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![SHXDOW x WESTY - GLAD, SAD, MAD [LYRIC VIDEO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eCtgQL2aU-Y/mqdefault.jpg "SHXDOW x WESTY - GLAD, SAD, MAD [LYRIC VIDEO]
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#GladSadMad #HeartBreakKid
Said I was chatting to gyal
When I really werenāt but youre feeling deception
Mad how I didnt see then
Now I look back I pree the projection
Gyal will line up next man these days
But wan eat your erection
Am I glad? sad? or mad?
I canāt say but Iām feeling rejection
I aināt too prideful
And my ego aināt easily bruised
I aināt insecure
I just know people are easy to lose
You knew I did music
But it was like you need me to lose
Calling my phone when Iām at events cause there werenāt trust
But Iām speaking the truth
Whoās gonna rub my back and tell me
Everythingās gonna be bless
Itās not like Iām used to that anyway
More time used to the strain and stress
Meant to make you man feel super
But do you? Or deflate his chest
Do you like to make things real
Or do you just do games and tests
Gyal say they wanting a real man
But baby girl do you even cook
Said you wan check my phone
But if itās your phone I wonāt even look
So many red flags but I brushed past that
Like I canāt see colour
I donāt need other gyal if weāre locked in B
We just need each other
Feel like I wasted years
But Iām done with that cause I wasted tears
Iām so used to revenge I was thinking
How am I gonna make it fair?
But I still got love for you sadly
So gladly I wonāt take it there
Iāll just sing my pain get praise and cheers
My thoughts are damaging
Being on my own canāt say I got the hang of it
If youre listening now
Just know that I went through pain to channel this
Last time we spoke was a joke
Iām still sorry I know that youāre mad at me
All these vids in my phone
Hard to delete all this from my gallery
All these vids in my phone
Hard to delete all this from my gallery")
![SHXDOW x WESTY - BEST FRIEND [LYRIC VIDEO]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oInw6j8cxbQ/mqdefault.jpg "SHXDOW x WESTY - BEST FRIEND [LYRIC VIDEO]
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#BestFriend #HeartBreakKid
If I was your best friend
Id want you round all the time
If I was your best friend
Could you promise me youll be mine
Said I was your soul mate
Now I realise that was all lies
The world is cold babes
Hope you donāt realise in time
Aināt no coming back from this
So none of us gone do u turns
All the time and money invested in you
I donāt wanna see you burn
Is there a gyal in this life for me?
I dont know do I want a new bird
Itās like I donāt but I do learn
Now gyal only gonna get like two turns
Not up for discussion
After that Iām wooshing and pushing
It was mine, then it wasnāt
Threw the receipt had my heart all bunning
This gyals like rah youre stunning
But I canāt trust no crarsses woman
Said your a good girl that was debatable
Baby I aināt gonna arselick nuttn
If I was your best friend
Id want you round all the time
If I was your best friend
Could you promise me youll be mine
Said I was your soul mate
Now I realise that was all lies
The world is cold babes
Hope you donāt realise in time
She loves me she loves me not
I guess not got me blocked on pages
Did she love me or lust for cock
My hearts kinda full of regrets and hatred
I canāt lie Im grateful
But I kinda feel like my times been wasted
Wish I never said I had money
I could of stacked all that and saved it
Canāt hold back on how I word it
I should of got that money and burned it
The way I got done, truthfully hun
I donāt think I deserve it
Sis told me have faith in the lesson
Phidizz told me use pain as your weapon
Coming like old school Giggs
Bloodā¦ yano pain is the essence
If I was your best friend
Id want you round all the time
If I was your best friend
Could you promise me youll be mine
Said I was your soul mate
Now I realise that was all lies
The world is cold babes
Hope you donāt realise in time
Catching a Uber to gym is crazy
Now I got my bredjins saying Iām lazy
Truth is Iām depressed daily
Itās a struggle to get out bed lately
Tell gyal stop calling me baby
Iām a big man and youāre not my lady
I need to work on myself so
Iām fenna ghost off like Patrick Swayze
Thanks for my weapon
That protects me where all these nerds is
Thanks for depression
The things I done I probably deserve it
Thanks for the lesson
Iām sad now but the pain is worth it
Thanks for the session
I had my turn then you returned it
If I was your best friend
Id want you round all the time
If I was your best friend
Could you promise me youll be mine
Said I was your soul mate
Now I realise that was all lies
The world is cold babes
Hope you donāt realise in time")
