MY Y2K BIRTHDAY IN NYC grwm, vlog + haul @nikidemar

NIKI DEMAR celebrate my 28th birthday with me in NYC!
in this vlog, I start out by telling you the biggest lessons I learned at the age 27. then, we travel home from LA to the east coast, to get ready for my Y2K themed birthday party in NYC! let's spend the weekend together in nyc & at the end of the video, I give you guys a birthday haul of what I got for my birthday! thank you so much for watching & for all the birthday wishes! ily! xo
➤ pre-save my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe
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➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: GRWM while I overshare about my sex life youtu.be/qGnWg8C0vCU
#nikidemar #nyc #nycvlog #Y2K

TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around!
0:00-3:01 things I learned at 27
3:01-3:46 GRWM for NYC
3:47- 4:47 IT's MY BIRTHDAY!
4:48-6:27 NYC!!!
6:28-8:48 GRM for my Y2K PARTY
8:49-10:03 THE PARTY
10:04-11:41 hungover & hello
11:42-13:42 nyc day in my life
13:43-14:35 GRWM for the rooftop!
14:36-18:25 BIRTHDAY HAUL!
18:26-18:58 OUTRO + new single

if you are reading this.. comment: "the main character moment lol"

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updated 1 year ago

MY Y2K BIRTHDAY IN NYC *grwm, vlog + haul*

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-09 | celebrate my 28th birthday with me in NYC!
in this vlog, I start out by telling you the biggest lessons I learned at the age 27. then, we travel home from LA to the east coast, to get ready for my Y2K themed birthday party in NYC! let's spend the weekend together in nyc & at the end of the video, I give you guys a birthday haul of what I got for my birthday! thank you so much for watching & for all the birthday wishes! ily! xo
➤ pre-save my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe
➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: GRWM while I overshare about my sex life youtu.be/qGnWg8C0vCU
#nikidemar #nyc #nycvlog #Y2K

TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around!
0:00-3:01 things I learned at 27
3:01-3:46 GRWM for NYC
3:47- 4:47 IT's MY BIRTHDAY!
4:48-6:27 NYC!!!
6:28-8:48 GRM for my Y2K PARTY
8:49-10:03 THE PARTY
10:04-11:41 hungover & hello
11:42-13:42 nyc day in my life
13:43-14:35 GRWM for the rooftop!
14:36-18:25 BIRTHDAY HAUL!
18:26-18:58 OUTRO + new single

if you are reading this.. comment: "the main character moment lol"

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➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
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➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

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a Niki & Gabi New York Minute (parties, pride, celebs, thrifting + more)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-06-29 | lelo.to/q5o
**this is Niki & Gabi's first pride together and publicly out of the closet as queer!
pre-save my EP "RUINED MY LIFE" out 7/7 ➤ independent.ffm.to/ruinedmylife
➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg

if you are reading this.. comment: "the sirens part lmao" iykyk

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➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

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I made my diary a book…

NIKI DEMAR 2023-06-29 | ...

Helping a fan come out 🏳️‍🌈🥲

NIKI DEMAR 2023-06-29 | ...

organizing my ENTIRE CLOSET in my NEW HOUSE (+ tour)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-06-13 | pre-save my EP "RUINED MY LIFE" out 7/7 ➤ independent.ffm.to/ruinedmylife
**it's FINALLY HERE! it's been a long time coming.. MY FIRST CLOSET ORGANIZATION / CLOSET CLEAN OUT VIDEO in my NEW HOUSE! this was quite the process... but the end results are immaculate. Let me know if you want a part 2 of me organizing the iconic "Storage Closet" inspired by Kim K**
#organizing #closetcleanout #nikidemar
➤ stream my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe
➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: opening up about my insecurities: youtu.be/WyY1-Xu7b9A

Timecodes!
0:00-1:28 what's wrong with my closet
1:29-1:53 my closet strategy
1:54-4:29 current state of my closet
4:30-9:19 clearing out wardrobe
9:20-14:11 organizing wardrobe
14:12-16:04 purse organization
16:05-17:24 shoe organization
17:25-17:47 vanity organization
17:48-21:44 CLOSET TOUR

if you are reading this.. comment: "her jersey-shore core summer" iykyk lol

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➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

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➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.com

I didn’t know it was hazardous!

NIKI DEMAR 2023-06-09 | ...

