Uploaded August 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
There is only so much I can do stay sane in this god damn insane world. In this experimental video essay, I just unravel on the surface level about how I'm feeling. This is more of a personal piece but I feel like maybe some of you can relate. I promise I'm doing as fine as I can be but some days are harder. The political spectrum and asinine news stories don't help either. Maybe I should stop lurking so much on reddit but I can't just bury my head in the sand like most Americans can; somehow...
Edited in Vegas Pro 21.0 // Filmed with Panasonic HC-X1500 // DJI Mic v1
Music:
Viral Dirge - Ryan Stasik
Monthaholic - Schwartzy
Yacoby - Schwartzy
That's What It Takes (Instrumental) - NEFFEX
Spring Field - Godmode
Look at the Sky (Chiptune Cover) - 14.4ml youtube.com/watch?v=FXRbnQWnCgg
___Timestamps___
Intro 00:00
The Depression 00:49
The Political Insanity 02:10
Burying Myself in Video Creation 02:41
Plummeting Into Darkness 03:43
Arise 04:48
Conclusion 06:15
End Cards 07:02
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There is only so much I can do stay sane in this god damn insane world. In this experimental video essay, I just unravel on the surface level about how I'm feeling. This is more of a personal piece but I feel like maybe some of you can relate. I promise I'm doing as fine as I can be but some days are harder. The political spectrum and asinine news stories don't help either. Maybe I should stop lurking so much on reddit but I can't just bury my head in the sand like most Americans can; somehow...
Edited in Vegas Pro 21.0 // Filmed with Panasonic HC-X1500 // DJI Mic v1
Music:
Viral Dirge - Ryan Stasik
Monthaholic - Schwartzy
Yacoby - Schwartzy
That's What It Takes (Instrumental) - NEFFEX
Spring Field - Godmode
Look at the Sky (Chiptune Cover) - 14.4ml youtube.com/watch?v=FXRbnQWnCgg
___Timestamps___
Intro 00:00
The Depression 00:49
The Political Insanity 02:10
Burying Myself in Video Creation 02:41
Plummeting Into Darkness 03:43
Arise 04:48
Conclusion 06:15
End Cards 07:02
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Channel Membership: youtube.com/channel/UC8BQ6hWvJcr4quFsFoaEplQ/join
BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/watersurf.bsky.social
Carrd: watersurf.carrd.co
"All content is rightfully owned by its respective copyright holders."
#mentalhealth #depression #insane #watersurf #video #series #videoessay #greenscreen #english #politics #usa #crazy #foryou #fyp #personaldevelopment #news #teamhailey #crashout #feeling #feelings #mood #experiment #foryoupage #discussion #youtube #inspiration #like #motivation #motivational #reddit #online #attitude #california #digital #expression #emotional #calm #health
