Til Im Bleeding by Sazu + Jay Sarma + Rachel Leycroft [Copyright Free] @rachelleycroft
Til Im Bleeding by Sazu + Jay Sarma + Rachel Leycroft [Copyright Free]  @rachelleycroft
Uploaded July 2021 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
lovely listeners...a forewarning that this is brutally honest. this song was written about my battle with body dysmorphic disorder. for those of you who haven’t heard of bdd, it is a mental illness that creates an obsessive focus on perceived flaws in appearance. i wish i could truly depict in words what it feels like. it’s a far cry from vanity. it’s extremely painful & limiting. it’s wanting to share yourself with others but feeling imprisoned by the thoughts that you couldn’t possibly be lovable looking the way you do. it’s staring endlessly at minute details of your body that no one would ever notice but that you feel destroys your ability to be worthy. it’s painfully overthinking every single aspect of how you’ll present yourself to the world. it’s being horrified when looking in the mirror or seeing a photo of yourself & spiraling into the darkness of feeling trapped in your own skin with no way out. it’s keeping all of these feelings hidden because they’re often met with misunderstanding or judgment when expressed. i know how isolating it can feel to suffer with bdd. if even one person feels less alone after reading what i shared, or if one person gains a little more understanding about the realities of body dysmorphia, it was worth doing so. i wrote these lyrics to depict the pain, but also to depict the hope that resides within us when we stand up for ourselves…even when our inner-demons want to win. i hope you know that you’re lovable & worthy exactly as you are. sending you lots of unconditional love. xo, r.
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Produced & Composed by Jay Sarma & Sazu
Written & Performed by Rachel Leycroft
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Official "'Til I'm Bleeding" Lyrics

Can’t spend another day like this.
Sick of saving face lying.
Going numb by default,
so I don’t feel at all…
standing at a glass wall looking in.

And voices keep screaming,
and without even thinking,
I’m listening, listening, listening.

They’re saying,
“We’ve got you; we’ve got you depleted.”
“We’ve got you; we’ve got you defeated.”
But I’ve got news; my heart— it’s still beating,
And it’s not through ’til I’m bleeding.

Keep saying I’m ok like this,
but keep wasting away, lying.
Senses fight to exist,
I deny— they persist;
running out of places to hide in.

And voices keep screaming,
and without even thinking,
I’m listening, listening, listening.

They’re saying,
“We’ve got you; we’ve got you depleted.”
“We’ve got you; we’ve got you defeated.”
But I’ve got news; my heart— it’s still beating,
And it’s not through ’til I’m bleeding.
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