blacksquares
Black Dresses - CRUSH (Tessa Violet cover)
updated
And oh my head is aching
And still my stomachs hurts
You heard it all before so my excuses seem absurd.
I slide my boat thru the Nile
I see St Michael coming down
If I could not help it then, I cannot stop it now.
That's my real UFO
I'm self-involved as shit: It's not somthin
I want to fix so I can't blame you're bored of it.
I'll dump the world for myself
That's funny as it gets
Two umbrellas overhead...
We could be something or no
We got it hot as a stove
You think you're breaking my heart
You think you're making me go
I got these problems I'm so
I got these problems I'm so
cio path thic, money to solve
Pathetic problems, enough!
You think you're tearing me up
You think you're telling me "no"
I left my com-pu-ter on
Don't leave your guns in the car
You hear the drugs in my voice
Klo-na-pins up in my nose
A dozen cameras go up
The parking lot is the star
They'll have to dig the rivers up when they're done it
They'll have to rip the roads up when they're done with it
They'll have to clog the net up when they're done with
They'll have to pile their dead up when they're done with it
We live the lives we wanna live
We make it four ourselves
I know with crystal clarity
All those things that I did was because of myself
And even if my own memory won't hold me
And even if my shallow gravestones only just grind on themselves
If you really like it in her with me
I could let you rot in my me
Make my body your own personal hell
You think its funny or no
We got it hot as a stove
You think you're breaking my heart
You think you're making me go
I got these problems I'm so
I got these problems I'm so
cio path thic, money to solve
Pathetic problems, enough!
You think you're tearing me up
You think you're telling me "no"
I left my doc-u-ments up
It's time to kick off the show
You hear the phone in my voice
Red rivers ready to scroll
You know that love is the law
They'll still just water the lawn
Closest ER out of range
We put our hearts into eachother
We lose our selves but still don't change
I wanna touch the nothingnesses
I only ever had too much
My body, numb with all its data
Send all my numbers going off
He's got a head like a
Like a boy, like a
He's got a head just like a boy
Look like a boy to me
It'll be ok
It'll be ok
x2
What good is that?
What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing 'bout it?
All you did is nothing about it.
What good is that?
What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it?
All you did is nothing about it.
Bootlegflip of Cam'ron 'Oh Boy' prod. Just Blaze
Camera by Xenofawn https://bsky.app/profile/xenofawn.bsky.social
Download mp3 mediafire.com/file/xzlpvb7n7ssvue5/Reciever.mp3/file
More from Girls Rituals blacksquares.bandcamp.com
My edit of katies song from the album of the same name
mediafire.com/file/zyrcizv3ndup4n1/never_falter_hero_girl_shitty_drum_edit.mp3/file
katiedey.bandcamp.com/album/never-falter-hero-girl
conejobeat.com
a feather touch
wouldn’t take too much
for you to fuck my life up
and only once
did it feel this much
like my heart was dying
to leave my cavity
and jump back into yours
only an idiot would indulge that again
i wanna live my life
but there’s no time for that
never falter hero girl
you’re late to learn
what’s what aren’t you ?
you’re too sparkly to die
with a death flag cough
in ur guts and stuff
so obvious when you lie
but you’re so damn beautiful
when you don’t wanna talk
i never met someone who lacks like that before
all the mystery is embedded into you
never falter hero girl
i’m used to trying to change myself to please someone
but you make me wanna be the best girl in the world
i just realised it was in me all along
unleash yourself (while there’s still time for that)
you can be anything , anything at all
i care so much more than i ever knew
never falter hero girl
Drums ripped from Cam'ron 'Oh Boy' prod. Just Blaze
mediafire.com/file/099397bss5xbrec/Reciever.mp3/file
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
conejobeat.com
Reciever leaking brand new colours
Closest ER out of range
We put our hearts into eachother
We lose ourSelves but still don't change
I wanna touch the nothingnesses
I only ever had too much
My body: numb with all its data
Send all my numbers going off
He's got a head like a- Like a boy- Like a-
He's got a head just like a boy
Looks like a boy to me
It'll be ok
It'll be ok
x2
What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it
What good is that?
What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it
mediafire.com/file/v366l9dkpov9lh5/womb+raider+x+cokeworld+usa.mp3/file
mediafire.com/file/6bj425o3mizt0bg/made_in_chynna_fxxk_boys_get_money.mp3/file
Original tracks
watchusdiedotcom.bandcamp.com/album/watchusdiedotcom
worldbuilding.bandcamp.com/album/neighborhood-watch-volume-one
conejobeat.com
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
patreon.com/blacksquares
soundcloud.com/devimccallion/dj-lettuce-leaf-golden-conejobeat-2024-02-17
00:00 Edie Sedgewick - Michael J. Fox
02:31 Wetcat - Janitor (Suburban Lawns cover)
05:01 Chynna x Hudson Mohawke - MadeInChynna / FEMM - Fxxk Boyz Get Money *original mix*
06:40 Black Dresses - GOOD THINGS HAPPEN
11:39 The Faint - Salt My Doom
13:30 LCD Soundsystem - Daft Punk Is Playing at My House / Ying Yang Twins - Whisper Song *original mix*
(censored material available on patreon/soundcloud etc)
14:36 milk:blood - WOMB RAIDER (ft Bark Bark Bark) / Metro Zu - Cokeworld USA *original mix*
17:00 watchusdiedotcom - Hitman / Sami - Marty & Jack *original mix*
20:15 Girls Rituals - Reciever / Cam'ron - Oh Boy
23:35 Shizuo - New Kick ft Naila Chaudry
25:20 katie dey - never falter hero girl *original mix*
christmasasaurus.bandcamp.com/album/christmasasaurus-unleashed
Art by Eddy Atoms
Special thanks to m@ as always
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/dark-city-dogbreath
0:00 britney cage - dark city
2:19 Girls Rituals - Dogbreath
5:45 fin
Album art by aubrey paige
Mastered by ada rook
Tracklist
0:00:00 "EMERGENCY!"