RUINED MY LIFE (EP Trailer) - Niki Demar

NIKI DEMAR 2023-06-03 | The year I ruined my life...
Pre-save RUINED MY LIFE (EP) out 7/7: independent.ffm.to/ruinedmylife

the truth about my house

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-31 | I think it's time we finally talk about the house...
#storytime #nikidemar
➤ stream my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe
➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: opening up about my insecurities: youtu.be/WyY1-Xu7b9A

if you are reading this.. comment: "omg you got shot?!" iykyk lol

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➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
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➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

✩ CONTACT ✩
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➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.com

the truth about the BROWN HAIR era

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-30 | ...

how I turn my bob into long hair

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-28 | ...

the best dress I ever bought

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-28 | ...

dying my hair at home

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-28 | ...

NIKI DEMAR - Sorry than Safe (Official Music Video)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-26 | Sorry Than Safe (Official Music Video) - NIKI DEMAR

Lyrics

V1:
She’s the girl who’s gone mad, so sad
The one you want but can’t have, hair black
Now she’s got the last laugh, too bad
There’s a plot twist, deal with it

Don’t care about the feedback, backlash
They say that she moves so fast, she’ll crash
with her there ain’t no lookin back, whiplash
There’s a plot twist, deal with it

Pre:
Saints are sinners we’re all dangerous
You’re complacent, I’m spontaneous

Chorus:
I’m better sorry than safe
Yea yea yea yea
Self- destructive insane
Yea yea yea yea
Watch me go up in flames
Yea yea yea yea
Now you can't look away

I’m better sorry than safe
Yea yea yea yea
Watch me circle the drain
Yea yea yea yea
And if it’s all a mistake
Yea yea yea
I’m better sorry than safe

V2 A
Chaos in my blood cells, my own hell
No tolerating dry spells, self help
2 keys and a motel, won’t tell
Lock the deadbolt don’t disturb

Pre:
Saints are sinners we’re all dangerous
You’re complacent, I’m spontaneous

I FILMED MY FIRST SEX SCENE (storytime & get un-ready w/ me)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-25 | WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE: youtu.be/ilJzh8T87Ag
you guys liked my last GRWM so here is a GET UN-READY w/ me while I share about what it was like filming my FIRST sex scene for a music video... coming to you tonight lol
#nikidemar #sorrythansafe #grwm #storytime
➤ stream my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe
➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: opening up about my insecurities: youtu.be/WyY1-Xu7b9A

TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around!
0:00-1:35 intro
1:36-2:05 when I changed
2:06-2:54 living sorry than safe
2:55-3:48 living QUEER
3:49-3:57 my fav cleanser!
3:58-4:56 storytime begins
4:57-5:16 serums I use & love
5:17-7:41 storytime continues
7:43-7:55 last serum I use!
7:56-9:14 the scene is happening!!!
9:15-9:29 moisturizer!
9:30-10:39 SORRY THAN SAFE

if you are reading this.. comment: "shots and lady Gaga music" iykyk lol

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✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
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• NIKI DEMAR - Nigh...
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what orange hair was REALLY like…

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-25 | ...

the TRUTH about my blue hair era

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-25 | ...

juicy Q&A

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-23 | ...

what filming this was really like…

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-23 | ...

“you should settle down, you’re 28”

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-21 | ...

me at 20 VS 28…

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-20 | ...

showing my insecurities while removing my body hair *at home*

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-18 | Use my discount code ND20 for 20% OFF kenzzi.com/products/kenzzi-ipl-hair-removal-handset-2?ref=ND20
**I've been on YouTube for almost 10 years, and I never actually talked about my biggest insecurity I've dealt with my whole life. Let's get personal while I show you my at-home laser hair removal routine.
#insecurities #bodyhair #nikidemar
➤ pre-save my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe
➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: celebrating my birthday in NYC vlog! youtu.be/Uwb7gYaID3U

TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around!
0:00-1:44 opening up about PCOS
1:45-4:34 what I use
4:35-7:48 let's remove my hair together!
7:49-9:00 trauma storytime
9:01-9:47 how to
9:48-11:28 my results!

if you are reading this.. comment: "kids in middle school are mean" iykyk lol

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➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

✩ CONTACT ✩
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can’t believe I’m leaking this video

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-18 | ...

I cant believe what Hot Topic is selling?! TRY-ON HAUL @hottopic #sponsoredbyHT

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-17 | I felt the urge recently to check out Hot Topic and see what they've been selling, and I was thoroughly surprised and pleased with everything I purchased! Very cool and on trend. Def going to keep shopping here in 2023!

