something but I just ended up dead Dead
Music lover don't stop now Music lover don't stop now Keep on loving music Someone's gotta love it!
Music gets me thru the fucking day Hell yeah bet that shit does not fucking pay You might think "well, why'd you fucking do it?" Well I'd do it anyway I'd fucking do it anyway!
Music gets me thru the fucking day Bet that shit doesn't fucking pay Hell yeah I'd do it anyway Anyway Anyway Anyway, yeah
Music gets me thru the fucking day Bet that shit doesn't fucking pay I'd just do it anyway Anyway Anyway Anyway Anyway
Music gets me thru the fucking day Hell yeah bet that shit doesn't pay I'd just do it anyway I'd just do it anyway
Silence makes me ears hurt Silence puts me in the dirt You can hear your neighbors Well, that sucks, fuck your neighbors (BUT OBVIOUSLY FUCK YOUR LANDLORD MORE)
Music gets me thru the day But that shit doesn't pay I'd just do it anyway I'd just do it anyway
Music gets me thru the fucking day Hell yeah bet that shit doesn't pay I'd just do it anyway I'd just do it anyway
Music gets me thru the fucking day When it seems like there is nothing else To live for in this world At all At all At all Music music uh Thru the day Hell yeah bet that shit doesn't pay I'd just do it anyway I'd just do it anywayISAIAH 54blacksquares2020-05-31 | ISAIAH 54: O barren soul, who never bore, sing song 🌈🎵‼️ (Song: HATARI - SPILLINGARNDANS)
Ada Rook "2,020 Knives" and "2020 Hands" out now please read her statement with the album and enjoy the music. adarook.bandcamp.com/album/2020-knives youtu.be/9HCcBVe7rY8Elon Musk space x starship prototype pretty boy swag amvblacksquares2020-05-30 | Space is funny because it sucksGirls Rituals - Hellraiser 2 (Music Video)blacksquares2020-05-26 | CW: Flashing lights, blood, gore, body horror. Mature audiences only. Thank you for your continued support and understanding. Girls Rituals "Crap shit" out now. blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/crap-shit
I'm so awful Well behaved I don't need a soul I don't need a name Sedate me with hypnotic sleep I'll sleep forever
I'll be good I'll be good I'll be a good girl I won't ever do anything ever
Stiff as a board and I'm light as a feather All this pressure, can it hold us together?
I always get what I want So I always try not to want too much I'm the stupidest slut when you sneer in disgust I just wanted a hug Make it hurt way too much
If it's ok for you It's ok for me Don't worry too much It's too late for me
I just wanted to know if someone else understood I just wanted a little but it felt way too good
I crawl with my head down Please just hear my prayer Immobilized with venom My ass up in the air
Yea Sup What's up ha Um What's up
Blinding pain Serrated blade I don't wanna stop No really I'm ok Sedate me with the smell of blood I think it's funny
Feeling my heartbeat Blood tight in my chest I've already seen all the bad shit So please just do your best I'm feeling transcendent I think I'm depressed Let's just use a condom I already fucked all your friends
If it's ok for you It's ok for me Don't worry too much It's too late for me
I just wanted to know if someone else understood I just wanted a little but it felt way too good But it felt way too good But it felt way too good But it felt way too good But it felt way too good But it felt way too good But it felt way too good But it felt way too good