Uploaded July 2024 | Updated September 2026, 19 minutes ago
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sooo, these are most of the projects i've started in the last couple of years (2022/2023/2024) and they've been collecting dust in my folders for months, if not years now while i've kept coming up with new ideas.
honestly, i'm at awe at how many of them there are. most i'm ready to purge and let go off, some i may finish one day.
i wish i could write a single line for every project & let you know where it stands but... it'll make this description extra long to read.
so, if there is a project you'd love to see one day, let me know in the comments and i may consider re-doing it (if it's not already on my list) but as of now, i've simply lost inspiration and lately i've just been feeling like crap for starting new projects when i have so many unfinished ones.
finally, if you've reached the end of this description & the end of the video, thank you for watching and taking time to read all this! it means a lot!
p.s. yeah, there is a typo in the first video's description. i was too lazy to fix it, okay?
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song: many
coloring: many
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#fanvidfeed #unfinished
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sooo, these are most of the projects i've started in the last couple of years (2022/2023/2024) and they've been collecting dust in my folders for months, if not years now while i've kept coming up with new ideas.
honestly, i'm at awe at how many of them there are. most i'm ready to purge and let go off, some i may finish one day.
i wish i could write a single line for every project & let you know where it stands but... it'll make this description extra long to read.
so, if there is a project you'd love to see one day, let me know in the comments and i may consider re-doing it (if it's not already on my list) but as of now, i've simply lost inspiration and lately i've just been feeling like crap for starting new projects when i have so many unfinished ones.
finally, if you've reached the end of this description & the end of the video, thank you for watching and taking time to read all this! it means a lot!
p.s. yeah, there is a typo in the first video's description. i was too lazy to fix it, okay?
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song: many
coloring: many
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I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #unfinished
![- lost in a memory. ✧ [gabexlea] (HBD Nate Buzolic)
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This video wasnt planned at all. I had the original thought of posting another one today before I realized its Nates birthday and I could do something with him. But the one video I have started with him was far from a finish point to be done in a day and the other one I have the idea for wasnt started at all, so originally I thought of doing a short vidlet with Gabe & Lea, which turned out pretty abstract and lacking a stable backstory (even though I feel like there is a bit of a story anyway).
I tried my best to finish and upload this video in one day, but its probably going to be up with a delay, meaning it wont be posted on his birthday but Im pretty sure its passed where he is as well, so...
But this video is more of a big THANK YOU because just recently did I thought of him again. I must admit Ive forgotten about him after The Originals ended despite him being my fav out of all alongside Claires character. But because of being into the roleplay community and especially thanks to my other half (my best friend, who also is the reason we have our beautiful Lea), I was once again interested in checking where hes at and honestly the last couple of months of keeping up with his activity on social media, etc. I feel Ive changed so much. And I mean that in a good way. I have always felt without a purpose. I had plans, I had dreams but I would start something and give up midway, mainly because my focus was not in the right place, I guess. But seeing Nate standing up for what he feels, believes and does made me think of what I stand for and believe in.
And I know there is currently a dispute around him at the moment over social media and I hope there wont be any negativity spread over this video. Plus, I know he probably wont see this video, but Im honestly not seeking attention. Its quite visible by the videos I make (being mainly what inspires me and what I think others might like). But I do hope that whoever sees this video and decides to read this long describtion or even go to his Instagram page afterwards may give a thought. Because Im honestly grateful for him standing his ground and sticking up for global issues because its truly us who can change the world for the better and the first step is always awareness of our true surroundings.
In the end, I hope hes had a wonderful day, a fantastic birthday and my best wishes go to both him and his family!
Ship: Gabe & Lea (OC/my universe)
Actors: Madelaine Petsch & Nathaniel Buzolic
Coloring: KeepHopeAlive
Song: August by Taylor Swift
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#nathanielbuzolic #madelainepetsch #fanvidfeed - lost in a memory. ✧ [gabexlea] (HBD Nate Buzolic)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/VHc07bmT_3Y/mqdefault.jpg)
![- half. ✧ [dc/marvel crossover;; ghost rider & poison ivy]
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This song gives me such MCU/DC comics vibes and this pairing originally started as a request for a collab part but since that didnt happen, I decided to turn it into something extra and create a whole plot with these two. Besides, Ive had the idea of Joel as Ghost Rider for a while and Madelaine would obviously make a perfect Pamela Isley/Poison Ivy.