TAYLOR SWIFT ERAS TOUR VLOG *philly* (taylor yells at security)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-05-16 | Use code NIKIDEMAR for $20 off your first SeatGeek order. seatgeek.onelink.me/RrnK/NIKIDEMAR
**come with me to the one and only ERAS TOUR in Philly... where a lot happened. This was Taylor's hometown show which had several celebrity guests, Taylor yells at security gaurd, and over 20,000 fans showed up outside the stadium! GRWM to go, come with me to the concert, and listen to my overall thoughts & recap at the end!
#erastour #taylorswift #nikidemar
➤ pre-save my new single SORRY THAN SAFE: independent.ffm.to/sorrythansafe
➤snapchat: https://t.snapchat.com/0JBplpSg
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: celebrating my birthday in NYC vlog! youtu.be/Uwb7gYaID3U

TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around!
0:00-0:37 intro
0:38-6:35 GRWM for the eras tour
6:36-9:01 the ERAS TOUR!
9:02-15:08 RECAP / WHAT HAPPENED

if you are reading this.. comment: "Taylor for president 2024"

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➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

✩ CONTACT ✩
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➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com
➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.com

wish I could forget this

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-29 | ...

brand trip music video

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-29 | ...

HAIR REVEAL

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-29 | ...

MY FIRST BRAND TRIP ALONE! *festival weekend 2023*

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-28 | Thank you SHEIN for Sponsoring this video!
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➤ steam my new single AMNESIA: independent.ffm.to/amnesia?fbclid=PAAabuABgmpt76nm1_9hBYeSNDF9RXUG_ouqkcB8Oy5jZcXsH152iSXYhnkOM
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: GRWM while I overshare about my sex life youtu.be/qGnWg8C0vCU
#nikidemar #brandtrip #shein

TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around!
0:00-1:26 intro
1:27-2:40 pack w/ me!
2:41-4:19 travel with me!
4:20-6:15 the mansion!
6:16-7:17 heart to heart :')
7:18-9:38 GRWM for dinner
9:39-12:44 morning at the mansion
12:45-13:45 HOT GIRL WALK
13:36-15:04 GRWM for the FESTIVAL!

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Gray Parachute Plants: https://shein.top/5ghuxvl
Charm Necklace: https://shein.top/mwy2tgr
Asymmetrical Neck Mesh: https://shein.top/dq6lerz
Floral Print Bodycon Dress: https://shein.top/rtwkydr
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if you are reading this.. comment: "that poster tho”

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✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

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GRWM while I overshare about my sex life

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-14 | shop the LELO DOT: http://lelo.to/b57
this year has been life changing in so many ways... including my sex life. I'm getting ready to go out with my friends and I wanted to GRWM while I overshare about my sex life and how it's changed so much. in this video we chat about the break up, my first time having seggs with a girl (oooop), 🐱 confidence, phone seggs & kink in the bedroom! plus storyrtimes duhhh. let's get personal.
➤ steam my new single AMNESIA: independent.ffm.to/amnesia?fbclid=PAAabuABgmpt76nm1_9hBYeSNDF9RXUG_ouqkcB8Oy5jZcXsH152iSXYhnkOM
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: GRWM for my LA show (indie artist day in my life) youtu.be/Koo7xAafrF4
#nikidemar #grwm #girltalk

TIMECODES for if you wanna skip around!
0:00-1:05 intro & topics
1:06-4:00 the break up
4:01-5:54 my first time with a girl
5:55-7:14 hetero sex vs queer sex
7:15-8:00 vagina confidence
8:01-9:21 phone sex
9:21-10:44 kink
10:45-11:38 final look + my friends!

if you are reading this.. comment: "it tastes like nothing" hehe

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➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

✩ CONTACT ✩
𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me:
➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com
➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co
➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com
➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.com

me broken VS healing

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-09 | ...

the internet never forgets…

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-09 | ...

BREAK UP SONG YOU NEED

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-08 | ...

AMNESIA out now

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-07 | ...

NIKI DEMAR - Amnesia (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-07 | NIKI DEMAR - Amnesia (OFFICIAL VIDEO)
Shot by: Will Stockwell
Performed by: Niki DeMar
Drums: Chris Geller
Guitar: Ray Libby
Keys: Declan O'Raidy
Produced by: Julianne Hope
#nikidemar #AMNESIA

(Lyrics)
VERSE 1
I get dizzy when i hear your name
Vertigo when i think ‘bout the plans that we made
Seeing colors, feel a little faint
Wonder what,Where you been,
Who you with, What’s her name?