0:03:41 "We have fun" ft Georgie from Bulldog Eyes
0:05:42 "Dogbreath"
0:10:15 "Joyfulthought"
0:13:02 "Crystal eye"
0:15:17 "Girl's voice in a rotting mouth"
0:18:05 "I know"
0:20:50 "Pixar"
0:22:57 "Play" ft Georgie from Bulldog Eyes
0:25:30 "La la la"
0:26:57 "Black crow"
camera by ada rook.
This was for our fundraiser for astrids legal costs + to stay in Canada and we appreciate everyone who came out so much
gofundme.com/f/lets-keep-astrid-in-canada
im unnessicarily excited for me and georgie's upcoming ep.. one of my fav musicians ever def check out his stuff
bulldogeyes.bandcamp.com
sub to the black dresses p*treon to see the full video of our performance here (coming soon)
patreon.com/blackdresses
check out more of my music here
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
girls rituals / mom / devi mccallion / blacksquares media etc etc
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
MP3: drive.google.com/file/d/1eGHuJJsBdc2rxk9DAYWTaCbNptILabpm/view?usp=sharing
INTERVIEW ONLY: youtube.com/watch?v=gnA6PHPfnF4
https://lyl.live/episode/pussy-nightmare
instagram.com/okodj_
MY MIX
"Tim Robbins" by Edie Sedgwick
"That Time" by Regina Spektor
"Oceanside" by Bulldog Eyes
"Big Stereo" by Tracy + The Plastics
"Operate" by Peaches
"At the State Fair with a White Trash Sucker Joseph Bishara remix" by Rasputina
"LSD" by Trippple Nippples
"Garbage Pale Kids" by JPEGMAFIA and Danny Brown
"Join My Militia (Nas Gave Me A Perm)" by Mykki Blanco, prod by Arca
"PINK - MONDO GROSSO Remix" by Seiko Oomori
"MULUNGU" by Backxwash
"impossible" by Katie Dey
"That's Okay" by Blanche Blanche Blanche
"Kids" by Sleigh Bells
"Cunty" by Kevin Aviance
"Old Orchard Beach" by The Magnetic Fields
"Klonopin" by Ah-Mer-Ah-Su
"Rich & Famous" by Uncle Outrage
"If I Could Hold Your Soul" by Cities Aviv
"Crank Heart" by Xiu Xiu
FULL EPISODE HERE: soundcloud.com/okodj/pussy-nightmare-6-juin?in=okodj/sets/pu-y-nightmare-on-lyl-radio-3
FULL SHOW MP3: drive.google.com/file/d/1eGHuJJsBdc2rxk9DAYWTaCbNptILabpm/view?usp=sharing
https://lyl.live/episode/pussy-nightmare
instagram.com/okodj_
The full episode is really worth checking out. I had a lot of fun with this. OKO DJ played an hour of my music (as well as black dresses) and then I play a 1hr DJ mix.
These clips graciously edited together by Sugarpolyp
MY MIX
"Tim Robbins" by Edie Sedgwick
"That Time" by Regina Spektor
"Oceanside" by Bulldog Eyes
"Big Stereo" by Tracy + The Plastics
"Operate" by Peaches
"At the State Fair with a White Trash Sucker Joseph Bishara remix" by Rasputina
"LSD" by Trippple Nippples
"Garbage Pale Kids" by JPEGMAFIA and Danny Brown
"Join My Militia (Nas Gave Me A Perm)" by Mykki Blanco, prod by Arca
"PINK - MONDO GROSSO Remix" by Seiko Oomori
"MULUNGU" by Backxwash
"impossible" by Katie Dey
"That's Okay" by Blanche Blanche Blanche
"Kids" by Sleigh Bells
"Cunty" by Kevin Aviance
"Old Orchard Beach" by The Magnetic Fields
"Klonopin" by Ah-Mer-Ah-Su
"Rich & Famous" by Uncle Outrage
"If I Could Hold Your Soul" by Cities Aviv
"Crank Heart" by Xiu Xiu
just for the sake of thoroughness..