Song credit goes to @DarkestxHearts who originally posted the collab with the same song & sparked my inspiration for these two as a pairing.
STORY: Ghost Rider and Poison Ivy are on the opposite sides of the law despite sharing beliefs but Ghost Rider is mostly seeking justice while Poison Ivy seeks vengeance against the ones whove wronged her. And both are too afraid to trust anyone but themselves. However, they team up occasionally and are incapable to escape the mutual attraction which in the end leads them to sacrifice for each other after their most recent teamwork goes wrong.
Ship: Ghost Rider x Poison Ivy
Fandom: MCU/DC crossover
Actors: Madelaine Petsch & Joel Kinnaman
Coloring: ocarett
Song: in the title + google lyrics (unless YT decides to suggest it below)
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
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#fanvidfeed #mcu #dccomics #ghostrider #poisonivy #pamelaisley #madelainepetsch #joelkinnaman #crossover #half - half. ✧ [dc/marvel crossover;; ghost rider & poison ivy]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WmcqEv71zRU/mqdefault.jpg)
![- take me back to the night we met. ✧ [au!grishaverse;; the darkling&genya]
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Since I turned into a sloth this year, I consider this my bday gift to myself, since its the closest upload to the actual date (though it took me way longer than expected to finish it, mostly because I kind of didnt want to watch all episodes, knowing Ill need more).
The Darkling is my favourite character since day 1 (not just because Ben plays him and because he is so much more human in the show) and Ive always loved Genya since first appearance. If youve been a around my channel for long enough, you might also know I have a weakness for Ben/Madelaine ships and I already have one Darkling/Genya video with them, so as much as I love the actress in the show and her potrayal of Genya, I dont think Ill ever change Madelaine when it comes to this ship in particular. Also, I really wanted to turn this into an AU, loosely based on the two novellas in the Grishaverse (The Tailor & The Demon in the Woods) since they show Genya & Darklings POV, but with a happy ending for them, though the angst is just too irresistible, so I had to add a bit of drama. The Darkling did some very poor choices in regards to Genya and she has every bit of right to hate him and want to hurt him (as she does with her betrayal in the end), but I do think he truly cares for her and sees her true potential, which is why he puts her through so much pain, though I dont think he intended all of it, tbh. And as short-lived as it was, their connection truly has the potential to turn into something great, especially if you just read that short moment they share in The Tailor.
Fandom: Grisha Verse [au]
Song: in the title
Coloring: LaurenMichelle
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 14
Cast: Ben Barnes as The Darkling
Madelaine Petsch as Genya Safin
All rights to scenes, clips & music go to their respective owners. My sole contribution was editing them together.
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#fanvidfeed #au #benbarnes #madelainepetsch #thedarkling #genyasafin #shadowandbone #grishaverse #thedarklingxgenya #grishaverseau #aleksandermorozova - take me back to the night we met. ✧ [au!grishaverse;; the darkling&genya]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XaQgGxtyD8M/mqdefault.jpg)
![- we could be perfect, but were not. ✧ [ lex & cara | OC ]
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𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕,
𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕.
* trigger warning: this video contains hints of death, grief, depression *
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im so happy to finish this video! ive rewatched it countless times as i was editing it to decide on what scenes to add and how to make it as close as possible to the original story in my head. and i must say im really happy with the end result, because i was able to make it as realistic as possible through all the footage material i have from ben & mads as well as some aesthetic clips.
i hope youll enjoy it as much as i do!
p.s. we also get to meet dariels cousin for a short second 🤭 as well as lexcaras daughter who, sadly, only exists in their au ending..
