Uploaded October 2016 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago
Babydoll joins the fellowship of the ring and finds her own magic within her sword. Gandalf is a wise tutor and helps her to overcome the terrible things she's seen. But by the end the student becomes the master… Gandalf's memory is lost. Babydoll reassures him that he is going to be fine - and she will help to guide him just as he did for her.
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This dedication is special… sacred, you might say. We don't have a lot of family… Without making this a sad long boring paragraph explaining the intricacies of our relationships and the like - I shall simply say that we are the only ones left. Me, mum, my brother, my doggie archie and my Grandpa. He now has cancer and lives far away so it is difficult on all of us to drive for hours to see him at weekends and sort out all the support he needs and not have a mental breakdown. This video was done on impulse when I half day dreamed the part of the Lord of the Rings FOTR where Gandalf gets lost under the mountain and they have to stop. "I have no memory of this place.' Babydoll has always been an expression of me so to introduce the two characters felt really personal.
So that's what this video is. A tribute and a celebration and a bittersweet taste. He goes into surgery on weds. He asked that - he not be resusitated should his heart stop. There is no one wiser I have met. No one more kind and no one who speaks exactly what is on their mind like him. He met my nanna when they were teens and they stayed loyal and married until cancer and alzheimers took her a while back. Now cancer has come for him too. And he wants to stay in their house till the end, because that's where he always lived with nanna :'( God, if you exist, please let them find each other when the time comes - there isn't a more deserving couple than them. Please set them free and give them wings.
Babydoll joins the fellowship of the ring and finds her own magic within her sword. Gandalf is a wise tutor and helps her to overcome the terrible things she's seen. But by the end the student becomes the master… Gandalf's memory is lost. Babydoll reassures him that he is going to be fine - and she will help to guide him just as he did for her.
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This dedication is special… sacred, you might say. We don't have a lot of family… Without making this a sad long boring paragraph explaining the intricacies of our relationships and the like - I shall simply say that we are the only ones left. Me, mum, my brother, my doggie archie and my Grandpa. He now has cancer and lives far away so it is difficult on all of us to drive for hours to see him at weekends and sort out all the support he needs and not have a mental breakdown. This video was done on impulse when I half day dreamed the part of the Lord of the Rings FOTR where Gandalf gets lost under the mountain and they have to stop. "I have no memory of this place.' Babydoll has always been an expression of me so to introduce the two characters felt really personal.
So that's what this video is. A tribute and a celebration and a bittersweet taste. He goes into surgery on weds. He asked that - he not be resusitated should his heart stop. There is no one wiser I have met. No one more kind and no one who speaks exactly what is on their mind like him. He met my nanna when they were teens and they stayed loyal and married until cancer and alzheimers took her a while back. Now cancer has come for him too. And he wants to stay in their house till the end, because that's where he always lived with nanna :'( God, if you exist, please let them find each other when the time comes - there isn't a more deserving couple than them. Please set them free and give them wings.