OKO DJ's MIX OF MY MUSIC
10 CHAINS - Jasper
ANARCHY 99 - Plat 1
CATS MILLIONAIRE - Equestria, Act V (end of days)
BLACK DRESSES - Express Yourself
ANARCHY 99 - Sorry (fucked up shit)
DEVI MCCALLION & KATIE DEY - Plant Matter
BLACK DRESSES - Bulldozer
GIRLS RITUAL - In 2 the Sewer
BLACK DRESSES - Slither
BLACK DRESSES - Hertz
BLACK DRESSES - Try New Things
BLACK DRESSES - Let's Be
GIRLS RITUALS - Oceanfruits
BLACK DRESSES - Dreaming
BLACK DRESSES - Peacesign!!!!!!!!!!!!
BLACK DRESSES - Thru The Void
BLACK DRESSES - Heaven
BLACK DRESSES - Bloom
BLACK DRESSES - Wiggle
From Girls Rituals' 2015 album "Reddishness". Sequenced and recorded in Fruity Loops 12 and Cool Edit Pro, using an Acer Aspire 57352 laptop and a Roland MC-505.
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness
LYRICS
i’ll do my best to be softer
i’ll be tap water
slipping through unknown claws
i’ll get strong
and i’ll get better
or at the very least
the days will keep moving on
but in all the awful days ahead
if our wounds won’t heal over
if we can make the world our bed
we can crawl beneath the covers
we can hold ourselves instead
while its peeking thru the mirrors
while it gets nearer overhead
we’ll hold ourselves together
im gonna paint my nails grey
im gonna paint my nails grey
the only thing i did was sleep out on the couch today
im gonna paint my nails grey
Consider supporting
patreon.com/blacksquares
full vod: magentaskull.com/venue/hiab/electropunkz3.html
compilation: eliasandtheerror.bandcamp.com/album/electropunkz-2023-compilation
channel: twitch.tv/headinaboxdigital
00:00 Mom "Hell" (2014)
02:26 Mom "A.T. Field" (2014)
05:22 Mom "Warped Tour" (2014)
06:57 Girls Rituals "Crystal Eye" (2017)
08:56 Girls Rituals "I Know" (2015)
11:18 A cover of "Ressurect" by sElf (2000)
14:06 Devi McCallion "It's a Beautiful World" ft ada rook (2019)
16:28 Mom "I Fuck Everything Up" (2014)
18:39 ESPer99 "Something Else" ft Girls Rituals (currently unreleased)
"Something else" footage by ada rook, edited by esper99
Everything else done by me thank you
adarook.bandcamp.com
esper99.bandcamp.com
Listen, download, find out more about my music at the following webpages:
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
patreon.com/blacksquares
Thanks for watching
rainbow painting by cia psychic spy ingo swann (1978)
Camera 1: Ada Rook / Camera 2 & edit: Devi McCallion
Girls Rituals "Deproliferation" album delayed until 2023
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
LYRICS
I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belonged
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand, please don't cry now
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Being like you are, well, this is something else
Who would comprehend? But some that do lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them, well that's not what I believe
And it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last but I'm still not sure
But what I do know is, to us the world is different
To we are, to the world... I guess you would know that
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion always trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion, trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you, please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion always trying to change you
Song from Girls Rituals' "Cow" album.
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/cow
Animated by Bea Jumpup
youtube.com/c/GabeTYJ
LYRICS
Every...
Ok
Everybody's in their own worlds
Their own worlds
Everybody's in their own worlds
So so sorry you couldn't be what you wanted
So so sorry that I couldn't be anything at all
So so sorry your life couldn't be what you dreamed it
So so sorry you dreamed anything at all
Everybody's in their own worlds
Their own worlds
Everybody's in their own worlds
Torn apart by t[____]re and disorder
All we do is listen to each other scream
Everybody's in their own worlds
Everybody's in their own worlds
Nobody can imagine a future
All we do is listen to each other scream
Sorry a body couldn't be what you wanted
Sorry a body had to be anything at all
So so sorry your life couldn't be what you dreamed it would be
So so sorry you had to dream anything at all
Everybody's in their own worlds
Their own worlds
Everybody's in their own worlds
We can't look out for each other
All we can do is listen to each other scream
camera - ada rook
music & edit - devi mccallion
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
blackdresses.bandcamp.com
patreon.com/blacksquares
open.spotify.com/playlist/3alfAyhZVuDckaPmmeOy2b?si=c2ddfde25e8b4a9b
Listen, download, find out more about my music at the following webpages:
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
patreon.com/blacksquares
twitch.tv/headinaboxdigital
Setlist
00:00 ...
00:25 Girls Rituals "Black Crow" (2017)
02:55 Girls Rituals "New Moon" (2017)
06:12 Girls Rituals "Every Body Breaks Down" (2017)
09:02 Mom "UFO Sh-t" (2016)
11:22 Girls Rituals "Pink Slime" (2015)
13:36 Mom "I Can't Do This By Myself I'm Scared" (2016)
15:50 Mom "Generator" (2016)
17:30 Yellow Bile "Well" (2013)
Sound, audio, camera and editing by ada rook
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/track/babe-of-the-abyss
Art by 808gum
patreon.com/808gum
instagram.com/808gum
twitter.com/808gum
Her heart is hot and melty
My heart is cold as stone
Did you know?
