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Tsudocon 2018 Best Smart
Tsudocon 2018 AMV-coordinator’s Favorite, ”Quality Wanker”
Tsudocon 2018 Audience Choice
This was my fabulous entry for tsudocon 2018 AMV-contest, first ever Merō-tachi Studios exclusive contest!
Song cover (first half) by lovely Rindou, please pay her a visit and compliments:
youtube.com/Rindou
Tsudocon 2018 Best Smart
Tsudocon 2018 AMV-coordinator’s Favorite, ”Quality Wanker”
Tsudocon 2018 Audience Choice
This was my fabulous entry for tsudocon 2018 AMV-contest, first ever Merō-tachi Studios exclusive contest!
Song cover (first half) by lovely Rindou, please pay her a visit and compliments:
youtube.com/Rindou
![Ystävälle [tsudocon 2018]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/li5FEqc3ooA/hqdefault.jpg "Ystävälle [tsudocon 2018]
Tsudocon 2018 Best Smart
Tsudocon 2018 AMV-coordinator’s Favorite, ”Quality Wanker”
Tsudocon 2018 Audience Choice
This was my fabulous entry for tsudocon 2018 AMV-contest, first ever Merō-tachi Studios exclusive contest!
Song cover (first half) by lovely Rindou, please pay her a visit and compliments:
https://www.youtube.com/Rindou")
![Im No Homo [Kindom Hearts parody]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/lliw56WgUdY/hqdefault.jpg "Im No Homo [Kindom Hearts parody]
Its done! Whee~~
Song: En Oo Homo
By: Justimusfilm & Nost3 + Protro
Edited by: Sawnah")
![It still hurts [ 7.10.2011 ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/lxFeEO54MCg/hqdefault.jpg "It still hurts [ 7.10.2011 ]
Its that day of the year again, the hardest day for me to bear. 8 years ago today I lost my son, and I still think about him every day.
I miss my angel, and I wonder what hed be like today. We probably would have held his birthday party either this weekend or the previous one, and had all of his friends over for cake. Right now he wouldve already left for school hours ago, and Id probably be at work like a normal, healthy person. Instead I am still in crippling depression, barely getting by with normal every day tasks and chores, and still in school. Ill probably never become anything worthwhile, and that terrifies me. Ill probably never have another child, and while that thought has been crushing me for years, I am finally starting to be okay with it. Its become my reality, the thing I most feared as a teenager.
Ive found happiness in my nieces and nephews, and my god-son who is an absolute gem. I get to watch them grow up and become the people they are meant to be. And I have my cats, my little daughters, who bring me so much joy and comfort.
I want to thank Kira for introducing this anime to me. Dororo is truly a masterpiece, and I was sucked in from the very first scene due to my own past. In this video, the mother loses her son, and is unable to fully love her second son as much as he deserves because of her loss. I never got a second son, so that part isnt personal in the video, but I still wanted and needed to include Tahomaru in the story.
I will probably write some more later, or post a massive rant on Facebook again, but for now this is all I can do.")
![Aion 4.7 - Sauro Supply Base 2 key [Chanter PoV]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ofWGz9dHoyw/hqdefault.jpg "Aion 4.7 - Sauro Supply Base 2 key [Chanter PoV]
Sauro Supply Base 2 key run, Chanter point of view.
Felah (Cleric)
BloodedxRose (Cleric)
PurpleSprinklez (Aethertech)
Ralfeh (Gladiator
Lhyrical (Songweaver)
Friida (Chanter)")
![Wake Up [Merōween 2019]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/q6PoP2COlCk/hqdefault.jpg "Wake Up [Merōween 2019]
Best in Show at Merōween 2019 AMV contest.
This video has been in the making since 2015 and I have not been able to get it done until now due to editors block and lack of vision and inspiration.
Im grateful for these studio contests we have in Merō-tachi, because it gave me the opportunity to finally finish this.
I dedicate this to my darling Avicchi, who I showed this video in its unfinished form earlier this year. She was one of the reasons I was pushed to finish this finally.")
