Uploaded May 2023 | Updated September 2026, 53 minutes ago
heyyy so this is not good in any way shape or form, but i love this song so i decided to sing it :) i'll probably post a better version at some point (or more likely i'll forget to).
BAD PENNY OUT NOW: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tes...
(i promise it's better than this)
MUSIC
Spotify ~ spoti.fi/2J8AuVU
iTunes/Apple Music ~ apple.co/34Kcr8o
Bandcamp ~ tessabarcelo.bandcamp.com
Amazon Music ~ amzn.to/2EQV5wp
And most other streaming services!
SOCIALS
Instagram: instagram.com/tessabarcelo
Facebook: facebook.com/tessabarcelo
TikTok: tiktok.com/@tessabarcelo
Twitter: twitter.com/tessabarcelo
Linktree: https://linktr.ee/tessabarcelo
LYRICS
Maybe I'll go outside and try to count the trees outside of my apartment
Maybe I'll close my eyes, pretend I'm somewhere else where all the leaves are falling
I trust my horoscope more than I trust myself
Keep feeding my ego when I should ask for help
Don't know where prayers go, but I'm still scared of Hell
No, I'll never be alright
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be alright
But I've heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time
No, I'll never be all alright
But it's gonna be all alright
I should be keeping score of all the nights I can't decide 'tween getting high or sleeping
I thought by 24 I wouldn't question all affection as if I don't need it
I trust my horoscope more than I trust myself
Keep feeding my ego when I should ask for help
Don't know where prayers go, but I'm still scared of Hell
No, I'll never be alright
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be alright
But I've heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time
No, I'll never be all alright
But it's gonna be all alright
No, I'll never be all alright
But it's gonna be all alright
But every time I go back to Boston, it just feels like running away
And I sink right back to the bottom, hoping one day something will change
All my monsters live in the mirror, so I stare 'em straight in the face
Tell 'em even though I'm lost I'm not afraid
No, I'll never be alright
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be alright
But I've heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time
heyyy so this is not good in any way shape or form, but i love this song so i decided to sing it :) i'll probably post a better version at some point (or more likely i'll forget to).
BAD PENNY OUT NOW: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tes...
(i promise it's better than this)
MUSIC
Spotify ~ spoti.fi/2J8AuVU
iTunes/Apple Music ~ apple.co/34Kcr8o
Bandcamp ~ tessabarcelo.bandcamp.com
Amazon Music ~ amzn.to/2EQV5wp
And most other streaming services!
SOCIALS
Instagram: instagram.com/tessabarcelo
Facebook: facebook.com/tessabarcelo
TikTok: tiktok.com/@tessabarcelo
Twitter: twitter.com/tessabarcelo
Linktree: https://linktr.ee/tessabarcelo
LYRICS
Maybe I'll go outside and try to count the trees outside of my apartment
Maybe I'll close my eyes, pretend I'm somewhere else where all the leaves are falling
I trust my horoscope more than I trust myself
Keep feeding my ego when I should ask for help
Don't know where prayers go, but I'm still scared of Hell
No, I'll never be alright
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be alright
But I've heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time
No, I'll never be all alright
But it's gonna be all alright
I should be keeping score of all the nights I can't decide 'tween getting high or sleeping
I thought by 24 I wouldn't question all affection as if I don't need it
I trust my horoscope more than I trust myself
Keep feeding my ego when I should ask for help
Don't know where prayers go, but I'm still scared of Hell
No, I'll never be alright
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be alright
But I've heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time
No, I'll never be all alright
But it's gonna be all alright
No, I'll never be all alright
But it's gonna be all alright
But every time I go back to Boston, it just feels like running away
And I sink right back to the bottom, hoping one day something will change
All my monsters live in the mirror, so I stare 'em straight in the face
Tell 'em even though I'm lost I'm not afraid
No, I'll never be alright
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be alright
But I've heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time