PRE
When it’s late at night, close my eyes
Feel like i’m about to hallucinate
Sometimes i hate my mind, I’m so tired
of thinking about your stupid face

CHORUS
I don’t wanna know who you’re sleeping with
I don’t wanna know if it means something
people like to say ignorance is bliss but
fuck that, I want amnesia

Every little kiss Everything we did
Every single touch I wanna forget
I don’t wanna miss you or reminisce
Fuck that, I want amnesia

VERSE 2
I might overthink myself to death
Was it you, was it me, who turned “us” to an ex?
Maybe i should take a sedative
Cause who I swore would be forever doesn’t really exist

PRE
When it’s late at night, close my eyes
Feel like i’m about to hallucinate
Sometimes i hate my mind, I’m so tired
of thinking about your stupid face

CHORUS
I don’t wanna know who you’re sleeping with
I don’t wanna know if it means something
people like to say ignorance is bliss but
fuck that, I want amnesia

Every little kiss Everything we did
Every single touch I wanna forget
I don’t wanna miss you or reminisce
Fuck that, I want amnesia

WISH I COULD ERASE MY PAST FR

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-06 | ...

DAY IN THE LIFE of an independent artist ✨ + grwm

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-06 | this is a day in my life in LA on a show day! GRWM & watch me show prep AND also film a music video... with you guys. hehe.
➤ AMNESIA Official Video: youtu.be/e5CwxrK01q8
➤ STREAM AMNESIA: independent.ffm.to/amnesia?fbclid=PAAabuABgmpt76nm1_9hBYeSNDF9RXUG_ouqkcB8Oy5jZcXsH152iSXYhnkOM
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: meeting the Jonas brothers: youtu.be/Z4BLypRao8g
#nikidemar #dayinmylife

if you are reading this.. comment: "the sink shower was lit" lol

✩ CHECK OUT MY SOCIAL MEDIA ✩
connect with me:
➤ instagram: http://www.instagram.com/niki
➤ other channel: http://www.youtube.com/nikiandgabi
➤ twitter: http://www.twitter.com/nikidemar
➤ tik tok: nikidemar
➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

✩ CONTACT ✩
𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me:
➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com
➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co
➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com
➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.com

pre-save AMNESIA out 4/7

NIKI DEMAR 2023-04-03 | ...

DOING BORING THINGS ALONE *to-do list, errands, cleaning, productive day in my life*

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-31 | it's one of those days where I need to get my life together with you guys. here's a productive day in my life where my ADHD self does her errands, to-do list, and cleans her entire house. hehe
#nikidemar #productive #dayinmylife #cleaning
➤ PRESAVE AMNESIA: independent.ffm.to/amnesia?fbclid=PAAabuABgmpt76nm1_9hBYeSNDF9RXUG_ouqkcB8Oy5jZcXsH152iSXYhnkOM
➤ PREVIOUS VLOG: meeting the Jonas brothers: youtu.be/Z4BLypRao8g

if you are reading this.. comment: "I can't believe she stayed up that late" hehe

✩ CHECK OUT MY SOCIAL MEDIA ✩
connect with me:
➤ instagram: http://www.instagram.com/niki
➤ other channel: http://www.youtube.com/nikiandgabi
➤ twitter: http://www.twitter.com/nikidemar
➤ tik tok: nikidemar
➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

✩ CONTACT ✩
𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me:
➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com
➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co
➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com
➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.com

if you wanna erase someone watch this

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-29 | ...

should I release this?

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-25 | ...

Help me pick what to wear for my show!!

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-25 | ...

I partied in NYC with the Jonas brothers (vlog + storytime)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-24 | watch to see me hangout & meet my childhood crushes / idols. I am still not okay.
#nikidemar #jonasbrothers
➤ stream my new single Love & Misery: independent.ffm.to/loveandmisery
➤ music video for Love & Misery: youtu.be/niaBzhSnQso
➤ watch my previous vlog: vlogging like we're on FaceTime (week in my life) youtu.be/VQ0UzOuwqI8

if you are reading this.. comment: "that awkward moment with Kevin lol"

✩ CHECK OUT MY SOCIAL MEDIA ✩
connect with me:
➤ instagram: http://www.instagram.com/niki
➤ other channel: http://www.youtube.com/nikiandgabi
➤ twitter: http://www.twitter.com/nikidemar
➤ tik tok: nikidemar
➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

✩ CONTACT ✩
𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me:
➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com
➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co
➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com
➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.com

10/10 experience HIGHLY recommend

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-13 | ...

niki demar singing Love & Misery Live

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-11 | ...