song: /watch?v=CsrIc8DWzas
fandom: based on my original story | KC
characters: Ben Barnes as Dariel Lex(ington) & Madelaine Petsch as Cara Callahan // Camila Mendes as Carlotta (Dariels cousin)
coloring: mine
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
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#fanvidfeed #originalstory #crossover #benbarnes #madelainepetsch - we could be perfect, but were not. ✧ [ lex & cara | OC ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XzAsz7tSQJo/mqdefault.jpg)
![- i wasnt born to behave. ✧ [s&b | the darkling]
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please excuse me if this video is a hot mess (i mean i know it IS a hot mess) but i dont really care. i started this project at 5:30 am (and finished it in a day) without any idea of what i am doing other than the fact that ive been wanting to edit the darkling alone ever since s1 aired & seeing this little teaser of him & then the whole trailer (plus the amazing edits already surfacing on yt) I HAD TO!
so yeah, there isnt much story or plot behind this video, solely epic vibes! and yes, i couldnt resist putting some additional aesthetics just because they fit the lyrics, forgive me.
hope youll enjoy it!
song: in the title (or google lyrics)
fandom: Shadow and Bone
characters: The Darkling
coloring: dead flowers | by kitty (barbedrotten.)
inspiration: https://youtu.be/dpgST_kwTno (by @Bellsilili )
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #shadowandbone #thedarkling #benbarnes - i wasnt born to behave. ✧ [s&b | the darkling]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Yjnj6b0hCBs/mqdefault.jpg)
![- loml. ✧ [ multicouples | SS for @MondSternful ]
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hi! so, you asked for something happy/dark and i hope i managed to add both to this video, even though i feel as if its mostly sad (but i do blame the song for it!).
you also mentioned wanting a female video to were not alike and i really did try to make one focused on female friendships dynamic but i kept getting stuck along the way, which is when i saw this song & figured i could try focusing on all HP ships you love (which again didnt happen because i wanted to make a longer video & my ideas kept running short). idk if youre a fan of Coriolanus Snow and Lucy Gray but i just thought itd be nice to create a parallel between them and Everlark, so i hope you dont mind it.
anyway, merry belated christmas, i hope it was a magical time for you and your loved ones & may the new year bring you everything you wish for!
song: in the title
fandom: multicouples
coloring: @LostBanshee (the lakes)
text style credit: @stargazerexo
scenepacks credit: padsz, Fandom.tutorials (on youtube), euphorilogy, aexpectopacks, starsxenes (on instagram)
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #loml #multicouples - loml. ✧ [ multicouples | SS for @MondSternful ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZC7SmB4JKxg/mqdefault.jpg)
![- call it what you want. ✧ [OCs]
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Dedicated to my favourite Aquarian & my eternal muse when it comes to new oc ships ❤️
Since my first video, its become a tradition for me mark today with a video of our ships, so heres one of Calian & Talliyah. Happy birthday!
For anyone else, unfamiliar with this ship, Id love to give you more details, but the truth is its a rather fresh ship with not that much backstory aside that hes a king and its a royal/period setting.
Fandom: King Calian & Talliyah [OCs] // Royal/Period setting
Actors: Robert Downey Jr. & Madelaine Petsch
Coloring: impossibletardis [Stardust Wonderland]
Song: in title [by we all know who ]
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
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#fanvidfeed #crossover #oc #robertdowneyjr #madelaindepetsch #hbd - call it what you want. ✧ [OCs]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/_Haa9uGyGb8/mqdefault.jpg)
![- make the angels cry. ✧ [ devils bride | OC ]
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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄
𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋?
this is the first ever story to sprung out of an original character i have created. over the years ive changed both characters face claims never feeling as if they fully fit the role but i think this is the closest i could ever get to their portrayal.
this video started as yet another project i was sure to be archived and deleted after some time, but this song was so perfect for them & i especially loved this slowed/reverbed version of it. ive been in a vidding slump for months now but i managed to finish this video in two weeks time. its far from perfect mostly because i had very vague direction since most of this story is being rewritten so a lot is changing from the original but i focused on the aesthetics and vibes of it rather than the storyline itself.
summary: helena is the daughter of an italian glass merchant, who makes a deal with the devil, promising him her soul in exchange for her fathers freedom. however, tempted by her pure nature, the devil asks for something beyond her soul.
song: in the title
fandom: devils bride (original story)
characters: helena salvador (bruna marquezine) & luciano potenza (michele morrone)
coloring: jazzibalkan
texture credit: lostbanshee
aesthetic scenepacks credit: stargazerexo, nlilylilie, emiliasbabe, sceneseekers, lostbanshee (hope im not missing someone)
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #oc #devilsbride #helenasalvador #lucianopotenza - make the angels cry. ✧ [ devils bride | OC ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/_YR3orv5TAM/mqdefault.jpg)
![- unfinished (+ collab part).
