NIKI DEMARwatch to see me hangout & meet my childhood crushes / idols. I am still not okay. #nikidemar #jonasbrothers ➤ stream my new single Love & Misery: independent.ffm.to/loveandmisery ➤ music video for Love & Misery: youtu.be/niaBzhSnQso ➤ watch my previous vlog: vlogging like we're on FaceTime (week in my life) youtu.be/VQ0UzOuwqI8
if you are reading this.. comment: "that awkward moment with Kevin lol"
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I partied in NYC with the Jonas brothers (vlog + storytime)NIKI DEMAR2023-03-24 | watch to see me hangout & meet my childhood crushes / idols. I am still not okay. #nikidemar #jonasbrothers ➤ stream my new single Love & Misery: independent.ffm.to/loveandmisery ➤ music video for Love & Misery: youtu.be/niaBzhSnQso ➤ watch my previous vlog: vlogging like we're on FaceTime (week in my life) youtu.be/VQ0UzOuwqI8
if you are reading this.. comment: "that awkward moment with Kevin lol"
✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩ ➤ search Niki Demar on spotify ➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone ➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg ➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...
✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩ ➤ search Niki Demar on spotify ➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone ➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg ➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...
✩ CONTACT ✩ 𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me: ➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com ➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co ➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com ➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.comI made my diary a book…NIKI DEMAR2023-06-29 | ...Helping a fan come out 🏳️🌈🥲NIKI DEMAR2023-06-29 | ...organizing my ENTIRE CLOSET in my NEW HOUSE (+ tour)NIKI DEMAR2023-06-13 | pre-save my EP "RUINED MY LIFE" out 7/7 ➤ independent.ffm.to/ruinedmylife **it's FINALLY HERE! it's been a long time coming.. MY FIRST CLOSET ORGANIZATION / CLOSET CLEAN OUT VIDEO in my NEW HOUSE! this was quite the process... but the end results are immaculate. Let me know if you want a part 2 of me organizing the iconic "Storage Closet" inspired by Kim K** #organizing #closetcleanout #nikidemar ➤ stream my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe ➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg ➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: opening up about my insecurities: youtu.be/WyY1-Xu7b9A
Timecodes! 0:00-1:28 what's wrong with my closet 1:29-1:53 my closet strategy 1:54-4:29 current state of my closet 4:30-9:19 clearing out wardrobe 9:20-14:11 organizing wardrobe 14:12-16:04 purse organization 16:05-17:24 shoe organization 17:25-17:47 vanity organization 17:48-21:44 CLOSET TOUR
if you are reading this.. comment: "her jersey-shore core summer" iykyk lol
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✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩ ➤ search Niki Demar on spotify ➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone ➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg ➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...
✩ CONTACT ✩ 𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me: ➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com ➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co ➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com ➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.comthe truth about the BROWN HAIR eraNIKI DEMAR2023-05-30 | ...how I turn my bob into long hairNIKI DEMAR2023-05-28 | ...the best dress I ever boughtNIKI DEMAR2023-05-28 | ...dying my hair at homeNIKI DEMAR2023-05-28 | ...NIKI DEMAR - Sorry than Safe (Official Music Video)NIKI DEMAR2023-05-26 | Sorry Than Safe (Official Music Video) - NIKI DEMAR
Lyrics
V1: She’s the girl who’s gone mad, so sad The one you want but can’t have, hair black Now she’s got the last laugh, too bad There’s a plot twist, deal with it
Don’t care about the feedback, backlash They say that she moves so fast, she’ll crash with her there ain’t no lookin back, whiplash There’s a plot twist, deal with it
Pre: Saints are sinners we’re all dangerous You’re complacent, I’m spontaneous
Chorus: I’m better sorry than safe Yea yea yea yea Self- destructive insane Yea yea yea yea Watch me go up in flames Yea yea yea yea Now you can't look away
I’m better sorry than safe Yea yea yea yea Watch me circle the drain Yea yea yea yea And if it’s all a mistake Yea yea yea I’m better sorry than safe
V2 A Chaos in my blood cells, my own hell No tolerating dry spells, self help 2 keys and a motel, won’t tell Lock the deadbolt don’t disturb
Pre: Saints are sinners we’re all dangerous You’re complacent, I’m spontaneousI FILMED MY FIRST SEX SCENE (storytime & get un-ready w/ me)NIKI DEMAR2023-05-25 | WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE: youtu.be/ilJzh8T87Ag you guys liked my last GRWM so here is a GET UN-READY w/ me while I share about what it was like filming my FIRST sex scene for a music video... coming to you tonight lol #nikidemar #sorrythansafe #grwm #storytime ➤ stream my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe ➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg ➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: opening up about my insecurities: youtu.be/WyY1-Xu7b9A
TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around! 0:00-1:35 intro 1:36-2:05 when I changed 2:06-2:54 living sorry than safe 2:55-3:48 living QUEER 3:49-3:57 my fav cleanser! 3:58-4:56 storytime begins 4:57-5:16 serums I use & love 5:17-7:41 storytime continues 7:43-7:55 last serum I use! 7:56-9:14 the scene is happening!!! 9:15-9:29 moisturizer! 9:30-10:39 SORRY THAN SAFE
if you are reading this.. comment: "shots and lady Gaga music" iykyk lol
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• NIKI DEMAR - Nigh... ➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...