NIKI DEMAR - Love & Misery (Live Performance in Brooklyn)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-11 | Out now: independent.ffm.to/loveandmisery
LOVE & MISERY Music video: youtu.be/niaBzhSnQso
LOVE & MISERY Lyric video: youtu.be/xsaZx0aHep4

Written by: Niki Demar, Jutes, Sarah Troy
Produced by: Midi Jones
Mixed by: Austin Seltzer

Love + Misery Lyrics
Verse 1
I'm scared you got the best of me
You're brutal and you're ecstasy
A cycle of insanity going nowhere
Looking like our parents did
Sleeping in our separate beds
Don't know where the darkness ends
You still don't care

Pre-Chorus
I swore I'd never cut you loose
That's why I'm so confused, Should go but I can't move

Chorus
I'm stuck in between love and misery
You can't clean up the mess I made of me
Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse
So I keep falling back in love and misery
Make it make sense to me
Make it make sense to me

Verse 2
Heavy sweat in my sleep
Get me out this fever dream
It's not healthy but I guess there's comfort in the
Pain, I know when I take my clothes of
I come and I go back to you

Chorus
I'm stuck in between love and misery
You can't clean up the mess I've made of me
Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse
So I keep falling back in love and misery
I'm stuck in between love and misery
You can't clean up the mess I made of me
Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse
So I keep falling back in love and misery

Outro
Make it make sense to me
Make it make sense to me

a youtuber made a rock song?

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-10 | ...

make it make sense to me

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-10 | ...

vlogging like were on facetime together *messy*

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-05 | ➤ stream Love & Misery: independent.ffm.to/loveandmisery
➤ music video for Love & Misery: youtu.be/niaBzhSnQso
**I always FaceTime my friends and wanted to hangout on FaceTime for a weekend in my life! In this vlog, there's a lot of life updates, gossip, tea spilled, break up talk, breakdowns, and more. let's get closer :) #nikidemar #vlogging
➤ watch my previous vlog: New York Fashion Week vlog! youtu.be/_knHUxZccDU

if you are reading this.. comment: "the crying in the car moment"

✩ CHECK OUT MY SOCIAL MEDIA ✩
connect with me:
➤ instagram: http://www.instagram.com/niki
➤ other channel: http://www.youtube.com/nikiandgabi
➤ twitter: http://www.twitter.com/nikidemar
➤ tik tok: nikidemar
➤ depop: sadtaursshop

✩ CHECK OUT MY MUSIC ✩
➤ search Niki Demar on spotify
➤ stream my debut EP ‘Nights Alone’ stem.ffm.to/nightsalone
➤ 'Nights Alone' EP Trailer: youtu.be/Hq6ICHWwseg
➤ watch all the performances here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-...

✩ CONTACT ✩
𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 connect with me:
➤ music management: dan@dmandent.com
➤ YouTube management: lisa@select.co
➤agency: niki.demartino@abramsartistsagency.com
➤ personal: nikidemarbusiness@gmail.com

NIKI DEMAR - Love & Misery (Official Music Video)

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-03 | Out now: independent.ffm.to/loveandmisery
Written by: Niki Demar, Jutes, Sarah Troy
Produced by: Midi Jones
Mixed by: Austin Seltzer

CREDITS:
Directed by Alex Safdie
Produced by Commonwealth Pictures
Editor: Alex Safdie
Stylist: Willyum Beck
H&M: Sienna Watson & Dominique Della Maggie’s
1st AC: Chris McElroy
Production Assistant: Antonio Nelson
BTS: ?
Film Dev & Scan: Pro8mm
Camera Support: Ready Rig + Movi M15
Shot on Red Dragon + Canon K-35 Lenses

Love + Misery Lyrics
Verse 1
I'm scared you got the best of me
You're brutal and you're ecstasy
A cycle of insanity going nowhere
Looking like our parents did
Sleeping in our separate beds
Don't know where the darkness ends
You still don't care

Pre-Chorus
I swore I'd never cut you loose
That's why I'm so confused, Should go but I can't move

Chorus
I'm stuck in between love and misery
You can't clean up the mess I made of me
Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse
So I keep falling back in love and misery
Make it make sense to me
Make it make sense to me

Verse 2
Heavy sweat in my sleep
Get me out this fever dream
It's not healthy but I guess there's comfort in the
Pain, I know when I take my clothes of
I come and I go back to you

Chorus
I'm stuck in between love and misery
You can't clean up the mess I've made of me
Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse
So I keep falling back in love and misery
I'm stuck in between love and misery
You can't clean up the mess I made of me
Moving backward hurts, moving on hurts worse
So I keep falling back in love and misery

Outro
Make it make sense to me
Make it make sense to me

LOVE + MISERY lyric video out NOW

NIKI DEMAR 2023-03-03 | ...