Uploaded September 2026 | Updated September 2026, 5 days ago
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![SHXDOW x WESTY - SOUL MATES [LYRIC VIDEO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZZyUTcLDoPs/mqdefault.jpg "SHXDOW x WESTY - SOUL MATES [LYRIC VIDEO]
HeartBreakKid EP out now!
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#SoulMates #HeartBreakKid
You said what you said Iām stressed
Just sitting here in boxers and a vest
My reactions was messed
At first I was pressed now Iām just depressed
Was reading books to get my mind right
But now I got no appetite bex
Just started at the gym
But how am I meant to work out if I eat less
All the memories in my head
I donāt wanna forget but I gotta forget
How am I meant to move on
And just let another girl in my bed
Let her meet my mum and daughter
For her to disappear and fuck with their head
Retail therapy just aināt working
Feels like im spending pointless bread
First thing I thought about in the mornings you
At night when Iām yawning, Iām calling you
I dont know why Iām making this song
I donāt even think that I thought this through
First true love I canāt lie it was you
Uphill battle but I climbed it for you
You said we were soul mates
Right person, wrong timing and its true
Now Iām sitting here relapsing
Dead inside cause Im dying for you
My eyes got tears and my hearts been torn
Feel like a prick why am I crying for you
Never told people the truth
Cause truth is I was just riding for you
I even started to graft
For a better life to provide it for you
New clothes, new trainers
Whatever you know id buy it for you
All the things we done together
Now everything reminds me of you
And I can have sex with whoever
But truth is though I just like it with you
I donāt even wanna write songs right now
Unless what Iām writing is you
I donāt even know if Iām Shxdow anymore
I just feel like a wannabe sucker
We used to say we were soul mates
Soul mates donāt give up on each other
Thought we would have a hot summer
Now Im sat lonely burning in June
If I felt appreciated
Really would have gave you the earth and the moon
If I felt secure more time
Would of had a mini me in your womb
If I felt secure more time
Tj would be in a cot in your room
Always felt like you thought I was scum
But you said you loved me I must have been dumb
My spider sense tingled
I ignored it till my senses numb
Your friends never liked me
So we all know how that story ends
Course thatās gonna happen
If when we argue you chat to your friends
You told me about your past
But I brushed all that cah thatās past tense
Most man would of ran miles
You had my heart and I had no sense
Thereās so much more I can say
Iāll probably chat about our toxic ways
In part 2 cause I got too
Iām feeling rocked and lost in space
I was telling fans watch this space
Now I donāt even wanna drop this tape
Friends telling me āyou got this mateā
But thatās bullshit he aināt lost his bae
Thinking is it my fault? Rah
Feeling like I wanna cry right now
I aināt suicidal nah
But I do feel like I wanna die right now
Thinking is it my fault? Rah
Feeling like I wanna cry right now
I aināt suicidal nah
But I do feel like I wanna die right now")
![SHXDOW x WESTY - GLAD, SAD, MAD [LYRIC VIDEO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eCtgQL2aU-Y/mqdefault.jpg "SHXDOW x WESTY - GLAD, SAD, MAD [LYRIC VIDEO]
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#GladSadMad #HeartBreakKid
Said I was chatting to gyal
When I really werenāt but youre feeling deception
Mad how I didnt see then
Now I look back I pree the projection
Gyal will line up next man these days
But wan eat your erection
Am I glad? sad? or mad?
I canāt say but Iām feeling rejection
I aināt too prideful
And my ego aināt easily bruised
I aināt insecure
I just know people are easy to lose
You knew I did music
But it was like you need me to lose
Calling my phone when Iām at events cause there werenāt trust
But Iām speaking the truth
Whoās gonna rub my back and tell me
Everythingās gonna be bless
Itās not like Iām used to that anyway
More time used to the strain and stress
Meant to make you man feel super
But do you? Or deflate his chest
Do you like to make things real
Or do you just do games and tests
Gyal say they wanting a real man
But baby girl do you even cook
Said you wan check my phone
But if itās your phone I wonāt even look
So many red flags but I brushed past that
Like I canāt see colour
I donāt need other gyal if weāre locked in B
We just need each other
Feel like I wasted years
But Iām done with that cause I wasted tears
Iām so used to revenge I was thinking
How am I gonna make it fair?
But I still got love for you sadly
So gladly I wonāt take it there
Iāll just sing my pain get praise and cheers
My thoughts are damaging
Being on my own canāt say I got the hang of it
If youre listening now
Just know that I went through pain to channel this
Last time we spoke was a joke
Iām still sorry I know that youāre mad at me
All these vids in my phone
Hard to delete all this from my gallery
All these vids in my phone
Hard to delete all this from my gallery")