✩ CONTACT ✩ 𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me: ➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com ➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co ➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com ➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.comwhat orange hair was REALLY like…NIKI DEMAR2023-05-25 | ...the TRUTH about my blue hair eraNIKI DEMAR2023-05-25 | ...juicy Q&ANIKI DEMAR2023-05-23 | ...what filming this was really like…NIKI DEMAR2023-05-23 | ...“you should settle down, you’re 28”NIKI DEMAR2023-05-21 | ...me at 20 VS 28…NIKI DEMAR2023-05-20 | ...showing my insecurities while removing my body hair *at home*NIKI DEMAR2023-05-18 | Use my discount code ND20 for 20% OFF kenzzi.com/products/kenzzi-ipl-hair-removal-handset-2?ref=ND20 **I've been on YouTube for almost 10 years, and I never actually talked about my biggest insecurity I've dealt with my whole life. Let's get personal while I show you my at-home laser hair removal routine. #insecurities #bodyhair #nikidemar ➤ pre-save my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe ➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg ➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: celebrating my birthday in NYC vlog! youtu.be/Uwb7gYaID3U
TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around! 0:00-1:44 opening up about PCOS 1:45-4:34 what I use 4:35-7:48 let's remove my hair together! 7:49-9:00 trauma storytime 9:01-9:47 how to 9:48-11:28 my results!
if you are reading this.. comment: "kids in middle school are mean" iykyk lol
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✩ CONTACT ✩ 𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me: ➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com ➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co ➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com ➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.comcan’t believe I’m leaking this videoNIKI DEMAR2023-05-18 | ...I cant believe what Hot Topic is selling?! TRY-ON HAUL @hottopic #sponsoredbyHTNIKI DEMAR2023-05-17 | I felt the urge recently to check out Hot Topic and see what they've been selling, and I was thoroughly surprised and pleased with everything I purchased! Very cool and on trend. Def going to keep shopping here in 2023!TAYLOR SWIFT ERAS TOUR VLOG *philly* (taylor yells at security)NIKI DEMAR2023-05-16 | Use code NIKIDEMAR for $20 off your first SeatGeek order. seatgeek.onelink.me/RrnK/NIKIDEMAR **come with me to the one and only ERAS TOUR in Philly... where a lot happened. This was Taylor's hometown show which had several celebrity guests, Taylor yells at security gaurd, and over 20,000 fans showed up outside the stadium! GRWM to go, come with me to the concert, and listen to my overall thoughts & recap at the end! #erastour #taylorswift #nikidemar ➤ pre-save my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe ➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg ➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: celebrating my birthday in NYC vlog! youtu.be/Uwb7gYaID3U
TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around! 0:00-0:37 intro 0:38-6:35 GRWM for the eras tour 6:36-9:01 the ERAS TOUR! 9:02-15:08 RECAP / WHAT HAPPENED
if you are reading this.. comment: "Taylor for president 2024"
✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩ ➤ search Niki Demar on spotify ➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone ➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg ➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...
