Uploaded February 2026 | Updated September 2026, 5 days ago
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In this powerful episode, we sit with Dr. Devendra Khandait, a doctor and public health leader known for his role in India’s polio eradication journey, alongside BK Shivani.
What begins as a conversation on leadership and service slowly unfolds into something far more intimate, about loss, grief, and moments in life that permanently alter us.
This episode doesn’t offer easy answers. It gently explores what grief really looks like, anger, guilt, unanswered questions, and why healing is never linear or rushed.
It holds space for reflection, vulnerability, and understanding, both at a personal and collective level.
If you’ve ever tried to make sense of grief, purpose, or the unseen weight people carry, this conversation may resonate in ways you don’t expect.
▶️ Watch till the end.
Trigger Warning ⚠️ : This podcast discusses suicide, grief, and loss. Please watch with care.
If this topic feels overwhelming, please know help is available:
Tele-MANAS (24/7): 14416 or 1-800-891-4416
00:00 – Can Collective Consciousness Change A Nation?
10:13 – The Ripple Effect Of One Pure Intention
11:08 – Can India Eradicate Depression Next?
12:58 – Devendra Khandait Opens Up About Losing His Son
14:17 – “Our World Completely Changed”
17:16 – The Morning Everything Changed Forever
18:33 – Learning To Live Again After Grief
20:39 – How Do We Heal After Losing Someone?
21:08 – Grief, Guilt & Anger After Loss
22:30 – Why Parents Blame Themselves
23:34 – Society’s Judgment Makes Healing Harder
24:35 – The Power Of Being Understood
25:16 – Why Depression Is Rising In Young People
26:15 – Feeling Low vs Clinical Depression
27:18 – Suicidal Thoughts & Hidden Depression
28:52 – Why Parents Must Release Guilt
30:08 – Human Connection Is The Beginning Of Healing
31:15 – Healing Is A Slow Process
32:07 – Gratitude During The Darkest Times
34:10 – Nature, Meditation & Spiritual Healing
35:42 – “What Would My Son Want For Us?”
36:45 – Love, Pets & Emotional Recovery
37:20 – Friends Who Helped Them Survive Grief
38:36 – Finding People Who Truly Understand
39:29 – Gratitude Creates Resilience
40:26 – Healing Without Forgetting
41:24 – Why Energy & Vibrations Matter
42:53 – “What Would That Soul Want Right Now?”
44:04 – Why The Soul Cannot Move Forward In Pain
45:38 – Higher Vibrations & Healing Spaces
46:49 – The Silent Trauma Of The Second Child
48:13 – Why You Must Not Sit In Grief Forever
49:42 – How To Support A Grieving Person
50:42 – Guilt Can Completely Consume You
52:37 – “Be Kind To Yourself”
53:13 – Grief Comes In Waves
54:15 – Stop Forcing People To “Move On”
55:41 – There Is No Right Way To Grieve
Download Think Right Meditation App for FREE:
Android - bit.ly/3KrV3N7
iOS- bit.ly/45bWgS
In this powerful episode, we sit with Dr. Devendra Khandait, a doctor and public health leader known for his role in India’s polio eradication journey, alongside BK Shivani.
What begins as a conversation on leadership and service slowly unfolds into something far more intimate, about loss, grief, and moments in life that permanently alter us.
This episode doesn’t offer easy answers. It gently explores what grief really looks like, anger, guilt, unanswered questions, and why healing is never linear or rushed.
It holds space for reflection, vulnerability, and understanding, both at a personal and collective level.
If you’ve ever tried to make sense of grief, purpose, or the unseen weight people carry, this conversation may resonate in ways you don’t expect.
▶️ Watch till the end.
Trigger Warning ⚠️ : This podcast discusses suicide, grief, and loss. Please watch with care.
If this topic feels overwhelming, please know help is available:
Tele-MANAS (24/7): 14416 or 1-800-891-4416
00:00 – Can Collective Consciousness Change A Nation?
10:13 – The Ripple Effect Of One Pure Intention
11:08 – Can India Eradicate Depression Next?
12:58 – Devendra Khandait Opens Up About Losing His Son
14:17 – “Our World Completely Changed”
17:16 – The Morning Everything Changed Forever
18:33 – Learning To Live Again After Grief
20:39 – How Do We Heal After Losing Someone?
21:08 – Grief, Guilt & Anger After Loss
22:30 – Why Parents Blame Themselves
23:34 – Society’s Judgment Makes Healing Harder
24:35 – The Power Of Being Understood
25:16 – Why Depression Is Rising In Young People
26:15 – Feeling Low vs Clinical Depression
27:18 – Suicidal Thoughts & Hidden Depression
28:52 – Why Parents Must Release Guilt
30:08 – Human Connection Is The Beginning Of Healing
31:15 – Healing Is A Slow Process
32:07 – Gratitude During The Darkest Times
34:10 – Nature, Meditation & Spiritual Healing
35:42 – “What Would My Son Want For Us?”
36:45 – Love, Pets & Emotional Recovery
37:20 – Friends Who Helped Them Survive Grief
38:36 – Finding People Who Truly Understand
39:29 – Gratitude Creates Resilience
40:26 – Healing Without Forgetting
41:24 – Why Energy & Vibrations Matter
42:53 – “What Would That Soul Want Right Now?”
44:04 – Why The Soul Cannot Move Forward In Pain
45:38 – Higher Vibrations & Healing Spaces
46:49 – The Silent Trauma Of The Second Child
48:13 – Why You Must Not Sit In Grief Forever
49:42 – How To Support A Grieving Person
50:42 – Guilt Can Completely Consume You
52:37 – “Be Kind To Yourself”
53:13 – Grief Comes In Waves
54:15 – Stop Forcing People To “Move On”
55:41 – There Is No Right Way To Grieve