Can you tell? Did you know?
I'm not that type of 'girl' who can't say what's on her mind
I want to take you apart and see how you were designed
Babe of the abyss
Blow the void a kiss
Keep an emo bitch on a leash
I don't want to please you
I just want to reach you
I just wanna pull you down with me
I just wanna show you some suffering if you wanna suffer with me?
EE2E
Can't barely breathe
Feel it up your spine
Feel it in your teeth
make it work for me. make it work for me
Her heart is hot and melty
My heart is hard as rocks
Always been a selfish lover, wont pretend that I'm not
I sort of think it's funny
This is just what she wants
I wanna mess her up I just wanna watch
Babe of the abyss
Blow the void a kiss
Keep an emo bitch on a leash
I don't want to please you
I just want to reach you
I just wanna pull you down with me
Uhoh
I just wanna show you some suffering if you wanna suffer with me?
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/rockstar-super-heat
Check out the incredible @serotinesart on twitter and instagram. Thank you so much Serotines
instagram.com/serotinesart
Anarchy 99 bunny by Colburn Paluck
instagram.com/colburnpaluck69
Anarchy 99 is (me) and so drove. hear more from so drove here
sodrove.bandcamp.com
Is love is a race can you win by crashing the race car ??
patreon.com/blacksquares
LYRICS
Everything you say is wrong
Everything you say is wrong
Everything you say is wrong
Everything I say is right
Everything you say is wrong
Everything you say is wrong
Hello
Hellfire
Angelwing paradise
I don't know what you want
But you're not gonna get it, oh
I don't think that it's funny
I'm just trying to warn you
Cos if you move without thinking
I think you'll regret it
I just want what's best for you
But sh*t is not going too smooth
But for me it's never been smooth
Just be careful how the f*ck you move, yo.
Everything I say is wrong
Everything I say is wrong
Everything I say is wrong
Everything you say is right
Everything I say is wrong
Everything you say is wrong
Hello
Hellfire
Angelwing paradise
I don't wanna be right, yea
I don't wanna be right...
I don't wanna be the head of the local DSA chapter
I just wanna be on the Digimon The Movie soundtrack
Blegh
Everything
Everything that you do
Is going to get ppl more vulnerable than you k*lled by the FBI
Everything you do
Everything you say you do
Everything you say
Everything you
Everything we say we do
Everything we say we do
Everything we say we do
Everything we say we do
Everything we say is right
Everything we say we do
Everything we say we do
Hello
Hellfire
Angelwing paradise
Tears, tears, tears dropping out of the sky
Tear gas cans dropping out of the sky
YEA
Happy new
Lunar new years
Year of the cow
We got some milk to wash out our eyes
Everything you say is wrong
Everything you say is wrong
Everything you say is wrong
Everything I say is right
Everything you say is wrong
Everything you say is wrong
Hello
Hellfire
Angelwing paradise
The world doesn't someone like me-e-e-e-e-e
I'm not bitter about it, it's not something you should nee-e-e-e-ed
Everything we say is wrong
Everything we say is wrong
Everything we say is wrong
Everything we say is right
Everything we say is wrong
Everything we say is wrong
Hello
Hellfire
Angelwing paradise
Everything you say is wrong
Everything we say is wrong
Everything I say is wrong
Everything we say is right
Everything you say is wrong
Everything you say is wrong
Hello
Hellfire
Angelwing paradise
blackdresses.bandcamp.com
patreon.com/blackdresses
~
Our individual web pages
adarook.bandcamp.com
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
Filmed by ESPer99
esper99.org
edited by ada rook
LYRICS
(devi)
its just rock and roll, it's not that serious.
worthless praying
keep the music playing
can you keep on singing with me
as the hours stretch on so evil?
hopeless loving
sh*tty beat keeps thumping
lets get one more song in
I can't stand the endless silence dragging on
(rook)
fragile survival
falling thru the cracks of what's left
everything ends
but i got 60% left
battle-damage purgatory
hell-world princess
somehow everything's still unfolding
somehow we're both still holding on
(devi)
die
die for real
burn in hell
die right now
kissed by fire in the night
burn in hell
stay alive
hell is life
stay...
please.
please stay.
(devi)
can u be as safe as u can?
(rook)
i know its not that easy
(devi)
can u stay alive if u can?
(rook)
i know its barely up to us
(devi)
there's a part of me that wants to keep destroying me
there's a part of me that wants to keep destroying me
there's a part of me that wants to keep destroying me
I'll keep coming back together again
I don't wanna be alone
worthless dreaming
in a dying world
that I already love so I can't give it up yet AAAA!!!!
(rook)
everything ends
but i got 60% left
battle-damage purgatory
hell-world princess
somehow everything's still unfolding
somehow we're both still holding on
(devi)
worthless praying
keep the music playing
can you keep on singing with me
as the hours stretch on so endless
hopeless loving
(rook)
holding on
(devi)
beat keeps thumping
(rook)
just hold on
(devi)
lets get one more song in
(rook)
f*ck...
