Uploaded September 2024 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

---

#fanvidfeed #multicouples #taylorswift

the thing is, i actually love suffering.
after editing so high school i thought why not break my heart all over again, cause i don’t fall for cute happy couples that easily, i rather fall for doomed ones, the ones that will never end up together.
so, basically its a compilation of stories that make me sick and shattered and characters that feel like they’re the loss of my life, too. not just people’ that loved them.
they’re all so special to me in a way no one could ever understand. finnick’s death, for one, was my first ever heartbreak when i didn’t even know what a heartbreak was. allison’s death? broke me in million pieces. i was only 12, but i remember the ache and nothing would ever compete with that feeling of pain and loss.

/also put stalia here even if no one died, but they do feel like a great loss and i love them so much and will never recover from how they ended things so abruptly and cruelly :(/

special thanks to @DarkestxHearts for Gale/Dewey scenepacks, i would never find what i needed and it made my life easier :')
coloring by @maryxstuart