Uploaded June 2023 | Updated September 2026, 36 minutes ago

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trust issues (original song)

hey besties i am back with my favorite song i wrote last year! my vocals don't sound fantastic because of allergies (😭) but i love this song and i wanted to post it so no redos. i am still not much of a guitarist so please bear with me. if you're actually reading/watching this i love you to pieces, thank you ❤️

LYRICS
I’ve got trust issues thanks to you
And they still haunt me now that you’re gone
A walking instruction manual on how to make somebody feel like something’s always wrong

You know how to make an impression
‘Cause your line of succession is why my depression is

Killing me
You’re thrilling me
You’re still in me even though you’re gone
Villainy is chilling me
It’s willing me to stop hanging on
You’re not the reason that I got here
But you are the reason that I’m still here
Killing me
You’re drilling me with villainy
And it’s hard to let go

I’ve got trust issues thanks to you
And I can’t even call with my friends
‘Cause I’m so goddamn nervous that I’ll restart the cycle that just never wants to end

You know how to make an impression
Are you sure you’re not a demon ‘cause you’re damn good at possession?

Killing me
You’re thrilling me
You’re still in me even though you’re gone
Villainy is chilling me
It’s willing me to stop hanging on
You’re not the reason that I got here
But you are the reason that I’m still here
Killing me
You’re drilling me with villainy
And it’s hard to let go

You make me sick
So sick of it
So high off it
I want you dead
Out of my head
On by a thread

Killing me
You’re thrilling me
You’re still in me even though you’re gone
Villainy is chilling me
It’s willing me to stop hanging on
You’re not the reason that I got here
But you are the reason that I’m still here
Killing me
You’re drilling me with villainy
And it’s hard to let go