(devi)
I have one more song yeah...
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/rockstar-super-heat
Animated and directed by Jacob Ciocci (Extreme Animals, Paper Rad, Wyld File)
https://linktr.ee/extremeanimalz
"I" and "Me" character designs by Eddy Atoms (Pinky and Pepper Forever)
instagram.com/eddyatoms
additional animation by Rebekah Dulski
youtube.com/c/10me20theoneandonly
and Rebecca Akli
instagram.com/cruel_cactus
Thanks so much for the love and support that allows us to continue doing super cool projects like this! Jacob Ciocci is an internet art legend and I've always wanted to work together with him on something! not to mention eddy and everyone else involved. My heart is swollen so big in my chest, I promise I am grateful every day for your support and stuff like that!
patreon.com/blacksquares
LYRICS
Like I'm floating thru air
Like I'm phasing thru time
Give my body such a druglike feeling
But I know that it's mine
It comes from inside me
I need you beside me
My mind and body seem to lag behind me
So, how I know I have a soul
I
Barely speak
I can barely speak
My mouth won't make the right moves
All I can really do is just stare at you
If that's OK
I hope it's OK
I want
I wanna say what I really mean
But I know better than that
Yeah
I know better than that
I know better than that
Yeah
I know better than that
I know better than that
Yeah
I know better than that
Yeah
All I really want to do is prove to you I could be sort of alright
I don't think that it will ever happen
At least not in this life
My mind and body seem to lag behind me
Is that how I know I have a soul
Even in death my pain will still find me
I'm scared I'll just know what I know
I
Barely speak
I can barely speak
My mouth won't make the right moves
All I can really do is just stare at you
If that's OK
I hope it's OK
I want
I wanna say what I really mean
But I know better than that
Yeah
I know better than that
camera by esper99 edited by ada rook
Women can tell im stressed so they try to fuck me
I don't mind being stressed but yea u can fuck me
I don't even wanna fucking say what...
it's like everything we do is just everything we do
And it flows like a river
it moves like a stream
It kills everything in it's path.
Yea I know it...
Yea why the fuck would you be s*******
In a culture that worships an idol of death?
Yea I know it's true
Yea I fucking live it, how about you?
Every fucking day since 2002
Couldn't get help at a hospital, never could too but...
But we got our lives
But we got our jobs
But we got our wi-fi password
And i'm living with a weed store on every block
While the homeless ppl in the neighborhood get shot
I wanted to make a breathy close-mic'd ASMR album this year since it seems in fashion. Lorde and Billie both did one this year so...
Tracklist
0:00 Carousel
2:05 Go Home
4:52 Everybody's In Their Own Worlds
7:27 Gas Station Salvia x30
9:45 Cute Beat
13:25 Wimpy
christmasasaurus.bandcamp.com/album/christmasasaurus-x2
THE LATEST INSTALLMENT IN THE INTERNET'S LONGEST RUNNING BIZZARO HOLIDAY MUSIC COMPILATION (probably) FOR COOL DINOSAURS (definitely)!! CHRISTMASASAURUS X2 !! CHECK IT OUT !! GET FESTIVE !!
dino art by yogurt200
yogurt200.com
We are children, children of the Light
We are shining in the darkness of the night
Hope for this world, joy throughout the land.
Touch the hearts of everyone, take everybody’s hand.
Come and gather round the flame, share the light in his name
We the children of the light
As the wind blows where it will, spread the news to everyone
There’s still plenty of time, for we have just begun.
Join the song of all the earth, we’ve a dream a dream to share
And a promise of re-birth
Let the earth feel the warmth of his love here in our hearts
We’ve still many a dream and promises to keep
Words & Music by Eugene O’Reilly
blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/forever-in-your-heart
Video has optional Closed Captioned lyrics those that require them or prefer to see. The tracklist and lyrics are also available to read on the bandcamp page.
0:00 PEACESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3:30 Concrete Bubble
7:03 Bulldozer
10:02 Heaven
13:10 Tiny Ball
15:26 Silver Bells
18:36 Ragequitted
21:33 Waiting42moro
25:08 Gone In An Instant
28:06 We'll Figure It Out
31:04 Understanding
36:00 Perfect Teeth
39:06 Zero Ultra
42:35 Mistake
44:41 (Can't) Keep It Together
Album artwork by @bossmonsterbani
twitter.com/bossmonsterbani
We're no longer a band unfortunately. Regardless, we've decided to keep putting out music. Blessed to make & share these songs.
“Broken peace sign” Black Dresses logo designed by Ada Rook
(It’s shaped like a “BD” if you look at it)
3D gfx of broken peace sign logo by tttlllrrr
twitter.com/_tlr_
Video directed, designed and edited by Ada Rook, with the participation of Devi.
First run of cassette pre-orders sold out quickly but we will release 2 more runs of tapes on bandcamp when we can. Sorry for the inconvenience we're doing the best we can!