✩ CONTACT ✩ 𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me: ➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com ➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co ➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com ➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.comMY Y2K BIRTHDAY IN NYC *grwm, vlog + haul*NIKI DEMAR2023-05-09 | celebrate my 28th birthday with me in NYC! in this vlog, I start out by telling you the biggest lessons I learned at the age 27. then, we travel home from LA to the east coast, to get ready for my Y2K themed birthday party in NYC! let's spend the weekend together in nyc & at the end of the video, I give you guys a birthday haul of what I got for my birthday! thank you so much for watching & for all the birthday wishes! ily! xo ➤ pre-save my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe ➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg ➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: GRWM while I overshare about my sex life youtu.be/qGnWg8C0vCU #nikidemar #nyc #nycvlog #Y2K
TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around! 0:00-3:01 things I learned at 27 3:01-3:46 GRWM for NYC 3:47- 4:47 IT's MY BIRTHDAY! 4:48-6:27 NYC!!! 6:28-8:48 GRM for my Y2K PARTY 8:49-10:03 THE PARTY 10:04-11:41 hungover & hello 11:42-13:42 nyc day in my life 13:43-14:35 GRWM for the rooftop! 14:36-18:25 BIRTHDAY HAUL! 18:26-18:58 OUTRO + new single
if you are reading this.. comment: "the main character moment lol"
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TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around! 0:00-1:26 intro 1:27-2:40 pack w/ me! 2:41-4:19 travel with me! 4:20-6:15 the mansion! 6:16-7:17 heart to heart :') 7:18-9:38 GRWM for dinner 9:39-12:44 morning at the mansion 12:45-13:45 HOT GIRL WALK 13:36-15:04 GRWM for the FESTIVAL!
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if you are reading this.. comment: "that poster tho”
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✩ CONTACT ✩ 𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me: ➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com ➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co ➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com ➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.comGRWM while I overshare about my sex lifeNIKI DEMAR2023-04-14 | shop the LELO DOT: http://lelo.to/b57 this year has been life changing in so many ways... including my sex life. I'm getting ready to go out with my friends and I wanted to GRWM while I overshare about my sex life and how it's changed so much. in this video we chat about the break up, my first time having seggs with a girl (oooop), 🐱 confidence, phone seggs & kink in the bedroom! plus storyrtimes duhhh. let's get personal. ➤ steam my new single AMNESIA: independent.ffm.to/amnesia?fbclid=PAAabuABgmpt76nm1_9hBYeSNDF9RXUG_ouqkcB8Oy5jZcXsH152iSXYhnkOM ➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: GRWM for my LA show (indie artist day in my life) youtu.be/Koo7xAafrF4 #nikidemar #grwm #girltalk
TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around! 0:00-1:05 intro & topics 1:06-4:00 the break up 4:01-5:54 my first time with a girl 5:55-7:14 hetero sex vs queer sex 7:15-8:00 vagina confidence 8:01-9:21 phone sex 9:21-10:44 kink 10:45-11:38 final look + my friends!
if you are reading this.. comment: "it tastes like nothing" hehe
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✩ CONTACT ✩ 𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me: ➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com ➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co ➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com ➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.comme broken VS healingNIKI DEMAR2023-04-09 | ...the internet never forgets…NIKI DEMAR2023-04-09 | ...BREAK UP SONG YOU NEEDNIKI DEMAR2023-04-08 | ...AMNESIA out nowNIKI DEMAR2023-04-07 | ...NIKI DEMAR - Amnesia (OFFICIAL VIDEO)NIKI DEMAR2023-04-07 | NIKI DEMAR - Amnesia (OFFICIAL VIDEO) Shot by: Will Stockwell Performed by: Niki DeMar Drums: Chris Geller Guitar: Ray Libby Keys: Declan O'Raidy Produced by: Julianne Hope #nikidemar #AMNESIA
(Lyrics) VERSE 1 I get dizzy when i hear your name Vertigo when i think ‘bout the plans that we made Seeing colors, feel a little faint Wonder what,Where you been, Who you with, What’s her name?