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I thought Id clean some of my old projects that were either finished & uploaded or never to be finished and I honestly thought I had a lot more unfinished than this. Im still with mixed feelings about the one with Nate&Cheryl since its almost finished, so I might one day fill in the missing part and reupload it with the whole story explanation, but Ive also been stuck on it for months now, so I decided to throw it in this video as well.
The one with Ward/Toni is actually based on oc ship. There is a whole story behind it as well but I plan on making one about them, so Ill share it there. This one Im not sure if Ill ever finish, though. I had a couple unfinished projects with them and never seem to finish these videos.
The last one is a collar part for a multicrossover collab hosted by witchdaughter, which is now not happening, unfortunately, but I love how my entry turned out, so with her permission, Im uploading it as part of this video for all of you to enjoy as well, because its just too precious to be wasted.
Colorings used by: SunnyVids, ocarett & lightingxdisaster
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
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![- sick thoughts. (dark!18+) ✧ [oc;; kaedenxella]
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Phew... Honestly, I didnt think this would take me so long but it took me almost a week to finish this video but I wouldnt have it any other way because its perfect right now. Plus, its my first time using masking (well, techinally not the very first time, but these are much more visible than the ones im comfortable with). Hope you enjoy!
STORY: Based on a ship me and my best friend created, this is very loose exploration as to how far these two can get in their wicked ways. Kaedens a lowkey stalker and murderer and Ella may or may not have killed her only friend, hiding all evidence. Some days they could be this power couple, committing crimes together, other days theyll simply tear each other apart, leaving nothing else behind.
VOICEOVERS:
Youre here for me, arent you? Because of the autopsy.
How could you know something like that?
Im guilty.
Ill end you.
You know, Ill look after you.
You know where to find me.
What are you gonna do now? Cuff me?
You dont get to win.
You precious, beautiful, compulsive piece of trash.
Good morning.
Youre so full of shit, you know that?
“And you think Im manipulative and heartless and making this all about myself.”
Oh my god, what do you want? And why do you keep stalking me?
Walk away.
Dont say that.
You did a bad thing, daddy.
And now everyone knows.
Pairing: Kaeden x Elienna // as Ben Barnes & Madelaine Petsch
Song: Sick Thoughts by Lewis Blissett
Coloring: ocarett & xXWhisperOfDreamsXx
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use. - sick thoughts. (dark!18+) ✧ [oc;; kaedenxella]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/aJGp7OtbPKI/mqdefault.jpg)
![- august. ✧ [ multicrossover collab + @WhisperofSiren ]
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we finally did it!! this collab has been a long time coming even if we only started work on it a few weeks ago after changing the song & completely starting over. im grateful we didnt give up this time & im also grateful to Lucille for agreeing to collab with me after our first unsuccessful attempt at it! this collab turned out so beautiful & im in love with each & every crossover in it! also, im happy to be able to vid this song!
please, subscribe to my wonderful partner in this collab: https://www.youtube.com/@WhisperofSiren
song: in title | by TS
my crossovers: Conrad & Alaska / Danielle Campbell & Gabriel Guevara / Hope Mikaelson & Dick Grayson / Ben Barnes & Madelaine Petsch / Jenna Coleman & Theo James
coloring: Castles Crumbling by impossibletardis
I own nothing. All rights to clips & music go to their respected owners. I just took the joy of putting this edit together.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
#fanvidfeed #multicrossover #collab - august. ✧ [ multicrossover collab + @WhisperofSiren ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/brj-ZgQrsMs/mqdefault.jpg)