Get other merch:
teespring.com/stores/black-dresses-merch-store
Check out more of my exciting new music here
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
Mix/master by Ada Rook
idgaf
LYRICS
Sorry just to waste your time
Sorry I couldn't do it right
Sorry that I couldn't
I think I will
I think I might
In my heart
I wanted something true
I wanted hope
I made a hole
I needed something true
I needed to see the truth
I needed to see right thru
I needed hope
I made a hole
All these things I couldn't be
All these possibilities
Fill up the sky like shooting stars
All these things I couldn't be
All these possibilities...
I'm all used up
So used up.
I shouldn't be myself
I shouldn't need myself
I shouldn't want what I want what I
Just keep fucking me 'til my ego is destroyed
Wanted to be something but I filled that empty space with a void
Haha
Bleh
Sorry so gross
Everything, everything matters
Everything, every little thing matters
All these things I couldn't be
All these possibilities
Fill up the sky like a shooting star
All these things I couldn't be
All these possibilities...
I'm so used up
I'm so used up
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/black-cloud-2021
More from ESPer99
esper99.bandcamp.com
esper99.org
Filmed by Ada Rook edited by Devi McCallion
Thank you everyone who made this remix cd so special; Backxwash, Ada Rook, ESPer99, gravedream, crisis sigil and katie dey. I'm so excited to finally share everyones hard work!!
LYRICS (CLOSED CAPTIONS INCLUDED ON VIDEO)
If you've ever noticed how the color of the grass seems more vivid
Right before the sky cracks into rain
In that final moment everything might taste like ash
But it'll never burn again
But if we sit in the magic cave and wait for the beast it'll consume us
But It'll consume us anyway
I feel a black cloud
I feel a black cloud
I feel a black cloud over me
Even when the light shines down on us and illuminates us too
In cold, in cold, in strange cold blue
I don't know, I don't know, I can't see to the end of the day
I don't know, I don't know, I can see to the end
Ooh oh oh-oh-oh
I feel a black cloud
I feel a black cloud
I feel a black cloud over me
Even when the light shines down on us and illuminates us too
In the cold, cold, cold blue
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/magic-fire-brain
Me and Katie's album was originally supposed to open with narration to explain part of the story, but it was hard to fit over the first song without ruining the song part of the song. I always said we could use the narration later for a trailer to promote the album, since we couldn't find a way to fit it on the actual record. It turns out that "Later" is today. Please enjoy.
Sorry my rambling is a bit hard to make out. Please remember there are closed captions available.
Magic Fire Brain is the 40-million-years-later sequel to 2018's "Some New Form of Life"
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/some-new-form-of-life
Listen to more of Katie's music here
katiedey.bandcamp.com
Listen to more of Devi's music here
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
Download WORLD PEACE here:
blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/world-peace-ft-esper99
More of ESPer99's music here:
esper99.bandcamp.com
Now available on streaming
It seems impossible to have peace between eachother in our small divided communities. It even seems impossible to find peace within ourselves. It's hard to feel at peace with the band "Black Dresses", something that was very loved and which was our life's work every day until it no longer could be. We believe that one human cannot survive alone, and we like the sound of the word "peace", but should we really look to find "peace"?
This song was composed and recorded in November 2019, a time of great turmoil for everyone involved. ESPer99, having been coerced out of their LA sublet by repeat SWATings, joined us for a month in our new Hamilton apartment. While ESPer99 & Rook finished the album rook&nomie – me&you, this triune collaboration took shape as well.
rookandnomie.bandcamp.com/album/me-you
Black Dresses "WASTEISOLATION" came into the world on Easter weekend 2018, which is when Christ was Crucified and burned in Hell for three days. Black Dresses was Born Into "Death".
Now under The Great Conjunction of Saturn and Jupiter on the Winter Solstice of 2020, where the two planets allign in our view and appear as one, creating a rare event called "The Christmas Star" or "The Star of Bethlhem" in reference to the astrological event that guided wise men to the newborn Son Of G*d.
Black Dresses has completed the cycle and travelled from "Death" and into "Birth".
Thank you for joining us. Forgive us for our transgressions in this extremely turbulent time. Please at least find forgiveness for yourselves. Please enjoy this singing dancing colorful light and darkness.
Sincerely,
Black Dresses
video edited & art directed by ada rook
LYRICS (CLOSED CAPTION ALSO AVAILABLE)
(devi)
World peace
(rook + devi)
World peace world peace world peace
(devi)
What do we do?
When it's this hard to go on
Grinded down to the bone
Grinding further than bone
All the way to the soul
Never had that much soul
These wounds that won't heal
When I'm all out of hope
(all)
What do we do?
(devi)
When it's this hard to go on
Grinded down to the bone
Grinded further than bone
All the way to the soul
Never had that much soul
All these wounds that won't heal
When I'm all out of hope
(rook)
Hope
(devi)
Childish dreams feel so painful
Falling tears
Sparkling
(rook)
rainbow
(all)
Desperate prayers
Porcelain angels
Aching hearts feel so shameful
(ESPer99)
I'm center stage
Dead Jesus age
Just turn the page
I'm gone
This doleful clown
Is breaking down
So serious
It hurts
This regimen
We're taking in
Of vapor trails
And tv meals
It's all the same
We're not to blame
I want peace world peace motherfucker
(rook)
Okay
Black Dresses
(???)
