MafiaGravity | [YDS] • LEAVE IT BEHIND MEP | Soukoku @MafiaGravity | Uploaded December 2020 | Updated October 2024, 3 days ago.
full mep → youtube.com/watch?v=z_TBjvBnwKk

istg i'm not dead ;u; i got so busy trying to finish up the semester for my master's program with the amount of writing assignments i got stuck doing all while working in retail (might change jobs soon for the sake of my mental health). now that the semester is done, i can kinda edit more until 2021 hits and i'll be on hiatus(?). i still love editing but irl is taking a toll on me and a lot happened in 2020 that made me feel like shit.

p.s. the baddest mep still isn't done cuz i never found time to do my parts at all cuz of the writing assignments (try doing research papers every week), so i guess it'll be the first mep of 2021 on my channel?

OK NO MORE SAD STUFF. HERE'S THE HAPPY STUFF.

this part was so much fun to do cuz i managed to learn how to do ink blots and my god everyone in the mep did amazing (and then there's me sticking out like a sore thumb) with the theme uwu. i'm so happy to do this part before the year ends. the theme, in livey's words, was "memories with loved ones or someone that is special to you and happy moments" by picking an anime to portray our feelings to our special someone. a lot of my close friends know this by now xD chuuya is me and dazai is my friend whom i nickname a "hoe" and she's the dazai to my chuuya (well ok i'm dating another girl so this is only a platonic relationship). so this part is dedicated to her ♥

To "dazai the hoe": hihi! i know you weren't really expecting this at all, but surprise! ilysm and i hope we can still be together for many years forwards. i know 2020 has been rough for both of us but know that i'll never leave your side even if we fight a million times. i hope you realize that even if you think i don't care but i do. you nicknaming me chuuya was the start of our friendship as soukoku and i couldn't be more happy to call you dazai (ya hoe). meeting you in 2016 i didn't know what to expect. 2017 my chuuya persona was born and you became dazai. 2018 apparently i'm a git B(. 2019 i'm your "whore" xD. and now 2020 came and apparently i'm chibi =3=. despite all that, we still love each other cuz our bond is stronger than we think. i'll keep it short so it doesn't look too scary seeing this xD but love you and hopefully we can spent more years together going forwards wherever we are in the world.

program ⇒ vegas pro 18
anime ⇒ bungou stray dogs
song ⇒ "cry" by john martin and gryffin
mep host ⇒ @YutsuraidanceStudio @asphixia6270