PRE When it’s late at night, close my eyes Feel like i’m about to hallucinate Sometimes i hate my mind, I’m so tired of thinking about your stupid face
CHORUS I don’t wanna know who you’re sleeping with I don’t wanna know if it means something people like to say ignorance is bliss but fuck that, I want amnesia
Every little kiss Everything we did Every single touch I wanna forget I don’t wanna miss you or reminisce Fuck that, I want amnesia
VERSE 2 I might overthink myself to death Was it you, was it me, who turned “us” to an ex? Maybe i should take a sedative Cause who I swore would be forever doesn’t really exist
PRE When it’s late at night, close my eyes Feel like i’m about to hallucinate Sometimes i hate my mind, I’m so tired of thinking about your stupid face
CHORUS I don’t wanna know who you’re sleeping with I don’t wanna know if it means something people like to say ignorance is bliss but fuck that, I want amnesia
Every little kiss Everything we did Every single touch I wanna forget I don’t wanna miss you or reminisce Fuck that, I want amnesiaWISH I COULD ERASE MY PAST FRNIKI DEMAR2023-04-06 | ...DAY IN THE LIFE of an independent artist ✨ + grwmNIKI DEMAR2023-04-06 | this is a day in my life in LA on a show day! GRWM & watch me show prep AND also film a music video... with you guys. hehe. ➤ AMNESIA Official Video: youtu.be/e5CwxrK01q8 ➤ STREAM AMNESIA: independent.ffm.to/amnesia?fbclid=PAAabuABgmpt76nm1_9hBYeSNDF9RXUG_ouqkcB8Oy5jZcXsH152iSXYhnkOM ➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: meeting the Jonas brothers: youtu.be/Z4BLypRao8g #nikidemar #dayinmylife
if you are reading this.. comment: "the sink shower was lit" lol
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✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩ ➤ search Niki Demar on spotify ➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone ➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg ➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...
Written by: Niki Demar, Jutes, Sarah Troy Produced by: Midi Jones Mixed by: Austin Seltzer
Love + Misery Lyrics Verse 1 I'm scared you got the best of me You're brutal and you're ecstasy A cycle of insanity going nowhere Looking like our parents did Sleeping in our separate beds Don't know where the darkness ends You still don't care
Pre-Chorus I swore I'd never cut you loose That's why I'm so confused, Should go but I can't move
Chorus I'm stuck in between love and misery You can't clean up the mess I made of me Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse So I keep falling back in love and misery Make it make sense to me Make it make sense to me
Verse 2 Heavy sweat in my sleep Get me out this fever dream It's not healthy but I guess there's comfort in the Pain, I know when I take my clothes of I come and I go back to you
Chorus I'm stuck in between love and misery You can't clean up the mess I've made of me Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse So I keep falling back in love and misery I'm stuck in between love and misery You can't clean up the mess I made of me Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse So I keep falling back in love and misery
Outro Make it make sense to me Make it make sense to mea youtuber made a rock song?NIKI DEMAR2023-03-10 | ...make it make sense to meNIKI DEMAR2023-03-10 | ...vlogging like were on facetime together *messy*NIKI DEMAR2023-03-05 | ➤ stream Love & Misery: independent.ffm.to/loveandmisery ➤ music video for Love & Misery: youtu.be/niaBzhSnQso **I always FaceTime my friends and wanted to hangout on FaceTime for a weekend in my life! In this vlog, there's a lot of life updates, gossip, tea spilled, break up talk, breakdowns, and more. let's get closer :) #nikidemar #vlogging ➤ watch my previous vlog: New York Fashion Week vlog! youtu.be/_knHUxZccDU
if you are reading this.. comment: "the crying in the car moment"
✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩ ➤ search Niki Demar on spotify ➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone ➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg ➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...
CREDITS: Directed by Alex Safdie Produced by Commonwealth Pictures Editor: Alex Safdie Stylist: Willyum Beck H&M: Sienna Watson & Dominique Della Maggie’s 1st AC: Chris McElroy Production Assistant: Antonio Nelson BTS: ? Film Dev & Scan: Pro8mm Camera Support: Ready Rig + Movi M15 Shot on Red Dragon + Canon K-35 Lenses
Love + Misery Lyrics Verse 1 I'm scared you got the best of me You're brutal and you're ecstasy A cycle of insanity going nowhere Looking like our parents did Sleeping in our separate beds Don't know where the darkness ends You still don't care
Pre-Chorus I swore I'd never cut you loose That's why I'm so confused, Should go but I can't move
Chorus I'm stuck in between love and misery You can't clean up the mess I made of me Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse So I keep falling back in love and misery Make it make sense to me Make it make sense to me
Verse 2 Heavy sweat in my sleep Get me out this fever dream It's not healthy but I guess there's comfort in the Pain, I know when I take my clothes of I come and I go back to you
Chorus I'm stuck in between love and misery You can't clean up the mess I've made of me Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse So I keep falling back in love and misery I'm stuck in between love and misery You can't clean up the mess I made of me Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse So I keep falling back in love and misery
Outro Make it make sense to me Make it make sense to meLOVE + MISERY lyric video out NOWNIKI DEMAR2023-03-03 | ...