ESPer99
(rook)
20 20 20 20
I dream
Of something more than what's here
Of something bigger than this
Of something bigger than fear
There's nothing bigger than fear
The purgatorial conditions
Of the steps we take to live (To live)
What gives? (What gives?)
What's wrong? [Stop it] (What's wrong?)
What's real? [Stop it] (What's real?)
Too much [Stop it] (Too much)
Too fast [Stop it] (Too fast)
[Stop it] To deal with it (Deal with it)
Deal with it (It's cool,)
Deal with it (I don't really mean it)
Deal with it
World peace (World peace)
World peace motherfucker
(devi)
What do we do
When it's this hard to go on?
(devi + rook)
Grinded down to the bone
Grinding further than bone
(devi)
All the way to the soul
(devi + rook)
Never had that much soul
(devi)
These wounds that won't heal
(devi + rook)
When I'm all out of hope
World peace
World world world world world world world peace
(devi)
World peace
World
World peace
(rook)
Sorry,
(all)
Childish dreams feel so painful
Falling tears
Sparkling
(rook)
rainbow
(all)
Desperate prayers
Porcelain angels
Aching hearts feel so shameful
(devi)
World
World peace
(rook)
World peace
...worldpeace
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/2
yes this song is six years old but its still good i wanted to make a video
camera by ada rook
i don't really care what we do
all i want to do is hang out
all i want to do is spend some time with my friends
i don't really care about anything
luckily
everything is super duper ok
but you know
if you had your own car
your car might growl like a lover
and you'll ache to be outside
maybe this year things will be a bit better in the summer sunshine
but you still have to put each brick on each brick
in the summer sunshine
but you still have to put each brick on each brick
get on
you know
all i can do is keep your body warm
get on
you know
my powers are weak in this form
its rooted deep like a wart
it runs a bit long in your skin
but you can never grow to be a part of it
although you might want to wear it on you like a lovers kiss
i know it's sort of hard to tell
it's hard to figure out your own self
it has to be you to give a shit
it's your own heavy arms that you gotta lift
get on
you know
all i can do is keep your body warm
get on
you know
my powers are weak in this form
More music by me here
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/magic-fire-brain
A sequel to our 2018 album "Some New Form of Life"
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/some-new-form-of-life
Additional camerawork by Ada Rook
Listen to more of Katie's music here
katiedey.bandcamp.com
Listen to more of Devi's music here
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
LYRICS
in the mirror
my reflection looks so weird and strange today
but it’s always the same it’s always the same it’s always the same
in the mirror (when i look into my eyes)
my reflection looks so weird and strange today (no matter how hard i try)
it’s always the same thing it’s always the same thing
when i look into my eyes
no mattered how hard i try
if you really knew what all the fuss was for
if you opened up your heart
would there really be room for more ?
in the mirror my reflection looks so weird and strange today
it’s always the same thing it’s always the same thing
if you opened up your heart
could you imagine something different than we are ?
if you needed something else
something beautiful and loving
could you make it up yourself ?
blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell
Black Dresses merch
teespring.com/stores/black-dresses-merch-store
SCARED 2 DEATH (LYRICS)
(devi)
scared to death, death
scared to death, death
bloody worm goddess
you look so pretty when you're scared to death
it'll never change
burning bright with fear and hopelessness
tearing thru me again
tearing thru me again
trapped in amber again
(rook+devi)
scared to death of the hole
scared to death of the whole world
it's all true it's all true
scared to death of the dream
scared to death of the seams
that you try to ignore
it's all true
it's all true
(devi)
IT'S ALL TRUE!!!
(rook)
trapped inside it again
i don't sleep anymore
i don't have any dreams
i don't have a true form
(rook+devi)
trapped inside it again
i don't sleep anymore
i don't have any dreams
i don't have a true form
(devi)
we're gonna find out
what it's gonna be about
(devi+rook)
we're gonna find out
what it's gonna be about
(rook)
we're gonna see its true form
true form true form
(devi)
i always hoped for the best in people
666 (LYRICS)
(devi)
even in hell
sound spirals down
alone in our torment
our songs can reach to each other
(rook)
even in the void
words bounce around
echoes compound into another world
that we can escape to
(devi)
that we can escape to
at least i hope there's somewhere left to go
and that we can all make it thru
my heart always ached for a thing and I never even knew what it was
my broken heart
my broken soul
my broken songs
people made fun of the songs but...
(rook+devi)
and its true we're broken
(rook)
but we blend in with all of this debris
so as long as were together
hell's the safest place on earth for us to be
(rook)
thats all i got so far
(devi)
[coughing] sorry its pretty good... its ok
(rook)
i kinda like it...
(devi)
i mean
i dunno...
(rook)
hmm...
