Alice Phantom | What You Want Part 4 (For aobcldeefcghcake) @AlicePhantom | Uploaded 9 years ago | Updated 10 hours ago
A MEP Part for a DP anniversary that aobcldeefcghcake hosted. (That username... xD) And I thought I'd revolve it around Dani and Danny. xD
I tried/attempted to make a vid story. xD
A MEP Part for a DP anniversary that aobcldeefcghcake hosted. (That username... xD) And I thought I'd revolve it around Dani and Danny. xD
I tried/attempted to make a vid story. xD
![[SV] Glow/Flash Text Tutorial {Tut #1}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hS26mERjh0w/hqdefault.jpg "[SV] Glow/Flash Text Tutorial {Tut #1}
AKA: Watch how I make crappy text in a MEP part. xD
The other day I finally downloaded Hypercam, because I knew eventually I wanted to make tutorials on how I do stuff. As I was doing this MEP part I decided to try it out. :D
I know, I know, theres probably a million other tuts that make this effect look much better but oh well.
Full MEP Part: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJ96j2MAEhk
Media in the Tut: Steven Universe
Song: Hypnotic by Zella Day")
![[Terra x Beast Boy] Losing Your Memory (Vent)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ih2Qqgu5s5c/hqdefault.jpg "[Terra x Beast Boy] Losing Your Memory (Vent)
Is this second time I used this song for a vent? ....Oh well.
I know there was an edit error, yeah I didnt feel like fixing it so kinda ignore it lol.
Okay so I started this a few days ago and decided to get it done. So Im done with exams and Im about to graduate on Wednesday. After that Im done with school until I start college in the fall. (Yes I did sign up for college way back when, not even sure if Im going to be alive by then tbh.)
Okay so last week I tried to end my life. I kept staggering ODing everyday. What is that? Taking more then a recommend dose of pills each day. I did Aleve and Tylenol. I also posted on my snapchat about it, but no one told anyone that could help. Some asked if I was okay, and one actually went after my cousin about it. (She didnt know because I hid my snap story from certain people.) My cousin remarked that why doesnt she just go to my school instead of her. I shrugged her off and didnt let her know that anything was wrong.
Staggering ODing is much worse then ODing at once because when you do it for a period of time it fucks your insides up. I would know, I had pains in my chest for a little bit. (I didnt say anything to anyone of course.) The only reason I stopped was because I was near out of the pills and had to save them for a time I actually needed them. (Back pain, period cramps, etc.) Also my dad only knows I take Aleve for stuff, not Tylenol.
Youre probably thinking, Oh my god your life is going so well, why are you so depressed? You have no right to want to end your life if things are so well. Fuck off. I do what I need to survive or die, and if that means ODing then so fucking be it. We all have shit we need to do.
Have you taken a look at my shoulders lately? Full of cuts. Ive been doing that since February. Not always constantly, but most of the time I have. I have to wear my black nice jacket over my sleeveless dresses for the formal crap at school so no one can tell. Shocked my dad hasnt noticed before I had the jacket on. Other than dresses, everything has sleeves that cover them. I stopped doing them on my wrists when people knew.
I actually didnt mean for everything to go this far, but hey. Im still alive. Great. Someone must obviously want me alive since this is the second time I tried killing myself. (Generalizing.) I also almost died 3 times by drowning when I was a kid. (I wish I did.) I also apparently ran into the street when I was 4 at school. So yea. Ive had life threatening accidents in my life, and also purpose life threatening. I know Im not immortal based on my ankle injuries, but like come fucking on.
Terra- Me
BB- My friend(s)
If you read this far thanks... I guess. I dont know. Tf you want me to say?")
![[SV] Text/Rendering Tutorial {Tut #2}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kQf8vCYR1Xk/hqdefault.jpg "[SV] Text/Rendering Tutorial {Tut #2}
Hey yall Im back again with another Tut. xD A friend was trying to get this text on his SV, so I sent him a small tut on how to do it. (before I actually did this in the collab part) He still couldnt do it, but I decided to make a Tut anyway because other people might want to do this. (Pretty sure there are better tuts out there, but I digress.)
Also forgive the chopping zooms, Ive had Vegas for a year and Im *still* trying to figure out what setting is best for zooming. Hopefully they didnt ruin the thing for ya.
I also threw in how I render most of my videos because it makes them smoother. (Mostly when youre masking, but I do this for practically every video.)
Fun facts: this took shorter to render than my 1st tut. xD (That took an hour/hour & a half to render, this took about a half hour.)
I found the fade thing completely on accident. xD This was my first time doing the text like this.
Full Collab Part: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acIySHXBLIg
Media in Tut: Steven Universe
Songs: Warriors and Demons by Imagine Dragons")