(devi)
maybe,
maybe we could fix it later
(rook)
yeah...
sounds good
mom 4 available on streaming and for (free or paid) download
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/track/i-fucked-in-heaven
open.spotify.com/album/0qsvJlyUyoKBeV5DxsjxBC?si=O7hmNcNUTJGY-583snjgXQ
Animated by Remy Boydell, dance shots by Mica L for Bluntforce Studio. Guest Starring Nervana
twitter.com/nervanaofficial
spikeycartoons.weebly.com
twitter.com/slimgiltsoul
http://www.bluntforcestudio.com
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/crap-shit
Camera, editing, additional gfx by Ada Rook
patreon.com/AdaRook
twitter.com/adarook666
LYRIC
I once hoped that I could be strong
I once hoped we could all get along
I was wrong, wrong, wrong
I'll always be wrong, wrong, wrong
She's a weakling
Caught between things
Always sleeping
Nightmare dreaming
She's a weakling
Pain increasing
Soul depleting
Constant grieving
I just wanted
I just wanted to let you know
I just wanted to let you know that I know that I let you down
But I once hoped that I could be big
I once dreamed like stupid little kid
It was so fun for a while
All the times that I didn't die
Someone else took care of me
I was lucky
I was lucky
I was lucky
Seeming so peace-ful
with a deadly mouthful of teeth-full
Download EP
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/blue-skies
Love,
Devi.
Produced by Ash Nerve
ashnerve.bandcamp.com
youtube.com/watch?v=eq1EwjVzrjs
And Riley Rossi of rook&nomie
neotenomie.bandcamp.com
rookandnomie.bandcamp.com
Album art by Emamouse
emamouse.bandcamp.com
Video filmed and edited by Ada Rook
LYRICS
Oh yeah
Let's go
I really wish I wouldn't die on top
Making music is embarassing enough
I already did everything I can
And I know
It will never be Enough
I know it'll never be enough.
Let's go
Let's go
To the party now
Music gets me thru the day
Hell yeah bet that shit does not fucking pay
It doesn't matter anyway
Blue skies
Blue skies
Blue skies
Music just gets me thru the day
Hell yeah bet that shit does not fucking pay
I could do it anyway, anyway
I could fucking do it anyway
Blue skies
Hell yeah reall cool shit
Real cool shit
Real cool
No color void
Lost inside my head
I wished I could be something but I just ended up dead
Dead
Music lover don't stop now
Music lover don't stop now
Keep on loving music
Someone's gotta love it!
Music gets me thru the fucking day
Hell yeah bet that shit does not fucking pay
You might think "well, why'd you fucking do it?"
Well I'd do it anyway
I'd fucking do it anyway!
Music gets me thru the fucking day
Bet that shit doesn't fucking pay
Hell yeah I'd do it anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway, yeah
Music gets me thru the fucking day
Bet that shit doesn't fucking pay
I'd just do it anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Music gets me thru the fucking day
Hell yeah bet that shit doesn't pay
I'd just do it anyway
I'd just do it anyway
Silence makes me ears hurt
Silence puts me in the dirt
You can hear your neighbors
Well, that sucks, fuck your neighbors (BUT OBVIOUSLY FUCK YOUR LANDLORD MORE)
Music gets me thru the day
But that shit doesn't pay
I'd just do it anyway
I'd just do it anyway
Music gets me thru the fucking day
Hell yeah bet that shit doesn't pay
I'd just do it anyway
I'd just do it anyway
Music gets me thru the fucking day
When it seems like there is nothing else
To live for in this world
At all
At all
At all
Music music uh
Thru the day
Hell yeah bet that shit doesn't pay
I'd just do it anyway
I'd just do it anyway
Ada Rook "2,020 Knives" and "2020 Hands" out now please read her statement with the album and enjoy the music.
adarook.bandcamp.com/album/2020-knives
youtu.be/9HCcBVe7rY8
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/crap-shit
I'm so awful
Well behaved
I don't need a soul
I don't need a name
Sedate me with hypnotic sleep
I'll sleep forever
I'll be good
I'll be good
I'll be a good girl
I won't ever do anything ever
Stiff as a board and I'm light as a feather
All this pressure, can it hold us together?
I always get what I want
So I always try not to want too much
I'm the stupidest slut when you sneer in disgust
I just wanted a hug
Make it hurt way too much
If it's ok for you
It's ok for me
Don't worry too much
It's too late for me
I just wanted to know if someone else understood
I just wanted a little but it felt way too good
I crawl with my head down
Please just hear my prayer
Immobilized with venom
My ass up in the air
Yea
Sup
What's up ha
Um
What's up
Blinding pain
Serrated blade
I don't wanna stop
No really I'm ok
Sedate me with the smell of blood
I think it's funny
Feeling my heartbeat
Blood tight in my chest
I've already seen all the bad shit
So please just do your best
I'm feeling transcendent
I think I'm depressed
Let's just use a condom
I already fucked all your friends
If it's ok for you
It's ok for me
Don't worry too much
It's too late for me
I just wanted to know if someone else understood
I just wanted a little but it felt way too good
But it felt way too good
But it felt way too good
But it felt way too good
But it felt way too good
But it felt way too good
But it felt way too good
But it felt way too good